"So I'm not just your fuck buddy?"
"No." He said vehemently.
"Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. But, don't fucking love me. Otherwise, you'd consume me. More than you already do. Until there's nothing left of me without you. I've been telling myself this for days. It doesn't matter now. You're mine and I want you so much. Back at the Bratva, I closed off my emotions. It was the only way to survive. But, seeing you always increases my emotions tenfold. I'm not blaming what I went through for my actions. I'll make it up to you, but you're staying with me." He squeezed my thigh and I was pretty sure my panties were soaked.
"Now that's the Geoff I know. The demanding insufferable ass."
He shot me a look.
He drove us to the airport.
"Didn't you bring anything with you?" I asked him.
"I knew that I had to bring you back. I didn't
Geoff :6 years later:I decided to come home early today, because why not? My dorogoy barely has time for me as is, plus I can take care of the kids while I'm at home.As soon as I opened the door, the twins latched on to both of my legs. I pretended to fall down and heard both their giggles.Ava and Mikhail. They blabbered on about something at the same time, but I'm not fluent in baby gibberish.But, I did seem to nod at the right time and laugh at the right time because they gave me proud looks. Then, they ran back to the living room.I followed them and spotted my dorogoy on the floor with all kinds of art supplies scattered around. Even Yvette was there. We hired her as the nanny. The twins were a mixture of me and my wife. Blond hair and green eyes.Remy turned around to look at me and her green eyes s
Three years later :"Geo." I groan as Geoff flicks my abused nipple. "You're a monster." I huff when he starts sucking on my other nipple. "I love your tits, dorogoy. It's not my fault they're irresistible."Somehow, after all these years, Geoff can still make me blush. I run my hands through his golden hair and stare into his grey eyes I love so much. The longer we stare at each other, the more heated our gazes become. I run my palm down his naked chest, lightly brushing his golden curls. It doesn't stop there though. I venture further down and am not surprised to find his erection in his sweats. I cup it and stroke. He closes his eyes and I touch my lips to his. An abrupt bang on the door jolts me awake."Ramara, dear. The kids are waiting for you.""I'll be down in ten, Yvette." I holler, despite my throbbing centre. I look beside me and find the other side of the bed empty. It's becoming more frequent these days. I don't know how it started, but I miss him already.With a sig
About 7 years ago, I did something significant. Something that changed my life. Something that led me to who I am today. Something that paved a way for my future. I remember that day.....as clear as day.It was just another day in my miserable life. I can still remember my 11 year old self running away from my mother's drug dealer on my rusty bicycle.My legs had ached peddling for so long. I always hid when my mother brought strange men over to the house.I always hid in a small corner under the kitchen sink when they came over. I never saw their faces. I preferred staring at the concrete wall under the dank sink.But, that day, I overheard them talking in their bedroom."I don't want payment with your body. My dick ain't hard for ya."That made my nose wrinkle in disgust."I'm sure I can make it hard sugar."&nb
I smiled at the customer as she paid."Have a great day."I glanced down at my mother, too high to care about where she was and too high to care that her teenage daughter was doing the work she was supposed to be doing."Thanks doll." The customer took her coffee from me."You're welcome." I watched as she left the cafè.There were a few patrons seated at the tables. The door bell chimed as the next customer walked inside."Good evening. How may I help you?" I smiled at the man.He didn't return my greeting."One black coffee.""Will you be drinking it here?""Yes." He answered blankly."Coming right up." I smiled at him again. The owner told me to be really nice to the customers because the cafè itself was named 'Nice'. It was
Three months later:"I can't believe this." I whispered to Brandon who looked dashing in his dark blue jeans and powder blue button up.I was attending my mother's nuptials. She wore a dark red dress that barely reached her thighs and to be honest, she looked as high as a kite. Sure, she looked stunning in a sultry way, but this was her wedding for God's sake.Hell, she was the one who made me dress in a white lace gown which was fitted at the waist and flared out at my hips and reached my knees."Neither can I babe." He shook his head to emphasize his point.Beside her, my new step-father, Geoff Vasily wore a starched white shirt tucked inside black trousers. His face was blank as usual. I've read about people like him in my romance books. The surly guys. Usually, they'd show emotions after meeting their soulmate. Now, I'm not saying my Mom and him are so
