It wasn't long before I was on my way home. The sun showed itself from its best side and has been since this morning. No wonder the pictures from the photo shoot turned out so well. I even still had the roses in my hair because I thought they were absolutely gorgeous. With them I almost felt like a princess.
Modeling had been a good distraction for me. In the meantime I had calmed down a bit again. I even whistled softly to myself and walked through the beautiful park. How I was looking forward to summer! I was the typical summer girl. Summer, sun and hot temperatures - that was so wonderful! What I was most looking forward to was that most of the cloudy weather would evaporate.
I also coped with the spring. There wasn't a season that didn't suit me. Sometimes modeling made me feel like a chameleon. After all, we had to prepare for each shoot individually. The fresh air that I breathed in on my little walk felt incredibly good. She strengthened me from within and visibly relaxed me. But I thought about what I could do with the early evening. Dusk had already set in and the sun was already going down.
Maybe I should hurry a bit, I didn't like walking alone in the dark at all. I should have paid even more attention to my surroundings. I hadn't realized I'd left the park and headed straight for a busy road.
The sound of engines pulled me out of my thoughts. Before I could look around, I saw a red Ferrari coming towards me at a very high speed. "Oh god, please don't!" I yelled, so shocked I couldn't move.
Go on, I thought, come on, move! My mind was swept away, and I still couldn't move when I should have. Actually, I had no intention of dying when I was only twenty-six years old, apparently a higher power saw things differently.
If only I had paid attention to my surroundings, like I always did! But no, I stupid cow had to drift off in my dream world. That was also something about me that I didn't really like. I was a passionate dreamer and that's why it had to happen at some point.
And yet fate was kind to me. In a flash, something threw itself on me, wrapped its arms roughly around me and rolled onto my side with me. I bumped my head and the poor roses were shredded too. The most important thing about the whole thing, however, was that nothing had happened to me and my rescuer. Or rather stalker.
When I looked up, my pupils dilated. His gaze was also in my eyes. "Are you all right?" he asked me, but I heard his voice muffled. Tears were running down my cheeks for a long time, which I blamed on my sensitivity.
He gently brushed them away and looked at me questioningly. I wanted to answer yes, but my mouth was bone dry and I just couldn't manage to get a single sound out. His arms were still on my shoulders.
His expression turned worried. "Please talk to me, Giulia. are you in shock Do you want me to take you to the hospital?” Jakob kept talking to me and somehow he really sounded like he was really worried about me. I was finally able to react halfway. I shook my head violently and coughed. His weight was gradually becoming too heavy for me.
Nevertheless, I didn't move, this unusual moment of closeness was just too beautiful for that. There should be several moments like this. His eyes had taken on an unmistakable shine after my rather sparse reaction. He even seemed visibly happy about it.
But the relief left my face in the next moment. He had a nasty scratch on his left cheek. Isn't it because of me? But there was one good thing about the discovery: I had finally found my language again. "What are you doing here?" I asked breathlessly.
The corners of his mouth turned up, but unfortunately only very slightly. Then he said quietly, "It doesn't matter. It's much more important that you get back on your feet." I blushed as he was still lying on top of me and made no move to get up even though he basically hadn't said anything else just then. If only indirectly.
A little embarrassed, I said: "Um, yes... Can you please...?". "What?" he asked me. Apparently he really didn't understand that I couldn't get up with his weight still on me. He also seemed a bit confused to me. “Well… get off me. Otherwise, uh, I can't get back on my feet like you wish," I stammered and could almost feel my cheeks blushing.
All the same, Jakob finally stirred, albeit a little slowly and still not quite coming to himself. It probably didn't go unnoticed by him either. He even gave me a hand, which I gratefully accepted. After we brushed the dirt from our clothes, I looked at some decapitated rose petals.
A little sadly I said: "It's a shame about the beautiful roses, I liked them so much". Without hesitation, the man bent down in front of me and collected the three flowers. He pressed two of them into my hand before he got closer and closer to my hair with the other one.
