We got in his black Audi after he made an excuse that he had to leave to get cleaned up and he was taking me, seeing as I was also covered in shaving cream. No one thought it was weird that he was leaving his wife. I didn't want to drag Brandon into my mess, so I told him I needed to get washed up.
Inside the car, he spoke in rapid Russian through his bluetooth and that was when true fear settled in. What would he do?
He finally rolled into a gravel driveway and stopped at a huge house. He didn't give me time to admire the architecture as he quickly climbed out of the car and dragged me out with him, entering through huge wooden double doors.
"Look, I'm sorry. We can settle this like two sane people." I hated this pleading tone, but I had to put my safety first.
My words fell on deaf ears as he continued dragging me up the stairs. I couldn't even assess my surroundings, seeing as I had more pressing issues to think about, such as my life.
He dragged me up the carpeted stairs into a bedroom and locked the door. For a moment, he just faced the door, I could see his shoulders rising and falling with each deep breath he took, hopefully to calm himself down. A hysterical laugh bubbled up in my throat, looking at his shaving cream coated body, but I managed to keep it inside.
He didn't even look at me as he went into the bathroom. As soon as I heard the shower turn on, I leaped to the door. I should've known it was locked. I looked around the room, taking in the grey colored walls with black lace curtains covering the windows.
In the centre of the room was a queen sized bed with a purple duvet and beside that, there was a nightstand with several drawers.
I immediately searched each drawer looking for some sort of tool to pick a lock, and sat back on my heels when I found each drawer empty, except for the occasional dust ball.
I heard the bathroom door creak and I immediately stood upright.
He came out of the steaming shower, rubbing a towel in his wet hair and a towel wrapped around his waist. I immediately looked away, my cheeks burning up.
"Cut the bullshit. I doubt you haven't seen a dick in your life." He spat out.
My gaze immediately snapped to his and I felt the same temper rising again.
"You don't know anything about me. For your information, you're my stepfather, just reminding you in case you lost some of your brain cells on the way here. You shouldn't talk to me like this. Don't be a creepy pervert!" I was panting by the end of my tirade.
My finger firmly dug into his chest and I immediately retracted it. Before I could take a step back, he caught my wrist hard enough to bruise it and dragged me to another room.
This one had black walls with red accents. A sheer white curtain billowed from the air through the open window and this room was much larger than the previous one. This one had a king size bed with a thick wooden headboard.
He walked into a closet and a minute later, he came out dressed in a similar white shirt tucked into grey trousers and shiny black shoes.
I saw faint bruising on my wrist, but I didn't have much time to think about it as he grabbed my other wrist and dragged me to the right and pushed open a wooden door.
I was prepared to see a sketchy BDSM set-up, but I saw something stranger.
This room had black carpet covering the floor and a huge throne was placed a step above the floor.
It was a gilded throne with deep magenta cushions. There were various types of gemstones on the arms of the chair.
I really, really couldn't stop the scoff from falling out of my mouth. He immediately turned to me and latched his fingers around my throat. I stared at him in shock. When he started dragging me forward with pressure on my neck, I scratched his hand, but he didn't let go, until we reached the stupid throne.
When he finally let go of me, I crumpled in front of the throne, coughing and gasping to catch my breath.
I saw his shiny shoes in my line of vision. When I finally caught my breath, I looked up at him with loathing. I wanted to get up on my feet, but my knees were still wobbly.
"That will be the last time you disrespect me, little girl."
"I'm so sorry. Please don't do anything to me. I'll be good. I promise." I pleaded.
A beat passed between us and when I saw a flicker in his eyes, I laughed.
"You thought I'd say that, didn't you? Give me your best shot old man."
To be honest, he wasn't an old man, but he kept calling little girl. It was only fair to call him old man.
He lept out of his throne before, I could blink and came behind me, holding both my wrists in one hand and tugged them down so I was sitting on my heels.
I felt the unmistakable cold metal of a knife against my artery.
"Now, confess your sin."
I tilted my head up and looked at him incredulously, then narrowed my eyes at him.
"I have done no such thing. I haven't committed any sin."
I said with false bravado, but one of his hands landed in my hair, twisting the red roots and and arching my head up even further. Now I was really scared.
"Now confess your sin. Start with the cross and the usual line, but don't call me Father, call me Daddy."
I hated him with all my heart.
"Bless me Daddy, for I have sinned." I said through gritted teeth.
"Confess."
"I arranged for shaving cream to be dumped on your head."
"Now for your penance."
I sucked in a breath as he released me and sat back on the stupid throne. He crossed his legs and put the tip of his shoe near my face.
"Kiss my shoe and apologize."
