Layla pov
The tires of my third hand jalopy of a Volkswagen screeched as I tore out of the university's parking lot.
I stepped on the pedals so hard, it was a wonder the old clunker did not fall apart, right there in the middle of the road as I tore down the highway.
My best friend Rahman, always said I drove like a mad woman, who had the hounds of hell after her.
I always told him that he could not have been farther from the truth if he tried.
I drove as fast as I did, because I liked the feeling of power it gave me as I flew down the roads.
The last time, we had the conversation/ argument, he had asked me what sort of power I could possibly get, from risking my own life and endangering the life of any pedestrian who was unlucky enough to be using the road at the same time as me.
He had promptly answered his own questions, saying; that perhaps I meant the power of playing God, over the life of whoever was in the car with me.
" Oh no." I had said with an exaggerated shudder.
" The old man upstairs can keep his job. Why would I want to play at being some one with a bunch of self contradictory annoying rules."
" If my parents could hear you." He had said with a chuckle.
" They would condemn you to a life of eternal damnation."
" Just like they condemned me." His voice was a low murmur at the last sentence.
I knew it had not been meant for my ears.
He looked out the window, trying to hide the moisture in his eyes.
Talking about or even mentioning Rahman's parents was a sore point for him.
They were a bunch of religious fanatics, with fancy sticks shoved up their asses. [Not that I would ever mention the last part of the definition to Rahman.]
They were a pair of uptight Muslims who had disowned Rahman and sent him out of the house earlier this year, when they found out he was in love with another man.
They had been so disgusted to find their son in what according to them was an exceedingly immoral act.
They had actually ordered him to put a hamper on his feelings for his partner, and any other man.
Can you imagine that, what do they think love is?
A light switch you can turn on and off?
When Rahman told them it was impossible for him to do what they asked.
They had promptly disowned him, and informed him that he was no longer welcome in their home.[ They were not going to live with such a great sinner.]
That was after they described to him in great detail, the fiery torment he was going to face, as long as he continued his sinful behavior.
They told him to come back when he realized his sins, and confessed them to Allah.
Rahman had been devastated.
He had crashed on our couch for a few days, before deciding to take his relationship with sanjil to the next level, by moving in together.
I could not have been happier for them, sanjil was a great guy, and he was perfect for him.
They could not have been another couple as well suited as Rahman and sanjil, any where in the entire country.
They could not keep their hands off each other, they were always holding hands.
They even finished each other's sentences, it was the sweetest thing.
They made yearn for some thing as beautiful as they had, but for some one with such a long track record of kissing frogs that failed to turn into princes.
It did not look like that was going to happen any time soon.
" I'll have you know that for as long as I have been driving, I do not have a single parking ticket to my name, no matter how crazily you say I drive." I had said trying to drag him out of the melancholic state, the thought of his parents had pushed him into.
He smirked
" That's because the cops don't believe an old clunker like this can go as fast as you force it to go." He declared.
" One day." He continued.
" This poor car is going to get torn to pieces, and you're going to be left, sitting there in a squat, holding on to the steering." He finished.
" I'll just have you put it back together for me." I had quipped.
" That's assuming you can find all the parts." He had said slyly.
" There are going to get blown away as far back as Cuba."
We had ourselves a merry laugh and continued to laugh until I dropped him in front of their apartment building.
I chuckled softly, as I turned on the radio and tuned till I found a station playing some good old eighties jam.
I belted out the songs at the top of my lungs in my awful voice, mixing up the lyrics and not giving a damn.
If Rahman was here, he would tell me that I should have been born roughly a hundred and half years ago in an entirely different continent, as my voice was meant for one purpose and one purpose only.
Being a town crier in one of the African societies we learnt about in grade school.
I always retaliated by swatting him on the arm, as I could not think of an appropriate come back.
The brakes felt a little stiff as I screeched to a stop in front of his apartment building, I would have to ask Rahman to take a look at that.
"More like nag and bully him into taking a look at it." I said to myself as I leaned over to take my backpack and the Chinese takeout I had picked up on campus out of the back seat.
I got out of the car with my hands full and kicked the door shut.
