Xander's POV
I stood in the room, casting a cold gaze at Selena lying on the floor. Her face was pale, and a glint of pain flickered in her eyes, but it seemed to me that it was merely a façade. "Selena, do you think you can gain my mercy by pretending to be sick?" My voice dripped with unusual coldness and obvious disdain. Selena didn't answer; she simply closed her eyes, lacking the strength to speak. "Whatever. I don't have time for your act." I shrugged off her condition and gestured with my eyes toward Lisandra, who sat beside me, signaling her to leave. "Looks like Selena is still in good health," Lisandra remarked with a mocking smile before tightening her hold on me. She rubbed her ample breasts against my arm as she walked, shooting me a wink. It was evident she was unsettled by Selena's interruption earlier. "Let's go." I shot a final look at Selena sprawled on the floor before pulling Lisandra into the car with me. "Xander, I haven't had my treatment yet today. I'm still feeling a little sick." Lisandra lunged towards me as soon as we were in the car, her light perfume stirring something inside me. Her hand climbed up to my neck, and then she straddled me. Desire burned in her eyes; she lightly bit her lip and teasingly ran her tongue over it. But just as I was about to respond to Lisandra's advances, the wolf inside me suddenly let out a restless growl, and my body jerked. "What's wrong?" Lisandra, sitting on top of me, froze, sensing my abnormality. "Nothing, let's continue," I said, trying to suppress the annoyance I felt, and I lifted my head to kiss Lisandra's neck. Growl! Immediately, the wolf inside me growled again, more menacing this time, and I sensed its offense at my behavior. Lisandra, too, reacted with fear, her inner wolf whimpering low as if frightened. This sudden interruption killed our mood instantly. "Damn, what the hell is going on?" I mentally questioned the wolf inside me, but it remained silent. The intense unease and pain were becoming unbearable, and I tried to ignore the feeling, but it grew stronger and stronger, almost making it impossible for me to breathe. "It's okay, if you're too tired we can continue next time too," Lisandra said, noticing my grimace, and squeezed a kind smile from the corner of her mouth. "Well, it occurs to me that there are a few more things I need to take care of. I'll send you back first and catch up with you a little later," I straightened my clothes and softly reassured Lisandra. Lisandra nodded. "Okay, Xander, feel free to let me know if you need anything." She finished with a kiss towards my face and got out of the car. I sat in the car, watching Lisandra's figure grow smaller as the inner turmoil intensified. I couldn't ignore the inner voice any longer and quickly walked back to the house. The moment I pushed open the door, the sight before me made my heart sink. Selena had fainted, her face even paler than moments before. Her breathing was so weak that it was almost inaudible. "Shit!" I cursed, then hurried to Selena's side, picked her up, and placed her on the sofa. Selena's eyes were tightly closed, her face pale, and I could sense that the wolf inside her was weak at the moment. "Selena!" I called her name, but she didn't respond. Seeing Selena in this state, it felt as if my heart was being clutched tightly by an invisible hand, pain and guilt intertwining. It would be reasonable for me to feel relieved seeing Selena hurt, but now my mind keeps drifting back to the cold treatment I gave her earlier, and I'm vaguely blaming myself inwardly. "Selena, wake up," I gently patted her cheek. Selena's long eyelashes trembled slightly, but she didn't wake up. Although my heart remained cold, I was plagued by an unnameable emotion. I took a deep breath, suppressing the irritation in my heart, and leaned down to gently lift Selena from the floor and put her back on the bed. Her body was as light as a feather, causing a pang of heartache to shoot through me. "Why has she become so weak?" I pondered, looking down at Selena as she slept, noticing the cuts on her palms from the crystal shards that day. There was no way she could have passed out because of that minor issue, so what was the real reason? I furrowed my brow, contemplating the problems Selena had been facing. This time, Selena's eyelashes fluttered slightly, as if unable to find rest even in her dreams. My fingers gently traced her cheeks, feeling the coldness. A mix of emotions welled up in my heart—guilt and helplessness, but mostly an inexplicable attachment. Standing up, I walked to the window, drew open the curtains, and let the moonlight in. The soft moonlight poured into the room, bringing warmth with them. Turning back, I saw the moonlight shining on Selena's face. She appeared slightly better than moments ago, though her lips seemed dry from our earlier argument. Returning to the bedside, I picked up the glass of water and carefully helped Selena drink. As she swallowed, her throat moved slightly in response to my actions. I hurriedly set the glass aside, fearing she might wake up and catch me caring for her. Yet, Selena kept her eyes tightly closed, showing no signs of waking up, leaving me with a mixture of hope and disappointment. Feeling controlled by Selena's emotions was unpleasant. I stood up from the edge of the bed and sighed deeply. "Damn it, Selena. I suggest you wake up sooner rather than later. You can't think you can run away from me like this," I muttered, looking at Selena coldly.Selena's POVI felt like I was in a dark chaos, as if there were a thick cloud around me, preventing me from seeing the road ahead. In this empty space, there was no sound, only a dead silence surrounding me. Suddenly, I seemed to be back in the bustling hospital corridors, with patients of various expressions passing by me, all looking expressionless. They all seemed to have had their souls taken from them, dragging their heavy bodies in the same direction. I tried to see the path ahead, but the corridor ended in a thick mass of darkness, and all the people who entered it made no sound or struggle; everything was eerily in motion.I clenched my lips, trying to resist joining them. But as if my body was out of control, I followed the others as they slowly advanced towards the depths of the darkness. A great sense of fear wrapped around me, and I opened my mouth wide in an attempt to cry out, but to my despair, I couldn't make a sound no matter how hard I tried. The sound of footst
Selena's POVThe night was silent, and when I woke up again, I realized that Xander was nowhere to be found in the empty room. I struggled to get out of bed, feeling the pain in my chest intensify. Earlier, before coming back from the hospital, I had refused Liam's offer of a simple painkiller. I still felt a little groggy and touched my forehead absently, finding it hot as hell."Crap," I sighed softly to myself. Maybe it was yesterday's rain shower that caused this sickness. My throat was dry, and I was short of breath. Just sitting on the edge of the bed made me feel like I was about to collapse."Xander was right. You always look for an excuse to be lazy. Get up and scrub the floor."A disgusting figure suddenly appeared in the doorway. Lisandra was leaning against the doorframe with her arms folded, looking at me with contempt."What?" The fever made my mind a little foggy, and I frowned at Lisandra."Why are you pretending again? Can't you remember who you are, you lowly woman?
