Jacob's point of view!I took one step after the other. Climbed level after level until finally I couldn't anymore. Who was I kidding? Julia? To me? Or is it both of us? It had felt wrong all along to go down this path. Actually, I didn't want to turn around because I didn't want to make it even more difficult for us, but as my gaze slid through the numerous panes of glass, my pupils dilated.Julia! She crouched against one of the panes and couldn't calm herself down because she was sobbing. Her body trembled constantly. And that's when I finally realized what I had to do! "Sorry, I have to get out of here!" I told a stewardess and turned around without waiting for an answer.Without hesitation, I made my way through the few passengers standing behind me. I kept mumbling an apology and when I finally felt the ground under my feet again, there was no stopping me. I sprinted faster and faster and didn't pay attention to my fellow human beings.No, I had more important things to do! Howe
A thousand thoughts flew through my head like meteorites. Nobody had ever managed to touch me as much as Jakob, even though I could be quite sensitive. I could clearly see that he was serious and was struggling to show me how he felt.That's how he was. He looked at me expectantly, but I only gave him a shy smile before I said: "You are and will remain a mystery to me, maybe that's why you are so attractive to me. But if you want to work with us, you have to keep working on yourself, because I'm sure you'll fall back into your cool pattern from time to time". "You mean you want to try me and be my girlfriend?" Jake demanded in disbelief.My smile gave way to a beam, then I said: "Yes, you moron, but don't you look at other women in my presence!". "Anything you want and that won't be difficult for me with such a beautiful woman like you," he knew how to counter quickly. "I hope so too," I insisted, which made us both laugh.When we calmed down, the blonde took his hand and clasped mine
"Damn it!" I yelled across the marketplace as I ran along it. That was so typical for me! Again and again I rushed from one place to the next and only for my job, which was therefore also quite stressful. The culmination of it all was the fact that after the ordeal of showing up at the agencies on time, I still had to smile nicely for the camera. Or whatever.Right, I was nothing more than a model. Quite a respectable one, if I may say so myself. Please don't judge me as a conceited bitch who only cares about looks. I like to groom myself and I always get compliments. So I can't be that bad, and besides, I have true friends who don't just like me for the little fame I get from modeling. They like me for what I am: a completely normal young woman who is like everyone else. I also finance my studies with modelling, but maybe more on that later.It wasn't that far to the agency, I only had to walk this one kilometer. Why did I prefer to walk instead of driving the car? Quite simply, I li
I yelled like crazy and desperately hoped that someone could hear me, even though this place was far from busy. Hot tears have long been running down my cheeks. I desperately tried to move to push Jakob off me, but unfortunately that didn't do me any good. On the contrary, I rather had the feeling that he was squeezing tighter and tighter.Why did I actually only get psychopaths? The guy was really not normal anymore! Why was he after me? There was nothing special about me. Okay, I might have been rich, but so was he! As far as I knew, he had more money than I did. So it couldn't be because of that.As time went by, the air became increasingly scarce. Jakob had long since nipped my screams in the bud. I was like a doll that didn't move by itself and you could do whatever you wanted with it. In my case, it was Jakob Di Izmir, the womanizer par excellence, who did exactly what he wanted with me.I looked into his green eyes, which were still flashing with anger. I wondered if a thunders
Why was this guy stalking me? Why did he say all those horrible things about me falling for him one way or the other? Why did I feel so terrible at that moment? I was used to being approached by any men. But Jakob wasn't just any man.He was incredibly attractive, but also mean. "Giulia, are you all right?" Titian's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. He had given me plenty of time to weep and sob silently before he spoke to me. He knew me only too well. I hadn't told him anything about this one incident. It was better that way.I slowly raised my head and looked at Titian. “So, I wonder what he wanted from me. The meeting last year is already half a year ago”, I answered him truthfully. The man crouching in front of me seemed to be thinking. Then he said, “That's a perfectly valid question. Normally he doesn't chase anyone, it's more the other way around."Great, I thought, is Jakob always following me now? "Perhaps you should take personal protection," said Titian. Now I was wonder
The cool air I breathed felt incredibly good. I didn't know why, but she made me feel better. As if something had set me free. Actually, I was satisfied with my life, but somehow the loneliness came over me completely unexpectedly. Everything had been fine though. Until recently.Of course, there was a certain man behind my mood swings. Or should I say retarded boy? After our first more intense encounter, I was very worried. I just hoped it was the last. And yet everything turned out very differently.I was less than five minutes from Titian's property when I made out a figure next to me. Luckily I just walked past a lantern and saw his blond hair sparkling in the light. Maybe I could pretend not to notice him.I laughed bitterly to myself, whereupon Jakob said: “I told you that we will see each other again. No, I even swore it to you, baby!". "You don't say," I said and ran faster. Of course, he easily kept up with my pace. "What do you still want from me? I'm definitely not going to