" Arrgh." I groan as I tear another piece of parchment paper off the easel, crumple it and throw it across the room, in the general direction of the waste basket." Missed.". Rahman says coming in with a small jug of iced tea and a glass." I don't understand." He says dropping his load on the table." How it can be so hard for you to make a new painty, after all, all you do is dip your brush in paint and spray the paint all over your paper."He finishes.I glare at him." I don't expect a barbarian like you to understand some thing as cosmopolitan as abstract art. The sophisticated members of society are the only ones who can understand and appreciate the beauty of abstract art.""I admire your bravado." He says with a smirk. "It's quite daring of you, to call splashes of color art."I swat him in the arm." You're such a barbarian." I tell him, as I pour myself some iced tea." At least I'm not deluding myself into thinking I'm an artist." He quips.I pick up a brush from the ope
" I've told you over and over again Justin, You can't play football."" Why not?" He whines." I told you already, We can't afford it."" Mum said I could." He argues." Mum doesn't manage the money in this house, I do." I tell him" But I played baseball last year.""The school gave you the equipment, the football team says you have to buy your own equipment and we can't afford that, right now.I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you, before it gets into your thick skull."He stands there scowling at me for a full minute, before turning and flouncing out of the room, slamming the door behind him.I sigh as I flop down on my bed.I hold my head in my hands and struggle not to push back the tears flooding my eyes.At times like this, I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my father not to go into partnership with the evil Jason Stanford.The evilest of men to walk the surface of the earth.A man whom the devil himself would like to take some lessons
I open my eyes again. Beside each of my paintings is a small red disk. My eyes move from one to the other.There disks in all. Not equivocal half disks.Not this painting is perhaps spoken for.But full flaming red suns.Sold.Follow the bouncing red ball and sing along: sold! Sold! Sold!The song is clanging sweetly in my head in time to the rushing blood in my veins till I hear Marion laughing behind me.Mrs koloski comes lumbering out of her office and says into my ear; " you made a fuckin sale. About time, don't you think.Come." She leads me into her office." His name is Logan Hunter." Mrs koloski lights a cigarette, wheezes into a hanky and wipes her chin. She leans back in her chair. She was once a vouge model. She was the belle dame sans merci of beat poets and abstract expressonists.Now she's two hundred and eighty pounds, tough skinned and nasty when she needs to be.In her shaggy quack of a voice, she tells me." He's some fancy bestselling author from New York, he kno
He drove his hands in my hair, pulling it free from the pins, tangling his fists in my fiery locks.I clutched at him, digging my fingers into his shoulders allowing him to deepen the kiss.He tasted wonderful and forbidden. He tasted like delicious sin.Kissing him didn't feel good enough, she pushed herself into him, trying to get closer, despite the fact that she was already entwined in his arms.He lifted his head, pulling me closer to him and groaning as I fitted myself against his lower body.Angling his head, he claimed my mouth again.His kiss deepened, it got more savage. Filling me with fire, filling me with heat.He spread his fingers along my hips, cupping my bottom and pressing me more tightly to him." Logan," I gasped. I felt him grow harder at the sound of his name on my lips." I want you," he whispered. His voice was hoarse and gravelly with need." Here. Now. I want you. On the table, on the floor." I don't care." Yes." I whispered.That was all the encouragem
I followed him back into his apartment and we sat on the couch, I told him all that has happened to me and my family and how his father was responsible for all the misfortune and now the only property he have left, the family land which is in my name, he wants it too but I wouldn't give it up because that's the only legacy of my father. He was quiet for a very long time, looking all confused. I guess he might be wondering if his father really did all that I have said and why he was so cruel but then he broke the silence. "My father is such a loving man, he took me as his own son, told me not to change my name to his because I am the only legacy of my father and he wants the name to live on, my life and that of my mother changed because of him, why will he do all that" He said. "He's your father, what did you expect?" I said. "I need to go home now my mom needs me" "Okay let me drop you off" He said. "No need I will take cab". I want out of his apartment took a cab and went home.
"This past years has been tough after the demise of my father, my mother attempted suicide and it left her retarded which left me taking care of everyone. I had to work after classes so I can pay the bills, paint during my free time, take them to Mrs. Kolosoki's gallery and pray someone buys the painting. Now I am a graduate and my paintings are going places, finally things are starting to play out nice", so I said to myself. Walking about in my room feeling a surge of happiness in me, while I was in my thoughts my phone rang and it was Logan. "Hello Logan" "I have sent the paintings to your office already" but before I could finish my sentence he said "yes, but that's not the reason I called", my heart started beating fast and I don't know why."Layla I would like you to go on a dinner date with me to celebrate your graduation" He says "Please don't say no, it's a harmless date""Okay" "Is that a yes?""Yes, I will go on a date with you""Thank you" I could hear the excitement i
"This past years has been tough after the demise of my father, my mother attempted suicide and it left her retarded which left me taking care of everyone. I had to work after classes so I can pay the bills, paint during my free time, take them to Mrs. Kolosoki's gallery and pray someone buys the painting. Now I am a graduate and my paintings are going places, finally things are starting to play out nice", so I said to myself. Walking about in my room feeling a surge of happiness in me, while I was in my thoughts my phone rang and it was Logan. "Hello Logan" "I have sent the paintings to your office already" but before I could finish my sentence he said "yes, but that's not the reason I called", my heart started beating fast and I don't know why."Layla I would like you to go on a dinner date with me to celebrate your graduation" He says "Please don't say no, it's a harmless date""Okay" "Is that a yes?""Yes, I will go on a date with you""Thank you" I could hear the excitement i
I followed him back into his apartment and we sat on the couch, I told him all that has happened to me and my family and how his father was responsible for all the misfortune and now the only property he have left, the family land which is in my name, he wants it too but I wouldn't give it up because that's the only legacy of my father. He was quiet for a very long time, looking all confused. I guess he might be wondering if his father really did all that I have said and why he was so cruel but then he broke the silence. "My father is such a loving man, he took me as his own son, told me not to change my name to his because I am the only legacy of my father and he wants the name to live on, my life and that of my mother changed because of him, why will he do all that" He said. "He's your father, what did you expect?" I said. "I need to go home now my mom needs me" "Okay let me drop you off" He said. "No need I will take cab". I want out of his apartment took a cab and went home.
