Zren woke up in a familiar yet at the same time an unfamiliar dark shady room.
She rubbed her eyes and scanned the surroundings to check if it was indeed her room at the Blue Moon Residence. Her eyebrows knitted together and formed a confused frown.
Lights were switched off, the room was dark and silent, and only the dim silver light of the bright moon shining through the gaps of the long curtains was the source of the brightness.
Confused, Zren got up from the bed and walked toward the floor-to-ceiling windows on the balcony. She tipped her toe to uncover the curtains.
The moment Zren opened the curtains she jolted out of shock when she saw a familiar person standing on the balcony.
The person was none other than, Axis. He didn't notice Zren because his back was facing her, and there was a thin glass separating them from each other.
"Man? Axis?" Zren couldn't help but utter as she touched the glass. She tried to slide the door open but her efforts were in vain. It seemed that it was locked for some reason.
Zren's frown became even deeper because of extreme confusion. Using her palm she tapped the glass door to get Axis's attention.
Axis who was standing on the balcony slowly turned around, his pair of lifeless amber eyes met Zren. He let out a bitter yet sincere smile and mouthed, "Zee, I miss you."
Zren on the other side of the glass door was stunned. Her eyes widened as she realized what was going to happen. Like an angry gorilla who got out of control, she banged the glass door as hard as she could.
"No, no, please stop!" Zren shouted, the organ inside her ribcage was pounding so fast, so fast, that she could hardly breathe. It felt like she was going to run out of oxygen.
Axis smiled at Zren and slowly took a step background. He raised one of his hands and bid his last goodbye to Zren. He took his final step and let his body fall together with the wind.
"Axis!" Zren shouted as she jolted out of her bed. Whole-body was soaked with sweats, making her feel sticky and wet all over her body.
Beads of sweats fell down one after another, from her temple, down to her cheeks and neck.
"D@mn, a freaking nightmare again!" Zren couldn't help but curse as she gasp for air, trying so hard to catch her breath. Her heart was beating so fast as if she was chased by someone for kilometers. It felt like there was not enough oxygen around her to allow herself to breathe properly.
Zren sat on her bed for a few minutes until she finally calmed down and steadied her breathing. Using her fingers she combed her disheveled hair to organize it.
Her emerald green eyes scanned her room and her gaze fell on the clock pasted on the wall. It was only four-thirty in the morning, so early to start the day, however, Zren had no choice but to get up, because she wouldn't able to get back to sleep after all.
Zren went to the bathroom while rubbing her eyes, she was still not fully awake. She opened the faucet, washed her face then started to brush her teeth.
After brushing her teeth Zren stared at herself in the mirror. Her hair was in mess like a bird's nest. There's still morning crust on her eyes and worst she looked like a dead person who just came back to life. She washed her face and wiped it with a dry face towel.
Zren went out of the bathroom and decided to go downstairs so she could make herself a cup of coffee.
When Zren arrived downstairs, she noticed that the kitchen's lights were on. It looked like Yashi was already awake before her. She then walked in and indeed saw Yashi busy cooking something.
Yashi looked at the kitchen's entrance and saw Zren wearing a haggard look. She forced a smile at her and greeted in a hoarse voice, "Good morning Yashi."
"So early? Got a nightmare again?" Seeing how Zren looked so tired, it seemed that she didn't get a good sleep overnight.
Zren wanted to force a smile to say that she was okay however, she failed. There was no point in lying to Yashi after all, so she could only slowly nod her head as she walked closer to the kitchen counter.
Yashi didn't say anything and stayed silent. She stopped what she doing and went to make a glass of warm milk for Zren.
"Here drink this," Yashi said and gave the glass of warm milk she just made.
Zren sat on the chair and silently stared at the glass of milk placed infront of her. She pursed her lips together and didn't say anything.
Seeing Zren's awful state Yashi couldn't help but ask, "Are you really okay?"
Zren glanced at her, eyes were blank and lifeless, not even a single emotion could be seen. She answered in low voice, "I'd be lying if I said I am."
Yashi helplessly stared at Zren, expression full of pity. She let out a hopeless sigh and said, "Zren, eight years, eight years had already passed since Axis was gone. A long time had already passed, and you should know that sometimes we need to move on for the better. Zren, maybe it's time to let go and forget him, trust me it's for your own good."
