CANNON
EIGHT HOURS.She was in there for eight God damn hours and that made me angsty and angry as ever. She didn`t get the right to be mad, I did. I was the fucking moron running after her. I was the fucking moron worrying over her safety. Worrying over her stubbornness getting both of us killed.I spanked her but I didn`t fuck her and that like every woman I had denied the chance to suck me off, made her mad. I regretted it though; God knew I wanted to do more than slap that ass.It took every bit of restraint not to sink my cock inside that wet pussy of hers. God damn it! I hated how my cock twitched for her, how my body reacted to her as if she was some special woman.I never did special. I never believed in that love shit because it didn`t exist. There was no special pussy that would change me or my ways. I knew myself and I took glory in who I was. All women were the same and all pussies were the same.If she wanted to starve herself then she might as well have because I didn`t give a shit. I was horny and I was frustrated.God, I needed to be laid.I needed to dump this client as soon as I could but that only made me look like a pussy like the rest of my buddies in B&A.Checking out the CCTVs, analyzing every damn inch of my place, waiting for Berkely`s calls for about an hour, I did the last thing I thought I would.I cooked for a woman.The rice simmered down and I seasoned the steak like my pops taught me. It was the only shit he taught right in all of his years of being a dad.You ain`t a Texan, if you can`t grill your meat right, he would always say.While I wasn`t one to bask in the perks of being Texan or horses or barns or cowboy boots, I rather considered myself some sort of Gordon Ramsay when it came to grilling meat. With the food already, I took my trusty tablet checking up on the brat.She`d changed the jeans and the tank top. Instead, what she had on was one of my long shirt dresses from the Marines, her dark hair up in a messy bun as she checked up on her nails no doubt wondering when her next nail appointment was due.Fucking spoilt.I placed the tablet on the countertop hardly moving when my phone rung.About fucking time.“Jesus fucking Christ”“I know. I know but things got messy. Luis Montenegro was taken right under our noses”My boss explained and I scrubbed a hand over my face. This was the last thing I fucking expected.“I thought Blaze and Pindrop were handling it”“We got ambushed. Sixteen to three”I would have fucking taken them out no problem.“They were fucking Navy trained, boy. No, you could not have taken them down”My boss was a fucking mind reader and a good shitty person at convincing Marines on putting their skills into B&A.“So, what`s the plan? Infiltrate and extract, if they haven`t killed him yet?”Giovanni didn`t leave any man to tell the tale. The mayor might as well have been six feet under this very instant.“They haven`t killed him, Flames would have given me the signal if they did”“I thought he was in Russia”“Well, his mission led him to Giovanni`s gang. Don`t ask him how”I didn`t want to even know. Flames was the one guy in B&A no one wanted to know about. The fucker was not only tall than the rest of us, he was brutal, fucking killing people like wild pigs, he was the silent one among the twenty-five of us but that shouldn`t have fooled you.After all, he didn`t get the name flames for playing with matchsticks but for killing fifty people with gun powder, setting them ablaze like barbeque in a summer party.“That`s one hell of an extraction send Jason over, I’ll gear up and join you”I would have taken any mission at this point just to be as far away from the broad upstairs as possible.“That`s why I called, Cannon. You are the only man I trust to keep an eye on the mayor`s daughter”“You want me to fucking babysit? I`ve been babysitting her ass in my damn house for hours”“And doing a great job at it. You are my only man who hasn`t called me seconds after interacting with her. I picked well”I didn`t call because I wasn`t a fucking ten-year-old. Whining and complaining wasn`t for a man who had seen more raw meat and blood in the battle field than a wild animal.“You don`t pay me enough, Berkely. Not for this type of shit you don`t”He chuckled.“I know. Now try your best not to fuck the client this time”“I can`t make any promises”And I hung up, heaving a silent Hail Mary before I walked upstairs and tried coercing the raven-haired beau to eat something.“Food`s ready”, I knocked and she didn`t say shit.“I’ve got no fucking time for melodrama, Montenegro”, I knocked again even though I knew damn well I could knock down the door with one go at it.“It`s Nicole. If you are going to be mean to me, at least get my name right”, she snorted back and I resisted the urge to let out a groan. “Well, I call my clients by their surnames, get used to it”Not really. The last redhead that was my client, I’d called her by her last name while I fucked her ass to oblivion.But with this client, I didn`t want to fucking cross boundaries than I already had. Spanking her ass was one thing but being buddy-buddy with her was the last thing I wanted.“Ooh so you call them by their first names when you are spanking them huh?”