I open my eyes again. Beside each of my paintings is a small red disk. My eyes move from one to the other.
There disks in all. Not equivocal half disks.
Not this painting is perhaps spoken for.
But full flaming red suns.
Sold.
Follow the bouncing red ball and sing along: sold! Sold! Sold!
The song is clanging sweetly in my head in time to the rushing blood in my veins till I hear Marion laughing behind me.
Mrs koloski comes lumbering out of her office and says into my ear; " you made a fuckin sale. About time, don't you think.
Come." She leads me into her office.
" His name is Logan Hunter." Mrs koloski lights a cigarette, wheezes into a hanky and wipes her chin. She leans back in her chair. She was once a vouge model. She was the belle dame sans merci of beat poets and abstract expressonists.
Now she's two hundred and eighty pounds, tough skinned and nasty when she needs to be.
In her shaggy quack of a voice, she tells me.
" He's some fancy bestselling author from New York, he knows his shit. I've heard about him, he buys art for resale to foreign collectors.
He came in here, stared at your paintings for five minutes, came in here and handed me a check for twenty four thousand dollars, of which twelve is yours."
I squeal like a pig, clapping my hands over my mouth.
I'm so excited, I might just end up creaming my jeans.
Mrs koloski smiles and shakes her head.
" You might want to save some of that excitement for when you meet him. He's quite a delicious looking man,makes you want to gobble him up." She cackles with laughter.
" He told me he wants to work with you." She continues.
" What does that mean?"
" You'll be dealing directly with him, but do me a favor, don't screw me." She says handing me a check for twelve thousand dollars.
I'm unmoored. Afloat. I talk with Mrs koloski for a few more minutes, but I hardly know I'm saying.
I've got twelve thousand dollars in my backpacking. I've got more money coming. I've got a career.
I kiss Mrs koloski goodbye and then Marion.
I find myself in the elevator and then the lobby, and amid swirls of fresh air, I step out onto the street. Sunlight jumps off the sidewalks. I've got twelve thousand dollars in my purse and my head is stuffed with cotton, the utter incomparable bliss of success.
" Layla McDermott?"
I turn.
It's the man with the gothic cheekbones. I feel my heart give a thud as I look into his gorgeous face.
He says;
" By the time I realized it was you, I was all the way to Bloom street and I had to stop to make a call. But I ran back here as fast as I could."
His charming lopsided smile sends butterflies fluttering in my stomach.
" I'm glad I caught you." He says.
I look at him quizzically.
" I'm Logan Hunter." He tells her.
My patron
This gorgeous hunk is my patron.
" I bought some of your work." He tells her.
" Yeah," she mumbles. " I have a…. um." She swallows neverously.
" I have a check in my purse."
She feels like the youngest and simplest sister in a fairy tale.
At the wind up, with her pockets stuffed with gold.
" I'm interested in buying more of your work, I look forward to a profitable relationship for both of us." He says.
" How did you know me, we haven't met before, have we?" I ask in a stutter.
" Mrs koloski showed me your picture. In the catalog."
" Ohh."
" It does not do you Justice."
She forgets to say thank you. She simply nods and lowers her eyes.
" I would like to talk about to you, about future business opportunities. Would you have time for lunch?"
" Now?"
He keeps looking at me.
I look at my watch, I have to be at work in an hour. I'm sorely tempted to say to hell with work and go have lunch with this breath taking hunk of a man, besides I have twelve thousand dollars in my backpack.
But I can't do that, I can't disappoint my boss this way.
She took a chance on me when I desperately needed a job.
" I'm sorry." I say.
" I have to be at Pasadena by two. I have the afternoon shift at work."
He groans.
" Well I wouldn't want to make you late. How about dinner?"
" Dinner?" I echo.
" Yes tonight." He says.
" Tonight?" I echo again.
Dammit. I sound like a stupid dolt.
His gorgeous face has so fried my brain that I can't even think legibly.
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Rahman is sitting on my bed, warily watching me as I get ready for my date.
" Let me get this right?" He says as I brush my hair.
