Why was this guy stalking me? Why did he say all those horrible things about me falling for him one way or the other? Why did I feel so terrible at that moment? I was used to being approached by any men. But Jakob wasn't just any man.
He was incredibly attractive, but also mean. "Giulia, are you all right?" Titian's voice snapped me out of my thoughts. He had given me plenty of time to weep and sob silently before he spoke to me. He knew me only too well. I hadn't told him anything about this one incident. It was better that way.
I slowly raised my head and looked at Titian. “So, I wonder what he wanted from me. The meeting last year is already half a year ago”, I answered him truthfully. The man crouching in front of me seemed to be thinking. Then he said, “That's a perfectly valid question. Normally he doesn't chase anyone, it's more the other way around."
Great, I thought, is Jakob always following me now? "Perhaps you should take personal protection," said Titian. Now I was wondering if my best friend could read minds. I said emphatically, “No! I'm not going to let him control my life. I'm a strong woman, this child's head will soon realize that I'm at the wrong address."
To emphasize my words, I stood up and wiped the tears from my face. "Where do you want to go now?" Titian asked me, to which I replied that I had a shoot. "You're not going there! Excuse me if I say this so openly, but you look really exhausted and you should rest," he said and looked at me.
He was right. I looked down and mumbled, "Okay." "How about we have a nice afternoon at my place? Krystal would certainly be happy too. It's been a while since the three of us last met,” Tizian suddenly suggested and I gratefully accepted the offer.
But first we went to the agency where I should have taken the photos. At the reception, the lady behind the counter saw immediately that something had happened. "Hello, I'm Giulia De Lorenzi and I was supposed to be a model, but I was the victim of an attack," I said, feeling a little embarrassed.
The woman looked at me pityingly and said, “You really don't look good. When would you have time to catch up on the shoot?”. "When would it be possible for you?" I answered with a counter-question. I much preferred it that way. The brunette looked at her computer and then said: "We have an appointment available tomorrow at the same time". I finally agreed and was glad to sit in Titian's car.
After we had made a short detour to the huge shopping center, we drove to the villa. As I entered the huge building, I was amazed that not much had changed. My best friend led me straight into the living room. There Krystal had made herself comfortable on the sofa.
Her face brightened up as soon as she saw us, but even so she seemed very happy. "There you are again," she said to Titian and wanted to get up, but he came to her with quick steps and said: "Of course, and you're giving yourself a nice rest." Then he gave her a kiss on the forehead.
The two were really enviable. I could only dream of such a wonderful marriage. Well, they had had a turbulent year before they finally became a couple, but they didn't want to do that anymore. I noticed that from the fact that they had also quickly entered into the bond of marriage.
"Giulia, nice to see you again. How are you doing?” the woman asked me. Crazy how mature Krys had become! Titian once told me she was a ticking time bomb. But ever since she'd been with him, she'd been calm herself. Really amazing.
With a wry smile on my face, I replied, “Pretty good, actually. I had a very... weird encounter with Jakob earlier." “Jacob? What did he want from you?" she asked, very worried. "Oh, I don't know that either. He said that sooner or later I'll fall for him anyway. I guess he can't handle rebuffs," I said.
I really hoped Krystal wasn't overreacting to it. To my slight astonishment, she just said, “That's right. Now you can do to him what I could never do”. A small grin crept onto her lips, which I thought was pretty devilish. "Oh yeah, I'll show him what it's like when you can't get what you want," I smirked.
Not to digress too much from her question about how I'm doing, I said, "Other than that, my life hasn't changed much. Although, to be honest, I'm considering going back to Italy." "What? Are you serious?” she asked me, a little shocked, and I nodded. “Yes, nothing keeps me here anymore and I miss Florence. Besides, I would love to see my parents again,” I almost justified myself to her for my considerations.
After all, I was almost done with my medical studies, actually I was just waiting to write my last exam. After that I would go back to my beloved homeland. Although I liked Germany, I knew that I belonged in Italy.
Luckily for me, Krystal seemed to understand me. “But you will definitely come visit us anyway, right? And report you?” she demanded, which made me giggle. I answered her: “Of course, that's clear. I will never forget my best friends and besides, Fabrizia is already packing her boxes”.
Krys looked at me for that name. Oh, I had completely forgotten about that. The two didn't even know each other. I had to change that too. “Fabi is my childhood friend, something like Titian. Plus she models too, we're even signed to the same main agency,” I enlightened her.
The woman lying on her sofa seemed to understand. Tizi went into the kitchen during the whole conversation and prepared small bites for us. He wasn't back yet. "Oh, is she a great woman like you?" Krystal asked me, which made me blush.
