Amara POV
She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training lessons with Dad. Even when I got injured during the attack on the pack as a teenager, it was my fault for being out of the alpha house…even though Stepmother had ordered me to fetch plants for her herbal tea. It wasn’t the attacker’s fault, but mine. It was a trick; she was trying to provoke me. But why was he blocking me out, why could I not reach him through the pack mind-link. He wouldn’t go against me, I knew he wouldn’t, he was the only thing in my life that kept me breathing. I had almost given up due to the tormenting years I experienced as a teenager when I found him on my 18th birthday. I had snuck out, nobody wanted to celebrate it, but that didn’t mean I was going to let it pass without at least tasting one drink in the pack bar. His scent, it’s the first thing I smelt when I walked into the bar, his gaze intensely watching me as I entered. His smile was so alluring, so authentically raw that I was already melting into his gaze by the time I reached the bar area. He loved me, as much as I loved him, I wouldn’t fall for her tricks. One look…I’ll take one look just to keep her quiet. To let her think she got the better of me, otherwise she won’t give up. No doesn’t seem to mean no to Catherine. Against my better judgement I found myself stalking towards her bedroom dead on 7am, like she had said. I try one last time to get through to Jason. One word from him and I’ll turn around, I’ll stop walking to her bedroom door…he’ll stop my spiralling mind. But still nothing. “Oh Jason.” I hear Catherine’s voice coming from her bedroom. The bedroom that I was now standing outside, the door slightly left ajar. Fake, she was faking it… I stiffen as his familiar scent overwhelms my senses…he was here. “That’s it, faster.” He moans out, my ears not believing what they are hearing. I slowly push upon the door, opening it slightly wider, my eyes not believing what they are seeing either. Jason, my Jason, standing with his back to the door as she kneels in front of him, satisfying him. She moans out, her hands gripping at his toned ass as she takes him in deeper, throating him. My breathing has stopped, my heart pounding hard against my chest to remind me to breathe. The scent of the room was musky, giving the sense that they’d been at it for hours, the crumpled-up bed sheets another clue. Her eyes fall upon me, a satisfied glint within her eyes before she looks back up at him, a pop sound occurring when she pulls back. “Is that good baby? Is that how you like it?” She asks him, his hands caressing her face before landing on her jaw. His thumb moving into her mouth as she bites down on it. “Just like that, shit…just like that.” He grunts out before a pleasurable moan escapes him again as she wraps her lips back around his hardened lower core. I couldn’t move, my body frozen in place. How could he do this to me. She takes his hand within hers, pulling him towards the bed where she lays on her back and he climbs on top of her. “Tell me you love me.” “I love you.” “If you could pick between Amara and me, who would you pick?” “You, always you.” He kisses along her neck, her body squirming beneath him with pretend pleasure. “Then reject her!” “I can’t she’s the daughter of the alpha.” He continues to kiss at her neck as his hands move under her skimpy top. “That won’t be a problem much longer…tell me I am yours.” Catherine orders out, in a sickening scene of powerplay as she wraps her hands around him instead, demanding for him to do as she says. “You are mine.” He growls out to her possessively. I gasp out, finally taking that much needed intake of air only for his head to turn, his eyes to catch me staring at him. His eyes hold a lustful haze that I had never witnessed myself before. “Do you mind?” Catherine roars out at me, as if I was the one intruding. As if I was the one in the wrong. “Explain yourself.” I seethe out at him, barely holding the tears back. I would not cry in front of them. I refuse to. Maybe he had been threatened, forced to betray me. “If they’ve threatened you, tell me…I won’t stand for it. I just can’t believe that you would do this to me.” “Well…” He climbs off Catherine, I turn my head away not wanting to watch him pull his trousers back up, he was still hard for her. Disgust burns in my throat. “There’s really not much to explain, we are together.” “Jason..” I take a step towards him, my hands clinging on to my chest. “Amara, I…” A level of softness returns to him, my Jason coming back to me only for him to be pulled back by Catherine. Her