“You opening this door or not, Nicole?”She got me doing shit that I didn`t do on a normal day. While Jason, Blaze and Pindrop got to raid a fucking cartel, the biggest cartel in Florida, I was stuck babysitting a chick that ate my nerves every second and every God damn minute.Two minutes later, she opened the door almost knocking me out with her scent. The scent that had lingered to her body like a second skin even after a shower.I could smell my shampoo on her, my own scent on her and it was fucking gorgeous.She was gorgeous with her face bare of makeup and not like the mess she was yesterday. Her hair everywhere, her mascara dripping over the non-water proof makeup. Now this was fucking purity standing on two legs and it turned me on like no one`s business.“The only reason I’ll eat your food is because I have no choice. Don`t think for a second that I’m impressed by your shitty way of apologizing”“Apologize for what?”God, it felt good to rile her up. I knew what she meant and I knew she could see right through me but I put up my defenses like I had my entire life.I was trying to apologize but not for what she thought. This was my way for apologizing for the fact that I couldn`t go further. For the fact that I didn`t do what my dick was telling me to and let her have it.Fuck that clean shaven pussy like no man had and show her what it meant to have a real man take her to hell and back.She squared her shoulders gazing at me before she said,“Whatever”And she walked down the hall as I watched that ass move away from me.Approximately ten minutes later, she hadn`t dug in to her food and I shouldn`t have cared but I did. I`d seen her naked. I had practically washed off all the dirt on her body and clothed her. If I was being honest, that body needed an extra twenty pounds at the bare minimum.She was unhealthily Victoria model thin which was ironical since her father`s pockets leaked money. If anyone in Miami deserved to be fat it was her. Money technically wasn`t the issue.Hating myself for even asking, I asked,“What`s wrong?”“I don`t eat steak. I`m vegan”That, I had to laugh. Who the fuck didn`t eat steak? It was the greatest thing us shitty humans could have discovered, not forgetting beer of course.“Why? You afraid of eating Bambi or getting fat?”“No, I’m not afraid of eating Bambi. I just don`t like calories, okay?” Yap, she was afraid of getting fat and I couldn`t help but wonder whether it was by choice or something she had been instilled upon.“You are scared of getting fat, aren`t you?” I asked amusedly.“Okay, fine. You are right. My dad doesn`t like me eating such things. Being his daughter comes with a lot of rules”“He`s not here you might as well start digging in”, I said wanting so bad to punch her father wherever he was.Starving his daughter just to make sure she was in the right shape for the public that was just cruel and fucking stupid.“You are twenty-four, Nicole. I`d like to think you are old enough to make your own decisions”I urged. I of all people advised her. It had been long since I advised anyone let alone said nice convincing shit to anyone.“Tell that to my dad”, she smiled warily taking her knife and fork before cutting a piece and putting it into her mouth,And I would tell her father, the very instant that prick got saved from Giovanni`s men I would spit out to his face that his daughter wasn`t a robot he got to boss around but a human being.“Cannon, this is-this is so good”, she said, a mouthful of rice and steak in her mouth.I chuckled watching her devour the food like a kid tasting ice cream for the first time.She was nice when she wasn`t being a brat or acting spoilt or involving her `daddy` every time she tried threatening me.The sound of my phone reechoed before I could tell her that I would have a man to man talk with her dad. Make sure she ate whatever her heart and stomach desired.“Damn it, Nance! Can`t. I got a client. What do you mean Sy has a fever? Fine, I`m on my way over”“Where? Where are we going?”My week couldn`t possibly get worseNICOLE`I DON`T FUCK clients`It was all coming together and I felt like a homewrecker lusting over a married man.“Damn it, Nance! Can`t. I got a client. What do you mean Sy has a fever? Fine, I`m on my way over”That statement ran in my head for more minutes than I could count.Hot muscular grumpy Cannon had a wife and a kid. A kid who had a fever and we were rushing to get to. I didn`t think that a man like him had a family.He didn`t look like the type of man to settle down and as soon as I thought about it, I felt like whipping myself for having a thing for him. Though I couldn`t call it a thing, it was more of a sexual fantasy of having him on top of me, his crude words making me come, his guttural voice making my core drip and his dick.Oh God, that big dick doing sinful very sinful things to me.“You, okay?”He asked and I stayed mute nodding my head. I hated that look of concern in his eyes. No man looked at me like that, like he wanted to worship my body, punish me and someho