" You just met him today, right." He asks.
" Yes."
" And you're going to have dinner with him."
" Yes."
" In his house."
" Yes."
" Are you sure you're alright." He asks in an exasperated voice.
" Yes."
" Wallahi, you tell me yes in that tone, one more time Layla McDermott, you might just end up being the first woman I ever hit."
I chuckle as I set down my hair brush.
" There really is no need to get worked up. It's just a business meeting."
" A business meeting."
" Yes." I say, picking up a tube of lipstick.
" To talk about my art."
He archs a brow at me.
" You're all dressed up for a business meeting."
I roll my eyes at him through my dressing mirror.
" I have to look professional." I say primly.
" You're wearing a dress." He says.
" you never wear a dress, I had to nag and badger you into wearing one for your interview for Caltech."
"The business meeting can always take a detour." I say with a wink.
" Layla." He groans.
" This is no joke, you just met him for fuck's sake." He says running his hands through his hair in frustration.
" He could be a human trafficker for all you know.
You could find yourself in a Mexican slave camp, by ten tomorrow morning."
" Mexican slave camp huh?
I've always wanted to visit Mexico."
He glares at me.
" I ain't joking."
" Come on Rahman, he's a best selling author not a human trafficker.
I assure you,he's a perfect gentleman."
" Other victims probably thought their captors were also perfect gentleman."
" I'll text you his address if that'll help settle your nerves.
I'll see you tomorrow." I Pause.
" Unless you want to walk me down to the cab stand."
He scowls at me.
" I mean since, you're so worried about my safety." I say fluttering my lashes.
" You sure are quite an annoying young woman." He says.
" Yeah, but you love me and all my annoying behavior." I say poking him in the ribs.
" Like hell." He grins.
He drove his hands in my hair, pulling it free from the pins, tangling his fists in my fiery locks.I clutched at him, digging my fingers into his shoulders allowing him to deepen the kiss.He tasted wonderful and forbidden. He tasted like delicious sin.Kissing him didn't feel good enough, she pushed herself into him, trying to get closer, despite the fact that she was already entwined in his arms.He lifted his head, pulling me closer to him and groaning as I fitted myself against his lower body.Angling his head, he claimed my mouth again.His kiss deepened, it got more savage. Filling me with fire, filling me with heat.He spread his fingers along my hips, cupping my bottom and pressing me more tightly to him." Logan," I gasped. I felt him grow harder at the sound of his name on my lips." I want you," he whispered. His voice was hoarse and gravelly with need." Here. Now. I want you. On the table, on the floor." I don't care." Yes." I whispered.That was all the encouragem
I followed him back into his apartment and we sat on the couch, I told him all that has happened to me and my family and how his father was responsible for all the misfortune and now the only property he have left, the family land which is in my name, he wants it too but I wouldn't give it up because that's the only legacy of my father. He was quiet for a very long time, looking all confused. I guess he might be wondering if his father really did all that I have said and why he was so cruel but then he broke the silence. "My father is such a loving man, he took me as his own son, told me not to change my name to his because I am the only legacy of my father and he wants the name to live on, my life and that of my mother changed because of him, why will he do all that" He said. "He's your father, what did you expect?" I said. "I need to go home now my mom needs me" "Okay let me drop you off" He said. "No need I will take cab". I want out of his apartment took a cab and went home.