Indeed, it's been a long time.
Eight years ago, more than two years after the twin was born, a week before Zren's nineteenth birthday, Axis, her one and only bestfriend got involved in a tunnel failure.
And worst there was no survivor, not even a single one. Every people who got stuck in the tunnel never had a second chance to be able to see the morning light again. They stayed in the dark lonely tunnel at the very last moment of their life.
And Axis was one of them. He was one of the casualties in the accident, one of the people who was stuck in the tunnel until their last strand of breath. He was one of them, he died.
A tunnel failure that no one had ever predicted. A failure that ended people's lives and dreams. A failure that crashed people's hearts. It was also the same failure that made Zren miserable all these years. The reason why she always woke up in the middle of the night, was the nightmare that hunted her for so many years up until now.
Axis's death was like a wound that would never heal no matter what medicine Zren would apply. A fresh wound that would always hurt her as if everything had just happened yesterday.
Zren could still clearly remember, at the very same night, hours after the tunnel collapsed Zren arrived at the site. She saw it with her own eyes, Axis's lifeless corpse laying on the ground, pale and cold.
Everything, she could still remember everything as if it just happened yesterday.
Zren's eyes dimmed when she remembered all those memories, she eyed Yashi and said, "Yashi, even though I badly want to forget everything, no matter how hard I try I just can't. Every single night I always dreamed of the same person over and over again, it was none other than, Axis. I'll never be able to forget him, never."
Zren drank all the remaining milk from the glass and walked out of the kitchen.
Since it was still early Zren decided to work out to let out some steam. There was a room in the house that she converted into a small gym, it has some simple equipment for working out.
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It was already five-thirty when Zren was finished. She put everything back in its original places and went to the twin's room to wake them up.
The twin shared the same room but it was divided into two-dimension.
There was a huge back-to-back cabinet separating the two bedrooms. It served as a wall barrier.
Zren opened the door and switched on the lights.
"Get up!" Zren commanded as she walked towards one of the twin's sides, Xhyne. She pulled Xhyne's quilt and lightly tapped his cheek.
His full name?
It was Xhyeianze Praseodymous Mindale.
While the other was Zheparios Reneville Mindale, Zhen for short.
As for why Zren chose those names it was a long story, it was better to save it for later.
"Get up, you will be late for school!"
"Five more minutes!" Xhyne answered, his eyes were still shut, and refused to get up.
"No! I know that your five minutes is equivalent to thirty minutes in normal time, so get up!"
"Later!" Xhyne mumbled and covered his head with a pillow.
On the other side, Zren could only shake her head. She was about to go to Zhen's bed when the bathroom door opened.
Zren was taken aback when she saw who it was. It was none other than Zhen, he was currently wiping his wet head with a towel, it looked like he had just finished bathing.
Zhen was already finished bathing and even wearing his school uniform. It seemed that he woke up very early.
"Come here, I'll help you dry your hair." Zren pulled a chair and let Zhen sit on it. She then helped him dry his hair using the blower.
Zhen smiled and immediately sat on the chair and let his mother dry his hair for him.
"It's done!"
"Thank you!" Zhen gratefully said.
After everything, Zren stood from her seat. She went to Xhyne's side and force him to go to the bathroom.
Then she went to her room so she could also start preparing for work.
The three of them including Yashi ate a simple breakfast together that was cooked prepared by Yashi.
After eating, Zren and the twin got in the car. Since there were not many cars at the moment, Zren hastily stepped on the gas and accelerated the car's speed.
Zhen and Xhyne who was sitting in the back of the car were so thrilled that they started to convince their mom to make the car even faster. However, of course, Zren didn't listen to them, or else if she did, they would get chased by police. She was already at the maximum speed limit after all.
Just after a couple of minutes, soon they arrived infront of the twin's school.
"Take care," Zren looked at them and reminded. "If someone bullied you, don't be afraid to fight back. You guys are not my sons if you let others trample on you. Fight back! Understood?"
"Understood!" Zhen and Xhyne exclaimed in unison, they even saluted at Zren.
"Great!"
Zren then bid a goodbye to her sons and drove to the LLF or Lawless Law Firm.
It was already quarter to seven in the morning when Zren arrived at the LLF.