Did you like me? That was a very nice compliment. "Thank you and yes she is. You absolutely have to get to know her,” I babbled on happily, feeling like I was in the Valley of Angels. Everything was so damn peaceful and harmonious here, I could easily get used to that.
Unfortunately, I didn't have such a great husband as my girlfriend. I would probably never have, I thought and felt the grief overtake me. “And now to you. Tell me how things have been for you in the past few weeks,” I deliberately diverted the conversation to Krystal so that nobody noticed how I was feeling.
The smile that had crossed her lips grew bigger. Her eyes had that unmistakable shine that always fascinated me. Well, I wasn't a lesbian or bisexual, but she really noticed that. Yes, Krys could really smile with his eyes. When Titian once told me that, I thought he was a dreamer until I finally saw it with my own eyes.
Said woman said: "As you can surely see, I'm getting fatter and fatter. I really rise like a yeast dumpling”. After that I giggled until I finally burst out laughing. "However. When I first saw you, you were really skinny. So it's good for you”, I agreed with her.
Krystal laughed too and I had to say it was really nice that she could laugh about her weight gain. There was nothing wrong with that, after all she was six months pregnant. "Alessandro seems like a hunk though," Krys said, putting a hand on her stomach.
Just then Titian came in with a tray. He put it in the middle of the table and asked us to help ourselves. "So it will be a boy?" I asked interested, whereupon Tizi also put a hand on his wife's stomach and answered visibly proud: "Yes, but unlike me, Sandro will have a nice childhood".
After these rather thoughtful words, there was a moment of silence, which I managed to break through. "So Alessandro. Nice name, so you're staying true to Italian”, I said and hoped that the mood would become more exuberant again. "I've always found the name beautiful," said Titian.
Then I remembered something. “You told me as a child that you would name your son that. Kind of very cute that you still want to do that”, I said thoughtfully and thought of old times. My best friend's face brightened before he said, "That's right and I'm glad I have the right woman for it."
His gaze slid to Krystal, who smiled happily. Then he gave her a kiss on the mouth. I would have loved to cry with joy, because this scene reminded me of cheesy love movies. But I changed my mind and chuckled: "You guys are just so damn cute together!". The two jumped apart, a little startled, before laughing too. Then Krys said, "Who would have thought?". "It's nice to see what belongs together coming together," I murmured. "What's going on?" she asked me immediately. “You guys are such a great team, one unit. You're allowed to get a little sentimental and envious," I ridiculed my envy a little.
Yes, I was really jealous and had no problem admitting it in front of them. They knew I was giving them luck and that was the most important thing because it was the truth. “You will definitely find a man too”, said Tizian and when he saw that I shrugged my shoulders sullenly, he said: “Hey, you are really pretty and the guy who marries you one day can damn himself fortunate".
Wow, that's what I call a compliment! And the beauty of it was that I knew Titian meant it and Krystal wasn't jealous at all. Well, at first she thought he and I were a couple, but we explained that straight away in the park.
"And how are you doing otherwise? What about your high school diploma? As far as I know, you wanted to catch up,” I turned to my friend. "Don't worry, I'll do something about that because I'm serious that I want to get my degree and without it I can never become an architect," she immediately reassured me.
But one question was still burning in my mind. "How are you doing with the baby then?" I asked her. She replied: “Tizian and I have already talked about that. If I learn here anyway, I will also have time for the little one. In addition, Tizi works here most of the time, so we can take turns." The solution wasn't all that bad.
They really had become one. "That's good," I stood by them. "Yeah, and I'll be his secretary by the way," Krystal giggled exuberantly. I had also noticed that she was now allowed to address her husband with his unloved nickname without him almost losing his mind.
It had been a funny story between the two of them. When the two had first met and Krys was still quite aggressive in character, Tizian absolutely didn't want her to call him Tizi. "You've really gotten your life together, respect," I said appreciatively.
Visibly proud, Krystal nodded, then she said: "It's going to be difficult, but I'm ready to accept this challenge and besides, I have support". By that she meant above all Titian and me. It was not for nothing that she looked at me with a smile. It felt good to know that she trusted me and saw me as a friend.
The afternoon dragged on, we still talked about so many things that I had the feeling that I had never talked so much before. I even stayed until dinner. Titian was such a gifted cook and I loved eating what he prepared. We forgot the time completely, because soon it was dark in the evening. It was time to go home.