At first I didn't understand what he was trying to do, but then it dawned on me. He wanted to put them in my hair, which was completely disheveled from his rescue operation. That was so sweet! I almost started to melt and tried tensely to keep still.
The first rose was quickly positioned again, but he had to smooth out the second one first. "Does that fit?" he asked me very politely, whereupon I only breathed a soft yes. He quickly put that in my hair too, as well as the third.
I looked around. There was no sign of the driver who almost ran me over. The hustle and bustle on the street just continued normally, as if nothing had happened. "That asshole!", I heard Jakob hiss next to me and when I looked at him a bit horrified, he said: "Excuse me, but... you know yourself that it's pretty dangerous here".
Was he blaming me? Oddly enough, I just really didn't care. "You probably saved my life," I admitted without thinking to him, whereupon he stroked his hair, slightly embarrassed. Of course, they were perfectly gelled, apparently he could not do without gel.
He breathed in a little helplessly, then whispered under his breath, "Isn't it a kind of duty to help other people? It's clear that I won't just walk by". After his words, my face went a little white. He almost seemed like a stranger to me, like Justin before.
To be honest, I never would have believed Jake to think like that. He amazed me even more now. "Unfortunately, not many people see it the way you do," I said. "I know, take care Giulia," he replied, wanting to leave, but I couldn't, no, didn't want to let him go. Not after he saved my life.
So I followed him and grabbed his arm. His eyes bored into mine, but he wasn't angry or triumphant - I hadn't forgotten that he just wanted to lay me - but so soft I was almost afraid he might crumble.
what should i tell him The truth, I thought. "Um, I want to thank you! It's not every day that my life is in danger and you save me. And besides…” I started and had to swallow a big lump. "And also? Is there something wrong with you?” Jakob wanted to know immediately and searched my face for scratches. How sweet! "And besides, I don't want to be alone right now," I murmured, hoping he hadn't understood.
Unfortunately, he was very comfortable with that. "It's good," he said. “To thank you, I would like to invite you to a café. It would be best now,” I said, concentrating on sounding as normal as possible again. Astonishingly, Jakob replied: "I'd love to, but you should know that I would save you again at any time without hesitation".
His words warmed my heart immensely. It's been a long time since a man treated me with such respect. It was all the more incomprehensible to me that Jakob was otherwise the playboy from the picture book. Still, I was wary of him. But that didn't stop me from replying to his answer. "Thanks, that's good to know," I said, whereupon he said that he knew a very nice café.
"Are you really alright?" Jake broke through the awkward silence that had spread between us as we made our way to the coffee shop. Somehow I was quite glad that he wanted to talk to me. "Yeah, it's really nothing. I'm just a little concerned about your bruise,” I countered, glancing at his affected cheek.
Jakob then looked at me with a smile. Then he said: "Just burn a little bit and that will heal too. The main thing is that you are safe and not injured”. I was beginning to get the feeling that he was up to something, but since I had absolutely no proof of it, I pushed the thought into the corners of my mind.
I thought almost feverishly what I could say to that. Luckily, the man took the floor again. "I'm incredibly happy that nothing happened to you, I would never have forgiven myself for that," said Jakob. "Why not?" I wanted to know quietly, because I couldn't believe what he had just said. “Quite simply because no one deserves it. Well, there are a few people I wouldn't care about, but you're not one of them and I don't want to yell at it," he admitted to me.
Why couldn't he just be so nice all the time? He totally confused me with his strange behavior. First he was a horny macho and now he was... yes, he was a normal person. I wasn't stupid. I knew it was probably just a ploy on his part, but something deep inside told me he really had no ulterior motives.
Maybe I was just gullible, I didn't know. However, I still distrusted him. I didn't even know this guy. What did I know great about him? His name was Jakob Di Izmir, he was twenty-two years old and the little brother of Tizian, my best friend.
It was this man who pulled me out of my thoughts. "We are there. Where would you like to sit down?” Jake asked me as we stood at the entrance of a really fancy coffee shop. "I would suggest we move to a quieter corner or else the media will say we're a couple," I suggested with a small grin, which he even returned.