My body was shaking with rage. I was prepared to spit on his shoe, but his eyes narrowed as if he could read my thoughts.
"If you spit, I'll make you lick it off."
He eased my head down and I kissed his shoe. My tears splashed on his shoe. They weren't tears of shame or grief from this debasement. No. They were tears of fury. A promise of retribution.
I didn't think, I just did. I dug into his ankle with my nails, piercing his skin relentlessly, satisfied with the blood.
He hissed and I suddenly got up, ready to run, but his arm was a steel band around my stomach, pulling me into his body on the throne. He wedged one of his leg between mine, spreading my legs. I wriggled and squirmed, but he held on tight as he grabbed one of my bare breasts out from the top of my dress. I cried out as he squeezed it in his palm, pulling my nipple through the webbing of his hand.
"Don't touch me!" I screamed at him, trying to bite his hand.
I was repulsed by the steel length on the side of his leg.
"You have no right to do this!" I squirmed harder, but he grabbed my jaw, making me freeze.
He licked the shell of my ear and whispered.
"I have no right? You will see that I do. From now on, you are my slut. My whore."
What. The. Fuck?
I screamed, not wanting to listen to him. He squeezed my breast again, roaming his other hand over my body, stopping between my legs as he strummed my core with his long fingers through the white lace of my dress. I shoved my head back, but I got hurt instead as it collided with his collarbone.
"That makes these tits mine. This pussy mine. This whole body mine and I will do with it whatever I goddamn please."
I bucked in his hold, wanting to burn my ears from his disgusting delusions.
I finally slithered down his legs and manged to stand on my own feet. He remained in his stupid throne, just watching me as I tucked my breast back into my dress. I wanted to run far away from him, so that's just what I did.
With my heart in my throat, I ran down the passage and down the stairs, hauling my body out of the door.I didn't have a car and I left my purse at the reception. Stupid, I know. I really didn't want to go back in there. Surely, there would be someone willing to give me a ride around here.With that thought in mind, I started down the gravel driveway, but immediately halted. A chill ran down my spine and the hairs on the back of my neck rose.I slowly turned around and froze. Near the expanse of trees behind the house, there stood a man. A haggard man with baggy clothes and a beard that reached his chest. His eyes were red and his teeth were yellowed.I saw the glint of a knife he was holding to his side. I didn't think, I just ran back towards the house and slammed the door shut behind me.My chest was heaving up and down as my eyes connected with g
"Get out." He stood in front of me, blocking his open car door.I crossed my arms and stared straight ahead."Why are you such a brat? Look here." I wanted to ignore him, but I looked at him anyway.I knew by now when his eyes turned like that, it wasn't good news for me, but I'll be damned if I let him control me.He put both his hands on the roof of the car and leaned in."You already owe me a confession. You can either stay here or come inside your home. Let me just tell you, if you choose to stay here, you won't have your voice by the time you come inside." I unconsciously touched my throat.He chuckled and brushed my ear with his nose."I won't....choke you dorogoy. I'll eat your cunt out till you can scream no more."I shuddered and immediately removed my seatbelt and got out.
I didn't even think as I started running toward the forest.I ran for what felt like hours, but it could have only been minutes. The sun was setting and it cast a red hue on the trees.I didn't know where I was and I knew I was stupid for running into the forest, but I needed a reprieve from that psycho.Earlier, I had twisted my ankle when I tripped on a branch and that was just my luck. It was becoming darker, I didn't know which direction I came from and I was walking with a limp.I froze when I heard a twig snap. I've seen raccoons and rabbits and all sorts of critters on my way, but nothing heavy enough to snap a twig. I quickly hid behind a tree and when a hand harshly grabbed my arm, I screamed. I knew it wasn't Geoff, since these hands were meaty and very calloused.My heart stopped beating when I saw the haggard man. He gave me a crooked smi
My steps faltered as I stepped into the room, but Geoff was right behind me, pushing me gently into the room and locking the door.He made his way to sit on his throne and I followed. I didn't need him gripping my throat again.He sat and I kneeled."You learn fast." He chuckled.I straightened my spine and tipped my chin."You forgot your robe and crown daddy." I snickered."I don't need them. Now do it.""Bless me daddy for I have sinned.""Confess." It took everything in me not to roll my eyes at him."I assaulted you and could've killed you if I just had a nice grip." I couldn't mask the smugness in my voice."I could kill you right now and no one would even ask." That was the sad and bitter truth and it made me straighten up.
