LUKAN
" Oh, I'm so sorry." Rosita said quickly, composing herself and looking kind of embarrassed." I was kind of lost in thought."
" Fine if you say so." I replied, not wanting to push it, but I knew I saw a kind of recognition in her eyes.
I was staring at Merida, it was now that I looked at her. She was probably thinner and looking frail than before, and she was always trying to avoid my gaze.
"You have to take her measurement Rosita for her new dresses."
" Yes, Alpha Lukan," Rosita replied and proceeded to take Merida's measurement, who was looking kind of frightened. I peered at her, and it seemed there were a lot of things she wanted to say.
"What is it, Merida? Speak."
Merida shook her head.
"No, it's nothing."
I stared at her for a while, living with her aunt and uncle must have molded her into someone who is silently headstrong and stubborn.
"If you have something to say, then spill it out, don't get me angry. As my mate, you should learn to be outspoken, and also I will mark you soon during the Mating Ritual."
Merida's eyes immediately flew wide open." Mate." She stuttered and her lips kind of quivered.
" Yes." I replied, looking at her frightened face." Do you have any problem with that?"
With the way she was staring at me, I knew that something was wrong. I guess all this had happened suddenly, and she knew nothing about most of the arrangements.
"I think there's a lot of explaining I have to do." I said, pushing my hands deep into my pockets." I didn't buy you because I wanted you to be my slave or breeder, I bought you because I want to mark you and make you mine."
The last statement made her eyes almost fall out of their sockets, even Rosita raised her head quickly in shock.
"Your aunt and uncle are so daft. I'm quite sure that they really didn't read the contract back to back."
But she wasn't listening to all I was saying, her quivering lips parted.
" Why me?" Merida said, swallowing hard." I'm not good for you. I killed my parents. I might repeat the same mistake."
Instead of giving her a reply, I looked out of the window.
Rosita was trying to make her stand still so she could take a proper measurement and from the corner of my eyes I saw Merida wince.
" Why is this place so sticky?" Rosita asked, pointing at a place beside her lower back.
Merida glanced at me and then at Rosita and back again.
"It's- it's an injury."
" Any injury?" I asked and Rosita glanced at me." I think there's a bloodstain there, it must be really big for it not to heal properly."
Again Merida stared down at her feet.
" Come here and show me." I said in a low, commanding tone.
" Don't be stupid. You are not at Frostclaw Pack, don't force me to strip you here."
Merida's eyes flew wide open at my sentence, and she cowered in fear.
She glanced at Rosita and then back at me.
"Can I use the bathroom please?"
I turned to Rosita." Leave us."
Rosita bowed before leaving the room, shutting the door calmly behind her.
Merida's blood scent was so strong, it floated into my nostrils, making my head spin.
Calmly and with shaky hands, she turned around and pulled down her dress, and it fell to her lower back.
" It's fine." She said." It's just a little injury."
" Indeed," I sneered."how do you know it's fine, and it is just a little injury, when you can't even look at your back." I growled, and she flinched before trying to pull the dress up. I held her hands, stopping her.
" Are there any more bruises ?" I asked, and she shook her head slowly, but I didn't believe her, and before she could say a word, I ripped the gown off her and a silent gasp escaped her lips.
My eyes fell on her underwear that were barely hugging her small, frail,,.
She was so thin and bony and the bones at her hips were sticking out.
They weren't just a single bruise like she claimed, it seemed she was bathed in a thousand bruises, some of which were ready to turn purple and they looked so painful.
Mad anger danced within me and I felt like tearing whoever did this apart.
" Who did this to you?" I asked, hoping she would give me some piece of information, but she said nothing.
" Is it Ophelia?"
She shook her head, staring at her small feet.
" Or is it that fool called Garrick?"
She shook her head before answering me.
"They weren't the only ones. The whole pack hates me."
I cursed under my breath and ran my hand through my hair.