I continued to stand there, waiting for him to finally go inside. After all, it wasn't for nothing that he stood in front of me. "After you," he said a little uncertainly, stepping aside. He wanted to let me go first? Okay, now I was sure that he had taken something. After all, he was also known in part for not being quite the charmer.
With slightly shaky legs, I finally stepped past him while he watched me closely. Almost too accurate for my taste. "Thank you," I mumbled so quietly that he actually couldn't understand it, which he did very well. He said it wasn't a problem.
I quickly looked for a quiet corner, which I even found and not a minute later we were sitting across from each other at the table. The walls of the café had been painted a soft red. The window sills, on the other hand, are cobalt blue. The room was lit with rather classy chandeliers, which I liked right away. Even the dark brown furniture appeared to be antique.
I kept looking around admiringly, but then Jakob said: "That's exactly why I love this café so much". "Because it's so old furnished?" I wanted to know. "I agree. Somehow I've always found the style beautiful, I guess I got that from Ian," he actually addressed his older brother. But since I was afraid of a change in his mood if I asked him about Titian, I said euphorically: “I feel the same way. I think this cafe is really classy”.
In the next moment, however, I devoted myself to the map. This showed me a plentiful selection, so that I first had to think about what to take. My counterpart, on the other hand, didn't even look at it. Apparently he knew his stuff so well and already knew what he wanted to take.
My eyes kept darting helplessly over all sorts of offers. “If I may give you a tip, definitely have the iced coffee. This is by far the best I've ever had,” Jake advised, for which I was quite grateful. "But I would also like to have something to eat, do you happen to know more about that?" I asked him.
He seemed to think about something, but then his face brightened. As enthusiastic as ever, Jakob said: "They make very good turkey schnitzel with paprika here and the sauce is really awesome!". "Actually, I just wanted a little something," I replied, laughing at his enthusiasm. "If you want, we can share it. There won't be any problems with the staff here,” he let me know, somewhat precociously. Of course I said yes.
A waiter came up to us and took our order. Now all we had to do was wait for our order. Unfortunately, I didn't know how to behave towards Jakob. This encounter with him has been very nice so far, but unfortunately I couldn't yet know that saying goodbye would be anything but that.
"Tell me something about yourself," Jakob asked me after I had shifted restlessly in my chair. Apparently he had noticed that I didn't know what to say. I could count myself lucky that he didn't fall on his mouth as much as I did at that moment."What do you want to know about me?" I asked him, since his request was a bit too vague for me. He replied that he would like to know exactly where I came from Italy, what my childhood and youth were like, what modeling was all about and so on and immediately. “I was born on August 24th, 1986 in Florence. Unfortunately, I'm an only child, but by no means spoiled. Riccardo and Cecilia, my parents, have a good relationship with me and I finance my studies with modeling,” I said and saw the man listening to me with interest.Smiling, he asked: “What are you studying and for how long?”. "I'm studying medicine and I'll probably finish in August," I answered him. "And do you want to be a doctor after that?" he asked. Gosh, he was so talkative! But I
What should I do now? I was alone in the café and didn't know what was happening to me. Why had Jacob gone again? Was I that despicable? I just wanted to know what it looked like inside. My heart grew heavy, almost broken. "Are you all right, Miss De Lorenzi?" the friendly waiter who had brought our order suddenly asked me. At first I looked at him confused since he knew my name, but then I realized that it was no wonder since I was well known."Yes, ... that's fine," I answered and immediately said that I wanted to pay. "Tell me, is there a chance I could meet you?" the man asked me. I eyed him silently. He wore black pants and a white shirt, which looked really good on him. His eyes were steel blue and his hair was a warm shade of chocolate brown. Admittedly, he wasn't bad looking, but he looked pretty lanky against Jakob. What was I thinking then? What did the friendly guy looking down at me have to do with the horny Casanova?Quite simply: Jake had made himself the center of my li
