LOGINAmara POV
“You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you…” Catherine starts, but suddenly stops when it dawns on her that she doesn’t even know the rogue’s name. He never really stood a chance either, we were both pawns in their powerplay. “Erik Helmswood.” He states out, his tone void of emotion. “I, Catherine Bloodstone, reject you, Erik Helmswood, a rogue.” Her eyes narrow as her tongue bitterly mentions his name and title. Erik Helmswood, a rogue that has met the same fate as me. I tilt my head in sympathy, expecting him to be hit with the same pain I had been only minutes before when Jason rejected me. But he doesn’t, he was expressionless. If anything, I believe I hear a soft scoff escaping his mouth. “I accept your rejection.” I wasn’t the only one to notice his lack of emotions, his ease at rejecting Catherine. Even she, the maker of all of this, seems shocked by his lack of expressions. I expect the severed mate bond to tear at her chest, like it had done me. For her legs to tremble, but there was nothing. No sign that is had affected her at all, or him. I guess I really was weak, for in comparison I was the only one that could feel that bond between Jason and I break. “Jason, Head Warrior of the Mystic Hallows pack…” Head Warrior, since when was Jason promoted to that honourary title. “..I permit you to mark your mate, my daughter and future alpha of this pack.” A pride smile forming upon Father’s face as Stepmother’s head rests against his shoulder. Catherine twists her body in Jason’s arms, her face tilting up to look at him as her hands snake around the back of his neck. “I’m ready Jason.” She acts all coy within his hold, as if she didn’t expect for this to be happening right now. She had already claimed him sexually, taken him from me that way, but now she would land the final blow, she would let him mark her in front of me. “Jason…” One final gasp escapes me, one final chance to reason with him. I take a step forward only for the rogue to place his arm out, preventing me from moving any further. I watch on in horror as Jason sweeps Catherine’s blonde hair away from her neck, her eyelashes fluttering up flirtatiously as she tilts her neck for better access. Jason’s mouth opens, his fangs protruding slightly before he sinks them into her neck…a pleasurable moan escaping Catherine as she pulls him closer towards her. I force myself to keep watching, because I need to witness this. No matter how hard it is to see, how much I want to tear my own eyes out, I need to see it, to remember this betrayal. This the final tip of the iceberg in what they have done to me. His teeth extract too fast for Catherine, the motion causing her to wince out unexpectedly. His eyes lock on mine, the shattered pieces of my heart now burning to ashes from his actions. He had cremated our bond once and for all. I could feel my own face turning stony, an icy gaze now returning to him as Catherine pulls his head down, her teeth sinking into his neck, yet his eyes remain fixed on mine. “Congratulations darling!” Stepmother gleefully blurts out as Catherine removes her lips from his neck. “Congratulations to you both.” Father extends his hand out to Jason who takes it, his eyes focused back on his mate’s parents. Mate…they were mates. “We will sort out the minor details, but I am happy for you to take on the alpha role from me now Catherine, knowing you have a strong warrior of a mate by your side puts your old man’s anxiety at ease. Don’t let me down.” “Thank you Daddy. ” Catherine squeals out, my eyes slamming shut at the mention of the word Daddy. Something I never was allowed to call him. “With the moon goddess’ blessing, you will have a happy life together.” Stepmother smiles out, my presence in the room now feeling like an intrusion. “A picture of happiness.” I sarcastically murmur out, the words not meaning to leave my lips but to remain in my mind. My blood runs cold when I realise what mistake I just made, when their eyes turn to me like daggers. “Amara!” Father scolds out at me, his angry alpha aura from lack of respect ploughing into me. “You will now accept Erik’s mark!” He barks out at me. So, this was their plan, this is why I am here. This is what Catherine meant when she said I would help cement her bond with Jason. Not only did she take him from me, but she also wants me as a potential threat, eradicated. The best way in doing that was for me to be marked by another. “Erik, in marking her I grant you permission to remain within this pack, you will no longer be a rogue, but a pack member of the Mystic Hallows, the strongest pack in existence.” Father offers out a deal in return for marking me. A business contract, as if it were they only exchanging goods. “As the alpha Amara I promise you a simple life, that’s what you’ve always wanted isn’t it? A small cottage in the outskirts of the pack grounds…I mean it’s not like you can stay in this house is it? We won’t have room for you with all the babies I want to make.” No, quite right that I would move out. The thought of being free to live near the borders does appeal to me, perhaps they will leave me be once and for all. I take a step closer to Erik, my fingers stroking the black raven hair away from my neck as I present the unmarked flesh to him. I didn’t know him, but I couldn’t expect him to return to being a rogue, a life nobody dreams off. I close my eyes as his heavy steps echo out towards me, hands gripping tightly around my waist as he yanks me closer into him. His body built like a brick wall. I take a deep breath in, preparing myself as his warm breath fans against my neck. When his teeth sink into me, I bite down to muffle my scream. His aura, stronger than that of my Father’s, ploughs into me. I feel as if I am being mauled to death as his teeth remain in my neck, biting down onto the bone. It is all too much as hidden emotions and memories imprint on to me. His hands firmly hold me upwards, without them I would have collapsed. Unbearable shooting pain travels from the bite mark and into my chest…no wonder Catherine winced out. I had no idea marking caused so much pain. As he retracts his teeth from my neck, I feel the warm wetness of his tongue run across my mark. “Amara.” I hear Father growl out in warning, as I am reminded that it was now my turn. But I can barely stand and the call to sleep was too much. Erik’s marking having taken any last energy I had today. I waste no time, letting my teeth sink into his neck, letting their plans for me come to fruition. I bite down into bone, a growl escaping him as his hands roam up my body. I pull out, my eyes locked on his facial expressions, fearing I had hurt him also. As his eyes reopen, red crimson pupils stare out at me…a cold expression fixed on his face. He knew, he knew know that he had been conned, he knew my wolf was defected.Hello my lovelies, Just thought I would pop on to let you know that I am now on my Christmas break. I have chapter 50 part written but with all the festive music and baking going on, whatever I upload won’t be doing the book any justice Plus the next chapters are pivotal for the plot. I want to take this time to thank you for your patience with me. 2025 has been tough for everyone and I’m going to push myself in 2026 to be the author you all deserve. Each chapter you unlock means the world to me and I can’t say how much I appreciate you all. I will try and upload 28/29 December as that is my first day at home over the break. Then I will push forward with this book to finish for you.