"They are so dead." I yelled." How would they do this to you?"
Then my eyes fell on her wrist, which had bruises on them, it was as if she was bound so tight, and it had left an indelible mark there.
"They also did this too, right?"
As usual, her tongue was tied, and she couldn't give me an answer as she wore her dress which could barely cover her properly.
" You must see a physician."
" No issues, but you don't have to bother."
" I insist, don't tell me you are fine and not to bother." I thundered." Say that one more time and I will take you to Frostclaw Pack." I threatened, but I knew I couldn't do that.
She stared at me shocked.
" Can't you see that you are hurt and going through pain? Look at your body. You are my mate now, and you are my responsibility. Is that understood?"
I didn't realize that I had been yelling. This was the first time I was feeling so concerned about someone. No woman had touched my heart this way.
Merida was star
ing at me, surprised too, and I kind of felt embarrassed.
I exhaled and looked away. I just hope I'm not falling for her.
" I will have to find out about the Nightshade fern," I said instead.
MERIDA"I don't know anything about the Nightshade fern,"I said in a very small voice hesitantly. He was staring at me now, and I could see a glint of concern in his eyes. The way he had shouted minutes ago proved just one thing. It meant that he cared about me.This was the first time anyone was going to show me so much care. " I thought you knew the difference between both flowers, though they kind of look alike."" I- I don't know," I stammered.He exhaled." But your aunt and uncle said you knew the difference, like I explained before, the Nightshade fern is of two types. The first is extinct and the one they said you added to your parents' drink is very difficult to find. But I know that something about the story isn't adding up."I glanced up at him as he continued."Your fingers are supposed to be stained if indeed you pluck one of the flowers."" Oh." That was the only thing I could say. " I will make them pay for making you suffer." He said to me and walked through the wind
LUKAN"What do you mean by her injuries won't heal easily."I said bursting into the room and from the corner of my eyes I could see Merida flinched.My fist rolled into a ball by my sides and my eyes were blazing. I was so angry that I was even surprised. This was the kind of anger that came because one cared so much about someone.I shook my head , I was only doing it because I felt pity towards her, I said to myself.Julietta's head shot up quickly and she gave me a sidelong look which I recognized immediately and turned away. I knew something terrible was going on."You will have to apply the Willows Tears on the injury." She said in a very small voice her eyes fixed on mine as she walked to her desk." Come Merida, let me take you upstairs." I said, taking her hand .Upstairs in our bedroom ,I made her lift her shirt up and unscrewed the small bottle , the greenish paste-like substance stared back at me, it had no smell .I scoped just a little amount and placed it on the injury
CHAPTER 7MERIDAI watched him as he walked out of the room with an air of a nonchalant attitude around him. He was the Alpha so what was I even expecting from him. Rosita felt hurt by his words but I guess she was already used to it. I felt so small that I wanted to sink. I never expected him to speak that way. Well he was funny actually for me to get along with him I have to do my very best not to get him angry. I was still staring at the door when Rosita called my attention. "Do you want me to escort you to the dinning?"she asked and I blinked several times to understand what she was saying. Back home at Frostclaw pack, no one escorted me anywhere except when I was about to be given some lashes. I could count how many times I ate in a week.she must have seen how surprised and flushed my cheeks were and she smiled at me. "I can show you to the dining room if you don't want me to go with you." Rosita said again in a very small voice.I struggled to my feet and managed a smile
MERIDAIt was the singing of the birds and the harsh sun rays that woke me up.I couldn't even remember how long I had slept or when I had slept off. I stirred , turning to the other side of the bed suddenly feeling so cold .I grabbed the duvet and pulled it over my head , trying to go back to sleep. My stomach rumbled , reminding me how little I had eaten last night and I almost cried out, the hunger that was chewing at the other side of my stomach grew more teeth and increased its tempo.Just then I suddenly sat quickly as if pricked by a needle I broke out in cold sweat. Aunt Ophelia....I said to myself , my eyes darted around the room and for a moment I forgot that I was no longer in Frostclaw pack.I was somewhere , safe somewhere where no harm could get to me and where I could no longer be reminded of how unworthy and useless I was.I slapped my temple softly and exhaled in relief."You are up so early."I heard a voice say and I quickly turned to find Alpha Lukan standing b
