CANNON
FUCKIN HELL. I was going to find those motherfuckers and I would kill them.“You’ll have to stay with Noah for a little while”, I touched the kid who hadn’t stopped crying since his mother got pulled up in an ambulance.“I want to go with you, Uncle Cal”And my heart weighed like a fucking stone in my body. I had brought my shit to my sister’s porch and they were fucking paying the price. I shouldn’t have brought her here; I shouldn’t have fucking let my guard down and mixed my work with my personal life.I still had Nance`s blood on my hands and although I hadn’t cried like my nephew, my hands shook. Other people`s blood I could handle but not my sister’s.“Hey, I’ll come back for you, okay? Once I find the men that did this to your mom, I’ll come for you. We like Uncle Noah, right? He’ll protect you till mom gets better”And the kid let go of my leg as Gunner lifted him off the ground taking him in his hands. Tipping his chin at me he took Sy in his car and I fucking let a growl calling Berkely.“Fuckers shot my sister and took the brat” “Blaze and Pindrop- ““No”, I thrashed. I wasn’t going to let some fucking amateurs handle my business. I was going to go after the fuckers myself if I killed Giovanni myself then hallelujah to my lucky day because shit had just gotten personal.“I’ll take care of it myself”“That’s fucking suicide”, Berkely grunted from the other end of the line.It wouldn’t be suicide if I knew what I was doing. I wasn’t a moron who’d barge in there, guns blazing and shooting everyone. If I did this right, I’d not only rescue the brat but kill all of Giovanni’s men as if it was fucking open season.“It will be a blood bath less than a suicide. Giovanni is about to kill the girl together with her pops while Blaze and Pindrop continue to do the fuck they are doing”“Hey Callan don’t do anything stupid. Come to B & A we’ll work things out”I was never a team player not since I watched my brothers get blown to smithereens. I preferred to work solo and that’s why I joined Berkely’s little side hustle of being bodyguards. Being a bodyguard meant you and the client and not any other way.I had lost my client and I had every right to go rescue her because I was her bodyguard and no one else.“Callan”Berkely practically barked from the other end of the line waiting for a response. I weighed in my options, going there alone would probably get me killed and going with a team there would also get Berkely’s minions get killed. I couldn’t let anyone die on me.Nance was in the hospital fighting for her life because of me and the chances of her making it were next to impossible. If I didn’t play this right, some other person would end up in a hospital bed too.“Cannon you might be a loose cannon but going there alone is crazy and fucking stupid. There’s a kid waiting for you to go back to him”He knew about Sy? When I signed my contract with Berkely my personal details were left out.“I keep tabs on every guy’s family, Cannon I’m not a monster”, he spoke reading my mind before he added, “Your sister is with Snakes and he’s doing everything he can to stitch her up as for your nephew, I know Gunner is man enough to take care of his kid”Fuck, he knew about Gunner and Sy too?“What’s it gonna be? The team’s already here waiting for your grumpy ass to get here”And I hung up, opening the door to my escalade and hoping in, the next destination being B&A. FUCK.“Hey man. Didn’t know you had a sister but she’s going to be okay”, Blaze said the first thing I entered the conference room in B&A. in attendance was that fuck Jason, Pindrop, Holy, Skins and some other fuckers I saw in the Marines few years back.“I warned you she was trouble”, Jason said placing his dirty boots on the mahogany hardwood table, a toothpick in his mouth.Of course, he was right but he didn’t need to know that. Telling him he was right would only boost his already inflated ego that was twice the size of his head.Nicole Montenegro was trouble. Trouble for me. For my job and my fucking family.All my years of being a bodyguard, I had never slipped up. I was fucking good at what I did without putting my family at risk. Few hours with her spoilt ass, my sister was in a hospital God knew where, my nephew with Gunner and I was here playing Robinhood and his fucking merry band of thieves with people like Jason.If I had been thinking straight and not with my dick, I wouldn’t have taken her to my