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2024-10-29 19:42:56CHAPTER 66
Trust? Who?
I can't understand what Gray were saying. I am trying to process everything but what he meant is beyond me.
Gray left me with questions in my mind. Who do I need to trust? Who's that person I needed to trust?
I want to find Gray and ask for more but I don't have any means to contact him. I can't approach or talk to Cristine because she was busy and...I know she's angry at me. She's blaming me for what happened. I am also blaming myself and I really am guilty for everything so I couldn't find any reason to get mad at her. Because she has all the means to hate me. And I understand her.
I continuously did my work and day by day Gray's words are making me confused. I can't let it pass. My mind is still processing that words but it was like a puzzle and even though I am nearly getting it in a whole there's still a missing pieces.
As usual I overtime to my duty because I have to be. My shift now is in midnight so I have to c
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