Amara POV It takes longer to fall asleep than I was used to now, Erik’s absence by my side highly noticeable as my body refuses to adhere to my need for rest. I was used to him being next to me now, even in this small space of time…I stupidly allowed myself to think it would be like this for the rest of my nights. Him beside me. Me falling asleep in safe arms. For once I leave my bedroom door unlocked, knowing it wouldn’t stop him anyway, but part hoping he would see it as an invitation to join me when he returned. Which seemed to work, because during the night I feel warm hands wrap around my body and pull me to a strong chest. That sensation of warmth and safety finally returning to me….my mind now comfortable enough to rest. Until I am abruptly woken by Erik leaping out of bed….his sudden movements sending my senses into overdrive. “What is it, what’s wrong?” I reach for the lamp, blinking into the dimly lit room as my mate moves to the door, his hands rubbing at his
Erik POV “Alpha, thank you for coming.” “This better be good, I’ve been on patrol, and you’ve just taken me from my mate.” A low vibration exudes from my chest, my alpha wolf not even being subtle in informing the doctor of his irritation at the late-night mind link. I had finally dragged myself away from the borders when Estrid assured me she would remain, my timing being opportunistic in warning Alpha Augustus of his place in my home. Amara wasn’t naïve when it came to him or his daughter, but he had a way of extracting blood from a stone. “The luna…or the erm, not yet luna….” My growl starts to make him nervous, I wasn’t ready for Amara to be announced as the Luna yet, I had marked her…I had claimed her…I had completed the mate bond, yet I was holding back. I wasn’t ready to put her in the line of fire, not while I can still protect her. Wolves still attacked the borders in the night, enemies that weren’t sending out demands…that weren’t resting. I knew t
Amara POV I’ve been sleeping in Erik’s bed for the last week, every night. Even if I try to go to my room first, he shortly comes and collects me, not leaving me a lone…like I was his new obsession…a toy he couldn’t put down. Behind the closed door of his bedroom, I was every part of a mate to him, his fingers…his lips didn’t leave me alone. Even when we slept his wolf would seek me out, yanking me into his arms, his touch possessive even in his dreams. Yet in the day, around the others, nothing has changed. Secret rendezvous in his office, hungry kisses when the hallway was empty, but when Estrid or Finn enter, he jumps away from me. I was the secret…again. Just like before. But this time was different, I don’t doubt his feelings for me, I know he wants me, he was just delaying telling others due to political reasons…Nina and her father still sniffing around. I was exhausted, extra sleepy from the physical demands on my body when I already wasn’t eating enough to keep up
Amara POV I’ve been awake for the past hour, my eyes scanning the scene around me…I was in the alpha’s private rooms…in his bedroom. It’s exactly as I had pictured it in my mind, the character of the room completely matching Erik. Clean, crisp…even a tad cold just like the pack lands in the mountains. But I was starting to warm to the location, starting to adapt to the climate….to Erik. I can’t believe I allowed myself to fall asleep in his bed, I can’t believe I was able to doze off…I always struggled to sleep anywhere new. But not last night, it has to be the best sleep I have had in years. He didn’t kick me out, not only did he complete the bond between us, but he kept me in his bed last night. Even now, his hands are wrapped around my waist as he gently breathes by my ear. I don’t dare move, in fear of waking him. But then in not moving, I fear the regret on his face when he wakes…the cold realisation of the morning after, when the jealousy has worn off and
Erik POV Those three little words threaten to break my resolve… “I am untouched…” If ever there was a moment to think she was mine above anyone else’s it was now. She was completely untouched, and I bet that damn pussy didn’t even have the balls to kiss her. She was completely mine for the taking and fuck me, did I want to take it all. She wanted to make me jealous, and damn did it work. Just the thought of another male touching her, dancing up next to her….supplying her with shots, sent my wolf into overdrive. My wolf growls in my head at the very thought of others thinking they can dare to touch what is his, dare to think they would stand a chance. “Erik? Are you okay, you’ve been silent…” “My wolf…he….he wants you.” “He wants me…” “He’s wanted you from the very first time that we saw you, since you bargained for my life.” I grunt out, the memory of finding her for the first time as she was pleading for my life comes into mind. “What do you want?” She seductively que