CANNONCOME THE FUCK ON. She really thought I didn`t want to fuck her? That was the one thing going in my fucking mind since I saw her naked.And spoilt? Not gonna lie, I thought she was spoilt the very first time I saw her but that changed the minute she tried to bribe me with money and sex with a slightly unsure look on her.Spoilt princesses didn't bribe someone with sex with an unsure face. I had a fucked a few to know the difference between lying and trying to sound tough and she was the lot that was trying to survive by putting up a wall of bad decisions and a trail of bad shit like being naked in a music festival for attention. Plus I doubt she had money to bribe me perse. Her dad was the one funding this whole bullshit babysitting, so money was a no.But sex? I was tempted. So fucking tempted.Guns and sex were my life and I was fucking satisfied but here I was years later, worshipping a pussy like it was the only shit and anchor holding me together.I didn`t think.With her, t
NICOLE“I know that face. He said something mean to you, didn`t he?”“He can be an ass but Callan`s a good man”“Being in the marines made him like that. Once he returned, he didn`t trust anybody and he didn`t let anyone except me get to see the real him”“Whatever he did or said to you, I apologize for it”“You seem like a good girl, Nicole not what those journalists published about you. You don`t look like a junkie to me? Heck, you`ve only said good things about me and my house since you got here”“I saw how you two were looking at each other. I don`t even want to ask why you have his clothes on you but if something`s going on, give him time. Don`t give up on him”Nancy had said all that to me before a stray bullet hit her from the back and she collapsed right in front of me. I had never been so scared and petrified in my whole entire life like at that very moment. Then all hell broke loose when two men appeared behind me gagging me before I could scream and warn Cannon, we had comp
CANNONFUCKIN HELL. I was going to find those motherfuckers and I would kill them.“You’ll have to stay with Noah for a little while”, I touched the kid who hadn’t stopped crying since his mother got pulled up in an ambulance.“I want to go with you, Uncle Cal”And my heart weighed like a fucking stone in my body. I had brought my shit to my sister’s porch and they were fucking paying the price. I shouldn’t have brought her here; I shouldn’t have fucking let my guard down and mixed my work with my personal life.I still had Nance`s blood on my hands and although I hadn’t cried like my nephew, my hands shook. Other people`s blood I could handle but not my sister’s. “Hey, I’ll come back for you, okay? Once I find the men that did this to your mom, I’ll come for you. We like Uncle Noah, right? He’ll protect you till mom gets better”And the kid let go of my leg as Gunner lifted him off the ground taking him in his hands. Tipping his chin at me he took Sy in his car and I fucking let a g
NICOLE“UNCLE GIOVANNI?” The need to run to him was great but my legs remain rooted. The man in front of me wasn’t the same man who’d come to our living room with a bunch of goodies for me and called me his sweet little niece.No, he wasn’t.The man in front of me was something far darker. His eyes glided down my cleavage and remained there the corners of his mouth stretching to a smirk. I stood there feeling as intimidated and as naked as ever. His hooded eyes had this gaze that made me swallow an invisible lump with fear.“You even more beautiful than I remember”, he commented standing up from the overpriced couch, his eyes never leaving mine for a second. The man who’d hit me earlier took a few steps back leaving me under the scrutiny of my supposed not blood related uncle who eyed me like a butcher in a slaughter house.“Uncle Giovanni—I-I don’t understand what’s happening but please let me go. Daddy will apologize for whatever he’s done” Because suddenly everything was clicking
CANNONKILL HIM FOR A SECOND TIME.I felt like killing that piece of shit for a second time as I glanced at her sleeping in my bed like a fucking princess and not the spoilt brat I knew of.I had fucked up the mission but I didn’t give a shit because Giovanni Vincenzo was six feet under. Taking down the sixteen guards at his compound was like a piece of fucking cake.Giovanni was a fool by hiring rookies who couldn’t hold their damn rifles well. Once I got a clear shot, I had shot him. I didn’t give a fuck if Flames wanted to be the one to end the damn bastard’s life or not.The minute I saw his dirty as fuck hands on her, my anger flared and I did the one thing I had come to do in his compound. Shoot his ass.My phone rang and I hesitantly picked it up leaving the bedroom.“What?”“How’s she?”Bad. Worse. Still unconscious.“Fucker didn’t do much damage to her”, I said scrubbing a hand over my face.“Got some bad news, Cannon”When was there not bad news?“One guard escaped. Berkely i