We got in his black Audi after he made an excuse that he had to leave to get cleaned up and he was taking me, seeing as I was also covered in shaving cream. No one thought it was weird that he was leaving his wife. I didn't want to drag Brandon into my mess, so I told him I needed to get washed up.Inside the car, he spoke in rapid Russian through his bluetooth and that was when true fear settled in. What would he do?He finally rolled into a gravel driveway and stopped at a huge house. He didn't give me time to admire the architecture as he quickly climbed out of the car and dragged me out with him, entering through huge wooden double doors."Look, I'm sorry. We can settle this like two sane people." I hated this pleading tone, but I had to put my safety first.My words fell on deaf ears as he continued dragging me up the stairs. I couldn't even assess my surroundings, seeing
With my heart in my throat, I ran down the passage and down the stairs, hauling my body out of the door.I didn't have a car and I left my purse at the reception. Stupid, I know. I really didn't want to go back in there. Surely, there would be someone willing to give me a ride around here.With that thought in mind, I started down the gravel driveway, but immediately halted. A chill ran down my spine and the hairs on the back of my neck rose.I slowly turned around and froze. Near the expanse of trees behind the house, there stood a man. A haggard man with baggy clothes and a beard that reached his chest. His eyes were red and his teeth were yellowed.I saw the glint of a knife he was holding to his side. I didn't think, I just ran back towards the house and slammed the door shut behind me.My chest was heaving up and down as my eyes connected with g
"Get out." He stood in front of me, blocking his open car door.I crossed my arms and stared straight ahead."Why are you such a brat? Look here." I wanted to ignore him, but I looked at him anyway.I knew by now when his eyes turned like that, it wasn't good news for me, but I'll be damned if I let him control me.He put both his hands on the roof of the car and leaned in."You already owe me a confession. You can either stay here or come inside your home. Let me just tell you, if you choose to stay here, you won't have your voice by the time you come inside." I unconsciously touched my throat.He chuckled and brushed my ear with his nose."I won't....choke you dorogoy. I'll eat your cunt out till you can scream no more."I shuddered and immediately removed my seatbelt and got out.
Three years later :"Geo." I groan as Geoff flicks my abused nipple. "You're a monster." I huff when he starts sucking on my other nipple. "I love your tits, dorogoy. It's not my fault they're irresistible."Somehow, after all these years, Geoff can still make me blush. I run my hands through his golden hair and stare into his grey eyes I love so much. The longer we stare at each other, the more heated our gazes become. I run my palm down his naked chest, lightly brushing his golden curls. It doesn't stop there though. I venture further down and am not surprised to find his erection in his sweats. I cup it and stroke. He closes his eyes and I touch my lips to his. An abrupt bang on the door jolts me awake."Ramara, dear. The kids are waiting for you.""I'll be down in ten, Yvette." I holler, despite my throbbing centre. I look beside me and find the other side of the bed empty. It's becoming more frequent these days. I don't know how it started, but I miss him already.With a sig
Geoff :6 years later:I decided to come home early today, because why not? My dorogoy barely has time for me as is, plus I can take care of the kids while I'm at home.As soon as I opened the door, the twins latched on to both of my legs. I pretended to fall down and heard both their giggles.Ava and Mikhail. They blabbered on about something at the same time, but I'm not fluent in baby gibberish.But, I did seem to nod at the right time and laugh at the right time because they gave me proud looks. Then, they ran back to the living room.I followed them and spotted my dorogoy on the floor with all kinds of art supplies scattered around. Even Yvette was there. We hired her as the nanny. The twins were a mixture of me and my wife. Blond hair and green eyes.Remy turned around to look at me and her green eyes s
"So I'm not just your fuck buddy?""No." He said vehemently."Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. But, don't fucking love me. Otherwise, you'd consume me. More than you already do. Until there's nothing left of me without you. I've been telling myself this for days. It doesn't matter now. You're mine and I want you so much. Back at the Bratva, I closed off my emotions. It was the only way to survive. But, seeing you always increases my emotions tenfold. I'm not blaming what I went through for my actions. I'll make it up to you, but you're staying with me." He squeezed my thigh and I was pretty sure my panties were soaked."Now that's the Geoff I know. The demanding insufferable ass."He shot me a look.He drove us to the airport."Didn't you bring anything with you?" I asked him."I knew that I had to bring you back. I didn't