sister’s house. Blaze had some sort of panic house up north safer than my house, I should have taken her there, left her ass and gone to Nance’s place to check up on Sy.Worse, I shouldn’t have pulled her out of the car in my stupid bid to make her have an orgasm in the rear seat. The very minute I let her out of the car, I had subjected myself to the Devil’s wrath. Giovanni probably had cams around the city more than ants and the fucking minute, one camera picked up Nicole’s face, he must have sent his men following us.And all that happened under my watch. Years of training and I didn’t notice a Mc Laren following us. A fucking Mc Laren for God’s sake. Years of training and my head didn’t think for one second that pulling Nicole out of my car was like attracting a whole hive of hornets to myself.As soon as I killed Giovanni rescued the mayor and his daughter, I was done with being her security detail. I would be done with Nicole Montenegro and forget a woman like that existed in my life.“You with us, boy?” Berkely asked and all eyes landed on me.“She ruined you, didn’t she?” Jason pulled up a sly grin.“Do you ever shut up?” I barked but he raised his hands in mid-air as if what I had just said was a fucking compliment.Berkely pulled up a blue print of Giovanni’s estate right by the fucking marina. Flames apparently had called in earlier saying that Giovanni had a new pet and by pet, he meant Nicole. It was still ballsy of him to call instead of using the codes we’d been taught back in the Marines but hey, that was Flames. Ballsy and fucking fearless.“Pindrop did a little air recon on his property and I gotta say it’s not going to be easy”“When is an extraction ever easy”, Holy spoke and I hated to admit with the fucker but he was right.We were talking about Giovanni Vincenzo for God’s sake.Money launderer.Associated with the fucking cartel.A man who gutted people like pigs on a platter.Even the FEDs were after him and they still had nothing solid enough to put his ass behind bars for good.Not only was our mayor stupid for going after a man like that, he had a screw loose. Fucker must have had a screw loose in his head. And that had made his daughter an even bigger target.“Well at least it isn’t downrange. Shit’s hell at downrange”, Jason clipped and everyone took a minute of silence to remember his own shit at downrange.“Sixteen guards on the property. Five at the lanai, three at the docks, two by his side always and the rest man the gate or act subs during shifts. Shifts happen at midnight, three guards at the pool house get replaced every day”, Berkely explained.Two guards by his side, wouldn’t fucking matter to me, I would kill them and get to Giovanni in no fucking time.“Let me guess he’s keeping the Montenegros in the pool house”, Pindrop who had been caught up in his own fucking shit to speak, interrupted.“Must be my lucky day. Working with Flames on the same mission and I fucking get to hear Pindrop utter more than five words?” Jason chuckled, his pretty boy hair swooshing like a fucking barbie.“Yes and no”, Berkely ignored Jason answering Pindrop.“They took the mayor right under our noses but the fuckers didn’t take him to where Giovanni is. At least that`s what Flames says”“What you trying to say?” Blaze shifted in his seat. The same seat that had turned cold the minute Berkely said those words. And then instead of thinking about our mayor who was probably being eaten by ants by now, I thought about the raven-haired beau. This would definitely shatter her.“The mayor’s either dead or they moved him to another location”It was definitely the former. He was dead. Done. Six feet under. There was no in between. If they took him there was only one place to take him and that was at Giovanni’s killer island. Giovanni wouldn’t risk taking him to another location and risk anyone seeing the mayor with his men. He was careful. So careful that even the best in the field of FBIs couldn’t put anything on him.“Too bad, I kind of liked the guy”, Jason countered and I shook my head at his sarcasm.“Then I don’t understand why we are pulling up an extraction plan?” Holy asked and my blood boiled and that wasn’t fucking good.I wanted to lash out that Nicole Montenegro was being held captive by the monster. I wanted to punch Holy’s face in and telling him that Nicole was also a fucking being who needed to be saved. Fortunately, Berkely beat me to it,“Her father paid good money for me to keep her under my protection. Plus, we are Marines first and every civilian life counts”He couldn`t have said it more perfectly.