Again and again the stranger pressed kisses on my face. When he got to my mouth, I turned away. "Not like that, baby!" he said loudly and took my face in one of his hands. The next moment I looked at his eyes, which looked at me coldly. His grip was so rough that more and more tears rolled down my face.I gave up, there was nothing left that could save me. My tormentor seemed to notice that too, because he let go of me and began to tamper with his trousers. I closed my eyes because I absolutely couldn't watch him raping me. His hands quickly slid over the fabric of my kimono, apparently wanting to play with me."You are so beautiful, Giulia," the man whispered to me, which made me sob again. Why did I have to be so well known? In the next moment, however, my pupils dilated. How did he know my name? My costume was pretty good, not even Krystal recognized me. “I have every newspaper article about you. Every picture, just everything of you hangs on the walls of my apartment. I adore you
I sprinted halfway across town, completely blown away. At some point I just couldn't run anymore. Unfortunately, there was something else that led me to Jakob. Unfortunately, I had to admit that he was right. Our bet was based solely on me kissing him within a week. We hadn't made any further arrangements.I knew I had to admit that to him. This idiot would probably not rest before that. In addition, I had no idea what he wanted as a wager. I didn't care at the moment because my whole body was shaking. It wasn't just the cold that was to blame, but Jakob himself. I wish I had never kissed him!After all, in the next moment I knew what I had to do. Finish the worst part of this bet. My hand went to my purse, which I had with me the whole time. Only then did it occur to me that I could have used it to defend myself from the pervert. It was clear that it only occurred to me when it was too late. With shaking hands, I finally dialed Jake's number.Of course he wasn't long in coming. "What
I finally went home, as upset as I ever was. I was glad Justin didn't meet me immediately when I unlocked the door to our apartment. So it was worth sneaking to the bathroom as quietly as a mouse. I badly needed that. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I almost got hit.My face was white, some red and black. In addition, you could see my skin in my eyes, which shimmered through the make-up. No wonder I used to rub my eyes quite often after crying. I quickly grabbed a make-up remover wipe and used it to gently remove the make-up.Just in time it seemed to me. Because just as I had thrown the masses of towels into the garbage can next to the sink, I heard footsteps approaching me. When there was a hesitant knock on the door, I said: "You can come in". My roommate didn't need to be told that twice. "What are you even doing here? I rather expected you to sleep with Tizian and Krystal”, he greeted me.My gaze slid to him. I looked for anything suspicious about him, but found nothing. N
The meal dragged on so long that I was almost on the verge of pissing Jakob off in front of the entire team. It was only with great difficulty that I was able to suppress my anger towards him. The wayward idiot deserved exactly that. I was just way too good for him.My salvation finally came shortly after midnight. As soon as Jakob and I entered our apartment, I slammed the door behind me and pushed him onto his bed, which happened to be near the front door. "Uh baby, that's a surprise. If I had known you wanted me to lay you, I would have lit candles for you,” he said happily and took off his jacket.I jumped over to him and gave him a resounding slap in the face. That had probably become something of the norm, but I just couldn't help it. "What are you imagining, you arrogant macho?" I yelled at him, whereupon he looked at me innocently. "You're so selfish I could puke! As if I got the modeling job because of you, I don't laugh!” I continued to vent my anger.I actually wanted to sm
After saying goodbye to Krystal and Tizian, Jakob and I left the huge property. I sat down on the sidewalk that was right in front of the villa, whereupon the man stopped. "Don't you want to go further?" he asked me. "I think you called your chauffeur," I answered his question.Jake came up to me and said, "No, I didn't." "Like right now? I thought you were taking me home!” I snapped at him immediately. Jakob laughed before he said: "I would like that too, now get up." I reluctantly did what he asked of me.We walked in silence for a while, until I finally broke the silence. "By the way, thanks, that was very kind of you." "What do you mean?" He looked at me blankly. "For not telling them the ring was yours and even taking it off," I murmured.It kind of depressed me that he didn't look at us more than acting. "I didn't take it off," Jakob let me know wearily and stretched out the hand on which he was wearing the ring. In fact, he was still there. "My reaction skills allowed me to cov