Selena's POV"Stop... stop!"Sensing the situation spiraling out of control, I frantically covered my chest. Xander showed no intention of stopping; his pupils slowly contracted with greed as he surveyed my body.My voice trembled, but Xander's face remained expressionless. He playfully surveyed me, gently licking his dry lips, as if he'd just heard an erotic joke."Would anyone stop me from doing what I need to do with my own woman?" Xander spoke softly."I'm going to reject you!"Seeing my threats were futile, I repeated myself."That's funny."Xander's eyes filled with laughter. He lay on top of me, his rough breath invading my space. I could feel his chiseled stomach pressing against my chest. Though I wanted to look at his lips, I dismissed the thought.Without hesitation, Xander straddled me, and as he lowered his head, I felt my nipples harden. Xander noticed and covered my breasts with his wide palms, rubbing them vigorously without mercy."No, don't."I struggled to stop him,
Selena's POVThe cold war between Xander and me lasted for days, and Xander literally stopped bringing me food as he had shown. After a few days of starvation, my body seemed to reach its limit, and it felt like there was an endless abyss in my stomach craving sustenance.I realized I would starve to death if I continued like this, and the wolf inside me wailed weakly over and over again. However, my poor self-esteem kept me going because I didn't want to be like before, when the point of every day was to be a tail-wagging dog around Xander.Just as I was thinking that, a loud noise suddenly came from the doorway. Before I could react, I heard a loud boom, and the door to my room was kicked open from the outside. A tall and cold figure appeared in front of me."Drag her out of here. I don't want anyone dying on my turf; it's bad luck," Xander said, his eyes flashing with a hint of contempt. He waved his hand, and the dutiful werewolf soldiers on either side rushed over to grab me and
Selena's POVI thought about just walking away and not having to look Xander in the eye anymore, but the consequences of that might actually be what Xander said. My father's pack would fall apart overnight. I didn't doubt for a second that Xander had the power to do that. And I'd been living this groveling life with the ultimate goal of just wanting the best for my pack. So for the sake of the pack, I had to drop the high profile I had just taken and admit my mistake to Xander. Once this thought surfaced in my mind, all those sufferings and pains I once endured haunted my body like maggots in my wound, causing my soul to tremble."You did this?" I took a deep breath and turned my head to look at Xander. "Do I have to report everything I do to you now?" Xander gave me a cold look, a sneer on his lips. "It's fine for you to target me, but why target my father? What exactly did he do to piss you off?" I clenched my teeth and grimaced as I responded to Xander. "You're not even quali
Selena's POVI was a little confused to see Liam. I remembered that I was supposed to on the way to my mentor's hospital, so why was I here?"Don't think too much about it. I found you passed out on the floor on my way to work. What happened?" Liam asked with concern, noticing something unusual in my expression."Nothing, maybe it's just the aftermath of that awful illness." I struggled to sit up and lean against the hospital bed."Is he still asking you to help with the blood transfusion?" Liam asked seriously. He was serving a bowl of hot soup and froze when he heard my answer."Yeah, but I refused." I looked at Liam; he was pure, like a blank sheet of paper.We met on campus. Liam attracted a lot of attention with his excellent medical skills and outstanding appearance, becoming the dream guy of many girls. But over the years, even after joining the workforce, he hadn't shown any intimacy with other girls. If he hadn't repeatedly emphasized that he was straight, many people might h
Selena's POVWhen I arrived home in a muddle, I found Xander sitting in the hall, watching me teasingly. It seemed as if he had expected me to have little to no solution to my father's problem.I realized that even if I hadn't fainted on my way out the door and had followed my mentor to the Institute as usual, I would have been forced to leave soon after due to a variety of "accidents." That was Xander's style. If he wants to treat someone well, he can get them even the stars in the sky. But if he doesn't, even your every breath seems superfluous to him."How's the job search going?" Xander inquired without looking up, his head bent over his phone. It was a banal question that would represent concern in any normal conversation, but coming from Xander, it had only one purpose: to hear my embarrassing story."Xander, have you had enough? What do you want from me?" Recognizing Xander's true nature, I stopped pretending and questioned him with my head held high."Didn't you know all abo
Selena's POVHearing Xander's words, my eyes widened in disbelief. It turns out that everything he just did was to humiliate me."You really are as shameless as your disgraceful father. Get lost. I haven't had enough of toying with your father and his pathetic pack."Xander wore a mocking smile as he picked up his clothes and delivered a cold parting shot before turning to leave. I sat alone in my empty room, uncontested tears streaming down my face.I couldn't remember when it started, but Xander seemed to have suddenly developed a hostile attitude towards my father. I had tried to defuse it, but every time my father was mentioned, Xander became hysterical. Slowly, his hatred transferred from my father to me. That was the beginning of our split.The question then becomes: what did my father ever do to anger Xander so much? If I were to ask Xander directly, I can only imagine his face full of contempt. From what I understand, my father was just an old acquaintance of Xander's father,