C5

02:31 PM

Judgment isn't in my hand to execute what's should be done by others. Being a highness isn't my desire, this borrowed identity doesn't have the right to determine the faith of those who made a mistake.

After staying in the bathroom for more than an hour, I thought of going out to dry out and wear my clothes. As Elora said, she has a hidden dress like what I'm wearing it is just a different color. After I got ready I sat on the bed here in Elora's room while I remembered again what we talked about this morning.

11:56 AM

"Thank You" I thanked them after I eat.

"If possible I would like to ask for your help, your Majesty" I just stared at the alpha in front of me. Help? And what can I do to help him when I am only a lesser class than him?

"And what can I do to help an alpha like you?"

"We have two prisoners who are rogues, we caught last week after they invaded here in our territory and I don't know what to do with them" Rogues? There's something in mind but can't figure out so I just let it go.

"Wait, you were attacked for what reason?"

"It's been a long time since they are attacking not only on us but on all the groups they attack" Teyla explained.

"For what reason?" Why would they do that? What they live for doing this. Aren't rogues their kind too?

"They want to lead the entire wolves in this entire Arsel land" made me stare at Elora after answering my question. Should I get involved with this? To think what can I do about it? I don't even know what to do with them. 

"What do they gain leading the whole land?" 

"Supremacy, of course, Arsel land is a wide area that can be also considered as a continent. Arsel land is the only land in this world that has many races, especially wolves that live here. Taking control of all the wolves means an end of the world for others, of course, they start with small packs and territory first but after their group grows large then they'll attack the palace" the palace?

"Palace isn't Montromey right?" I ask Marty after hearing his explanation.

"In the middle of the four directions which is north, west, east and south. Montromey is the main palace of Arsel land but there are two smaller palaces too. Vampire palace and Taeyoan palace" oh my gosh then if they succeed in taking these two smaller palaces the paradise of Montromey will be gone for good.

"Vampire palace can't be touched though as for we all know what's between us and them" Atreyu cleared. 

"Even though wolves and vampire are some kind of enemies many of these two race still befriend each other of course I'm one of them too I have vampire friends" Idris defend.

"You are an alpha you should know what to do with them, why do you still need my help?" I turned to Atreyu.

"The truth is I don't know what to do," his expression and voice say what he feels and thinks.

"An alpha should know the right thing to do, do what you think is best. Show them what you are capable of with, that you can do a proper judgment because if you can't show what you are capable of then I'm sure they'll just laugh and mock you then keep on attacking since they know you don't have the power to solve this matter. Give them the boldest judgment that will shock their nerves to test if they dare to attack again. Do it for the sake of your whole realm and yourself" fascinating I said too much like I know everything nice.

"Is that it then go ahead I will do what is right" I sat down in the chair and breathed out deeply.

"I'm sorry if I can't help and only say words I can do. The truth is I also don't know what to do with them, I don't know how are they being punished. To be honest I don't remember anything right now just my name I know after waking up after a month in slumber" explaining this to them helped them too.

"Wait you are a sort of royalness amnesia?"

"Royalness amnesia? What is that supposed to be mean?" I ask Donna.

"It means a royal highness that has amnesia" oh I get it but something is going to be corrected.

"Well maybe I have amnesia but your use of words is incorrect. Royalness amnesia has no connection at all, your word amnesia is not wrong at all but thinking of it makes it bothering you know. There are kinds of amnesia but what you have said is none of them. Maybe because I'm a royal blood person that made you say those words" hope she understands it.

"Sorry just I can't stop it when a word suddenly forms in my mind" she apologizes.

"Yeah, right she sometimes utters some no sense words we don't eventually understand" Falkor agreed. 

"Maybe because it's how she thinks. We can say she has a mental brain illness and oh don't take my word so deep since I don't know if there is an illness like that but mental illness is counted. We're just the same that forms stupid words in our mind when we heard or see something so I understand you. There is something in our brain like an illness but there is not, it is just a twisting thing that rarely happens to a certain person" I talk like I know everything nice Sachiko.

"Wow, you talk like you remember everything" Donna praise like she just read what I've just said in my mind.

"Losing memory doesn't mean losing everything. Yes I lose my memory but I still know"

"And what was that mean?" Goodness can I smack this Donna on her head?

