What…what is he saying?The double date?No, does he plan to-My gaze moves behind him; it’s a slight movement, but he catches it and squats to my height on the floor.Naturally, he steals my focus once more.His hand pulls mine from my mouth. I hadn’t realised how tightly I clasped it against my mouth until he had to pry it off, and my rugged, loud, and disoriented breathing followed through.My eyes shake as I try to calm myself. He kills people on a daily, so my reaction must look so pathetic to him.Still, this is my husband, a cold-blooded murderer who can kill his dead lover’s look-alike without batting an eye.Dear God, please, don’t ever let me be insignificant to this man.“!”I startle and push myself back into the wall when Christopher leans into me."I said call them.”He says with a frown as if not understanding my hesitation.“Tell them that I will come with you, and while there, if you forget your place as a padrino’s wife and let them walk over you..."He drawls and pe
"Don't whisper to my wife. It makes me feel left out."Christopher says from behind me."Oh...no, it's just girls' secrets; surely you wouldn't wa-""She is mine. I get jealous easily."Christopher cuts her off as he places a hand on my waist, tugging me to his side and further from her.No, but why is he like this? At least give me a chance to show you that I can handle myself."Oh, Mr D’Amico, I-I am a woman, I assure you-""Have you slept with women?”He asks rudely."What?"The question seems to ambush her because, with a frown, she turns to me.I shrug my shoulders, and her lips twitch in annoyance.“No, I-”She begins to answer, but Christopher speaks over her again.“I was asking my wife.”What?“Elizabeth?"He calls, realising that I am just as stunned as Juniper is."Have you slept with women?""I...um, once."But I don't like bullying women; I like it better when men cry.But before I can add this, Christopher's hand on my waist tightens, and he stares at her as if to say, ‘D
Christopher chuckles. I think he is enjoying them as a couple.My concern with his enjoyment is that he looks too handsome when he laughs. I keep finding my gaze drawn to him, and I’m not the only one; both Juniper and her husband are blushing.Christopher turns to face me with his smile maintained; when he realises that I am watching him too, his gaze drops to my breasts.My fork clatters on my plate, and my hand immediately covers my mouth to prevent food from spilling as I cough out the food that flew to the back of my throat in my surprise.“Slowly, baby.”Christopher soothes as he uses my choking as an excuse to stroke my bare back.When the coughing subsides, his hand trails lower and lower until it settles on the first curve of my ass.He- he can’t be serious!“Are you-”I try to berate him, but Benjamin clears his throat loudly and fans himself."You know, Lizzy, she doesn't like jewellery, which is probably why she doesn't know the brand. She was very modest in high school, t
Juniper gasps for air when I pull her face away from the falling water.“You crazy bit- ugh!”I force her face once more into the water.“Ah…I guess you still need to cool down.”“Stsbbb..”Her begging comes off gurgled, and it's only when she stops struggling that I take her out of the water and push her backwards.She staggers and supports herself on the artistic wall.Her hair and make-up are ruined; she looks like a drowned rat, even though she is exhaling fumes of anger.“Go ahead, Juniper. I dare you to release the videos. Shit…what were the contents? Was it a lap dance that you manipulated into a reverse cowgirl? That’s fine. Are you really that stupid that you think I hung out with you because I was scared? I am a Lawson, I will destroy you if I even sniff that video online. In addition to being a Lawson, I’m now a D’Amico. Every single business deal keeping your husband earning millions and keeping you tolerating a sex-less marriage, because let's face it, he is getting laid
Wait, why is my heart racing? Is it adrenaline?I ponder as Christopher opens the passenger door for me. His cologne surrounds me as I pass him and he slams the door shut before standing outside and…is he calling someone?Christopher places his hand on the door as he leans to speak on the phone, keeping me locked inside.Yes, adrenaline.It has to be adrenaline that’s making my face flush.I stare at his large frame one last time and whisper to myself, ‘Honey, he is as red as they come, don’t even think about it. You have a son.’With that, my body cooled.If I fall in love with the father of my child and it breaks me because he only thinks about Blair, who will take care of Henry?“I’m already fucked up as it is.”I mutter and lean back in my seat. It is only when the driver’s side swings open and Christopher enters that I realise he is done with his call.“Urgh…I’m exhausted.”I mutter to Christopher.If he heard me, he made no attempt to answer my question.Christopher starts the c
"By the way, can I get a reward for handling myself yesterday?"I ask playfully as I throw my legs on the dashboard and let the breeze flutter my hair.I don’t know why I am so comfortable with him driving after yesterday or why he insists on driving when there are hired drivers, but that’s no reason not to enjoy the ride.There are so many things I want to know about him, mainly about Blair, what he felt after killing Victoria, why this life of crime, and why he has such an easy time killing.“A reward?"He asks as he rests his head on his shoulder and drives with one hand."Yes.""I mean, technically, you were about to leave a loose end."He insists.“I don’t like…harsh methods.”I answer.“And anyway, I already took care of it, so… reward!”I insist.Taz wants forty-six hundred thousand; well, he told me, forty-six hundred thousand or to be his wingwoman, but I’m not hopeful about Christopher letting me go to an S&M club, especially since the dress code is lingerie. Hence, I need t
"I don't smoke. Plus, I'm thirteen."I say as I brush the dirt off my skirt.Todd transferred to my school after we started dating. Hmm, I could have sworn his shirt had holes when we first met.I thought he was poor, but I guess not if he can afford this academy."That's true; I didn't smoke when I was your age either."He says, throwing his hand over my shoulder as we walk.He has new friends that he makes me hang around. I don’t like them; they smoke, drink and talk about everyone as if the rest of the world is garbage.No, I shouldn’t think that; I want to be around him so much that I follow him to the scary group."That was like a year ago; you make it sound like it’s been ages since you were thirteen.”Todd smiles at my response, pulls my chin to his height and kisses me.My first kiss tastes like cigarettes.I don’t feel the need to tell him its my first kiss, I’m sure he knows.~~~~~~~"I... don't think your friends like me.""It's probably because you...ugh, how do I say thi
"Are you crazy?"Even as I scream the question, I can't really hear my voice.I can’t tell if I am loud or if my throat is hoarse because I’m from sleeping. Please let it be the latter.Dear God, don’t let me be loud only for this level of reaction from Christopher; he doesn’t even look at me.Juniper rushes to the groaning man who is curling himself on the ground; there is so much blood on the road.My widened gaze drops to my trembling hands as I examine my body.My summer orange dress is stained red.I can't, I can't do this.I can’t keep living like this! I can’t keep seeing blood…like this.Hot tears fill my eyes as the tremble in my body begins to grow more evident.I want to scream and as if sensing my thoughts, Juniper's scream fills the air."Oh my God, Benjamin, Ben, are you okay?"She asks as she cradles him, not caring that the blood smeared on her clothes."Do I look okay!"He yells and cradles his hand in his stomach.Even though his remark is sharp, it helps me relax, if