He drove his hands in my hair, pulling it free from the pins, tangling his fists in my fiery locks.I clutched at him, digging my fingers into his shoulders allowing him to deepen the kiss.He tasted wonderful and forbidden. He tasted like delicious sin.Kissing him didn't feel good enough, she pushed herself into him, trying to get closer, despite the fact that she was already entwined in his arms.He lifted his head, pulling me closer to him and groaning as I fitted myself against his lower body.Angling his head, he claimed my mouth again.His kiss deepened, it got more savage. Filling me with fire, filling me with heat.He spread his fingers along my hips, cupping my bottom and pressing me more tightly to him." Logan," I gasped. I felt him grow harder at the sound of his name on my lips." I want you," he whispered. His voice was hoarse and gravelly with need." Here. Now. I want you. On the table, on the floor." I don't care." Yes." I whispered.That was all the encouragem
I open my eyes again. Beside each of my paintings is a small red disk. My eyes move from one to the other.There disks in all. Not equivocal half disks.Not this painting is perhaps spoken for.But full flaming red suns.Sold.Follow the bouncing red ball and sing along: sold! Sold! Sold!The song is clanging sweetly in my head in time to the rushing blood in my veins till I hear Marion laughing behind me.Mrs koloski comes lumbering out of her office and says into my ear; " you made a fuckin sale. About time, don't you think.Come." She leads me into her office." His name is Logan Hunter." Mrs koloski lights a cigarette, wheezes into a hanky and wipes her chin. She leans back in her chair. She was once a vouge model. She was the belle dame sans merci of beat poets and abstract expressonists.Now she's two hundred and eighty pounds, tough skinned and nasty when she needs to be.In her shaggy quack of a voice, she tells me." He's some fancy bestselling author from New York, he kno
" I've told you over and over again Justin, You can't play football."" Why not?" He whines." I told you already, We can't afford it."" Mum said I could." He argues." Mum doesn't manage the money in this house, I do." I tell him" But I played baseball last year.""The school gave you the equipment, the football team says you have to buy your own equipment and we can't afford that, right now.I don't know how many times I have to explain this to you, before it gets into your thick skull."He stands there scowling at me for a full minute, before turning and flouncing out of the room, slamming the door behind him.I sigh as I flop down on my bed.I hold my head in my hands and struggle not to push back the tears flooding my eyes.At times like this, I wish there was a way I could go back in time and tell my father not to go into partnership with the evil Jason Stanford.The evilest of men to walk the surface of the earth.A man whom the devil himself would like to take some lessons
" Arrgh." I groan as I tear another piece of parchment paper off the easel, crumple it and throw it across the room, in the general direction of the waste basket." Missed.". Rahman says coming in with a small jug of iced tea and a glass." I don't understand." He says dropping his load on the table." How it can be so hard for you to make a new painty, after all, all you do is dip your brush in paint and spray the paint all over your paper."He finishes.I glare at him." I don't expect a barbarian like you to understand some thing as cosmopolitan as abstract art. The sophisticated members of society are the only ones who can understand and appreciate the beauty of abstract art.""I admire your bravado." He says with a smirk. "It's quite daring of you, to call splashes of color art."I swat him in the arm." You're such a barbarian." I tell him, as I pour myself some iced tea." At least I'm not deluding myself into thinking I'm an artist." He quips.I pick up a brush from the ope
Layla povThe tires of my third hand jalopy of a Volkswagen screeched as I tore out of the university's parking lot.I stepped on the pedals so hard, it was a wonder the old clunker did not fall apart, right there in the middle of the road as I tore down the highway.My best friend Rahman, always said I drove like a mad woman, who had the hounds of hell after her.I always told him that he could not have been farther from the truth if he tried.I drove as fast as I did, because I liked the feeling of power it gave me as I flew down the roads.The last time, we had the conversation/ argument, he had asked me what sort of power I could possibly get, from risking my own life and endangering the life of any pedestrian who was unlucky enough to be using the road at the same time as me.He had promptly answered his own questions, saying; that perhaps I meant the power of playing God, over the life of whoever was in the car with me." Oh no." I had said with an exaggerated shudder." The o