Chapter 5

It has been a week since Brooks and I kissed on my patio and I have tried not to make it too obvious I really like him, so I haven't been walking as much. Today will be my first day walking in a few days and I am kind of nervous to see him if he is outside. I slipped my tennis shoes on and headed out the door. When I got to the stop sign I saw his SUV but I didn't see him. I walked past his house and before I turned to go down the road I heard my nickname being called. I turned to see him walking down the stairs from his front porch. I felt my cheeks getting warm and I knew I was blushing.

When he walked up to me he asked what was doing and I laughed and said well Brooks, it seems I am going for a walk. He called me a smartass and asked if he could join me. I said that was fine with me and we walked down the road. It was awkward at first because we were both quiet but he broke the silence and said,

“about the night on your patio, I didn't mean to upset you, Crystal."

I said you didn't upset me. I wasn't crying because I was upset Brooks, I was crying because I was happy I had just gotten my first kiss. I told you I don't get attention from guys and if I do it's always something negative. He said,

“I don't get why guys aren't fighting over you. You are beautiful Crystal. If I was still in high school I know I would be following you around like a lost puppy."

I laughed and said that's not creepy at all.

He said,

“well since I was your first kiss, I guess that means there is still another first you haven't gotten to experience."

I looked at him and in my head, I was begging him not to say that 3 letter word. He said,

“s*x."

I covered my face and nodded. He told me it was ok and that he was 17 before he did anything like that. I said but I have always said I was going to wait until I fell in love and I knew the guy loved me but here lately I have given up on trying to find that love. He said,

“you still got time cutie no need to rush off and find love. You need to find someone to date and get used to the relationship thing before trying to find someone to marry you. Look at me 21 and I have had plenty of girlfriends but still haven't found the one but I know I am still young and she is out there."

I mumbled or standing next to you like in my dreams thinking he couldn't hear me but boy was I wrong. He smirked at me and said,

“so tell me more about these dreams cutie."

I walked off and he ran to catch up to me and said,

“come on cutie you can't leave me hanging like that. You don't have to tell me everything just give me a little to think about."

I said fine and I stopped walking and looked around making sure no one was outside. I said since you want to know so bad, I have had a few dreams where we are together and some other stuff happens and you tell me you love me. Happy now? He smiled and said,

“I can probably guess what that other stuff is."

I smacked his arm and said you are such a perv. I turned and walked off. When we got back to the stop sign, Brooks said,

“can you do something for me?"

I said depends on what it is. He said,

“meet me tonight on the side of my house."

I said you want me to sneak out? He nodded and I said I have never done that before how the hell do I get past my dad? He said,

" lock your door, open your window and climb out."

I said but I can't open the gate without it being heard. He told me to climb over the gate. I said I don't know if this is a good idea. Why do you want me to meet you? He said,

“I just want to hang out with you a little more."

I thought about it for a few minutes and said what time? He said to meet him around 1 am on the right side of his house. I said ok and I walked home.

It was 12:30 and I was freaking out. I had never snuck out before and I know my dad is still up. I turned my radio on low and locked my door. I opened the window and climbed out. I had a little trouble getting over the gate though. When I finally got to the stop sign I headed toward his house and he was already outside waiting. There wasn't much light on that side of his house but I guess he didn't want to be seen with me. I walked up to him and said so what are we going to do? I think we have run out of things to talk about for now. He said,

“I'm sure there is plenty for us to talk about but for now I want to do this."

Brooks backed me up against his house and kissed me. I pushed him back and said what are you doing? He said,

“relax cutie I just want to make out that's all."

I said are you sure that's all? He said,

“yes Crystal. All I want to do is make out with you. I want to teach you and make you good at it."

I wasn't sure about this but in my head, I was fighting with the side of me that wanted him to. I gave in and nodded. He leaned in and kissed me again this time he was a little more aggressive. I felt his tongue slide past my lips and touch mine. I pulled back and asked what he was doing. He said,

“just go with it cutie. It's part of making out."

I nodded and he leaned back in and kissed me.

After a few more times of him putting his tongue in my mouth, I started moving mine with his. I don't know how long we were making out but my lungs were starting to burn so I pulled back and he asked if I was ok. I said I am fine I think I just needed some air. He laughed and said,

“yeah my lungs were starting to burn. I have to say this, you are a good kisser cutie. It didn't take you long to learn what to do."

I smiled at him and said well even though I don't have anyone to compare you to, you are a good kisser as well. He chuckled and said,

“years of practice cutie. are you ready to go or do you want to continue this some more?"

I blushed and said can we continue? He leaned in and said,

“I'll do whatever you want cutie. This time I am going to do something a little different so don't freak out on me ok?"

I asked what he was going to do and he said,

“I am going to put my hand on your waist and hold you close to me. At some point, my hand will travel up your body and is going to stop here."

and he pointed to my chest. He said,

“I'm not going to go under your shirt but I will be squeezing a little. Is that ok?"

I didn't really understand why but I nodded.

When his lips landed back on mine he pulled me close to him and with his manhood pressing against me, my body started to feel warm and I had a tingling sensation coming from in between my thighs. I have felt it before being around him but not this intense. I ignored it at first but once his hand was on my breast and he started to gently squeeze it, I started to squirm. He pulled back and asked if I was ok and I said I don't know. He asked me what was wrong and I said I don't know what it is but something feels weird with my body.

He smirked at me and said,

“your body feels like it's burning and tingling, doesn't it?”

I nodded and he leaned in and whispered,

“it's because you are turned on cutie. You want me and it's your body's way of saying it wants me."

I said oh so that's what it is. He asked if there was anything else wrong and I said I don't know if I should say. He said,

“talk to me Crystal tell me what is going on. There isn't anything to be embarrassed about. I am not going to judge you on anything we talk about. If you have questions and are afraid to ask anyone else you can ask me. You can trust me with your secrets."

I took a deep breath, closed my eyes, and said I have another issue going on right now and I am going to have to change when I get home.

He smirked at me and said,

“so you're wet?"

I nodded and said not the first time it has happened to me either. He said,

“so you've been wet before?"

I nodded and said a few times since we met. I know what it is because I read a book about s*x but never had it happen until we met and the tingling sensation I have felt before but it wasn't described like that in the book and this time it was more intense so I didn't know what was going on. He said,

“I can help with that if you want me to but only if you really want me to. I don't want you to think you have to say yes because you don't cutie."

I said I don't think it's a good idea. He nodded and said,

“I want you to feel something. You don't have to if you don't want but I want to show you that you aren't the only one who is excited."

I nodded knowing exactly what he was about to do and at this point, I didn't care. He grabbed my hand and placed it on top of his bulging manhood and said,

“this is what being with you does to me, Crystal. Any time I am around you I get hard and I have to try to hide it. I am not hiding it anymore. You turn me on when you talk, smile, laugh, blush, and when you just stare at me."

I said do I really? He said,

“yes you do cutie. I am not even going to lie and say I haven't had thoughts about you because I have had plenty. I have dreams about you too and I wake up so hard that it hurts and I have to relive myself and I picture you while I am doing it."

I said do you really picture me when you are, you know? He nodded and said,

“you can say it around me, Crystal. I want to hear you say jerk off."

I swallowed hard and said do you really picture me when you, um, um, when you jerk off? He said,

“good girl and yes I do."

we ended up making out again for a little while and then I headed home.