Amara POV
My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, not even me. They were all celebrating…yet I was numb. They had forgotten that today was my 19th birthday, ironically Catherine turning 18 only last week. Not one person has wished me happy birthday, not one person has shown affection…but why am I surprised, it’s been like this for as long as I can remember. Nobody celebrates the weak, the undeserving, the outcast. I remain in this pack’s community but only by the gracious clemency of my father, mainly keeping to the fringes of society. I had been born prematurely; my mother dying in labour. I think that’s why I am weak, powerless. My wolf presented herself to me as a teenager, but the connection hadn’t been strong enough to shift, to try and bond fully with her. She has never come forward enough to answer me, to shift…I suppose how could I be an alpha, when my wolf is defected. Catherine had the exact opposite first time with her wolf. Only two days after I had failed, she shifted perfectly for the first time. A seamless shift, that many would be envious of, myself included. What better wolf than to lead the pack than a strong white wolf that emulates strength and nobility. The alpha house became a cold residence for me, I wasn’t welcomed…they just didn’t express it verbally in public. Behind closed doors was a different story; piles of dirty clothes, stacked high dishes that were left for me each night; showed me where my place was within the alpha family home. He had been downgrading me to an omega all along. One dirty plate at a time. “I can’t believe it, of all the nights…Catherine really didn’t deserve for that to happen.” My ears perk up at the mention of my sister’s name as I attend to the dishes that the cook had ordered me to do. I may not be at the celebrations, but I’m expected to still contribute in some way. “She was fuming, did you see her face…” I recognise the voice of the house maid, her tone holding humour at some kind of commotion that happened at the celebrations. I press my ear against the door, trying to hear more when I am pulled by the scruff of my neck backwards. “What are you doing?” The cook roars at me, as she flings a tray of dirty plates into the sink. The suds and water splashing all over me. “Nothing…I was just…” “If I catch you slacking again…goddess help me.” She grips my wrist, forcing it into the dirty water before storming out through the back door towards the pack hall. I grit my teeth as I try to endure the pain. As soon as she has gone, I pull my wrist out, pain radiating up my arm from the open wound. It was bleeding again, the bandage soaked through. That sickly sensation of panic spreads through me, I reach for a clean cloth, tearing the wet one off me to discard it. I can’t afford to get an infection…they will punish me. I don’t think the pack would even care if they knew what happened behind closed doors, this secret is the reason my wound never has a chance to heal. The secret that I believe is the only reason I am alive today. The pack aren’t allowed to know, not that they would stop it…they respected their alpha, they wouldn’t dare go against him for some lowly, unknown, pathetic omega daughter of his. Not when I was the one that kept Catherine alive. They won’t let me die because Catherine had a heart attack when she was 13 years old, and she needs my blood to survive. I don’t know why she suddenly got sick, why her heart gave out. But from that day onwards I had become a personal mobile blood bank to my own sister. By the time I had completed the chores in the kitchen, I was beat…exhausted. I didn’t care it was my birthday anymore, I just wanted to sleep. I lay sprawled out on my bed, not even bothering to remove my scuffed shoes. I reach for the bedding, wrapping it around me loosely as the call to sleep becomes all too powerful. As soon as I shut my eyes, they fly back open from a loud knock on my door. Jason, it must be Jason…he hasn’t forgotten my birthday after all. A smile spreads out onto my face as I take one last look at myself in the mirror before opening the bedroom door. I looked a bit scruffy after such a long day, but Jason was used to me like this, he knew how many hours I worked. I open my bedroom door with excitement, only to be disappointed. It was the house maid. “Quick, the Alpha is asking for you, and I couldn’t find you.” She reaches for me, flustered. “What?” I yawn out slightly, my eyes casting on the clock in my room. 11.30pm, I had thirty minutes left of my birthday, surely, he wouldn’t be cruel enough to give me one last chore to complete. “Just tell him you couldn’t find me.” I whisper out to her, trying to close the door on her. “What and be reprimanded, not a chance…come.” She was little older than me yet pulled my sore wrist in her hand…my hand snatching away only for her to grab my other one. I could see the sweat across her brow, hear the panic in her voice and sense her dread at having to return to him without me…yes, I couldn’t put her through that. When it came to Father’s demands, nobody ever dared delay. Standing by the door, I steady my nerves with a deep breath in before placing my hand on the handle. Whatever greeted me on the other side was never a pleasant experience. I push the door open, Catherine and Stepmother sitting in the office by a roaring fire. Stepmother’s eyes cast upon me with disdain as she holds a sobbing Catherine by her side. “You wanted to see me, Father?” I ask, bypassing her glare only to find another in the room. It was the rogue that I had pleaded with Father to save at the border the other night. He turns at my arrival, his cold eyes locking on to mine…sending chills down my spine. His eyes were amber, perhaps the only warm thing about him. “I need you to do one thing.” Father’s deep low voice drags my attention away from the rogue and on to him. “Okay…” I nervously respond, trepidation overwhelming me as I try to hide my hesitation. “Since you’ve been giving Catherine blood transfusions it would appear your scents have become similar….” “I don’t follow.” My gaze turns from my father to my sister, who remained huddled next to her mother on the sofa. “With Catherine being the future alpha of the pack, it would be highly scandalous for her to be mated to a rogue.” My eyes dart back to my father, not missing the way the rogue’s jaw tenses, his eyes remaining on me. “You need to switch your mate with Catherine!” Father commands at me.Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n