NICOLEMADE THE MISTAKE OF TOUCHIN YOU.Whatever guilt that had eaten me for the past few minutes dissipated into thin air as I glanced at the man in front of me.His gaze unwavering, his dark eyes closed in on me, I felt weak and intimidated. He was mere inches from me and I could smell his aftershave as well as his scent of musk and exotic spice and sex.Oh God, he oozed pleasure, passion, lust...whatever women felt when they spasmed under a man’s touch.I hated him for killing someone for me and I hated myself for bringing a man like him into my life. He didn’t need to be caught with the likes of men like Giovanni and he didn’t need my shit into his life.I was mad that our time together was coming to an end because believe it or not staying with him and challenging him had done me some good. He listened to me when I spoke, he gave me the attention I needed and maybe just maybe, that’s why I was acting like this.He saved me and right now, right here he had declared he didn’t like a
CANNONI’VE NEVER fingered myself. The fuck?She was a fucking virgin? It didn’t take a genius to figure out she was. For the first time since she stood in front of me, I freaking got tongue-tied. Nicole Montenegro, a virgin?I didn’t know whether to back off or to do what my dick was telling me to and fuck her real good. Except, I didn’t fuck virgins. I didn’t do the whole blood thing or assuring a female that it was going to be okay when it wasn’t going to.But fucking through a tight pussy messed with my head. I wanted to be the first one for her as messed up and as crazy as that seemed.“Callan. We don’t have to- ““Anyone ever been inside you?”Her languid eyes gazed at me and she nodded in denial, her cheeks beetroot red and fuck, that was hot.“No”Great. Fucking great because I felt privileged to be the first man to be inside her.“Why?”Her lips quavering with embarrassment, I placed my finger under her chin leveling my eyes with hers.“You saving it for someone special?”I a
CASSANDRA BATESTHREE WEEKS OF INCONSISTENT NAGGING.I was so mad at him, I wanted to kick him in the shins for everything. But hurting him was hurting myself too and I wasn’t prepared for that.The first week Kade had made it clear no woman of his was staying in a walk-in closet carrying his kid and so he’d rented a luxurious penthouse for me.I took it under the one condition I would be paying rent monthly. That was my first mistake, assuming he would even take my money after the lustful and apologetic look he gave me when he left me in my new apartment.The second week was even more stressful. With him showing up at my apartment door with breakfast and baby necessities I didn’t require yet.The third week…Icarus woke up and I had been beyond thrilled knowing I hadn’t somewhat killed him. I visited him everyday and everyday Kade Hawkins was there, waiting for me with a grin and donuts and healthy drinks I hadn’t asked for and I rejected them.Rejected him. Not missing the pained ex
LUCIA AMATOTHEY said when your turn to die came, you could feel it in your bones. Feel it in the way you faded into nothingness not knowing what was beyond death.When that bullet had hit me, somehow that feeling had latched onto me. The feeling of welcoming death and saying goodbye to everything.Yet when I opened my eyes, light stinging my eyes with a vengeance, the last person I expected to see was the love of my life glancing down at me like an answered prayer.“Hey, princess” The smile he wore was enough to tell me everything was okay. I wasn’t dead. We weren’t separated, everything was going to be okay yet…My hand searched for my tummy, the IV needle injected to my hand hurting far worse than a bee sting.“Hey, hey, he’s fine. The baby’s fine”I didn’t realize there were tears in my eyes up until he said that.And when the first tear fell down my cheeks and the rest came crushing like hail, my throat throbbed as I whispered “Sorry” over and over again.I jumped in front of hi
KADE HAWKINS/ CONNORTHERE WAS only so much shit a man like me could take before he went berserk.I was on the verge of losing the one man who I would call my brother. The one man who was more of family to me than anyone else in this shitty world.On the same fucking day, the woman I would have gone to war for dumped my sorry ass. Regretfully telling me she was done with me…for good.And that shit, her tears, her words ate me up, nothing bloody made sense anymore.“She needs a minute”, my brother from another father quipped beside me not knowing the hell I was going through, the sting that was Cassie’s words and the gnawing fact that I had hurt her and I hadn’t apologized to her yet.“She’s done with me”, I muttered and we stood in foreboding silence looking at the theatre doors where Ice’s surgery was still going on.“Good because her handing your ass is your wake-up call to chase after her and earn her forgiveness”, Jr continued, I still couldn’t understand why they all stayed.Jaso
CASSANDRA BATESEVERYTHING HURT.Physically, emotionally, mentally, I wasn’t doing okay even as the doc assessed me for the hundredth time in the night.Seating at the edge of the bed, trying to piece everything together, I was on the verge of insanity and knowing that Icarus was somewhere in this massive hospital trying to hold onto dear life because of me devastated the hell out of me.The doc offered me a wan smile, all I could do was pretend that I wasn’t going mad when the truth of the matter was, I was. Indeed, going mad.“Everything looks fine, Ms. Bates given your um…earlier predicament. A few scratches here and there, nothing major enough to affect the baby. I would recommend a few ointments for the-“I had already tuned him out the minute I heard a word I didn’t think would ever be directed at me.Reality came crushing in and with it so was confusion and happiness and anxiety and everything a person like me who’d just been kidnapped and slapped with a dose of heartbreak coul