"This past years has been tough after the demise of my father, my mother attempted suicide and it left her retarded which left me taking care of everyone. I had to work after classes so I can pay the bills, paint during my free time, take them to Mrs. Kolosoki's gallery and pray someone buys the painting. Now I am a graduate and my paintings are going places, finally things are starting to play out nice", so I said to myself. Walking about in my room feeling a surge of happiness in me, while I was in my thoughts my phone rang and it was Logan. "Hello Logan" "I have sent the paintings to your office already" but before I could finish my sentence he said "yes, but that's not the reason I called", my heart started beating fast and I don't know why."Layla I would like you to go on a dinner date with me to celebrate your graduation" He says "Please don't say no, it's a harmless date""Okay" "Is that a yes?""Yes, I will go on a date with you""Thank you" I could hear the excitement i
Layla povThe tires of my third hand jalopy of a Volkswagen screeched as I tore out of the university's parking lot.I stepped on the pedals so hard, it was a wonder the old clunker did not fall apart, right there in the middle of the road as I tore down the highway.My best friend Rahman, always said I drove like a mad woman, who had the hounds of hell after her.I always told him that he could not have been farther from the truth if he tried.I drove as fast as I did, because I liked the feeling of power it gave me as I flew down the roads.The last time, we had the conversation/ argument, he had asked me what sort of power I could possibly get, from risking my own life and endangering the life of any pedestrian who was unlucky enough to be using the road at the same time as me.He had promptly answered his own questions, saying; that perhaps I meant the power of playing God, over the life of whoever was in the car with me." Oh no." I had said with an exaggerated shudder." The o
" Arrgh." I groan as I tear another piece of parchment paper off the easel, crumple it and throw it across the room, in the general direction of the waste basket." Missed.". Rahman says coming in with a small jug of iced tea and a glass." I don't understand." He says dropping his load on the table." How it can be so hard for you to make a new painty, after all, all you do is dip your brush in paint and spray the paint all over your paper."He finishes.I glare at him." I don't expect a barbarian like you to understand some thing as cosmopolitan as abstract art. The sophisticated members of society are the only ones who can understand and appreciate the beauty of abstract art.""I admire your bravado." He says with a smirk. "It's quite daring of you, to call splashes of color art."I swat him in the arm." You're such a barbarian." I tell him, as I pour myself some iced tea." At least I'm not deluding myself into thinking I'm an artist." He quips.I pick up a brush from the ope
" I've told you over and over again Justin, You can't play football."" Why not?" He whines." I told you already, We can't afford it."" Mum said I could." He argues." Mum doesn't manage the money in this house, I do." I tell him" But I played baseball last year.""The school gave you the equipment, the football team says you have to buy your own equipment and we can't afford that, right now.I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you, before it gets into your thick skull."He stands there scowling at me for a full minute, before turning and flouncing out of the room, slamming the door behind him.I sigh as I flop down on my bed.I hold my head in my hands and struggle not to push back the tears flooding my eyes.At times like this, I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my father not to go into partnership with the evil Jason Stanford.The evilest of men to walk the surface of the earth.A man whom the devil himself would like to take some lessons
"This past years has been tough after the demise of my father, my mother attempted suicide and it left her retarded which left me taking care of everyone. I had to work after classes so I can pay the bills, paint during my free time, take them to Mrs. Kolosoki's gallery and pray someone buys the painting. Now I am a graduate and my paintings are going places, finally things are starting to play out nice", so I said to myself. Walking about in my room feeling a surge of happiness in me, while I was in my thoughts my phone rang and it was Logan. "Hello Logan" "I have sent the paintings to your office already" but before I could finish my sentence he said "yes, but that's not the reason I called", my heart started beating fast and I don't know why."Layla I would like you to go on a dinner date with me to celebrate your graduation" He says "Please don't say no, it's a harmless date""Okay" "Is that a yes?""Yes, I will go on a date with you""Thank you" I could hear the excitement i
I followed him back into his apartment and we sat on the couch, I told him all that has happened to me and my family and how his father was responsible for all the misfortune and now the only property he have left, the family land which is in my name, he wants it too but I wouldn't give it up because that's the only legacy of my father. He was quiet for a very long time, looking all confused. I guess he might be wondering if his father really did all that I have said and why he was so cruel but then he broke the silence. "My father is such a loving man, he took me as his own son, told me not to change my name to his because I am the only legacy of my father and he wants the name to live on, my life and that of my mother changed because of him, why will he do all that" He said. "He's your father, what did you expect?" I said. "I need to go home now my mom needs me" "Okay let me drop you off" He said. "No need I will take cab". I want out of his apartment took a cab and went home.
