Amanda
We drove to the company in silence. Jason had an important meeting to attend. The driver was going to drop him off, then take me to my grandparents. I wanted to see them as soon as possible, else, I would go crazy with thinking and worrying. "What's on your mind?" Jason looked up from his phone and stared at me emotionlessly. I had not yet recovered from the shock of his sudden desire to make reckless love to me a few hours ago, but the thoughts of Lena occupied my mind and kept me from dwelling on it. "Nothing," I smiled wryly, hoping he'd let the conversation die, because I was in no mood for a chit-chat, especially not with him. "You've met Lena, haven't you? Why aren't you asking me anything?" I wondered why he was bringing Lena up. I had clearly avoided having any conversation concerning her with him. "I have nothing to ask," I said briefly, not bothering to look at him. "You're learning to mind your business," he laughed, throwing his hand with abandon, then, he took my hand and squeezed it, as though he were trying to hurt me. Well, he succeeded, "Pay no attention to us, just play your roles as a good housewife. After all, that was the reason I married you." I struggled to free myself from his painful grip, and when I didn't succeed, I bit him hard, which made him scream in pain. The driver looked back momentarily but continued to drive. If he had interfered, he'd lose his job for sure. Jason grabbed my neck with his two hands after he had recovered from the shock and pain of the bite. It was the first time I had retaliated to his violence. I didn't know what gave me such courage, but I was thankful for it. I gasped for air, flailing my arms and begging with my eyes to be released, but Jason wasn't having any of it, "It seems you've grown wings, Amanda," he pressed harder, "you now challenge your husband, you filthy thing," his face was scrunched up, and his lips were pursed with determination. He was clearly disgusted. "I wouldn't have any of this, anymore," he said, and continued, "Today, I'd kill you and send you to your dear father," I noticed that the driver had stopped by the side of the road, but I knew that he was too scared to help me. He wouldn't just lose his job if he did, Jason would also do everything to ruin his life, generally. "J_Ja," I gasped for air. I could see my own death right before my eyes." "Shut up, you bitch!" He repositioned himself on top of me in the car, making sure we were both lying down, and then he kissed me, licking my tears, and smiling sinisterly, while still choking me as though his life depended on it. There was a knock on the car door, and Jason left me immediately. He quickly used a scarf that had been lying carelessly in the car to cover my mouth as I coughed vigorously, struggling to catch my breath, but I could barely notice. I was sinking into oblivion, and I was vaguely aware of my surroundings… "Open this door, Sir," a man's voice rang out from the driver's window, but Jason wasn't having it. I felt him inject me with something. Whatever it was caused me to be unconscious immediately, because I was unaware of my surroundings, instantly. ******** I woke up with a slight headache, hungry as ever! I was about to get down and go and freshen up when I noticed the driver still sleeping with his head bent slightly at the edge of the bed. That was when it hit me. I was at the hospital! Everything that had happened hours ago, in the morning, flooded into my memory. I must have slept for a long time because the room curtains were raised up, and it was very dark outside. As I made to step down from the bed, the driver woke up. "Ma'am, you're up,' he sighed with relief, and I could see that he must have been very worried. My makeup had been cleaned off, and there were obvious bruises on my face and neck, "how are you feeling?" He helped me up and I sat upright on the bed, just a few meters away from him. He held on to my hands as though his life depended on it. It was the first time I paid keen attention to him. I didn't know his name yet, but I had resolved to quit being passive about the people who worked for Jason. I needed to understand what was really going on. The driver looked to be in his early thirties. He had on a white designer's T-shirt and blue jeans. He wasn't as hairy as Jason, but he had a beautiful face, you could almost mistake him for a lady, easily. He had the beauty of a woman and he looked pretty delicate. "What's your name?" "Anderson," he said and adjusted properly on his seat, "you've been asleep for twelve hours. I had to step out to get changed and get you something to eat at some point." He was sweet and very kind, but I wasn't sure if it was all right to trust him. Maybe Jason put him up to this… "I know what you're thinking," he said gently, "but Jason didn't ask me to do anything. He actually told me to take you to the hospital and return to the company shortly after; however, I couldn't. You needed someone by your side." I smiled weakly and felt a sharp pain in my neck. "I'll get the Doctor," Said Anderson who returned right after with a middle-aged woman trailing after him. "How are you feeling? You were unconscious for some time," she took my hand and felt my pulse while looking at her wristwatch. "I'm fine, Doctor," I said, trying to fake a smile. "What happened?" She persisted, "What brought you to the hospital?" "Well, she..." Anderson began to talk, but I cut him short abruptly. "I'd rather not talk about it, ma'am," I said, hoping she'd let the matter die. "You're covered in bruises young lady. Were you involved in a fight, or did someone beat you up?" "Doctor, I'm fine. If you think I'm better and it's safe for me to go, then I would leave first thing tomorrow morning." Seeing that I wasn't going to give in and talk to her, she stopped trying. Her eyes darted to my stomach and she said, "Are you aware that you are pregnant? You're probably some days gone. You should be careful. You don't want to lose your baby. You can leave in the morning. I'll give you some drugs and ointment before you leave." Pregnant? How? How can it be? The last thing I wanted was to be pregnant with Jason's baby. No! This can't be happening!JasonWith my hands inside my side pockets, I took long strides towards my office which was just upstairs.I reflected on the events of the previous night and a sigh escaped my lips. What a wrong timing! Lena could literely act as though she was dumb sometimes. When I finally reached the office, I opened it swiftly and entered, immediately settling down behind my working desk.I brought out my phone and checked if my wife had left me a text or if she had called, but I found nothing.Lena had been filling in as my personal assittant for as long as I can remember and I knew that she was going to walk in any moment.The door slid open and a lady in a blue suit walked in briskly. She walked up to my walking desk, then leaned in to kiss me.