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 Lucas POV  It’s been years since I’ve been to one of these balls. I felt as if they weren't important anymore. I've been going to them for 10 years since I turned 16. In hopes that I would find my mate. I stopped going two years ago. But as alpha of the pack  I’m incharge of finding my pack Luna or alpha and you can say I still have a little hope in finding my mate. I put off the last two years as they were held here in my pack. Knowing she or he isn't here there was just no need in my presence. Well no more than just to welcome everyone who came. As I get dressed I put my hair back into a bun. Freshly shaving my beard. Can’t find my Luna or Alpha looking like a caveman, the females of my pack wouldn’t let me leave knowing I’d have no luck if I didn’t

I made him sit on the back porch with me to get away from my family for a second to breathe. It was hard enough with nerves to talk to him, let alone having my father and brother breathing down my neck to say the right things. I played with my fingers trying to cough up the courage to speak. I looked over to him trying to figure him out. What does he expect of me? I don’t want to disappoint him to make him regret his decision of accepting me. But that's what I feared not being good enough for him. He must have felt me staring when he turned from looking out to the forest resting his eyes locked onto mine. Her honey brown eyes looked at him as if he was going to burn a hole into my soul. I glitched my jaw as he tilted his head to the left a bit. What is he thinking about? I wonder if he can notice how scared I am.i wiggled in my seat dropping my gaze to the floor.  “ I want to

Lucas POV Alice sat across the room from me in nothing but a towel. It took all of me to not jump out of this desk chair and take her right there. When she started rubbing in her lotion on her gorgeous honey skin legs, I made eye contact with her. How can one person be so perfect? She can feel this mate bond right? How can she not want a mate and feel this connection?! I watched her as she got up from the chair and the towel dropped to the ground. I scan over her body, taking in every curve on her. Her hair falls down to her waist when she removes it out of a towel she had wrapped around her head. I didn’t know till now her hair was so long. She was thin but had decent size boobs and butt. It amazes me how the goddess wolf chose this beautiful soul to be my mate. I think s

It's been a month since those men crossed our land . Nothing had happened since then which has irritated Luca. Me on the other hand,  I’m relieved that it honestly made it easier to keep my secret till I’m ready to tell it. The nightmares have returned, I guess even Luca can’t keep them away all the time, he's been working late and getting up early in the morning, leaving me alone in nothing but silence. Not that I don’t enjoy the time to myself, but that just leaves me and my thoughts to fill the silence. That night replays in my head over and over, the look on my brother's face when he found me, the fear in my fathers eyes from how he blamed himself. My brother told me Luca would be able to make all the pain and torment go away. But the only thing he seemed to fix was the loneliness I didn't know I had till we met. The darkness wraps around me, sinking me into deep thought. What if I didn't make it after that? Would the

The next three days Luca made breakfast and tended to my every need. “ Luca I feel better now I feel like we should go talk to Markus!” I shouted from the bathroom I was getting dressed for the day. I dutch braided my hair which took me an hour to do so, walking over to my closet that’s as big as another bedroom, I probably changed 5 times before deciding what to wear. Looking in the mirror at the red dress I finally decided on.Storming into the lounge area “ Luca! I need to go shopping, I have nothing to wear!” I stomped, crossing my arms over my chest plopping myself on the couchHe raised an eyebrow at me“ Are you serious?