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2024-10-29 19:42:56CHAPTER 59
My mind couldn't think straight anymore. My mind is in chaos as my heart slowly breaks apart. My mind cannot process everything. My Grandma who shields those bullets for Alqamar...and Alqamar soaking with his own blood in the end. How could this happen to them? Why everything end up this way?
"Lexis..." mom's voice echoed in my ears but I am just staring at nothingness. Everything in me weakened. The wound on my legs feels numb. I am numb for everything. I am numb but my tears are continuously falling from my eyes.
I looked at my mom who was watching me with her teary eyes. She held both of my shoulders. I roam my eyes around and stood up when I realize that I am now in the house. My heart pounded so fast. I didn't even notice that we already arrived in our house!
"M-Mom! I have to go back in the forest! Alqamar was soaking with blood! I can't let him there alone-"
"Lexis! Please! We have to clean your wound!" Mom cut me off but I shook
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