“So, what are we waiting for ladies. Let’s kick some ass and save a damsel in distress”The look on Berkely`s face confirmed what I thought. There was fucking more than he was leading us to believe. Unlike Jason`s stupid comment of the job being fucking easy and rescuing the damsel, my gut told me something was up.“Anything else we need to know?”“Looked into Luis Montenegro`s file and his relationship with Giovanni. They had a squabble six years ago. Nicole Montenegro had just turned eighteen and Giovanni offered Luis a deal”“What deal?” I practically barked.“He wanted Nicole Montenegro for himself”Shit was now FUBAR. Only thing worse than a madman was a madman obsessed with a woman. Fuuck!NICOLE“UNCLE GIOVANNI?” The need to run to him was great but my legs remain rooted. The man in front of me wasn’t the same man who’d come to our living room with a bunch of goodies for me and called me his sweet little niece.No, he wasn’t.The man in front of me was something far darker. His eyes glided down my cleavage and remained there the corners of his mouth stretching to a smirk. I stood there feeling as intimidated and as naked as ever. His hooded eyes had this gaze that made me swallow an invisible lump with fear.“You even more beautiful than I remember”, he commented standing up from the overpriced couch, his eyes never leaving mine for a second. The man who’d hit me earlier took a few steps back leaving me under the scrutiny of my supposed not blood related uncle who eyed me like a butcher in a slaughter house.“Uncle Giovanni—I-I don’t understand what’s happening but please let me go. Daddy will apologize for whatever he’s done” Because suddenly everything was clicking
CANNONKILL HIM FOR A SECOND TIME.I felt like killing that piece of shit for a second time as I glanced at her sleeping in my bed like a fucking princess and not the spoilt brat I knew of.I had fucked up the mission but I didn’t give a shit because Giovanni Vincenzo was six feet under. Taking down the sixteen guards at his compound was like a piece of fucking cake.Giovanni was a fool by hiring rookies who couldn’t hold their damn rifles well. Once I got a clear shot, I had shot him. I didn’t give a fuck if Flames wanted to be the one to end the damn bastard’s life or not.The minute I saw his dirty as fuck hands on her, my anger flared and I did the one thing I had come to do in his compound. Shoot his ass.My phone rang and I hesitantly picked it up leaving the bedroom.“What?”“How’s she?”Bad. Worse. Still unconscious.“Fucker didn’t do much damage to her”, I said scrubbing a hand over my face.“Got some bad news, Cannon”When was there not bad news?“One guard escaped. Berkely i
NICOLEMADE THE MISTAKE OF TOUCHIN YOU.Whatever guilt that had eaten me for the past few minutes dissipated into thin air as I glanced at the man in front of me.His gaze unwavering, his dark eyes closed in on me, I felt weak and intimidated. He was mere inches from me and I could smell his aftershave as well as his scent of musk and exotic spice and sex.Oh God, he oozed pleasure, passion, lust...whatever women felt when they spasmed under a man’s touch.I hated him for killing someone for me and I hated myself for bringing a man like him into my life. He didn’t need to be caught with the likes of men like Giovanni and he didn’t need my shit into his life.I was mad that our time together was coming to an end because believe it or not staying with him and challenging him had done me some good. He listened to me when I spoke, he gave me the attention I needed and maybe just maybe, that’s why I was acting like this.He saved me and right now, right here he had declared he didn’t like a
CANNONI’VE NEVER fingered myself. The fuck?She was a fucking virgin? It didn’t take a genius to figure out she was. For the first time since she stood in front of me, I freaking got tongue-tied. Nicole Montenegro, a virgin?I didn’t know whether to back off or to do what my dick was telling me to and fuck her real good. Except, I didn’t fuck virgins. I didn’t do the whole blood thing or assuring a female that it was going to be okay when it wasn’t going to.But fucking through a tight pussy messed with my head. I wanted to be the first one for her as messed up and as crazy as that seemed.“Callan. We don’t have to- ““Anyone ever been inside you?”Her languid eyes gazed at me and she nodded in denial, her cheeks beetroot red and fuck, that was hot.“No”Great. Fucking great because I felt privileged to be the first man to be inside her.“Why?”Her lips quavering with embarrassment, I placed my finger under her chin leveling my eyes with hers.“You saving it for someone special?”I a