The cool air I breathed felt incredibly good. I didn't know why, but she made me feel better. As if something had set me free. Actually, I was satisfied with my life, but somehow the loneliness came over me completely unexpectedly. Everything had been fine though. Until recently.Of course, there was a certain man behind my mood swings. Or should I say retarded boy? After our first more intense encounter, I was very worried. I just hoped it was the last. And yet everything turned out very differently.I was less than five minutes from Titian's property when I made out a figure next to me. Luckily I just walked past a lantern and saw his blond hair sparkling in the light. Maybe I could pretend not to notice him.I laughed bitterly to myself, whereupon Jakob said: “I told you that we will see each other again. No, I even swore it to you, baby!". "You don't say," I said and ran faster. Of course, he easily kept up with my pace. "What do you still want from me? I'm definitely not going to
I looked after Jakob for a long time and wondered if he could feel my eyes, which were almost literally burning his back. Definitely, it crossed my mind. The young man casually sauntered further away from me and I kept looking in the direction he was disappearing. Even when I couldn't see him, I wasn't able to take my eyes off of him.He was already driving me completely crazy! What would it be like in a week? What would happen? Unfortunately, I had to wait that week until I knew more. Damn, that was so mean! Why couldn't I just look into the future? That would be a lot easier.After this nonsensical train of thought I had to laugh. Somehow that was funny too. Above all, the fact that Jakob seriously thought that I would fall for him. Never! Let him think about it for all eternity. Preferably until he was old and gray.But it would never come to that, because I knew his reputation only too well. Surely he realized now, at this moment, a naive girl who thought it was his great love. To
It wasn't long before I was on my way home. The sun showed itself from its best side and has been since this morning. No wonder the pictures from the photo shoot turned out so well. I even still had the roses in my hair because I thought they were absolutely gorgeous. With them I almost felt like a princess.Modeling had been a good distraction for me. In the meantime I had calmed down a bit again. I even whistled softly to myself and walked through the beautiful park. How I was looking forward to summer! I was the typical summer girl. Summer, sun and hot temperatures - that was so wonderful! What I was most looking forward to was that most of the cloudy weather would evaporate.I also coped with the spring. There wasn't a season that didn't suit me. Sometimes modeling made me feel like a chameleon. After all, we had to prepare for each shoot individually. The fresh air that I breathed in on my little walk felt incredibly good. She strengthened me from within and visibly relaxed me. B
"Tell me something about yourself," Jakob asked me after I had shifted restlessly in my chair. Apparently he had noticed that I didn't know what to say. I could count myself lucky that he didn't fall on his mouth as much as I did at that moment."What do you want to know about me?" I asked him, since his request was a bit too vague for me. He replied that he would like to know exactly where I came from Italy, what my childhood and youth were like, what modeling was all about and so on and immediately. “I was born on August 24th, 1986 in Florence. Unfortunately, I'm an only child, but by no means spoiled. Riccardo and Cecilia, my parents, have a good relationship with me and I finance my studies with modeling,” I said and saw the man listening to me with interest.Smiling, he asked: “What are you studying and for how long?”. "I'm studying medicine and I'll probably finish in August," I answered him. "And do you want to be a doctor after that?" he asked. Gosh, he was so talkative! But I
What should I do now? I was alone in the café and didn't know what was happening to me. Why had Jacob gone again? Was I that despicable? I just wanted to know what it looked like inside. My heart grew heavy, almost broken. "Are you all right, Miss De Lorenzi?" the friendly waiter who had brought our order suddenly asked me. At first I looked at him confused since he knew my name, but then I realized that it was no wonder since I was well known."Yes, ... that's fine," I answered and immediately said that I wanted to pay. "Tell me, is there a chance I could meet you?" the man asked me. I eyed him silently. He wore black pants and a white shirt, which looked really good on him. His eyes were steel blue and his hair was a warm shade of chocolate brown. Admittedly, he wasn't bad looking, but he looked pretty lanky against Jakob. What was I thinking then? What did the friendly guy looking down at me have to do with the horny Casanova?Quite simply: Jake had made himself the center of my li
Again and again the stranger pressed kisses on my face. When he got to my mouth, I turned away. "Not like that, baby!" he said loudly and took my face in one of his hands. The next moment I looked at his eyes, which looked at me coldly. His grip was so rough that more and more tears rolled down my face.I gave up, there was nothing left that could save me. My tormentor seemed to notice that too, because he let go of me and began to tamper with his trousers. I closed my eyes because I absolutely couldn't watch him raping me. His hands quickly slid over the fabric of my kimono, apparently wanting to play with me."You are so beautiful, Giulia," the man whispered to me, which made me sob again. Why did I have to be so well known? In the next moment, however, my pupils dilated. How did he know my name? My costume was pretty good, not even Krystal recognized me. “I have every newspaper article about you. Every picture, just everything of you hangs on the walls of my apartment. I adore you
