Mag-log inAmara POV
“You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you…” Catherine starts, but suddenly stops when it dawns on her that she doesn’t even know the rogue’s name. He never really stood a chance either, we were both pawns in their powerplay. “Erik Helmswood.” He states out, his tone void of emotion. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you, Erik Helmswood, a rogue.” Her eyes narrow as her tongue bitterly mentions his name and title. Erik Helmswood, a rogue that has met the same fate as me. I tilt my head in sympathy, expecting him to be hit with the same pain I had been only minutes before when Jason rejected me. But he doesn’t, he was expressionless. If anything, I believe I hear a soft scoff escaping his mouth. “I accept your rejection.” I wasn’t the only one to notice his lack of emotions, his ease at rejecting Catherine. Even she, the maker of all of this, seems shocked by his lack of expressions. I expect the severed mate bond to tear at her chest, like it had done me. For her legs to tremble, but there was nothing. No sign that is had affected her at all, or him. I guess I really was weak, for in comparison I was the only one that could feel that bond between Jason and I break. “Jason, Head Warrior of the Mystic Hallows pack…” Head Warrior, since when was Jason promoted to that honourary title. “..I permit you to mark your mate, my daughter and future alpha of this pack.” A pride smile forming upon Father’s face as Stepmother’s head rests against his shoulder. Catherine twists her body in Jason’s arms, her face tilting up to look at him as her hands snake around the back of his neck. “I’m ready Jason.” She acts all coy within his hold, as if she didn’t expect for this to be happening right now. She had already claimed him sexually, taken him from me that way, but now she would land the final blow, she would let him mark her in front of me. “Jason…” One final gasp escapes me, one final chance to reason with him. I take a step forward only for the rogue to place his arm out, preventing me from moving any further. I watch on in horror as Jason sweeps Catherine’s blonde hair away from her neck, her eyelashes fluttering up flirtatiously as she tilts her neck for better access. Jason’s mouth opens, his fangs protruding slightly before he sinks them into her neck…a pleasurable moan escaping Catherine as she pulls him closer towards her. I force myself to keep watching, because I need to witness this. No matter how hard it is to see, how much I want to tear my own eyes out, I need to see it, to remember this betrayal. This the final tip of the iceberg in what they have done to me. His teeth extract too fast for Catherine, the motion causing her to wince out unexpectedly. His eyes lock on mine, the shattered pieces of my heart now burning to ashes from his actions. He had cremated our bond once and for all. I could feel my own face turning stony, an icy gaze now returning to him as Catherine pulls his head down, her teeth sinking into his neck, yet his eyes remain fixed on mine. “Congratulations darling!” Stepmother gleefully blurts out as Catherine removes her lips from his neck. “Congratulations to you both.” Father extends his hand out to Jason who takes it, his eyes focused back on his mate’s parents. Mate…they were mates. “We will sort out the minor details, but I am happy for you to take on the alpha role from me now Catherine, knowing you have a strong warrior of a mate by your side puts your old man’s anxiety at ease. Don’t let me down.” “Thank you Daddy. ” Catherine squeals out, my eyes slamming shut at the mention of the word Daddy. Something I never was allowed to call him. “With the moon goddess’ blessing, you will have a happy life together.” Stepmother smiles out, my presence in the room now feeling like an intrusion. “A picture of happiness.” I sarcastically murmur out, the words not meaning to leave my lips but to remain in my mind. My blood runs cold when I realise what mistake I just made, when their eyes turn to me like daggers. “Amara!” Father scolds out at me, his angry alpha aura from lack of respect ploughing into me. “You will now accept Erik’s mark!” He barks out at me. So, this was their plan, this is why I am here. This is what Catherine meant when she said I would help cement her bond with Jason. Not only did she take him from me, but she also wants me as a potential threat, eradicated. The best way in doing that was for me to be marked by another. “Erik, in marking her I grant you permission to remain within this pack, you will no longer be a rogue, but a pack member of the Mystic Hallows, the strongest pack in existence.” Father offers out a deal in return for marking me. A business contract, as if it were they only exchanging goods. “As the alpha Amara I promise you a simple life, that’s what you’ve always wanted isn’t it? A small cottage in the outskirts of the pack grounds…I mean it’s not like you can stay in this house is it? We won’t have room for you with all the babies I want to make.” No, quite right that I would move out. The thought of being free to live near the borders does appeal to me, perhaps they will leave me be once and for all. I take a step closer to Erik, my fingers stroking the black raven hair away from my neck as I present the unmarked flesh to him. I didn’t know him, but I couldn’t expect him to return to being a rogue, a life nobody dreams off. I close my eyes as his heavy steps echo out towards me, hands gripping tightly around my waist as he yanks me closer into him. His body built like a brick wall. I take a deep breath in, preparing myself as his warm breath fans against my neck. When his teeth sink into me, I bite down to muffle my scream. His aura, stronger than that of my Father’s, ploughs into me. I feel as if I am being mauled to death as his teeth remain in my neck, biting down onto the bone. It is all too much as hidden emotions and memories imprint on to me. His hands firmly hold me upwards, without them I would have collapsed. Unbearable shooting pain travels from the bite mark and into my chest…no wonder Catherine winced out. I had no idea marking caused so much pain. As he retracts his teeth from my neck, I feel the warm wetness of his tongue run across my mark. “Amara.” I hear Father growl out in warning, as I am reminded that it was now my turn. But I can barely stand and the call