hands wrapping around his chest from behind, like she owns him. Like he is hers. “We should have come clean when we found out we were mates, but I didn’t know. You kept your relationship with him a secret. How was I to know?” She acts embarrassed, regretful. “Relationship? He’s my mate.” “That can’t be, he is my mate. Tell her Jason!” “Yes, we are mates, Catherine and I.” His voice is cold, avoid of emotions as he glares back at me. Who was this cold person before me. “You’re my sister Amara, you must understand how much I love him. I cannot give him up.” “You want my blessing?” I scoff out, she can not be serious. “He will mark me with or without it.” “I can’t believe what I am hearing.” I mutter to myself, my eyes closing to keep those tears back. My hands snake up into my hair, yanking at it. “Amara..” My name on his lips makes them shoot back open. “You need to reject her Jason, she’s in shock. Just get it over with, the quicker the better. Like a band aid, isn’t that right?” Her eyes cast down towards my wrist, my eyes following hers. I wasn’t ready, I would never be ready…I needed to get out of this room. “Do it now!” She screams out at him, his body taking a reactive sidestep. “No Jason, please don’t, you’ll all I have left..” I plea but it was too late, his lips were already speaking over my words. “I, Jason Greene, of the Mystic Hallows pack reject you Amara Bloodstone, as my mate.” He coldly declares, his eyes burning into me with hatred. Was it all a lie. I feel all hope leave me, my heart becoming heavy as his rejection spreads throughout my chest. Like mini daggers stabbing me at the same time before it turns into an unbearable heat that burns at my soul, the pain excruciating. “How could you be so cruel?” I sob out, not sure exactly who that was directed at. My heart was breaking into a million pieces from his rejection, I reach out for the wall to steady myself in fear that my legs would collapse from under me. The fire was only growing in size, threatening to take me away with it. “You need to accept it Amara for that pain to go away.” She pretends to be concerned for my wellbeing, her hands continuing to cling onto him. “Fine, I accept your rejection Jason Greene. From now on, you and I are nothing to one another.”Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV “Don’t worry Amara Bloodstone, I won’t mate with you….not yet.” A darkness settles upon the already darkly lit hallway, Erik’s eyes turning sultry…and hungry. If the electricity worked in this house, I would expect the lights to flicker as an eerily cold atmosphere settles over us…something dark. His words silence me, my tongue becoming tied under his intense gaze. “Let’s see if the upstairs fairs better than the downstairs…” He offers out, his hand extending out to take mine. With a deep breath in he briefly closes his eyes, seemingly forcing his wolf back...those amber eyes not as red as they had just been. With hesitation, I place my hand out for his to take, that electric shock between us still as powerful. I look down at my hand which is now completely covered with his…I hadn’t even realised how small my hands were until now. I start to move up the stairs, the side railing rotten through as that smell of damp continues to linger. Embarrassed, I
Amara POV “I can explain.” I murmur out, wanting to explain why he can’t feel my wolf. Why it’s not as bad as he thinks. Why I wouldn’t blame him for rejecting our bond now. “You don’t need to.” I’m surprised as his hand reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind my ear. His eyes watching me carefully as I flinch slightly under his touch. I was rarely touched unless it was to punish me or take my blood. A frown forms onto his face as he drops his hand before his demeanour turns back to cold again. Those eyes regarding me as they did before…coldheartedly. Even though I didn’t want his touch, I find myself oddly missing it, my body colder now than it was before. Goosebumps erupt across my body, a chill spreading into my bones. “The key?” He abruptly turns to my father, his hand placed out expectantly. “Excuse me?” Father grunts out as his arms cross over his chest, his eyebrow quirking challengingly. I feel like I need to warn Erik, explain to him how you talk to an