I could almost feel his lips on mine, but then Jakob cleared his throat deliberately. I blinked in confusion to see that he actually took a step backwards, releasing me. His hands had landed on my back before that. Only then did I realize what I had wanted to do. My pupils dilated drastically. I ran my right hand through my hair unsteadily.What should I do or say now? Luckily, Jake took the next step for me. Or should I rather say unfortunately? He burst out in fits of laughter. If only it were that! He was laughing almost like a madman. I had never seen anyone laugh so scornfully.Half an eternity seemed to pass before he finally regained his composure. Then he said coldly, "You should drink less, baby. Otherwise you'll end up in my bed at some point.". "Um, what?" I asked to be on the safe side, to be able to rule out not having misheard me.Alas, Jake immediately nipped my hopes in the bud. "You heard me right. If you continue like this, I'll get what I want from you faster than y
A thousand thoughts flew through my head like meteorites. Nobody had ever managed to touch me as much as Jakob, even though I could be quite sensitive. I could clearly see that he was serious and was struggling to show me how he felt.That's how he was. He looked at me expectantly, but I only gave him a shy smile before I said: "You are and will remain a mystery to me, maybe that's why you are so attractive to me. But if you want to work with us, you have to keep working on yourself, because I'm sure you'll fall back into your cool pattern from time to time". "You mean you want to try me and be my girlfriend?" Jake demanded in disbelief.My smile gave way to a beam, then I said: "Yes, you moron, but don't you look at other women in my presence!". "Anything you want and that won't be difficult for me with such a beautiful woman like you," he knew how to counter quickly. "I hope so too," I insisted, which made us both laugh.When we calmed down, the blonde took his hand and clasped mine
Jacob's point of view!I took one step after the other. Climbed level after level until finally I couldn't anymore. Who was I kidding? Julia? To me? Or is it both of us? It had felt wrong all along to go down this path. Actually, I didn't want to turn around because I didn't want to make it even more difficult for us, but as my gaze slid through the numerous panes of glass, my pupils dilated.Julia! She crouched against one of the panes and couldn't calm herself down because she was sobbing. Her body trembled constantly. And that's when I finally realized what I had to do! "Sorry, I have to get out of here!" I told a stewardess and turned around without waiting for an answer.Without hesitation, I made my way through the few passengers standing behind me. I kept mumbling an apology and when I finally felt the ground under my feet again, there was no stopping me. I sprinted faster and faster and didn't pay attention to my fellow human beings.No, I had more important things to do! Howe
I woke up with a pounding pain in my head. As I realized I was not alone. I remembered the last time I wasn't alone. Just like last time, I wasn't with myself. Then where was I? This big room seemed really suspicious to me. Besides, I felt damn sick.I stifled a scream as I turned. I really wasn't alone! And the arms wrapped around me felt damn close and strong. My gaze slid to me and I realized that I was no longer wearing my turquoise top. I couldn't even make out my red lace bra!I could only hope that I was at least wearing my shorts or the panties that went with them. Unfortunately, I couldn't raise the blanket that far, otherwise I would probably wake Jakob. The name dawned on me. "Shit, that can't be true!" I exclaimed loudly, realizing I'd had sex with him.I immediately jumped out of bed and was glad to find my stuff. "Hey... what's up?" Jake piped up sleepily. "I um... Was a nice night and yes, I should go then," I mumbled confusedly and was just about to put my panties on w
Our order arrived in about ten minutes. Yes, the sundaes looked really tasty! We were not disappointed either, the ice cream tasted delicious. As Jakob showed me with a smile, the waitress had written down her number for him. I was sure he was going to call her, but he just put the napkin on the table next to his sundae and started digging into it. I did the same, because otherwise there would be nothing left of the artfully assembled dessert but a melted mountain. Another twenty minutes passed before we were done. The waitress who had his eye on Jake billed us. "I'll pay," the blonde said when she asked us who paid the bill. I couldn't and didn't want to leave it like that. "We'll pay separately," I interjected, whereupon two pairs of eyes looked at me in surprise. "I'm definitely not the type of woman who lets the man pay for everything," I let them know. However, Jakob replied: "But I invited you and during our trip to the Monaco you didn't mind that I paid for everything". Not