Just as she was about to enter her office when Vinley, her secretary appeared out of nowhere.
"Big Boss told me that he has something to say to you."
"Later," Zren answered and was about to take a step inside her office when Vinley spoke again.
"ASAP."
Zren faced with a furious expression, she couldn't help but rolled her eyes out of irritation and reluctantly walked towards the Old Man's office.
Zren dashed in and didn't even bother to knock on the door.
"Vinley said you have something to say? What is it?" Zren directly said and didn't beat around the bush.
The LLF's Big Boss or other should say, Louzvent Lawless, the other of the firm.
"Here," Louzvent who was sitting on his swivel chair, extended his arms and gave a small black envelope the size of one adult palm to Zren.
Zren's eyebrows knitted as she reached the envelope. She opened it and only glanced at it for a few seconds.
It was an invitation. A party invitation to be exact.
Zren was too lazy to read the content so she just directly asked the Old Man, "What's this?"
Louzvent opened his mouth and was about to answer when Zren interrupted.
"I know it is an invitation, what I want you to tell me is the details."
Louzvent nodded and let matter off, but deep inside his mind, it was the opposite. Zren was already getting on his nerves.
"Someone invited me to a special event but I can't go since it is my daughter's birthday so I want you to go in my stead."
Zren's eyebrows even more furrowed, "Why me?"
"It's because you are the most suitable person for this event," Louzvent explained.
"Can't you send other people? There are so many people in the firm, I'm busy?"
"Do you think I would send you if I have other choices? Everyone is busy." With Zren's trouble-making skills Louzvent was reluctant to send her to the party but, he had no choice. If it was work-related then he was willing to send anyone. However, it was a personal one.
The host of the party was one of his old colleagues and it would be a bad decision if he didn't go so it was better to send someone as his representative.
After all, his daughter's birthday was more important than any socializing event.
Zren was thinking if she would go or not because there must be another reason why the other people in the firm were not allowed to go. Suddenly she thought of a brilliant idea.
The corner of Zren's lips slowly curved up which made Louzvent uneasy.
"Big Boss, tell me first the truth, why I am the one you want to go to?"
Louzvent let out a deep sigh, as expected Zren was able to see through his intention.
"It's like this, that party is hosted by my old colleague, he and his wife will be celebrating their silver wedding anniversary and I am invited. Originally it will go, but, the problem is that my daughter's birthday happens to be the same day," Louzvent explained.
"Okay fine, I'll go, but on one condition?"
"What is it?" Louzvent asked in a low serious voice, he had a strange feeling but he didn't know what was it. However soon he knew the answer.
"You'll approve my application for one month's leave next month."
"One month?!" Louzvent uttered in surprise.
"It's up to you, if you don't want to then just forget the party."
Louzvent sighed in defeat and reluctantly nodded. "Fine, fine."
Zren let out a victorious smile and immediately walked out of the office.
When she arrived at her own working space, she sat on her customized gaming chair.
Indeed what she was using was not a swivel chair but a comfy gaming chair. It was comfortable at the same time cool.
Zren threw herself on the chair and rotated herself as she took out the invitation that the old man gave to her earlier.
Staring at the party invitation, Zren's eyebrows couldn't help but furrow.
She had a weird feeling that something would happen tomorrow but she didn't know what was it.
"Weird, why do I keep having a feeling that I'm gonna regret my decision?"