I walked down the halls of Carrington High. It looked much better than it did last year. Probably from the donations of this rich kid, Jonah Kingston.I walked towards my locker and saw Jonah on Dahlia...again. That boy needed to get his issues checked. Speaking of issues, Geoff's face popped into my head, but I internally swatted it away.Dahlia was just too nice for her own good. Whatever he was saying to her made her face become red, so it must be something dirty."Don't you have something else to do? Like, I don't know, remove that stick up your ass?"Dahlia giggled. He stared at her for a beat and turned to narrow his eyes at me."Watch your fucking mouth Anderson." He turned back to face Dahlia."Take a picture. It'll last longer." I spoke to him and I honestly didn't blame him. Dahlia was easily the most beautiful gi
That night, after dinner, Dexter Raymond called me."Are you ready? You don't have to do this.""I know I don't Ray, but I want to." I slipped on a hoodie and a pair of loose pants, both were black.I silently opened the front door, but of course, Geoff heard it from his study."Ramara." That was all he said. I could risk it by running out the door, but I didn't want to be subject to his wrath later.I trudged to his study and opened the door."Where are you going?" He asked me.I put my hands in my hoodie pockets."I'm hanging out with Brandon.""If I didn't know the boy was gay, I would would have tied you up."My face flamed in heat."Can I go now?""Kiss me and I'll let you." My mission was really important, so
Geoff :Ramara. Remy. The thought of her sent a rush through my blood.I watched as she closed the door silently behind her after she peered into my room. She was glad her whore mother wasn't sleeping with me.I wasn't in the habit of letting women into my bed, especially women like her mother. After an hour of waiting, I got out of bed. I had a camera installed in her room. Too fucking bad, I couldn't keep one in the bathroom. I didn't need to use secret cameras to look at a sweet little body that belonged to me. I would have my fill soon.My dorogoy thought the locks would keep me out. A sinister feeling rose in me. If only she knew. She was too good for me. I didn't deserve her, but I'll be damned if I can't have her anyway.I got out of my room and opened her door with my key. I didn't need to worry about making a sound. She was out cold tonight, not t
The next morning, I woke up feeling hot and tingly. My body ached and I couldn't get up from my bed. I touched a hand to my forehead and groaned. This was not a good time to get a fever.I panted. It was a bad move. Morning breath. I got up, crawled on all fours to the bathroom and managed to brush my teeth, sitting on the toilet.I crawled back the way I came, which unfortunately took longer since I used up my energy to brush, but the good thing was I didn't have bad breath anymore.I pulled myself up on the bed and sprawled out on the cool sheets which felt cool against my body.I fell back asleep and when I woke up again, my eyes collided with cool grey ones."Oh hey." I managed to say even though I wanted to ask him what he was doing in my room."What's wrong with you?" He crossed his arms across his chest.
Three years later :"Geo." I groan as Geoff flicks my abused nipple. "You're a monster." I huff when he starts sucking on my other nipple. "I love your tits, dorogoy. It's not my fault they're irresistible."Somehow, after all these years, Geoff can still make me blush. I run my hands through his golden hair and stare into his grey eyes I love so much. The longer we stare at each other, the more heated our gazes become. I run my palm down his naked chest, lightly brushing his golden curls. It doesn't stop there though. I venture further down and am not surprised to find his erection in his sweats. I cup it and stroke. He closes his eyes and I touch my lips to his. An abrupt bang on the door jolts me awake."Ramara, dear. The kids are waiting for you.""I'll be down in ten, Yvette." I holler, despite my throbbing centre. I look beside me and find the other side of the bed empty. It's becoming more frequent these days. I don't know how it started, but I miss him already.With a sig
Geoff :6 years later:I decided to come home early today, because why not? My dorogoy barely has time for me as is, plus I can take care of the kids while I'm at home.As soon as I opened the door, the twins latched on to both of my legs. I pretended to fall down and heard both their giggles.Ava and Mikhail. They blabbered on about something at the same time, but I'm not fluent in baby gibberish.But, I did seem to nod at the right time and laugh at the right time because they gave me proud looks. Then, they ran back to the living room.I followed them and spotted my dorogoy on the floor with all kinds of art supplies scattered around. Even Yvette was there. We hired her as the nanny. The twins were a mixture of me and my wife. Blond hair and green eyes.Remy turned around to look at me and her green eyes s
"So I'm not just your fuck buddy?""No." He said vehemently."Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. But, don't fucking love me. Otherwise, you'd consume me. More than you already do. Until there's nothing left of me without you. I've been telling myself this for days. It doesn't matter now. You're mine and I want you so much. Back at the Bratva, I closed off my emotions. It was the only way to survive. But, seeing you always increases my emotions tenfold. I'm not blaming what I went through for my actions. I'll make it up to you, but you're staying with me." He squeezed my thigh and I was pretty sure my panties were soaked."Now that's the Geoff I know. The demanding insufferable ass."He shot me a look.He drove us to the airport."Didn't you bring anything with you?" I asked him."I knew that I had to bring you back. I didn't