NICOLE“TAKE A BREATH”, he instructed and I took one long inhale as the sharp pain that had appeared out of nowhere got replaced by something entirely unquenchable.Our eyes locked, he shoved deeper. His thick finger started moving inside of me and I moaned loudly like I hadn’t before.“You fucking like that?” he growled and I moved against his finger like a runner in her first fucking million-dollar marathon.My clit throbbed and Cannon was there to make sure I ripped apart in his arms till I was one hot mess. I felt myself about to erupt, I felt his finger drive me to the edge, I was about to-“Don’t”, he warned and I bit my lip in frustration knowing what he meant.“You fucking come when I tell you to come and it sure as hell isn’t now”, he growled before his lips once more left hot kisses against my neck.He bit me, he sucked my skin like it was this sweet nectar he couldn’t get enough of and every time I felt like convulsing and spasming under his touch. When his hot mouth took on
CANNONMOTHERFUCKING FUCK.Fucking temptation is what she was.I never fucking kissed chicks or came in them or rode them bare for that matter.But fucking it all to hell, I had become a man unrecognizable to myself and God damn it, I didn’t regret shit.I wanted to come inside her all-day hell all night or forever for fucking sake. Her head cocked to the side, her innocent eyes took their fill of me and it ate up my six. I smashed my lips with hers, my dick growing painfully hard inside her again.I wanted to fuck her. I wanted to fucking dominate this little body of hers to oblivion.I had had a taste and as perverse as I was, I wanted to fuck her again.Women were my freaking kryptonite long before my asshole of a father taught me what being a man meant. I fucked women and I fucked them hard. I made them submit to me and I lay out all my frustrations in fucking and in giving them mind blowing orgasms but with Nicole?Shit with Nicole? It wasn’t about me cooling off but about me sho
NICOLEI’M SORRY NIX.My body stilled and bitter tears fell down my cheeks in streams. I clutched Luke’s shirt tightly wailing, shrieking, letting out all the pain I felt jabbed in my heart.He was gone, just like that.I was an orphan. I was alone. Mom was gone because of me and dad? The stinging feeling inside my heart told me that I was the cause of dad’s death. He was dead. Lifeless. Soulless. And he had left me behind.“I-I want to see…him”, I struggled to say raising my eyes to the man who had once offered me comfort and love before he broke my heart into a million pieces.His eyes a perfect mix of hazel and green, his hair more lush and brown giving him a pretty boy look, he nodded as if understanding what I was going through. As if just for once he wanted to be with me and actually missed me!His hands cradled my wet cheeks and I snorted feeling a whole barrel of emotions choke my throat. I couldn’t fucking breath.His touch against my skin, we held eyes and he smiled at me so
CANNON“I'M I DOING IT RIGHT, baby?”She wasn’t. She fucking wasn’t and I didn’t have it in me to teach her how to suck dick. Her mouth around my length she slurped on it, her hands clumsily holding my balls like they were fucking lemons.Still, being in the gracious mood I was, I let her do it. I had had blue balls for about a month now. Not fucking had not only messed me up but accelerated my rage.She was everywhere I fucking went. Her words piercing my heart over and over again so much that I couldn’t see myself with another woman but her. Nicole Montenegro ruined my life because I couldn’t forget her.But now I had some pretty good reason to forget her. Blaze sent me some pictures weeks ago. In my silly attempt of trying to check up on her given her father’s demise, I had been the bigger fool.I never hurt her because she fucking had a fiancé before I even fucked her.The pictures of them kissing confirmed it and I felt like a moron running after a woman who had used me to have a