The next day, Zren packed her things and sent Zhen and Xhyne first to school before going to the place of the event. The event was held at the Casa de Verhillo a prestigious hotel located outside Central City. After Zren graduated college from the Sevirillo State University, she, Yashi, and the twin moved to Central City because of a job opportunity. With Zren's innate talent and high IQ, it was not hard for her to find a job. Soon she got a job at the number one law firm in the country, however, just after staying there for a few hours, she was immediately fired on the spot. As for why? She just offended a person she was supposed not to. That was how she found the Lawless Law Firm, she could still clearly remember what she did just to get a job. It was one of the most embarrassing but at the same time one of the most memorable experiences she had. As said earlier, Casa de Verhillo was located outside the Central City, it was three hours drive at normal speed, but for Zren's spe
Zren wore the off-shoulder satin dress she bought earlier and paired it with a black pointed strap heels sandals that she brought with her. Her wavy galaxy blue hair was tied into a clean half-bun making her even more gorgeous than before. Zren was holding the "gift" in one of her hands. As for what was her gift? It was the rice wine she got from the Nio's shop. A few hours earlier after she went back from buying clothes, she called the hotel's management to request some things such as black cardboard, scented papers, glue, scissors, paint, and other art materials. Using her creativity and with a little bit of help from do-it-yourself or DIY video tutorials posted on the internet, Zren started to create an elegant and expensive-looking packaging for the cheap unbranded wine she bought. She maximized her creativity even though she was not that good at making crafts. After making a paper bag out of the black cardboard, she next created a box for the two bottles of wine. After a
The sudden kiss shocked Zren to the core. She wanted to struggle however, the man was gripping both of her wrists pinning her against the hard wall. There was a large gap between a woman's and a man's strength after all. It was clear who was stronger between them. Just as the person was about to explore her mouth, Zren took a deep breath and bit the man's lower lips as hard as she could. Her canine teeth pierced through the man's lips causing it to blood severely. "F*ck!" Weidon hissed when he felt a stinging pain in his lips. He let Zren go and touch his wound, it was deep and bleeding non-stop. Zren pushed the man and slapped his right cheek using her fullest strength. The impact was so hard that it echoed within the empty hallway, there was even a handprint left on Weidon's left cheek. Zren covered her lips with her palm and stared at Weidon, eyes were full of disbelief. "Omo, my first kiss!" Zren mumbled to herself, her tone was full of grievance and frustration. The
On the top floor of the headquarters of Galcon Development Corporation, Weidon was inside his office, sitting in a swivel chair. He was wearing a formal suit together with his cold and serious demeanor. Infront of Weidon was his secretary, Secretary Lemur, holding a couple of papers looking serious. "Sir these are the lists of the people who attended the event held in Casa de Verhillo. There's no one named Celestine Zaliarde in the list." He gave the stapled papers to Weidon. "Are you sure?" Secretary Lemur nodded. "Yes Sir, I've checked the list myself many times there is really no one named Celestine Zaliarde." "The CCTV footage?" Before answering Lemur fixed his crooked eyeglasses and said, "The room that the woman in the video walked into was rented by an anonymous person. There is no name or anything else. It seems that the person has a strong connection in the hotel." Little did the two know that the one who reserved the room was Louzvent's secretary. He used an anonymou
Zren was still furious and mad because of those two old men, so she just decided to bury herself to do her never-ending work. The time passed by quickly. Zren was immersed in her work that she didn't even notice Vinley entered her office. Vinley knocked several times however Zren didn't respond so he just opened the door. Vinley saw that his boss was busy looking at the stacks of thick papers on placed on the table. To get her attention, he decided to knock on the table instead. Zren looked up and saw Vinley. She frowned as she asked impatiently, "What?" Seeing that his boss was in bad mood, Vinley didn't beat around the bush and explained briefly, "I just want to remind you that, at one in the afternoon, we need to attend Mrs. Panelo's ribbon cutting ceremony for her newly opened boutique shop." "Huh? Mrs. Panelo? Ribbon cutting ceremony? What the heck are you talking about?" Zren asked, shocked and confusion was written all over her face. She had no idea what Vinley was talki
"Tell me Zren, just what the heck did you do?" Vinley asked as they walked away from the lady's room. "I didn't do anything, okay? The moment I stepped out of the CR, that Weidon suddenly gripped my arms, and I don't know why," Zren explained to Vinley. It was the freaking truth, all this time it was Weidon who was bothering her. She didn't even know what she had done to catch that pervert's attention. "Next time, if you ever meet Weidon again, please stay away from him. He's not the type of person you can afford to offend." It was him who kept bothering me! Zren wanted to say those words however she choose not to. It was better to keep the matter just by herself. "Fine, fine, I will," Zren agreed and went back to their designated seat with Vinley.———— It was already five in the afternoon when the ribbon-cutting ceremony had ended. "D*mn I thought that ribbon-cutting ceremony will only consist of cutting the ribbon. I don't know that it will take hours before cutting the freak
