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40 - the ghost of her part 2
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2024-10-29 19:42:56kol
based on how i’ve studied octavia during the past three months, there’s no reasoning with her. you’ll have to give her what she wants, if one doesn’t...she will make your life a living hell.
i was already living my personal hell since lara passed.
“what about i bring you home and we drink a glass of wine when we get there?” i suggested, already annoyed.
“whatever,” she responds and points a finger at my chest playfully. “let’s go to yours.”
“let me get a taxi.” i murmured, raising my head up to stop one that was about to drive past us.
i didn’t help her get in the backseat and walk around to get in on the other side. <
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