Amara POV
“You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you…” Catherine starts, but suddenly stops when it dawns on her that she doesn’t even know the rogue’s name. He never really stood a chance either, we were both pawns in their powerplay. “Erik Helmswood.” He states out, his tone void of emotion. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you, Erik Helmswood, a rogue.” Her eyes narrow as her tongue bitterly mentions his name and title. Erik Helmswood, a rogue that has met the same fate as me. I tilt my head in sympathy, expecting him to be hit with the same pain I had been only minutes before when Jason rejected me. But he doesn’t, he was expressionless. If anything, I believe I hear a soft scoff escaping his mouth. “I accept your rejection.” I wasn’t the only one to notice his lack of emotions, his ease at rejecting Catherine. Even she, the maker of all of this, seems shocked by his lack of expressions. I expect the severed mate bond to tear at her chest, like it had done me. For her legs to tremble, but there was nothing. No sign that is had affected her at all, or him. I guess I really was weak, for in comparison I was the only one that could feel that bond between Jason and I break. “Jason, Head Warrior of the Mystic Hallows pack…” Head Warrior, since when was Jason promoted to that honourary title. “..I permit you to mark your mate, my daughter and future alpha of this pack.” A pride smile forming upon Father’s face as Stepmother’s head rests against his shoulder. Catherine twists her body in Jason’s arms, her face tilting up to look at him as her hands snake around the back of his neck. “I’m ready Jason.” She acts all coy within his hold, as if she didn’t expect for this to be happening right now. She had already claimed him sexually, taken him from me that way, but now she would land the final blow, she would let him mark her in front of me. “Jason…” One final gasp escapes me, one final chance to reason with him. I take a step forward only for the rogue to place his arm out, preventing me from moving any further. I watch on in horror as Jason sweeps Catherine’s blonde hair away from her neck, her eyelashes fluttering up flirtatiously as she tilts her neck for better access. Jason’s mouth opens, his fangs protruding slightly before he sinks them into her neck…a pleasurable moan escaping Catherine as she pulls him closer towards her. I force myself to keep watching, because I need to witness this. No matter how hard it is to see, how much I want to tear my own eyes out, I need to see it, to remember this betrayal. This the final tip of the iceberg in what they have done to me. His teeth extract too fast for Catherine, the motion causing her to wince out unexpectedly. His eyes lock on mine, the shattered pieces of my heart now burning to ashes from his actions. He had cremated our bond once and for all. I could feel my own face turning stony, an icy gaze now returning to him as Catherine pulls his head down, her teeth sinking into his neck, yet his eyes remain fixed on mine. “Congratulations darling!” Stepmother gleefully blurts out as Catherine removes her lips from his neck. “Congratulations to you both.” Father extends his hand out to Jason who takes it, his eyes focused back on his mate’s parents. Mate…they were mates. “We will sort out the minor details, but I am happy for you to take on the alpha role from me now Catherine, knowing you have a strong warrior of a mate by your side puts your old man’s anxiety at ease. Don’t let me down.” “Thank you Daddy. ” Catherine squeals out, my eyes slamming shut at the mention of the word Daddy. Something I never was allowed to call him. “With the moon goddess’ blessing, you will have a happy life together.” Stepmother smiles out, my presence in the room now feeling like an intrusion. “A picture of happiness.” I sarcastically murmur out, the words not meaning to leave my lips but to remain in my mind. My blood runs cold when I realise what mistake I just made, when their eyes turn to me like daggers. “Amara!” Father scolds out at me, his angry alpha aura from lack of respect ploughing into me. “You will now accept Erik’s mark!” He barks out at me. So, this was their plan, this is why I am here. This is what Catherine meant when she said I would help cement her bond with Jason. Not only did she take him from me, but she also wants me as a potential threat, eradicated. The best way in doing that was for me to be marked by another. “Erik, in marking her I grant you permission to remain within this pack, you will no longer be a rogue, but a pack member of the Mystic Hallows, the strongest pack in existence.” Father offers out a deal in return for marking me. A business contract, as if it were they only exchanging goods. “As the alpha Amara I promise you a simple life, that’s what you’ve always wanted isn’t it? A small cottage in the outskirts of the pack grounds…I mean it’s not like you can stay in this house is it? We won’t have room for you with all the babies I want to make.” No, quite right that I would move out. The thought of being free to live near the borders does appeal to me, perhaps they will leave me be once and for all. I take a step closer to Erik, my fingers stroking the black raven hair away from my neck as I present the unmarked flesh to him. I didn’t know him, but I couldn’t expect him to return to being a rogue, a life nobody dreams off. I close my eyes as his heavy steps echo out towards me, hands gripping tightly around my waist as he yanks me closer into him. His body built like a brick wall. I take a deep breath in, preparing myself as his warm breath fans against my neck. When his teeth sink into me, I bite down to muffle my scream. His aura, stronger than that of my Father’s, ploughs into me. I feel as if I am being mauled to death as his teeth remain in my neck, biting down onto the bone. It is all too much as hidden emotions and memories imprint on to me. His hands firmly hold me upwards, without them I would have collapsed. Unbearable shooting pain travels from the bite mark and into my chest…no wonder Catherine winced out. I had no idea marking caused so much pain. As he retracts his teeth from my neck, I feel the warm wetness of his tongue run across my mark. “Amara.” I hear Father growl out in warning, as I am reminded that it was now my turn. But I can barely stand and the call to sleep was too much. Erik’s marking having taken any last energy I had today. I waste no time, letting my teeth sink into his neck, letting their plans for me come to fruition. I bite down into bone, a growl escaping him as his hands roam up my body. I pull out, my eyes locked on his facial expressions, fearing I had hurt him also. As his eyes reopen, red crimson pupils stare out at me…a cold expression fixed on his face. He knew, he knew know that he had been conned, he knew my wolf was defected.Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n