Zren and the twin were now obediently sitting on the large sofa, while Yashi who was furiously mad, was standing infront of them. "Do you guys know what time it is?" Yashi pointed to the wall clock on the top of the tv. The three of them followed Yashi's fingers, when they saw the clock, they all nodded in unison. "It was already one in the morning! Instead of sleeping, you guys are here, watching a useless horror movie!" The trio all lowered their heads, avoiding Yashi's furious face. "And you Zren!" Zren who was sitting between Zhen and Xhyne subconsciously shuddered when she heard her name. She nervously bit her lower lip while waiting for Yashi's scolding. "You are their mother, you should be the one who is responsible for them, but instead you are even the one who's leading them astray!" Zren didn't know what to reply so she just continued to stay silent. "It's already one am, let's just talk later, you guys should sleep and rest first. We will continue later when you gu
Since Zren finished her work on time, she went home early. And texted Yashi that she would be the one who would pick up Zhen and Xhyne at their school. Sometimes when Zren was not available, it was Yashi who would be going to pick them up. However, since she didn't need to work overtime today, Zren had time to fetch her sons at school. Zren parked her car in the designated space, she checked the time and it was just four pm while the end of the twin's classes was four-thirty in the afternoon. Zren got out of her car and waited for the twin to go out. After leaving work, she changed into her casual clothes, a t-shirt, jogging pants, and white sneakers. Her galaxy blue wavy hair was tied into a half bun. Zren played with her cellphone while waiting for her sons when she felt that someone was looking at her. It was not just a single person but many. Zren put her phone back in her jogging pants' pocket and looked around. Sure enough, people who passed by kept glancing in her direct
Weidon forgot how to react at the moment, he sat on the bench with a back, not moving or even blinking his eyes. He wanted to open his mouth to say something, but he couldn't bring himself to do it, as if an unknown force was stopping his body from doing anything.At that very moment, it seemed that his world was frozen; everything that surrounded him stopped moving, he couldn't hear or respond to anything, and his connection to the outside world was blocked.Weidon did not expect Zren to make such a sudden, bold move. He thought that she must at least do some preparation. However, it turned out that everything came in an entirely different direction.The direction that he least expected the most.To say such things as if they were just a piece of irrelevant information was truly unexpected; Weidon was not prepared at all.Snapped!Weidon was pulled back to the reality when he heard a crisp snap of fingers.He blinked a few times to regain his focus, only to see Zren's pale long finger
When they arrived at their destination, the four of them got out of the car."Seaside!" Xhyne exclaimed in excitement the moment he saw the crystal blue water from the distance.Without waiting for anything, he pulled his brother to the play on the seaside.Zhen didn't resist and let his twin pull him. Even though he did not say anything, he could not hide his shining eyes. They were bright and full of excitement."Do you guys often come here?" Weidon asked as he looked around. Based on the twins’ expressions it was not the first time they went to this place."Not that much. We only visit here if I have free time."Their surroundings were quiet and peaceful as there were no other people other aside from them.Weidon and Zren sat on a bench facing the sea.The sun started to settle turning the blue sky into a blazing fiery red sea of clouds. The water reflected the light from the ball of fire, making the water seem to shine like colorful glitter. The sea was calm and small waves crashe
Truth be told, Weidon and Vinley actually knew each other, however, they were not acquainted with each other or had any close interaction before.Their family just belonged to the same circle of business, so they met a few times now. However, as for why a young master of a pretty well-off family was here working as a secretary for someone, Weidon really didn't know.But that was not the main issue right now, because if something got out of Vinley's mouth regarding Zren and him, Weidon was sure that in no time, troubles would be able to find their way in knocking on his door.If Vinley spoke outside even a little bit, those people who were watching him would soon gonna know and try to dig deeper about this matter, and worst the twins would be going to be found.As much as possible Weidon didn't want to let the public know about Zhen and Xhyne's existence in the meantime without drafting a concrete plan about the matter. There were so many things that he needed to consider and one of th