Amara POV “You will trade mates Amara, Catherine will mark Jason once and for all.” Stepmother giggles out, clapping her hands together in excitement as if my heartbreak was a romantic notion for her to witness. As if I could bare to witness Catherine marking my mate before my very eyes. “What, now?” I gasp out, tearing my eyes away from the rogue…a strange frenetic energy buzzing between us. “No time like the present.” Stepmother manoeuvres over to Father, her arm hooking around his. Father’s cold expression leaving no room for negotiation. Not that I would even try, I was merely their puppet, my fate in their hands. My eyes frantically glance to the office door, if I dart for it now, I can escape. I can’t watch this; I can’t be a part of this. But one alpha command from father and my legs would stop, each footstep like stepping through thick mud. He truly had control over me. “Get on with it.” He grunts out, his eyes flickering to the rogue stood next to me. “I, Cathe
Amara POV I hear his gasp at my acceptance to his rejection, that pain not leaving me as Catherine had claimed it would. My hand reaches out for the door frame, I need to pull myself back into the hallway, my body starting to fail me. My heart felt as if it were being broken into tiny pieces, a pain that was unendurable. I couldn’t watch any more, the hellish scene forever imprinted into my mind. The scent of a whorehouse coming from her own bedroom, my own mate betraying me. My own mate rejecting me. I thought he loved me, how mistaken was I. I made it just to my bedroom before my stomach gave out, emptying what little I had eaten last night into the toilet of my private bathroom. Anger, anger I had never felt before, not even as they take my blood and repetitively refuse what is rightfully mine. Anger from his betrayal and from her taking him from me makes my flesh boil. I should go back, let him know what I think…but I hold my temper back. What was the point. No mat
Amara POV She was lying…yet why couldn’t I forget this niggling feeling deep within me. I couldn’t let her words get the better of me, I had too much to do. I had a breakfast to help prepare and I’d rather do it without the judgemental stare of the cook. I creep down the staircase, praying I wouldn’t need to fake a smile to anyone this morning. I just wanted to be alone, but then in being alone I would spiral. My mind would implode in on itself from her lies. Busying myself with breakfast, I didn’t even notice I had cut myself with the sharp kitchen blade until blood flowed onto the chopping board. “Damn it.” I say out to myself, running the cold kitchen tap before placing my finger under it. It wasn’t much of a cut but worry still washed over me as I placed a plaster upon it. I wasn’t allowed to hurt myself; I wasn’t allowed to get injured. Ever since they found out that my blood kept Catherine alive all my training came to an abrupt stop, also my private alpha training
Amara POV “Switch mates?” The words exit my mouth as my mind plays catch up. “As a member of this family I expect this from you!” Father demands out, my mind still unable to comprehend what is happening. “I don’t understand…” “Your blood, it has changed Catherine’s scent. The rogue here dares to believe that he is mated to her. An alpha born mated to a rogue…I can’t let this get out. It would ruin the pack’s reputation. ” My head turns, the roaring fire barely audible over Catherine’s sobs. She remains clutched to my stepmother’s side, unable to meet my eyes. Stepmother’s eyes have no fear in meeting mine, her chin tilts up…daring me to defy not only the alpha but also the luna. “You will exchange! As my eldest, I expect this from you…we expect this from you.” Expect this from me…how could he expect this from me. Expect me to give up my mate, what is mine. Finally, he was acknowledging me as the eldest, only to take away the one thing that was meant to be untarnished, un
Amara POV My blood was unique and for some reason it was the only substance that could help cure Catherine’s rare heart disease. It’s the only thing they valued about me, I knew it…even as they at times take it forcibly. Today the entire pack was to celebrate the news that only I was dreading. The news that my sister would be named as the future alpha of the pack. It would be a grand ceremony, enough money had been thrown into it, a night fit for the princess that she is. A night the pack will never forget. All would attend, it was expected by the alpha and luna. All but me. I was the illegitimate daughter, the one my father wishes to forget. My sister, Catherine, is to be the next alpha. Yet, I am older than her…I was meant to be the heir. She would be the one to inherit my lands, inherit my title…and he would do it in front of everyone to prove the point, yet keep me away. He was in charge; he was the big scary alpha of the Mystic Hallows pack. Nobody dares defy him, n