I sprinted halfway across town, completely blown away. At some point I just couldn't run anymore. Unfortunately, there was something else that led me to Jakob. Unfortunately, I had to admit that he was right. Our bet was based solely on me kissing him within a week. We hadn't made any further arrangements.I knew I had to admit that to him. This idiot would probably not rest before that. In addition, I had no idea what he wanted as a wager. I didn't care at the moment because my whole body was shaking. It wasn't just the cold that was to blame, but Jakob himself. I wish I had never kissed him!After all, in the next moment I knew what I had to do. Finish the worst part of this bet. My hand went to my purse, which I had with me the whole time. Only then did it occur to me that I could have used it to defend myself from the pervert. It was clear that it only occurred to me when it was too late. With shaking hands, I finally dialed Jake's number.Of course he wasn't long in coming. "What
I finally went home, as upset as I ever was. I was glad Justin didn't meet me immediately when I unlocked the door to our apartment. So it was worth sneaking to the bathroom as quietly as a mouse. I badly needed that. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I almost got hit.My face was white, some red and black. In addition, you could see my skin in my eyes, which shimmered through the make-up. No wonder I used to rub my eyes quite often after crying. I quickly grabbed a make-up remover wipe and used it to gently remove the make-up.Just in time it seemed to me. Because just as I had thrown the masses of towels into the garbage can next to the sink, I heard footsteps approaching me. When there was a hesitant knock on the door, I said: "You can come in". My roommate didn't need to be told that twice. "What are you even doing here? I rather expected you to sleep with Tizian and Krystal”, he greeted me.My gaze slid to him. I looked for anything suspicious about him, but found nothing. N
A thousand thoughts flew through my head like meteorites. Nobody had ever managed to touch me as much as Jakob, even though I could be quite sensitive. I could clearly see that he was serious and was struggling to show me how he felt.That's how he was. He looked at me expectantly, but I only gave him a shy smile before I said: "You are and will remain a mystery to me, maybe that's why you are so attractive to me. But if you want to work with us, you have to keep working on yourself, because I'm sure you'll fall back into your cool pattern from time to time". "You mean you want to try me and be my girlfriend?" Jake demanded in disbelief.My smile gave way to a beam, then I said: "Yes, you moron, but don't you look at other women in my presence!". "Anything you want and that won't be difficult for me with such a beautiful woman like you," he knew how to counter quickly. "I hope so too," I insisted, which made us both laugh.When we calmed down, the blonde took his hand and clasped mine
Jacob's point of view!I took one step after the other. Climbed level after level until finally I couldn't anymore. Who was I kidding? Julia? To me? Or is it both of us? It had felt wrong all along to go down this path. Actually, I didn't want to turn around because I didn't want to make it even more difficult for us, but as my gaze slid through the numerous panes of glass, my pupils dilated.Julia! She crouched against one of the panes and couldn't calm herself down because she was sobbing. Her body trembled constantly. And that's when I finally realized what I had to do! "Sorry, I have to get out of here!" I told a stewardess and turned around without waiting for an answer.Without hesitation, I made my way through the few passengers standing behind me. I kept mumbling an apology and when I finally felt the ground under my feet again, there was no stopping me. I sprinted faster and faster and didn't pay attention to my fellow human beings.No, I had more important things to do! Howe
I woke up with a pounding pain in my head. As I realized I was not alone. I remembered the last time I wasn't alone. Just like last time, I wasn't with myself. Then where was I? This big room seemed really suspicious to me. Besides, I felt damn sick.I stifled a scream as I turned. I really wasn't alone! And the arms wrapped around me felt damn close and strong. My gaze slid to me and I realized that I was no longer wearing my turquoise top. I couldn't even make out my red lace bra!I could only hope that I was at least wearing my shorts or the panties that went with them. Unfortunately, I couldn't raise the blanket that far, otherwise I would probably wake Jakob. The name dawned on me. "Shit, that can't be true!" I exclaimed loudly, realizing I'd had sex with him.I immediately jumped out of bed and was glad to find my stuff. "Hey... what's up?" Jake piped up sleepily. "I um... Was a nice night and yes, I should go then," I mumbled confusedly and was just about to put my panties on w