ICARUS ‘ICE’ HAWKINSEIGHT YEARS AGO, I WAS THE SAME fucking schmuck working for Lucas Hawkins. A scrawny kid with a maid for a mother, no father, no money, no fucking worth to anybody.And hell, I would have been the same loser all my life after mumsy died of typhoid or some shit of the sort had it not been for HIM.KADE FUCKING HAWKINS. MY GODDAMN SAVIOR. My partner in crime. My brother.The same boss’ son who thought we were equals. The same kid who had everything I never had and hated it.Money. A powerful father. Power. He had it all and the fucking kid hated every inch of it.I envied him. All my eighteen years of being his best friend and I envied everything he had. But apart from envy? I looked up to him. He might have been a sour pussy, hell a pain in the ass but the kid had his heart in the right place, had that urge to do what needed to be done to get ahead in life and I respected that because I wanted it too.And when the kid got his first dose of power, I straight up jump
CASSANDRA BATES“W-WHAT?”A pulsating headache threatened to split my head apart as I winced.I moved my hand…at least tried to anyway because my hand felt numb. Both my hands felt numb and any tiny movement made something rattle against my body.Prior memories of what happened came to my mind all at once upping the headache even further.I was crying, damn it after what had happened with Lucia, Kade and Jace, I had ended up like some hobo on the street crying then…then…My eyes shot open and like someone had knocked my head with a bat, everything came back biting me in the ass.The unwelcomed light ate my eyes without mercy but that’s not what made my heart pulsate madly in my chest.It was everything in my surroundings, it was in the way, my hands, my legs…I was tied up!I was tied up!What was this place…how…oh God what was…I sat in the middle of the largest warehouse I’d ever seen and I would have been at ease if there were other thigs in here but no…it was me alone in a creepy p
JACE `JR` ASHER/ TRIGGERLEFT, RIGHT, FRONT, THE beeping machines haunted me. I hadn’t slept a fucking wink not that it had mattered because the fucking doctors took their time in there.Four hours and counting, they’d completed the surgery but none of them geeky fucks had showed their asses to explain what was going on.How was she?How was my kid?“How are you holding up?” Ontario shot me a passive look and I shot him an equally tired one.Everyone was here but, in all honesty, I felt alone. I felt helpless and most of all I felt like someone had gutted me and yanked my entrails from my body.The chief, Flames, had brought every goddamn man in B&A to console my ass but he’d avoided me entirely and I had a good hunch it was because of the one man no one talked about.My bloody fucking asshole of a brother.The one who’d escaped his grave and unleashed hell on me.I didn’t answer. Ontario lay his arm across my shoulder.“You should have never fallen in love, buddy. Christ, you look wo
CONNOR/ KADE HAWKINSTHE WINSTON BLUE DIAMOND ring THE SIZE OF MY HEAD stared back at me and I could only stare back at it nursing a whole lot of emotions that wracked and unnerved me.I breathed but I wasn’t really breathing.I tried to think but every ticking moment went to what happened yesterday.Stupid. Fucking stupid.Why hadn’t I realized, why hadn’t I—Jr was alive! They all were and I hadn’t searched enough, hadn’t spent every last dime of daddy’s money to look for them.I had been stunned the minute the forty something year old man stared at me like he knew me while ironically aiming a rifle in my damn face.Then as if all the memories that had been caged in a tight little box had been unleashed, I remembered him.Remembered him with my father.Remembered him carrying me in his shoulders telling me…telling me to call him Uncle Jay.And that’s what I remembered; he was Uncle Jay. The cool uncle. The one who pissed my fath—Callan most of the times.And the man who peeked at me
JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/TRIGGER“J-Jace, THE BABY”“T-the baby”Her blood oozed from that spot on her chest I was trying so hard to apply fucking pressure on.Her eyes were dimming and there was nothing I could do as I held her, my hands trying their best to incorporate every single fucking thing I had learnt from B&A about handling a situation like this.“Stay with me, princess. Okay? S-stay with me”My voice croaked; my heart pumped so hard I could hear the blood thrum in my ears with an uproar.She was making it. She was going to make it. The baby was going to make it.She had to. They fucking had to.My hands were bloody, covered with her life, covered with my mistakes, when she opened her lips to speak, I saw life ebb out of her the same way my mother and father’s screams had assaulted my ears as fire took them away from me.“Luce? Lucia? Come on, baby. Don’t, don’t do this. Don’t—”And when my eyes couldn’t see shit, every noise I had tuned out since Lucia’s body went limp in my arms ca