I looked after Jakob for a long time and wondered if he could feel my eyes, which were almost literally burning his back. Definitely, it crossed my mind. The young man casually sauntered further away from me and I kept looking in the direction he was disappearing. Even when I couldn't see him, I wasn't able to take my eyes off of him.He was already driving me completely crazy! What would it be like in a week? What would happen? Unfortunately, I had to wait that week until I knew more. Damn, that was so mean! Why couldn't I just look into the future? That would be a lot easier.After this nonsensical train of thought I had to laugh. Somehow that was funny too. Above all, the fact that Jakob seriously thought that I would fall for him. Never! Let him think about it for all eternity. Preferably until he was old and gray.But it would never come to that, because I knew his reputation only too well. Surely he realized now, at this moment, a naive girl who thought it was his great love. To
It wasn't long before I was on my way home. The sun showed itself from its best side and has been since this morning. No wonder the pictures from the photo shoot turned out so well. I even still had the roses in my hair because I thought they were absolutely gorgeous. With them I almost felt like a princess.Modeling had been a good distraction for me. In the meantime I had calmed down a bit again. I even whistled softly to myself and walked through the beautiful park. How I was looking forward to summer! I was the typical summer girl. Summer, sun and hot temperatures - that was so wonderful! What I was most looking forward to was that most of the cloudy weather would evaporate.I also coped with the spring. There wasn't a season that didn't suit me. Sometimes modeling made me feel like a chameleon. After all, we had to prepare for each shoot individually. The fresh air that I breathed in on my little walk felt incredibly good. She strengthened me from within and visibly relaxed me. B
A thousand thoughts flew through my head like meteorites. Nobody had ever managed to touch me as much as Jakob, even though I could be quite sensitive. I could clearly see that he was serious and was struggling to show me how he felt.That's how he was. He looked at me expectantly, but I only gave him a shy smile before I said: "You are and will remain a mystery to me, maybe that's why you are so attractive to me. But if you want to work with us, you have to keep working on yourself, because I'm sure you'll fall back into your cool pattern from time to time". "You mean you want to try me and be my girlfriend?" Jake demanded in disbelief.My smile gave way to a beam, then I said: "Yes, you moron, but don't you look at other women in my presence!". "Anything you want and that won't be difficult for me with such a beautiful woman like you," he knew how to counter quickly. "I hope so too," I insisted, which made us both laugh.When we calmed down, the blonde took his hand and clasped mine
Jacob's point of view!I took one step after the other. Climbed level after level until finally I couldn't anymore. Who was I kidding? Julia? To me? Or is it both of us? It had felt wrong all along to go down this path. Actually, I didn't want to turn around because I didn't want to make it even more difficult for us, but as my gaze slid through the numerous panes of glass, my pupils dilated.Julia! She crouched against one of the panes and couldn't calm herself down because she was sobbing. Her body trembled constantly. And that's when I finally realized what I had to do! "Sorry, I have to get out of here!" I told a stewardess and turned around without waiting for an answer.Without hesitation, I made my way through the few passengers standing behind me. I kept mumbling an apology and when I finally felt the ground under my feet again, there was no stopping me. I sprinted faster and faster and didn't pay attention to my fellow human beings.No, I had more important things to do! Howe
I woke up with a pounding pain in my head. As I realized I was not alone. I remembered the last time I wasn't alone. Just like last time, I wasn't with myself. Then where was I? This big room seemed really suspicious to me. Besides, I felt damn sick.I stifled a scream as I turned. I really wasn't alone! And the arms wrapped around me felt damn close and strong. My gaze slid to me and I realized that I was no longer wearing my turquoise top. I couldn't even make out my red lace bra!I could only hope that I was at least wearing my shorts or the panties that went with them. Unfortunately, I couldn't raise the blanket that far, otherwise I would probably wake Jakob. The name dawned on me. "Shit, that can't be true!" I exclaimed loudly, realizing I'd had sex with him.I immediately jumped out of bed and was glad to find my stuff. "Hey... what's up?" Jake piped up sleepily. "I um... Was a nice night and yes, I should go then," I mumbled confusedly and was just about to put my panties on w