“Not now, Lena!”Lena jerked upwards and took a few steps backwards. She stared at me long and hard, wondering why he seemed off this morning.“Why are you here?” I ask with a calmer voice as I stared up at her from my laptop, a faraway look on my face
AmandaI woke up to the blinding splash of sunlight from the partially opened curtains. I spread out my hands in an attempt to feel for my husband, but I felt the ruffled bedspread and duvet, instead.He is not here!I breathed out a huge sigh of relief, then sat up carefully and felt for my hair bonnet. It must have fallen off while I was sleeping.The memories of last night came flooding in without a filter… Lena's abrupt visit and audacity and Jason's stinging slap against my left cheek left his imprint on my cheek.Then, his persistent advances after he had entered our bedroom last night. When I did not oblige, he forced himself on me and had his way.I tried to stand up and walk towards the dressing table but my legs felt wobbly. Hence, I took slow but calculative steps until I reached the dressing table. One look at the mirror, and I could see that the hand imprint Jason had left on my left cheek last night was gone.“Phew!” I exhaled loudly, as relief washed over me. At least t
AmandaI looked up as soon as I heard Lena's voice. How could a woman be so shameless and bold?I felt like running inside my room. I was not sure that I had the nerve to talk to Lena the way that I really wanted to. However, on second thought, I decided that I would not. “You do have guts, Lena! What are you doing in my house by this time of the night?”I stood up consciously because I didn't want it to be obvious that I was actually trembling from head to toe.Actually, my reassurance was that Suzie was in the house. I could never do this if it were just my husband, Lena, and me in the house because they would definitely not let me go scot-free.Lena's shrieking laughter brought me out of my reverie.“You are just Jason's wife in name, and you know it! Do you not have self-respect? I really can't understand why you are still in this marriage when it is clear that my man does not love you,” Lena finished in one breath. She flipped her hair backward, and I could see the heavy makeup s
Jason “I'm sorry, Suzie, truly, I am,” The doctor started and I could feel a smile begin to form at the corners of my mouth, but I struggled to appear neutral and emotionless throughout.The doctor leaned forward a little bit until her clasped hands were resting on the table, directly in front of her. She tapped on the table slowly, as though she was trying to show off her well-polished, beautiful nails. We sat a few meters away from her, just directly opposite her.“We tried everything we could, but Mark couldn't make it,” She finished off in one breath. It seemed as though she was avoiding making eye contact with either of us.I looked sideways at my sister. I couldn't tell what she was thinking or feeling, because she didn't wear her emotions on her face. I looked down at her hands which she placed on her thighs, and noticed that they were trembling. She tried to steady them by pressing on her fingers and taking deep breaths, but it seemed those hands had minds of their own.“Than
Amanda The moment Jason and I walked into the house, the sweet aroma of dumplings wafted through my nose. I knew instantly that my sister-in-law was in the kitchen. Suzie came out, so I dropped my bag on the chair and went into her open arms in an embrace.“Why are you wearing such a long face?” She asked me.“I am very tired, Suzie,” I said. “I just want to have a hot bath, eat, and go to bed. I had a very long day.”“Yeah, you are right,” Suzie said. “I'll make you and my brother, Jason, some snacks to eat, first. Just go and freshen up, first, okay?”“So, you can see me, after all?” I heard Jason say as I walked up the stairs to my room.I hurriedly pulled off my clothes and kept them in the basket. I planned on doing the laundry the next day.Next, I removed my jewelry carefully and dropped it in one of my cute little jewelry boxes. When I was finally fully undressed, I entered the beautifully colored and scented bathtub and lowered myself until the water was at the length of m
SuzieI couldn't believe my eyes. I pinched myself lightly to be sure that I wasn't dreaming, and I felt a slight pain on the spot.I looked sideways and noticed that my brother was observing me closely. It looked as though blood drained from his face because he looked unusually pale. His eyes kept darting here and there as though he was looking for reassurance that I would be fine.“Did you invite him over?”My brother asked me.“No, I didn't,” I replied. “I didn't even give him the address of this place. I'm as shocked as you are, Jason.”… But then, the voice from the door interrupted us.“P– pl— please, th– the door,” the person at the door slurred. Jason and I exchanged quick glances before Jason checked the door again.“I don't know… it feels as though he were hurt or something.” I felt a painful churn in my stomach, and my legs felt wobbly.“S– Suz– Suzie, pl– please,help me!” With my heart on my sleeve, I didn't think twice before I brought the passkey and opened the door.H