I woke up with a sore neck. When I lifted my head, I realized that the pain was even in my shoulders. Great, why was I asleep too? However, I was more concerned with the question of how long I had slept. Looking out my window, I realized that it couldn't be that late because the sun was still shining. And wasn't Jacob with me? This stirred as if on command. "Good morning, awake already?" he greeted me with a smile on his lips. A laugh from me left him a little confused. "I could ask you that, Struwwelpeter," I teased him about his hair standing on end, which looked great on him. "Then it's time for me to go and have a shower," he ignored my pointed comment, but couldn't help but smile. "Are you taking me with you?" I asked seriously again, which made him stare at me in surprise. "Not in the shower, of course. I just thought that you and I could, well, spend the evening together. Maybe a good movie is on? Besides, I don't want to be alone,” I reassured him immediately, which he ackno
Jacob's point of view! "Everything okay?" I asked carefully, whereupon Giulia answered me: "Yes... Everything is fine so far". Somehow I couldn't quite believe her. It seemed to me more as if she had hesitated. "Are you sure?" I wanted to know, still holding her tightly in my arms. She looked at me, caught. I would have found that very sweet, but the tears that stole from her eyes spoke volumes. She was busy with something that was probably not without. "Thank you for the trust you bring in me," she said instead, clearly confusing me. Before I could speak to her about it, she continued stammering: "Therefore, I would like to place my trust in you." I immediately raised my hands defensively. "Stop. I'm interested in what you want to tell me, but I don't want you to tell me just because I've talked to you about my past." She smiled weakly and shook her head. Then she replied, "You idiot, of course I know, only... I've been carrying this secret around with me for ten years and haven'
Jacob's point of view!These words had come only very slowly from my lips. I was even surprised that they hadn't gotten stuck in my throat. Unfortunately I had ridden myself into the next shit with it. Now I had to stand my ground and let Giulia in on my biggest secret: my past."In my entire life I have never had anyone but my mother Soraya. She was the only one who was there for me, which unfortunately didn't work out very well because I grew up with my father," I finally began to tell with a look at Giulia and let my tears flow freely, which I incessantly over the cheeks ran.Giulia, on the other hand, hugged me like at the beginning of our conversation. I didn't resist, even though she had thrown bad things at me before, some of which were true. "By the way, I met him at the funeral," I let her know, to which she asked who I was talking about."From Tiziano, the father of Titian and me," I replied, and then Giulia knew who I was talking about. Sobbing, I said: "Now I know everythi
A few days passed. I was feeling a little better now, even though I missed Jakob terribly. I adamantly stuck to my decision not to let myself go so much. Justin had paid me a lot of compliments and always made me smile. During this time he had become an even better friend to me, even though I thought he couldn't top himself.As I got up this morning, I knew that today wasn't going to be any other day. I didn't know why. i just feel it No, I just knew. Sometimes there were things you were damn sure about, and that's what I was.It started with me walking into the kitchen tired and wearing only my dressing gown. A yawning emptiness awaited me there. I found the silence weird and very disturbing since Justin was usually already on his feet. He was a chronic early riser, which for me had the benefit of waking me up when I was about to oversleep.I yawned tiredly and decided to take a shower first, since I was still alone anyway. As the cool water hit me, I sighed happily. It felt incredib
"I'd say let's cook something first," Krystal suggested with a big smile. Crazy, apparently she had really gotten over it with Jakob more than four years ago. I wasn't surprised about that, because in Tizian she had a dream man at her side who couldn't be more the opposite of his half-brother than anyone else. Although I didn't feel like eating at all, I agreed with her. Krys then headed for the kitchen, but was stopped by her husband. He said: "Sit down with Lia, I'll cook for you". That's exactly what I meant, he was sweet and courteous, exactly what I wanted in my partner. Krystal snapped me out of my thoughts by replying, "No thanks, I want to be back in my old shape or at least be close to it, so I'm at least moving a bit". "I think your curves look great on you," Tizi complimented her charmingly. His wife, on the other hand, blushed. Wow, I didn't know her so embarrassed! That showed you all too well what love made of you. The two floated on clouds with an ease that I deeply