BLAIR
Lucian is standing in my room, looking hot as hell in that tight t-shirt I’d seen him in, earlier. God knows how I was able to form words and not just drool like I wanted.
I gave him a full look, not bothering to hide the fact that I was checking him out.
He was doing the same to me so it was fair.
Never have I ever been more grateful I wasn’t wearing one of my baggy t-shirts to bed. I was feeling a little sexy tonight so I picked one of the more provocative things I had with me.
It was late and I knew Jaya had gone to bed. Surprisingly, she is an early sleeper.
Alone in my room, in my bed, I thought I
BLAIRI looked into the mirror the next morning. My eyes wide and a little unfocused.I was somewhat glad I woke up to an empty bed. I didn’t know how I was going to deal with Lucian if I’d woken up and found him beside me.That would have made what happened last night more real.I knew it was, but I liked to lie to myself. Since he wasn't there when I woke up, maybe I imagined what happened.He didn’t actually come into my room. He didn’t make me cum three times, twice on his cock and once with his fingers.I groaned in annoyance when I felt that tingling sensation between my legs. Just thinking about him was making me wet again.Back to what I was saying. It didn’t matter if I lied to myself or not. He was here last night, and we had sex again. After I said that last time was the last time.This was starting to sound like a toxic relationship with that one ex you can never stay away from.I needed to get him out of my system. To find a way to make my body stop reacting to him that w
BLAIRI was waiting in the car for Jaya, who wanted to get something from inside the house.She forgot her phone, I think. Or was it her purse? I couldn’t remember.I was still going through my messages. A ton of them. They piled up with congratulatory ones which I had to reply to.Eliane sent me five messages since I left. Which was a record for her. She hated texting. I received three of her voicemails, which was also a record. She liked voicemails more than phone calls, because it was fast. So her taking her time to leave three meant so much.She was worried. Everyone was.I’d left with a man we didn’t know all that well and then I went MIA. I was always on my phone and the highest I left a message unreplied is a few hours. When I’m sleeping. It was unlike me to go days without any contact.Sasha was more dramatic. Her messages started with the usual gossip of what happened after the engagement. The people we were envious of and the likes. Then she started getting worried and asked
LUCIANIf Blair noticed how stiff I was during her exam, she didn’t show it.She answered all of the doctor’s questions easily. He asked if she felt any type of pain or anything out of the ordinary. She confirmed that everything was normal. That the few books she’d read said most of the things she was experiencing were normal.When he asked if she’d gone to a physician before this. She said not physically but she’d spoken to her mum’s gynecologist over the phone.How she found out she was pregnant. She’d looked at me first before answering.She noticed the symptoms and then got a test at the store which came out positive. She tried a few
BLAIRI had a smile on my face for the rest of the day. The excitement didn’t wear off even after we got back from the hospital.I got into bed and called Sasha and Mikayla on video call. They picked, like they were close to their phone and waiting for that call.I held the scan up. Knowing they couldn’t understand anything from the black and white grainy image. But also knowing they would be as excited as I was.The squeals I heard after made me laugh along with them.“Oh my God. I think I'm going to die of happiness.” I roll my eyes at Sasha, always the overdramatic one. “My God baby’s first picture. He…or she is so cute.”
LUCIANI’d gone to Blair’s room to invite her to eat dinner with the pack.Today is one of those rare days I wasn’t working, which meant I had time to eat with the rest of the pack.My father had started the tradition before he died and I didn’t want to change it. It has brought us closer together. More than we can ever explain to anyone who didn’t understand the dynamics.I already practiced how I was going to ask her. No bossing, no commanding. Just a simple and polite invitation.I didn’t want to ruin the moment of peace we had thanks to what happened at the hospital.The last thin
BLAIRI was grateful for Jaya’s interruption, even if I’d felt like dying the moment it happened.But after giving myself time to think about it, I’ve come to realize it was for the best. Because she saved me from making a mistake I would certainly regret.Things have been awkward between us. I guess I would feel that way too if I saw someone in a very compromising position with my brother.We tried to walk all over it and pretend it didn’t happen. But it is always there, hovering over us like a giant cloud.Jaya informed me of a formal family dinner they were having. She said Lucian was going to introduce me officially to the family, as his wife.I didn’t understand why it was so important that he did that, but she said it was tradition. And I didn’t have it in me to argue. Plus, I get to wear a cute gown and get my hair and nails done.She told me of a really nice salon and spa not far from their town. She thought it would be nice to have a girl’s day out.I agreed with her. Though
BLAIRI didn’t really understand what Jaya meant until we went to dinner the next day and I saw the ex she was talking about.Now, normally, I like to believe I’m a girl’s girl because why not. And I thought I had no reason to ‘hand it to her’ or whatever Jaya meant I do.Because we’re classy and we support girls.I wasn’t going to be a bitch to someone who hasn’t done a single bad thing to me my entire life. Heck, I didn’t even know this woman. I was not about to act like a royal bitch to her just because she once dated Lucian.Do I need to mention how I didn’t really like the guy like that?Lucian was beside me. He’d met with me in my room. Undressed me with his eyes but made no move to touch me as I got ready. I chose to wear a simple dinner gown.Not boring for a normal house dinner, but not too overboard that it looked like I was going to a club or a party.When the ex walked in, all straight black hair and pale skin. Dressed in an oxblood dress that reached the floor in an elega
LUCIANWe settled in at the formal dining room, Blair on my right and Jaya beside her. Wallace sat with his wife.I know Jaya must have told Blair we were once involved. It was never romantic and I didn’t make anything of it.I couldn’t say the same about Aria. Seeing as she’d called me on the day off her wedding, promising to leave the old man at the altar so she could be with me.I wished her the best in her marriage and turned my phone off.She is an alpha’s daughter, which was why it had been fun to mess around with her. Alphas have a higher libido than usual wolves, it is sometimes hard to find who matches your stamina.Though, I have to admit, Blair handles me quite well.Blood rushes south at that thought and I fight the urge to adjust myself in my pants.Jaya is going off about something, making Wallace laugh. A genuine laughter I’ve heard from him only when she is around.I meant what I said about him only being agreeable when she is around. It is why I never have meetings wi