CASSANDRA BATESTHREE WEEKS OF INCONSISTENT NAGGING.I was so mad at him, I wanted to kick him in the shins for everything. But hurting him was hurting myself too and I wasn’t prepared for that.The first week Kade had made it clear no woman of his was staying in a walk-in closet carrying his kid and so he’d rented a luxurious penthouse for me.I took it under the one condition I would be paying rent monthly. That was my first mistake, assuming he would even take my money after the lustful and apologetic look he gave me when he left me in my new apartment.The second week was even more stressful. With him showing up at my apartment door with breakfast and baby necessities I didn’t require yet.The third week…Icarus woke up and I had been beyond thrilled knowing I hadn’t somewhat killed him. I visited him everyday and everyday Kade Hawkins was there, waiting for me with a grin and donuts and healthy drinks I hadn’t asked for and I rejected them.Rejected him. Not missing the pained ex
LUCIA AMATOTHEY said when your turn to die came, you could feel it in your bones. Feel it in the way you faded into nothingness not knowing what was beyond death.When that bullet had hit me, somehow that feeling had latched onto me. The feeling of welcoming death and saying goodbye to everything.Yet when I opened my eyes, light stinging my eyes with a vengeance, the last person I expected to see was the love of my life glancing down at me like an answered prayer.“Hey, princess” The smile he wore was enough to tell me everything was okay. I wasn’t dead. We weren’t separated, everything was going to be okay yet…My hand searched for my tummy, the IV needle injected to my hand hurting far worse than a bee sting.“Hey, hey, he’s fine. The baby’s fine”I didn’t realize there were tears in my eyes up until he said that.And when the first tear fell down my cheeks and the rest came crushing like hail, my throat throbbed as I whispered “Sorry” over and over again.I jumped in front of hi
KADE HAWKINS/ CONNORTHERE WAS only so much shit a man like me could take before he went berserk.I was on the verge of losing the one man who I would call my brother. The one man who was more of family to me than anyone else in this shitty world.On the same fucking day, the woman I would have gone to war for dumped my sorry ass. Regretfully telling me she was done with me…for good.And that shit, her tears, her words ate me up, nothing bloody made sense anymore.“She needs a minute”, my brother from another father quipped beside me not knowing the hell I was going through, the sting that was Cassie’s words and the gnawing fact that I had hurt her and I hadn’t apologized to her yet.“She’s done with me”, I muttered and we stood in foreboding silence looking at the theatre doors where Ice’s surgery was still going on.“Good because her handing your ass is your wake-up call to chase after her and earn her forgiveness”, Jr continued, I still couldn’t understand why they all stayed.Jaso
CASSANDRA BATESEVERYTHING HURT.Physically, emotionally, mentally, I wasn’t doing okay even as the doc assessed me for the hundredth time in the night.Seating at the edge of the bed, trying to piece everything together, I was on the verge of insanity and knowing that Icarus was somewhere in this massive hospital trying to hold onto dear life because of me devastated the hell out of me.The doc offered me a wan smile, all I could do was pretend that I wasn’t going mad when the truth of the matter was, I was. Indeed, going mad.“Everything looks fine, Ms. Bates given your um…earlier predicament. A few scratches here and there, nothing major enough to affect the baby. I would recommend a few ointments for the-“I had already tuned him out the minute I heard a word I didn’t think would ever be directed at me.Reality came crushing in and with it so was confusion and happiness and anxiety and everything a person like me who’d just been kidnapped and slapped with a dose of heartbreak coul
ICARUS ‘ICE’ HAWKINSEIGHT YEARS AGO, I WAS THE SAME fucking schmuck working for Lucas Hawkins. A scrawny kid with a maid for a mother, no father, no money, no fucking worth to anybody.And hell, I would have been the same loser all my life after mumsy died of typhoid or some shit of the sort had it not been for HIM.KADE FUCKING HAWKINS. MY GODDAMN SAVIOR. My partner in crime. My brother.The same boss’ son who thought we were equals. The same kid who had everything I never had and hated it.Money. A powerful father. Power. He had it all and the fucking kid hated every inch of it.I envied him. All my eighteen years of being his best friend and I envied everything he had. But apart from envy? I looked up to him. He might have been a sour pussy, hell a pain in the ass but the kid had his heart in the right place, had that urge to do what needed to be done to get ahead in life and I respected that because I wanted it too.And when the kid got his first dose of power, I straight up jump