LUKANThe car gilded slowly before it stopped in the parking lot, I glanced at my watch and realized I was fifteen minutes late."If they can't wait they can go home." I muttered to myself as I took the steps up to my office."Good morning sir." My receptionist greeted me with a low bow , I gave no reply and walked away when I saw my PA but I pretended not to see her . She came out of an office smiling sheepishly obviously engaged in a gossip." Good morning Alpha Lukan." She said half running after me and trying to keep up with my long strides."I sent you two emails and you never gave a reply, " I said, taking another bend."I did , but I was waiting to congratulate you." She said in a rasped breath and I stopped in my tracks."Congratulate me for what?" I asked lines of anger etched on my
LUKANI stood staring down at the pack below, one hand thrust into my pocket and the other holding a tumbler.My mind was far away and it went back to the discussion I had with my mother , Julietta .I took another sip , savoring the taste , the cold liquid ran down my throat , warming itThinking about Merida , I felt there was so much I needed to know about her.It seems she was a shadow , like she just wasn't existing and when I turned away she might just vanish.I exhaled and poured myself another glass of vodka .I guess they were still a lot of things that I just didn't know about her , it seems there were many things I might never know about her"Why does it seem like mother knows so much about her ?" I muttered to myself taking another sip.The
MERIDAI still couldn't believe he could do such a thing to me even when he left , I was still feeling embarrassed.My stomach rumbled again and with the little strength I had left , I pushed the door open , my eyes meeting the spiral staircase which made my eyes water.I took a step at a time and the smell of freshly brewed coffee flew into my nose making me salivate. I told myself this morning that I could stuff myself with just enough food .As I came to the dining hall I momentarily forgot about Alpha Lukan and I wanted to grab every piece of fried chicken that was on the table.There were dessert and appetizers , coffee and toast , just anything to make one go crazy.Back home I never had any of this and I wanted to start eating right away. I was still in last night's clothes and I really wanted something to eat. I knew I was supposed to have showered before having breakfast , but I was about to faint from the hunger that was crawling at the sides of my stomach. "Merida."I hear
MERIDA I blinked , the sun on my face and I squinted. My leg sting from the pain which drove through meLemuel stood awkwardly beside me, he glanced at an angry Lukan and then back to me, as though unsure whether to help me up or not. "Lukan!" I gasped, my voice cracking , this was the first time I was calling him by his name.He stood there, staring down at us, his eyes narrowed, his jaw clenched. There was something funny in the way he looked at Lemuel, as if the very idea of us together made him angry.I tried to scramble to my feet, but my leg throbbed, and I winced, I stayed put. “I... I tripped,” I stammered, trying to explain. “It was an accident.” Lemuel quickly nodded, his face pale. His cheeks flushed “Yeah, she fell. I was just—”“Just what ?" Lukan's voice was cold and low.He didn’t seem interested in Lemuel’s explanation, nor mine. The way he looked between the two of us, there was something else swirling in his mind—something I didn't think was possible. Jealo
LUKANThe ballroom emptied in chaos,voices whispering and eyes watching as Merida and I made our way to the car. I kept my face blank, my emotion locked away. I had done what I wanted to do and now I felt at ease .Kara and Zayna were gone, their betrayal had been exposed, and the rest of the pack that weren't present would hear every detail by morning.The air inside the car felt heavy.Merida sat quietly beside me, her gaze fixed out the window. For amoment, I wanted to speak, to say something that would lighten the weight pressing on us. But what could I say? She was in shock, everyone was in shock.Behind us, Lemuel, Dean, and Julietta followed in another car.The convoy moved through the streets to the packhouse , the soft hum of the engine the only sound. My mind was far from the quiet road, replaying the night's events.In few minutes , we arrived at the Packhouse, the scene before us was shocking. The everywhere buzzed with activity. Guards whispered among themselves, and mai