2 days later :I was just getting settled in Dad's place, even though it didn't feel like my home. I tried not to think about Geoff, but it was impossible. I wonder if he's thinking about me. My lips curled when I thought about him with another woman.Sandra and Dad were very excited to see me despite my sour mood. They didn't have many visitors in the two days I was here, so when I heard the door bell ring, I was sceptical, but I opened the door anyway.I stumbled back a step when I saw Geoff in front of me. Not just normal Geoff. Haggard, disheveled Geoff. His hair was mussed up, his clothes were rumpled, his eyes were red and he even wore mismatched shoes. His normal five o'clock shadow was thicker than normal.I mean, I didn't look any better, but..."You look horrible." I was the first to speak. I was anxious, happy, angry and frustrated all at once.&
I parked Geoff's car in the driveway and slumped my head against the steering wheel. How in the ever loving hell will I get him inside?"Geoff. Wake up." I shook him hard.He jolted."Come on baby. We're home."I got out and opened his door. I leaned in and held his face in my hands."You have to help me out here Geo. You have to stay awake honey. I don't want to drag you and I can't lift you all by myself. Got that?"He got out on unsteady feet and slumped against me. I wrapped my arm around his waist."Easy."I locked his car and managed to get him to the front door. I couldn't unlock the door without putting him somewhere. I made him lean against a pillar and made quick work of opening the door."Geo. Come on honey." He could barely keep his eyes open, but he leaned against me and stumb
We ended up riding in Geoff's Audi. I put up no protest because I honestly didn't want to drive around in a dress, so I let it go, by pretending that Geoff was my chauffeur.I've seen Ray's house from the outside, but I've never been inside. The normal beige exterior was strewn with lights. For a rich man, his two storey home was humble and cozy."What's the party for?" I asked Geoff.His hands clutched the steering wheel in a white knuckled grip. I dared look down and I knew why the steering wheel was facing his white knuckled wrath. The man was painfully erect.I damn near rolled my eyes. Was it even normal for a man his age to be hard all the time?Still, it did things to my ego. But, I would be very, very mad if he was like that around anyone else. In fact, the thought had me shoving open the car door. It was irrational and downright stupid, but I couldn't do anything about
Dinner at Yvette's was lovely. She made jalapeño poppers, seafood paella and a delicious chocolate pie for dessert.The whole Garcia clan was welcoming. Yvette's husband, Anton Garcia welcomed me with open arms and her son, David Garcia was cute in a next door boy kind of way.I pretended to be happy, but really I was thinking about Geoff the whole time. I wasn't very good company that night, but no one pointed that out, and for that I was extremely grateful. I would definitely do dinner again with them and I hoped Yvette would invite me again...maybe when I wasn't feeling so down.I thanked Yvette for dinner, said my goodbyes and drove back home. I jumped out of my truck and wiped away my tears. God, I was miserable. It's like someone is piercing a blunt knife through my chest over and over again. As soon as I walked through the front door, Geoff was on me, pinning me to the wall beside the fron
I passed Geoff with pain in my heart to add to the pain in my head. Last night, I just wanted to forget the pain and forget the memory of his words, but in the end, he was the one who ended up taking care of me.I decided to give Geoff one day to apologize. If he didn't, then I had to go. I can't live with this constant ache in my chest.Want me. Love me. Own me.The words sounded pathetic even in my own mind.Marla, the cafè owner gave me a full time job once she knew that I graduated. I thought Geoff could come to my Graduation party, but that card seems to be off the table now.I dressed in a pink polo shirt and jeans when I saw Geoff in my doorway. I opted to ignore him. He looked as drunk as I felt.I put my keys and money in my pocket and stood in front of him. He was still blocking the doorway."Move."
Geoff:Goddammit.She was scrambling in my arms, but I just tightened my hold on her. What the fuck was I thinking?Hate me. Loathe me. Despise me. That stupid fucking monologue got me into this shit. I stared down at her face after slamming the door on the boy's face.Her eyes were bloodshot and her face was wet with tears and snot. She was a beautiful mess. Her lips were also red and swollen. Anger immediately filled me."Did you kiss him?"She blinked at me. "Fuuuckk you. Put me doooown."Yes, I could deal with her anger. I gently put her down and she took a step forward. I immediately caught her as she tripped on her own feet.She slumped to the ground and faced the ceiling, giggling as she tried to make snow angels on the floor.I crouched down beside her.&