"This is just my point of view okay? We may lose the memory of how we lived our life but the knowledge remains, understand what I mean? We are still able to speak what we have learned and known even if we don't remember how we gained knowledge, how we learned, what process we've been through. Knowledge gains in a split of seconds by understanding and analyzing everything, our brain still works anytime while we are still living this world. Memories are just images in our minds that flashes and go while knowledge stocks inside developing every second it passes" am I right?

"Anyway can I borrow some clothes I wanna take a bath," I said before they could ask or say a word making me explain things again?

"Sure come I just happen to have a cloth-like yours in my closet left by a friend who is just like you a royal highness" 

"Thanks"

2:45 PM

I went out of the room and went down, I found the three ladies in the living room. 

"Where are the others?" I ask

"Oh wow that dress suits you, it shows that you are royalty" Elora appreciated.

"Thank you"

"Anyway if you are looking for the boys they went to the prison area to see the captives," says Teyla.  

"Can you accompany me to the dungeon you say? I want to face the rogues who are imprisoned by you"

"No problem, let's go since it's very boring here there is nothing sensible to do" according to Elora.

It didn't take us that long to reach a small house. Inside the house, there are only a few utensils such as tables, chairs, cooking utensils, and other common utensils in a house. There is a small door on the floor where it's a way that goes down to where they make a prison area, an underground prison probably likes an underground dungeon in a fantasy tsk yeah Sachiko fantasy your ass.

"Why are you here?" Endrich quickly ask after seeing us then Donna pointed me.

"She wants to see the captives we have here" she answered.

Atreyu just nodded when I looked at him so I walked closer to them. I suddenly felt nervous, with every step I took my heartbeat increased.  Why does it make me feel like this? What is this means? The air is suffocating the heck out of me, the nervousness ate my whole body.

"They are the rogues we caught" Atreyu pointed the two rogues looking so mess-tied tightly in a chair. Their eyes suddenly widened and it made me step a little back startled. They are just like normal humans suffering down here with those ropes tied around them.

"You? How is this possible you are already dead" one of them said confusing me? By you??

Grabbing a small amount of Idris's arm wings since he is wearing a sweater I pulled it twice noticing it he leaned a little bit to me. 

"Is he referring to me? I whispered to him asking.

"Probably" he whispered back. So they know me? 

"Sachiko Walter?" The other one asks saying my name so it is me. But, I don't know them what are they saying I'm already dead?

"Yeah, it is me Sachiko Walter, what now?" I played along so they won't know that I have amnesia and I don't know them.

"No this can't be you are dead, it is been a month since you died in moon night pack. You are dead you are not alive our leader killed you" he said.

"If that is the case then sorry because I am here in front of you alive and not dead as you expect so call your so-called leader who killed me to save you before I could kill you here" I grinned at them. What happened to me?

I turned my back on them and went straight back to the house we had come from earlier.  when I arrived I immediately sat on the sofa and thought about what they said earlier. In less than five minutes the others had followed me so I just sat quietly as they sit.

"Are you okay?" Teyla asks.

"Of course why would not I?" I ask too.

"But they said--" 

"It's nothing" I cut her off.

"Means that they know you" Atreyu wonders.

"Probably, seeing the way they reacted and their words looks like they know me and if I'm right then they are the reason for my current condition" what have they done to me?

"Then should we torture them?" Endrich suggested.

"What for?" I look at him.

"For them to tell the truth what happened" no.

"I don't have any interest in what had they done making me end up like this. Yes, it is my memory that was lost but the truth is I don't want to seek the truth I just want it to come in time" I rejected.

"Then what do you mean?" He argued.

"Don't torture them just find out what happened, yes it matters to me but I don't want to force myself to remember that. All I want is to keep going with my life and at the right time, I know my memory will come back hope you understand" explaining to them what I want makes it feel better.

"If that is the case then what are you going to do?" Seeing the concern in Teyla's face and her question made me smile.

"I don't know"

"If you don't mind then how about joining our pack?" Atreyu suggested. 

"Would that be okay?" I ask him.

"Of course" he is the alpha anyway. 

"How about the others?" Looking at them one by one all I can see is a gloomy aura.

"That won't be a problem I'd love to," Teyla said full of excitement.

"In your current condition you think we'll leave you of course not especially you are a girl and that's is hard to wander around," Idris said.

"If that then welcome to the pack" Atreyu announced.

"Welcome," everyone said.

"Thank you"

Moon night pack? So that is where I came from?