Whenever Zren remembered Celestine, her bad temper would always act up and the blood in her vessels felt like they were boiling in extreme anger. Her patience was as fragile as a thin strand of hair that could easily be snapped into two.Her anger towards that woman was immeasurable to the point that whenever she heard the name of that person, her anger issue would skyrocket to the extreme, enough to reach a place outside the earth.Even though it had been a decade, there was no way Zren would forgive that woman.After everything she had gone through because of her made Zren impossibly forget those dark bitter memories. "Stop bringing that woman into the conversation, I don't have time to listen to anything bullshit about her." Zren turned her back to Weidon and continued to search in the bookshelves.After some time searching, she finally found what she was looking for.Out of the bunch of books displayed on the shelf, Zren pulled out a thick brown album and held it in her hand.Bec
The happenings flashed way too fast, and before Zren could react, Weidon's strong palm was already gripping her jaw and forced her to look him in the eyes.She really didn't expect that he would be going to react this way, it looked like his patience wasn't enough to endure everything for a long time just as she first expected.Zren knew that Weidon still highly doubted her identity. He thought that she was just making up another identity to fool him again.That was why earlier, Zren didn't act aggressively and chose the calm friendly approach. She acted dumb and playful when talking while purposely letting Weidon run around in circles.Weidon's main objective was to know the twins' identity, he wanted to know who their father was if it was him or what.However, since Zren set the momentum the moment she entered the room and didn't give Weidon a chance to speak what was in his mind, the topic diverted from the twin to her identity.Zren thought that Weidon was a hard bone to chew that
The call had ended for almost five minutes now, however, Zren was still gripping her phone tightly even though the person she was talking with had already hung up.Zren didn't need to ask herself for the second time because the moment she realized what the other person meant, she knew who it was.Of course, who could it be if not Weidon?But what amazed her was that Weidon's connection was so fast, he immediately obtained her personal contact information in less than a day, just a few hours to be exact.The way he called early in the morning even though the sun had yet to rise completely meant that Weidon was so eager to know everything.He had just seen the twin last night and now he was so impatient that he called first thing in the morning disturbing Zren's good night's sleep.Even though Zren's body still wanted to lie down and go back to sleep, her brain wasn't cooperating. No matter how she closed her eyes, her mind was still running, thinking about possible things that may happ
When they reached their home, Zren accompanied the twins until they fell asleep, making sure that they were okay.After she confirmed that the two were already fast asleep. She exited the room and went downstairs.The lights were already off so the whole house was dark and silent. Only the dim light from the moon that pierced through the cracks of the curtains slightly lit up the place.When she reached her destination which was the kitchen, Zren didn't turn on the lights, instead, she used her phone's flashlight as a guide.She then opened the fridge and took out several cans of flavored liquor and some chips from the cupboard.Placing the things she just gathered on the counter and sit beside them, Zren opened a can of beer and the packaging of the chips.In the depth of darkness, Zren stared at nothing, she just silently continued to eat and drink with an uncaring blank expression.Her mind was full of thoughts, both good and bad. They confused and fogged her clear mind making her
A child’s frustrated scream echoed throughout the hallway as two kids who exactly looked like each other exited the bathroom, running in Zren’s direction.One was wearing a grumpy expression, his eyebrows met with each other as he threw a sharp glare at the boy who exactly looked like him.“He kept interrupting me to pee! I hate him! He kept banging the door even though he knew I was inside!” Zhen aggrievedly told his mom about Xhyne’s annoying tricks. He buried his head in Zren's stomach to hide his teary eyes.“Hehe, s-so are you still able to pee?” Zren asked pretending that everything was fine while trying to look calm. Even though right now her heart was thumping like a wild boar inside her ribcage. She was freaking nervous!Meeting Weidon here was the last thing she ever expected!This damn destiny was really messing with her.Zren pulled the twins near her and squeezed their hands to comfort herself. She looked at Weidon whose expression was unexplainable.His eyes were glued t
Zren leaned on the back of her chair and put both of her feet on the table. She played with the pen on one hand and used the other to hold her phone.“So you guys finally know the truth. Finally.”“How did you know?” Weidon replied with a question.Zren smiled and looked outside where she could see the small-looking building of Weidon’s company from her point of view.“Why don’t you guess? I don’t think you need a clue, I know you’re smart enough to figure it out.”The moment Zren let go of those words, Weidon’s gaze automatically fell on the flash drive plugged into the laptop. He took it out and sure enough, there was a small device plastered on it.Saven was about to curse when Zren spoke again.“I already proved my identity. I am not Celestine so let’s stop this hatred thingy. I don’t know you, you don’t know me. End of discussion.”Zren was about to end the call when she remembered something.“Anyway, Elcid, let’s just meet some other time, I have something to do later.”She swor