2 days later :I was just getting settled in Dad's place, even though it didn't feel like my home. I tried not to think about Geoff, but it was impossible. I wonder if he's thinking about me. My lips curled when I thought about him with another woman.Sandra and Dad were very excited to see me despite my sour mood. They didn't have many visitors in the two days I was here, so when I heard the door bell ring, I was sceptical, but I opened the door anyway.I stumbled back a step when I saw Geoff in front of me. Not just normal Geoff. Haggard, disheveled Geoff. His hair was mussed up, his clothes were rumpled, his eyes were red and he even wore mismatched shoes. His normal five o'clock shadow was thicker than normal.I mean, I didn't look any better, but..."You look horrible." I was the first to speak. I was anxious, happy, angry and frustrated all at once.&
I parked Geoff's car in the driveway and slumped my head against the steering wheel. How in the ever loving hell will I get him inside?"Geoff. Wake up." I shook him hard.He jolted."Come on baby. We're home."I got out and opened his door. I leaned in and held his face in my hands."You have to help me out here Geo. You have to stay awake honey. I don't want to drag you and I can't lift you all by myself. Got that?"He got out on unsteady feet and slumped against me. I wrapped my arm around his waist."Easy."I locked his car and managed to get him to the front door. I couldn't unlock the door without putting him somewhere. I made him lean against a pillar and made quick work of opening the door."Geo. Come on honey." He could barely keep his eyes open, but he leaned against me and stumb
We ended up riding in Geoff's Audi. I put up no protest because I honestly didn't want to drive around in a dress, so I let it go, by pretending that Geoff was my chauffeur.I've seen Ray's house from the outside, but I've never been inside. The normal beige exterior was strewn with lights. For a rich man, his two storey home was humble and cozy."What's the party for?" I asked Geoff.His hands clutched the steering wheel in a white knuckled grip. I dared look down and I knew why the steering wheel was facing his white knuckled wrath. The man was painfully erect.I damn near rolled my eyes. Was it even normal for a man his age to be hard all the time?Still, it did things to my ego. But, I would be very, very mad if he was like that around anyone else. In fact, the thought had me shoving open the car door. It was irrational and downright stupid, but I couldn't do anything about
Dinner at Yvette's was lovely. She made jalapeño poppers, seafood paella and a delicious chocolate pie for dessert.The whole Garcia clan was welcoming. Yvette's husband, Anton Garcia welcomed me with open arms and her son, David Garcia was cute in a next door boy kind of way.I pretended to be happy, but really I was thinking about Geoff the whole time. I wasn't very good company that night, but no one pointed that out, and for that I was extremely grateful. I would definitely do dinner again with them and I hoped Yvette would invite me again...maybe when I wasn't feeling so down.I thanked Yvette for dinner, said my goodbyes and drove back home. I jumped out of my truck and wiped away my tears. God, I was miserable. It's like someone is piercing a blunt knife through my chest over and over again. As soon as I walked through the front door, Geoff was on me, pinning me to the wall beside the fron
I passed Geoff with pain in my heart to add to the pain in my head. Last night, I just wanted to forget the pain and forget the memory of his words, but in the end, he was the one who ended up taking care of me.I decided to give Geoff one day to apologize. If he didn't, then I had to go. I can't live with this constant ache in my chest.Want me. Love me. Own me.The words sounded pathetic even in my own mind.Marla, the cafè owner gave me a full time job once she knew that I graduated. I thought Geoff could come to my Graduation party, but that card seems to be off the table now.I dressed in a pink polo shirt and jeans when I saw Geoff in my doorway. I opted to ignore him. He looked as drunk as I felt.I put my keys and money in my pocket and stood in front of him. He was still blocking the doorway."Move."
Geoff:Goddammit.She was scrambling in my arms, but I just tightened my hold on her. What the fuck was I thinking?Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. That stupid fucking monologue got me into this shit. I stared down at her face after slamming the door on the boy's face.Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was wet with tears and snot. She was a beautiful mess. Her lips were also red and swollen. Anger immediately filled me."Did you kiss him?"She blinked at me. "Fuuuckk you. Put me doooown."Yes, I could deal with her anger. I gently put her down and she took a step forward. I immediately caught her as she tripped on her own feet.She slumped to the ground and faced the ceiling, giggling as she tried to make snow angels on the floor.I crouched down beside her.&