LUCIANI knock on Blair’s door, hearing her sweet voice tell me it is open.Sure, if she’d known it was me, she wouldn’t have been that welcoming. I’m not about to question my luck.I turned the knob and stepped into the room. She is on her bed, her tablet in her hand as she watches something.Only the bedside lamps are on. Giving me just enough to see she is wearing a baggy t-shirt and probably nothing underneath.Her head jerks when she hears me and two emotions pass through her eyes. First was shock then lust.She shakes her head, fixing me with a blank stare when she looks at me.“What are you doing here?” She asks, sitting up on the bed.I try to force my eyes to stay on her face and not stray to her thighs. Those thighs are a weapon of destruction.“I…uh,” I scratched the back of my neck.I had no idea what I was doing or what I wanted to do when I came up here. And now, she is looking at me like I’m fucking slow.“You?” She keeps the tablet she is holding on the bed and folds h
BLAIRLucian abruptly stands, startling me. He turns and gives me an apologetic look before he just walks out of the room, acting like someone who is possessed.His eyes were that weird black. It made the hairs on the back of my neck stand.We’d been talking and flirting. Probably the most peaceful conversation we’ve ever had, if you don’t include the one at the hospital. Why did he suddenly start acting weird?I wanted to wave it off, thinking maybe he just realized what we were doing was dangerous and it would be best to stop it.I agreed with that. I couldn’t help thinking it was something else, though.I decided to leave it till the next day. I was already too tired today.After turning and squirming for hours on the bed, I accepted that sleep wasn’t going to come easy. Whenever I closed my eyes, I saw those dark eyes. I kept thinking of all the other times I’ve noticed it.I used to think it was maybe because he was turned on. But that wasn’t how he looked.“Ugh.” I grabbed one o
LUCIANI didn’t think Blair would be awake that late at night.After we dealt with the rogues. They were just testing to see if they could get into the pack. But since they were stopped on time, most of them retreated.No one was killed but a few of them were injured. I know my guys were all fine. Thankfully.I stayed with them. We needed as many people as we could get to keep the borders secured and make sure they didn't come back.Their audacity to actually try to get into my pack. It was baffling and not funny in the least.We haven’t had to worry about any type of breach in years. More than five years since the last time anyone tried to get into the pack.It was all so sudden and it rattled the patrol. They felt maybe they failed in one way or the other.As the alpha, I had to make sure they stayed on their toes and didn’t wallow in pity. We all hated that they got in, but we couldn’t sit and be thinking of how, we first have to make sure it wouldn’t happen again.While we were in
BLAIRI hated how weak I felt and sounded. But what I saw yesterday, both from Lucian and that window, scared the hell out of me.Because it made me realize I actually had no idea who the man was.I met him in a club and married him. I mean, I knew all this. But now, I am seeing that I have no idea who he is.And I’m in an unknown place with him.God, how was I so stupid?I couldn’t believe I did any of that, and even dad agreed and let this happen?Something I know he would never do. Just one question kept ringing in my head.How? How had he convinced all of us to believe him, to do as he wanted?It didn’t make any sense.Lucian doesn’t argue though, he shows me the way to the bedroom I know. We walked down the stairs in silence. He doesn’t speak to me and I don’t start a conversation either.When we got to the door, I started getting nervous.I was scared he would want to follow me in. All I wanted was to close the door and then have time to myself so I could think. Then I’ll figure
LUCIAN“You’re in a pissy mood.”Owen comments as I walk into the office for our weekly meeting.Enzo elbows him in the ribs, but he barely even winced, his full attention on me. I’m tired of his shit so I don’t bother replying.I walk around to the bar and pour myself a drink, before adding a potion. If I’m going to get through this meeting, then I sure as hell need to be fucking tipsy.“Your drinking habits are starting to worry me.” My brother says, sounding concerned.He still annoys me though.They aren’t the problem, I am. And I know that, at least. But am I willing to do anything to fix my shit? Right now. I’m just tired of everything in general.“Where the fuck is Jaya?” I grumble, swallowing the last bits of my second drink.The door opened just as I said that and she trudged in, her mouth twisted in distaste.“Well, well.” Enzo mutters. “Looks like you both woke up on the wrong side of the bed.”“It’s twelve noon, idiot. Some of us woke up earlier than that.” She shot him a
BLAIRI’ve successfully avoided Lucian for a week now.I still haven figured one thing out. At least nothing strange has happened. I know this and I’m sure of it because I’ve been sitting by the window every night for the past ten days.I always wake up in my bed. I’m convinced there’s a ghost that takes me there. (Just kidding)Jaya has been good. She didn’t ask why I have been locking myself in my room and acting like a vampire, which I appreciate. She just makes sure I get whatever I need. Even sometimes going the extra mile.She is an amazing person. I’m glad she is here. Really, I wouldn’t know how to act if she wasn’t.The welcoming dinner or whatever, didn’t happen. I didn’t ask why because I was glad I didn't have to go.I didn’t have to see or talk to Lucian.I’m sick of just sitting in my room. Searching websites for stuff that aren’t making sense. And seeing the same four walls every single day. I decided to go out for a bit of fresh air, and maybe take a walk.I didn’t ask
LUCIANBlair looks at me. Her lips part like she is about to speak but she changes her mind and presses her lips into a thin line instead.“Okay…” I drew the word out, not sure why I started speaking.But I’m never sure of anything I do when I’m around her.She squints, her lips twisting into a cute frown as she has a mental battle. If she should acknowledge me or go ahead and do what she wants.“Your next doctor’s appointment is a week from now.”I knew I was stooping low by using our child to get her attention. But what can I do? It is all she is offering me.She doesn’t fall for the bait. My heart gave a tug, like something hard was tied around me. A tiny fist squeezing the organ for all its worth.I only had two options then. To stay and succumb myself to this endless pain, or get up and get the hell out of here with my sanity still intact.My wolf growls in my head, of course not liking that option. I feel him push to the forefront of my mind, wanting to take control. He believes
BLAIRI got up to leave a few minutes after Lucian left. With him gone, the place seemed too quiet. Too lonely and I have already had enough of solitude.I went back to my room and kept my tab there. I met Jaya on the way and she shot me a smile, then she asked if I was good. I nodded in the affirmative and continued my journey. I’m pretty sure I left her a bit speechless.I couldn’t explain, I felt a burst of energy just now and I wanted to expel it. I’ve lazed around for too long.My body needed a workout. Something I haven’t done in a while. And I know they have a gym here. The day I’d met Lucian’s brother, he looked like he was coming from there.For now, I have another idea. I can go to the gym another time. Instead of heading to the kitchen to get something to eat for a refill. I found myself walking towards Lucian’s office.I remembered the way from that dinner. On the God forsaken night I realized nothing is alright about this place.Do I know what I’m going to do in his offic