to sleep was too much. Erik’s marking having taken any last energy I had today. I waste no time, letting my teeth sink into his neck, letting their plans for me come to fruition. I bite down into bone, a growl escaping him as his hands roam up my body. I pull out, my eyes locked on his facial expressions, fearing I had hurt him also. As his eyes reopen, red crimson pupils stare out at me…a cold expression fixed on his face. He knew, he knew know that he had been conned, he knew my wolf was defected.Erik POV Wolves were pushing on our borders. Wolves that haven’t tried before. They have to be connected to her, they just have to be. Her pathetic excuse for a family trying to get her back, not because they want her…because they love her, but because they’ve realised the bitch of a sister can’t survive without her. There’s a reason she was taking Amara’s blood, I just needed to figure out what it was. But she was like an injured sparrow, spent too long in hibernation….weak, mistreated and scared. She needed to be able to trust me first. “You healed her?” My office door flies open, Estrid letting herself in. “Excuse me?” I continue to sign the documents in front of me, not even looking up at her. “You’ve given her your alpha DNA, are you insane?” “She won’t go anywhere near the doctor, not yet.” “Erik, what is going on, what aren’t you telling me.” “Nothing.” I slam my pen down, getting irritated. “You like this girl, more than you are letting on.” “No I don’t.” “Yo
Amara POV“Greta?” Estrid’s voice calls out from the main bedroom area, before she enters into the walk in wardrobe, finding both Greta and I. She stops abruptly, her cold eyes…like her brother’s, scrutinising my appearance. I can hear my own heart beating loudly, feel it thudding against my chest as I shrink under her glare…waiting for her to laugh, to tell me how terrible I look.“Amara…” I take a deep breath in to prepare myself, here it comes. I knew this dress was too much, I should have been more firm with Greta, should have spoken up more…trusted my gut.“…you look beautiful.”“I…really?” Her words stun me. There was no malice, no mockery…nothing like at home. “Yes.” She follows with a simple nod, before she tears her eyes away from me, to speak to Greta.That was it, back to business. “Go get dressed.” She orders at her cousin before moving deeper into the room and taking a seat on the dressing stool. They couldn’t be more different, Greta was all warmth and positivity, w
Amara POV I am unable to prevent the moans escaping me, unable to bite down on the euphoric urge to groan out in desire. My body was betraying me, my legs were failing me.His hand snakes around my lower back, gripping tightly to me as he takes on my entire body weight. I’ve lost all sensation in my legs, if he wasn’t holding me I would have collapsed to the floor.His amber eyes are burning into mine, their hypnotic stare threatening to control not just my body but my mind.He’s inches from me as his tongue is now no longer on my wrist….it is now centimetres from me, as hislips are almost touching mine. “Just one little taste.” He mutters out under his breath. His eyes flashing red before returning back to the amber colour. I’m preparing myself as warmth spreads up my back, as I anticipate his lips on mine. No one has ever kissed me, not even Jason…we were waiting. Sounds pathetic now, because he wasn’t waiting, not like I was.My eyes flicker between his lips and his eyes, I
Erik POV “Do I need to check on him?” Estrid’s voice is a low whisper in the corner of her mouth, our eyes watching Finn as he lowers his body at Amara’s feet. “No, it’s settled. We move on.” I watch on as Finn’s head slowly moves down, revealing Amara’s new figure-hugging outfit as if I was undressing her with my eyes. I’ve only ever seen her in that tatty torn dress. I can feel my hands clench, my wolf pressing forward as he takes a glimpse for himself. His possessive growl rumbles in my chest, he didn’t like the thought of others looking at her...something I had never experienced before. With anyone. Next, she does something that I wouldn’t have expected, she places her hand on his head in an act of forgiveness, she forgives him. She’s meek, she’s weak…yet she’s showing that she can overcome her fears. She was terrified of Finn last night at dinner, trembling with fright….yet here she is willing to even be near him. I never take pleasure in punishing my o
Amara POV Estrid was his sister, his beta. It would explain why they seemed to be joined at the hip, why she was by his side when he stalked towards my family with unmatched confidence having taken the Mystic Hallows pack as his. I had no need for the incoherent jealousy that seems to snap out like a firecracker every time I see them interact. I shouldn’t be having those bouts of jealous anyhow, I was still coming to terms with losing Jason to Catherine. The one person that had been forever mine, dropping me for my sister….for a title…for power. Choosing her over me. Since Erik was banished from the pack two weeks ago, I’ve been torn between watching Catherine and Jason frolic around the alpha house and a gut-wrenching ache for being separated from Erik, the mate bond between us constantly begging for us to be reunited. “Ready?” Greta calls out to me. I stare at myself in the extravagant mirror of the walkin closet. Nobody needed a mirror this size; nobody was this large…I
Amara POV I haven’t slept, every time I tried, his amber intense eyes were all that I could picture. He told me I had nothing to fear, that I should feel safe here…but those eyes still had a coldness to them. Maybe now being here, I’m starting to understand that icy hostile exterior of his. The door may have been locked but that didn’t stop me from sitting on the floor in the corner of the room, knees tucked in to my chest. I didn’t feel safe here, no matter what he claims…I’ve trusted before… Everything is foreign to me here…the smells, the noises. In the early hours of the morning I could hear the house staff preparing for the day, my fingers twitched with the urge to go downstairs and assist them. That was my role in my father’s house, I was the house staff. I knew my place, my station within the Alpha household. Here, I don’t know what am I. I can’t surely be the luna; I may be marked by him….in his luna rooms…but… A knock on the bedroom door pulls me out