He drove his hands in my hair, pulling it free from the pins, tangling his fists in my fiery locks.I clutched at him, digging my fingers into his shoulders allowing him to deepen the kiss.He tasted wonderful and forbidden. He tasted like delicious sin.Kissing him didn't feel good enough, she pushed herself into him, trying to get closer, despite the fact that she was already entwined in his arms.He lifted his head, pulling me closer to him and groaning as I fitted myself against his lower body.Angling his head, he claimed my mouth again.His kiss deepened, it got more savage. Filling me with fire, filling me with heat.He spread his fingers along my hips, cupping my bottom and pressing me more tightly to him." Logan," I gasped. I felt him grow harder at the sound of his name on my lips." I want you," he whispered. His voice was hoarse and gravelly with need." Here. Now. I want you. On the table, on the floor." I don't care." Yes." I whispered.That was all the encouragem
I open my eyes again. Beside each of my paintings is a small red disk. My eyes move from one to the other.There disks in all. Not equivocal half disks.Not this painting is perhaps spoken for.But full flaming red suns.Sold.Follow the bouncing red ball and sing along: sold! Sold! Sold!The song is clanging sweetly in my head in time to the rushing blood in my veins till I hear Marion laughing behind me.Mrs koloski comes lumbering out of her office and says into my ear; " you made a fuckin sale. About time, don't you think.Come." She leads me into her office." His name is Logan Hunter." Mrs koloski lights a cigarette, wheezes into a hanky and wipes her chin. She leans back in her chair. She was once a vouge model. She was the belle dame sans merci of beat poets and abstract expressonists.Now she's two hundred and eighty pounds, tough skinned and nasty when she needs to be.In her shaggy quack of a voice, she tells me." He's some fancy bestselling author from New York, he kno
" I've told you over and over again Justin, You can't play football."" Why not?" He whines." I told you already, We can't afford it."" Mum said I could." He argues." Mum doesn't manage the money in this house, I do." I tell him" But I played baseball last year.""The school gave you the equipment, the football team says you have to buy your own equipment and we can't afford that, right now.I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you, before it gets into your thick skull."He stands there scowling at me for a full minute, before turning and flouncing out of the room, slamming the door behind him.I sigh as I flop down on my bed.I hold my head in my hands and struggle not to push back the tears flooding my eyes.At times like this, I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my father not to go into partnership with the evil Jason Stanford.The evilest of men to walk the surface of the earth.A man whom the devil himself would like to take some lessons
" Arrgh." I groan as I tear another piece of parchment paper off the easel, crumple it and throw it across the room, in the general direction of the waste basket." Missed.". Rahman says coming in with a small jug of iced tea and a glass." I don't understand." He says dropping his load on the table." How it can be so hard for you to make a new painty, after all, all you do is dip your brush in paint and spray the paint all over your paper."He finishes.I glare at him." I don't expect a barbarian like you to understand some thing as cosmopolitan as abstract art. The sophisticated members of society are the only ones who can understand and appreciate the beauty of abstract art.""I admire your bravado." He says with a smirk. "It's quite daring of you, to call splashes of color art."I swat him in the arm." You're such a barbarian." I tell him, as I pour myself some iced tea." At least I'm not deluding myself into thinking I'm an artist." He quips.I pick up a brush from the ope
Layla povThe tires of my third hand jalopy of a Volkswagen screeched as I tore out of the university's parking lot.I stepped on the pedals so hard, it was a wonder the old clunker did not fall apart, right there in the middle of the road as I tore down the highway.My best friend Rahman, always said I drove like a mad woman, who had the hounds of hell after her.I always told him that he could not have been farther from the truth if he tried.I drove as fast as I did, because I liked the feeling of power it gave me as I flew down the roads.The last time, we had the conversation/ argument, he had asked me what sort of power I could possibly get, from risking my own life and endangering the life of any pedestrian who was unlucky enough to be using the road at the same time as me.He had promptly answered his own questions, saying; that perhaps I meant the power of playing God, over the life of whoever was in the car with me." Oh no." I had said with an exaggerated shudder." The o