Amara POV
“Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, untouched. My own mate. The rogue scoffs next to me, his glare heating my neck before I meet his eyes. Hatred glares back at me, in what world did a rogue…that I saved…have the right to loathe me so much. Was it not enough that I gave her my own blood, that my blood runs through her veins even now. That she was to be named the next alpha. My birth right gone. Any memory of my mother gone. I was ready to be erased as was my mother; I was ready to remain here, to accept my fate…I found a way to endure this pack. To remain the outcast because I had Jason. But now she wants to take that from me too. “No!” I lowly growl out, my hands clenching by the side. The pain from my wrist shoots up my arm, the repeatedly reopened wound serving as a reminder that they have already taken too much from me. “Excuse me?” “I said no.” “No?” Father roars at me, his shoulders curling over as he adopts a predatory stance. “Father, I’ve been willing to follow your orders, to sacrifice what I can for the sake of the pack. But, Jason, I cannot give up Jason.” I will not, he’s the only innocent untainted part of my life. Everything I had done at Father’s request was to protect my bond with Jason. It would be unthinkable for me to give him up, he’s the only reason I haven’t given up. He is the only good thing in my life that makes it worth living. Oddly, the rogue takes a sidestep towards me, his eyes focused solely on Father who looks as if I had punched him in the chest. It is the first time since I was 14 years old, that I have defied him. Refused his request. I’m waiting for the onslaught, my breathe caught in the back of my throat as I prepare for not only verbal but physical repercussions. “Very well…” Stepmother’s voice comes sweetly behind me. “You cannot force her Harald; we will think of another way. It’s not as if the other alphas will mock Catherine…they know she has more to prove than anyone.” Her words are meant to sound sweet, supportive. But I can hear the manipulation within them, the controlling approach that Father continues to fall for. Is this what some fated mates do for one another. I refuse to let Jason and I be like them. “If any one dare mock our daughter, the future alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack, I would fight them to the death. If that is what she wants…for harm to fall upon me.” My head spins at my stepmother’s words. I never said such a thing, it never crossed my mind. “Harm? Is that what you want…for your mother to be injured…even killed?” “I didn’t say that..” I utter out, my previous words being twisted. “But that’s what will happen. It’s not up for negotiation…you will accept this. You are dismissed.” His domineering voice echoes off the office walls, his decision made. “Father please.” I take a step forward towards him, my hands clasping together in a praying gesture. “You are dismissed!” He roars at me with such ferocious venom that is knocks me back, the full weight of his aura behind his command. I have no choice but to leave, my neck turning into a silent submission. It’s sacred, the mate bond is sacred. He cannot force me or Jason to give one another up. Why can’t Catherine just reject the rogue and find a new mate, a chosen mate. Why do I need to be involved. Why would she want to trade me for Jason…as much as I love him, he was only a barman. He trained with the warriors, but he hadn’t ever risen through the ranks, he kept to guard patrol on the borders. That’s what I loved about him. He wasn’t ambitious, he was pure, kind…she wouldn’t want him…surely. Even if they demanded it, he wouldn’t give in. He loved me too much; he would fight for me. I couldn’t sleep, my mind was spiralling out of control. I needed to find Jason at the break of dawn, I needed to see him, to warn him. I knew he would be heading to the borders for the morning shift. I had been watching the clock all night, unable to reach him through the mind link which was common for pack members sleeping. As soon as the clock hit 5am, I jump out of bed, reaching for my door handle…only to find Catherine staring back at me. “Where are you going?” She asks, her body resting against the wall as she types away on her mobile phone. Not even glancing up at me. “I..” “Going to find Jason?” She moves off the wall, finally pocketing her phone in her dressing gown and looking up at me. Was it that obvious where I was going. “He’s not at the borders this morning. Besides, you can’t possibly think he would go against his own alpha for you? Make his entire family hated within this pack…outcast them?” “I don’t expect you to understand what we have with one another.” My jaw tenses as I choose my words wisely, biting down on my tongue to not say what I really want. I just need to find him, to warn him. I walk past her, not willing to fall for her games. “I doubt its anything compared to what we have… ” Her words stop me dead. An ominous sensation hitting me, making it hard to breathe. What did she mean by that. Lies, more lies I try to calm myself. Not rise to the bait. “What do you mean?” I turn, pretending to not give a damn. “Really, are you that naïve?” She coldly smirks out, her fingers moving back into her pocket as she pulls out her phone. “Now I really don’t want to show you…it would be too cruel.” “Show me what?” I seethe out, anger starting to rise within me. What was she insinuating. “Oops, I’ve already said too much.” She sarcastically places a hand to her mouth, pretending to have said something she didn’t mean. “No…you’re lying.” “I’ll tell you what, come to my room at 7am…you’ll see why Jason isn’t on border patrol this morning.” She moves past me, her hand stroking across the tip of my shoulder. “What have you done?” I flinch away from her as she moves back towards her room. “Nothing that you didn’t bring on yourself. Do you really think you are in control of your own life sis?”Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n