Our order arrived in about ten minutes. Yes, the sundaes looked really tasty! We were not disappointed either, the ice cream tasted delicious. As Jakob showed me with a smile, the waitress had written down her number for him. I was sure he was going to call her, but he just put the napkin on the table next to his sundae and started digging into it. I did the same, because otherwise there would be nothing left of the artfully assembled dessert but a melted mountain. Another twenty minutes passed before we were done. The waitress who had his eye on Jake billed us. "I'll pay," the blonde said when she asked us who paid the bill. I couldn't and didn't want to leave it like that. "We'll pay separately," I interjected, whereupon two pairs of eyes looked at me in surprise. "I'm definitely not the type of woman who lets the man pay for everything," I let them know. However, Jakob replied: "But I invited you and during our trip to the Monaco you didn't mind that I paid for everything". Not
I woke up with a sore neck. When I lifted my head, I realized that the pain was even in my shoulders. Great, why was I asleep too? However, I was more concerned with the question of how long I had slept. Looking out my window, I realized that it couldn't be that late because the sun was still shining. And wasn't Jacob with me? This stirred as if on command. "Good morning, awake already?" he greeted me with a smile on his lips. A laugh from me left him a little confused. "I could ask you that, Struwwelpeter," I teased him about his hair standing on end, which looked great on him. "Then it's time for me to go and have a shower," he ignored my pointed comment, but couldn't help but smile. "Are you taking me with you?" I asked seriously again, which made him stare at me in surprise. "Not in the shower, of course. I just thought that you and I could, well, spend the evening together. Maybe a good movie is on? Besides, I don't want to be alone,” I reassured him immediately, which he ackno
Jacob's point of view! "Everything okay?" I asked carefully, whereupon Giulia answered me: "Yes... Everything is fine so far". Somehow I couldn't quite believe her. It seemed to me more as if she had hesitated. "Are you sure?" I wanted to know, still holding her tightly in my arms. She looked at me, caught. I would have found that very sweet, but the tears that stole from her eyes spoke volumes. She was busy with something that was probably not without. "Thank you for the trust you bring in me," she said instead, clearly confusing me. Before I could speak to her about it, she continued stammering: "Therefore, I would like to place my trust in you." I immediately raised my hands defensively. "Stop. I'm interested in what you want to tell me, but I don't want you to tell me just because I've talked to you about my past." She smiled weakly and shook her head. Then she replied, "You idiot, of course I know, only... I've been carrying this secret around with me for ten years and haven'
Jacob's point of view!These words had come only very slowly from my lips. I was even surprised that they hadn't gotten stuck in my throat. Unfortunately I had ridden myself into the next shit with it. Now I had to stand my ground and let Giulia in on my biggest secret: my past."In my entire life I have never had anyone but my mother Soraya. She was the only one who was there for me, which unfortunately didn't work out very well because I grew up with my father," I finally began to tell with a look at Giulia and let my tears flow freely, which I incessantly over the cheeks ran.Giulia, on the other hand, hugged me like at the beginning of our conversation. I didn't resist, even though she had thrown bad things at me before, some of which were true. "By the way, I met him at the funeral," I let her know, to which she asked who I was talking about."From Tiziano, the father of Titian and me," I replied, and then Giulia knew who I was talking about. Sobbing, I said: "Now I know everythi
A few days passed. I was feeling a little better now, even though I missed Jakob terribly. I adamantly stuck to my decision not to let myself go so much. Justin had paid me a lot of compliments and always made me smile. During this time he had become an even better friend to me, even though I thought he couldn't top himself.As I got up this morning, I knew that today wasn't going to be any other day. I didn't know why. i just feel it No, I just knew. Sometimes there were things you were damn sure about, and that's what I was.It started with me walking into the kitchen tired and wearing only my dressing gown. A yawning emptiness awaited me there. I found the silence weird and very disturbing since Justin was usually already on his feet. He was a chronic early riser, which for me had the benefit of waking me up when I was about to oversleep.I yawned tiredly and decided to take a shower first, since I was still alone anyway. As the cool water hit me, I sighed happily. It felt incredib
"I'd say let's cook something first," Krystal suggested with a big smile. Crazy, apparently she had really gotten over it with Jakob more than four years ago. I wasn't surprised about that, because in Tizian she had a dream man at her side who couldn't be more the opposite of his half-brother than anyone else. Although I didn't feel like eating at all, I agreed with her. Krys then headed for the kitchen, but was stopped by her husband. He said: "Sit down with Lia, I'll cook for you". That's exactly what I meant, he was sweet and courteous, exactly what I wanted in my partner. Krystal snapped me out of my thoughts by replying, "No thanks, I want to be back in my old shape or at least be close to it, so I'm at least moving a bit". "I think your curves look great on you," Tizi complimented her charmingly. His wife, on the other hand, blushed. Wow, I didn't know her so embarrassed! That showed you all too well what love made of you. The two floated on clouds with an ease that I deeply