CASSANDRA BATES“W-WHAT?”A pulsating headache threatened to split my head apart as I winced.I moved my hand…at least tried to anyway because my hand felt numb. Both my hands felt numb and any tiny movement made something rattle against my body.Prior memories of what happened came to my mind all at once upping the headache even further.I was crying, damn it after what had happened with Lucia, Kade and Jace, I had ended up like some hobo on the street crying then…then…My eyes shot open and like someone had knocked my head with a bat, everything came back biting me in the ass.The unwelcomed light ate my eyes without mercy but that’s not what made my heart pulsate madly in my chest.It was everything in my surroundings, it was in the way, my hands, my legs…I was tied up!I was tied up!What was this place…how…oh God what was…I sat in the middle of the largest warehouse I’d ever seen and I would have been at ease if there were other thigs in here but no…it was me alone in a creepy p
JACE `JR` ASHER/ TRIGGERLEFT, RIGHT, FRONT, THE beeping machines haunted me. I hadn’t slept a fucking wink not that it had mattered because the fucking doctors took their time in there.Four hours and counting, they’d completed the surgery but none of them geeky fucks had showed their asses to explain what was going on.How was she?How was my kid?“How are you holding up?” Ontario shot me a passive look and I shot him an equally tired one.Everyone was here but, in all honesty, I felt alone. I felt helpless and most of all I felt like someone had gutted me and yanked my entrails from my body.The chief, Flames, had brought every goddamn man in B&A to console my ass but he’d avoided me entirely and I had a good hunch it was because of the one man no one talked about.My bloody fucking asshole of a brother.The one who’d escaped his grave and unleashed hell on me.I didn’t answer. Ontario lay his arm across my shoulder.“You should have never fallen in love, buddy. Christ, you look wo
CONNOR/ KADE HAWKINSTHE WINSTON BLUE DIAMOND ring THE SIZE OF MY HEAD stared back at me and I could only stare back at it nursing a whole lot of emotions that wracked and unnerved me.I breathed but I wasn’t really breathing.I tried to think but every ticking moment went to what happened yesterday.Stupid. Fucking stupid.Why hadn’t I realized, why hadn’t I—Jr was alive! They all were and I hadn’t searched enough, hadn’t spent every last dime of daddy’s money to look for them.I had been stunned the minute the forty something year old man stared at me like he knew me while ironically aiming a rifle in my damn face.Then as if all the memories that had been caged in a tight little box had been unleashed, I remembered him.Remembered him with my father.Remembered him carrying me in his shoulders telling me…telling me to call him Uncle Jay.And that’s what I remembered; he was Uncle Jay. The cool uncle. The one who pissed my fath—Callan most of the times.And the man who peeked at me
JACE ‘JR’ ASHER/TRIGGER“J-Jace, THE BABY”“T-the baby”Her blood oozed from that spot on her chest I was trying so hard to apply fucking pressure on.Her eyes were dimming and there was nothing I could do as I held her, my hands trying their best to incorporate every single fucking thing I had learnt from B&A about handling a situation like this.“Stay with me, princess. Okay? S-stay with me”My voice croaked; my heart pumped so hard I could hear the blood thrum in my ears with an uproar.She was making it. She was going to make it. The baby was going to make it.She had to. They fucking had to.My hands were bloody, covered with her life, covered with my mistakes, when she opened her lips to speak, I saw life ebb out of her the same way my mother and father’s screams had assaulted my ears as fire took them away from me.“Luce? Lucia? Come on, baby. Don’t, don’t do this. Don’t—”And when my eyes couldn’t see shit, every noise I had tuned out since Lucia’s body went limp in my arms ca