Our order arrived in about ten minutes. Yes, the sundaes looked really tasty! We were not disappointed either, the ice cream tasted delicious. As Jakob showed me with a smile, the waitress had written down her number for him. I was sure he was going to call her, but he just put the napkin on the table next to his sundae and started digging into it. I did the same, because otherwise there would be nothing left of the artfully assembled dessert but a melted mountain. Another twenty minutes passed before we were done. The waitress who had his eye on Jake billed us. "I'll pay," the blonde said when she asked us who paid the bill. I couldn't and didn't want to leave it like that. "We'll pay separately," I interjected, whereupon two pairs of eyes looked at me in surprise. "I'm definitely not the type of woman who lets the man pay for everything," I let them know. However, Jakob replied: "But I invited you and during our trip to the Monaco you didn't mind that I paid for everything". Not
I woke up with a sore neck. When I lifted my head, I realized that the pain was even in my shoulders. Great, why was I asleep too? However, I was more concerned with the question of how long I had slept. Looking out my window, I realized that it couldn't be that late because the sun was still shining. And wasn't Jacob with me? This stirred as if on command. "Good morning, awake already?" he greeted me with a smile on his lips. A laugh from me left him a little confused. "I could ask you that, Struwwelpeter," I teased him about his hair standing on end, which looked great on him. "Then it's time for me to go and have a shower," he ignored my pointed comment, but couldn't help but smile. "Are you taking me with you?" I asked seriously again, which made him stare at me in surprise. "Not in the shower, of course. I just thought that you and I could, well, spend the evening together. Maybe a good movie is on? Besides, I don't want to be alone,” I reassured him immediately, which he ackno
Jacob's point of view! "Everything okay?" I asked carefully, whereupon Giulia answered me: "Yes... Everything is fine so far". Somehow I couldn't quite believe her. It seemed to me more as if she had hesitated. "Are you sure?" I wanted to know, still holding her tightly in my arms. She looked at me, caught. I would have found that very sweet, but the tears that stole from her eyes spoke volumes. She was busy with something that was probably not without. "Thank you for the trust you bring in me," she said instead, clearly confusing me. Before I could speak to her about it, she continued stammering: "Therefore, I would like to place my trust in you." I immediately raised my hands defensively. "Stop. I'm interested in what you want to tell me, but I don't want you to tell me just because I've talked to you about my past." She smiled weakly and shook her head. Then she replied, "You idiot, of course I know, only... I've been carrying this secret around with me for ten years and haven'
Jacob's point of view!These words had come only very slowly from my lips. I was even surprised that they hadn't gotten stuck in my throat. Unfortunately I had ridden myself into the next shit with it. Now I had to stand my ground and let Giulia in on my biggest secret: my past."In my entire life I have never had anyone but my mother Soraya. She was the only one who was there for me, which unfortunately didn't work out very well because I grew up with my father," I finally began to tell with a look at Giulia and let my tears flow freely, which I incessantly over the cheeks ran.Giulia, on the other hand, hugged me like at the beginning of our conversation. I didn't resist, even though she had thrown bad things at me before, some of which were true. "By the way, I met him at the funeral," I let her know, to which she asked who I was talking about."From Tiziano, the father of Titian and me," I replied, and then Giulia knew who I was talking about. Sobbing, I said: "Now I know everythi
A few days passed. I was feeling a little better now, even though I missed Jakob terribly. I adamantly stuck to my decision not to let myself go so much. Justin had paid me a lot of compliments and always made me smile. During this time he had become an even better friend to me, even though I thought he couldn't top himself.As I got up this morning, I knew that today wasn't going to be any other day. I didn't know why. i just feel it No, I just knew. Sometimes there were things you were damn sure about, and that's what I was.It started with me walking into the kitchen tired and wearing only my dressing gown. A yawning emptiness awaited me there. I found the silence weird and very disturbing since Justin was usually already on his feet. He was a chronic early riser, which for me had the benefit of waking me up when I was about to oversleep.I yawned tiredly and decided to take a shower first, since I was still alone anyway. As the cool water hit me, I sighed happily. It felt incredib
"I'd say let's cook something first," Krystal suggested with a big smile. Crazy, apparently she had really gotten over it with Jakob more than four years ago. I wasn't surprised about that, because in Tizian she had a dream man at her side who couldn't be more the opposite of his half-brother than anyone else. Although I didn't feel like eating at all, I agreed with her. Krys then headed for the kitchen, but was stopped by her husband. He said: "Sit down with Lia, I'll cook for you". That's exactly what I meant, he was sweet and courteous, exactly what I wanted in my partner. Krystal snapped me out of my thoughts by replying, "No thanks, I want to be back in my old shape or at least be close to it, so I'm at least moving a bit". "I think your curves look great on you," Tizi complimented her charmingly. His wife, on the other hand, blushed. Wow, I didn't know her so embarrassed! That showed you all too well what love made of you. The two floated on clouds with an ease that I deeply