LUKANThe atmosphere in the room felt so thick and stifling.Everything had happened so fast and sudden and the worst part was that Zayna was dead Her lifeless body lay sprawled on the icy, blood-soaked floor, her face calm in death was the stark reminder of the happiness she once had. The heavy weight of shock and grief hung heavily in every corner of the hall. Some women were already beginning to sob a d some were too scared to leave the hall.My wolf stirred restlessly within me, a mix of fury, sorrow, and an urgent desire for revenge, to have Beta Thedeus punished for all the nonsense he had caused. Something in me wanted to find the culprit myself and deal with them. They tried to kill me and because of that Zayna was dead even though she didn't deserve any of this.Even though I was feeling really angry, I knew I had to stay calm. There was a big problem coming, and it wasn't too far from where I was but I had to stop it.“You!” Beta Thaddeus's angry voice shattered the ten
LUKANThe ballroom felt heavy with the tension and everything I had revealed, no one could say a single word it felt like the world had suddenly come to an end . Beta Thedeus and his bastard son felt like vanishing together with every member of the council who had supported him.The chandeliers twinkled above, showing the tension that filled the hall. Everyone was waiting patiently for my words, their gazes filled with curiosity, suspicion, and a hint of fear. Glasses held half drunk in their hands, eyes casting dirty looks at Beta Thedeus and his daughter Zayna.In the crowd, Zayna's expression was one of forced composure, and her shaking hands showed how scared she was, she was never expecting any of this She was clearly weighing her options, her eyes flicking between me and the assembled pack members.I approached her slowly, the sound of my boots sending sounds on the marble floors that made her shiver . “Zayna,” I started, my tone firm and precise. “I have something to ask
LUKANThe grand hall shone brightly under the golden chandeliers, their illumination dancing across polished marble floors and beautifully carved columns. This event was more than a mere ball—it was a display of deception organized by those eager to alter the legacy of my lineage, give my position to someone else.Laughter rose and fell through the hall, deceptively light and the sound of hushed chatters and the clicking of glasses filled the air. Council members raised their glasses in feigned joy,excited to have me discarded or so they thought.At the heart of the gathering was Beta Thaddeus, exuding his usual calm authority. His voice was measured and forceful as he addressed the assembly. “Ladies and gentlemen, tonight marks an important moment for our pack. We have long awaited the return of order. This evening, we will crown a new Alpha.” His words hung in the air like a noose tightening around me. My prolonged absence had given them thus them, feeding their ego and stupidi
MERIDAIt was late evening as my personal maids got me ready for the moon meeting and at the same time I felt fear and anxiety surge through me. It was the night of the moon meeting, a significant event, but this one felt particularly heavy. I couldn't have attended if I had a say, going to the moon meeting — a meeting where some old men will have him replaced.I felt angry and at the same time as if I was betraying him. The council would be deliberating a possible successor for Lukan while he was in coma and I wished I could tell Lemuel that there was no need going for the Moon meeting.I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, feeling rather disoriented as a maid worked on my hair, styling it into a sleek twist that flowed gracefully down my back. Another maid stepped into the room, her face serious,very serious.“My Lady .” she said gently. “I need to inform you that Clara is unwell. She’s had a fever all day and hasn’t spoken to anyone. " She looked around her, at the maids
MERIDAThe next day was bright and full of hope,hope that soon everything would be fine.I wore a bright yellow, knee length dress and had my hair curled up, I was even planning on going to the beach today. I had told Lemuel and Dean had wanted to come with us.It was my first time of going to the beach, but I didn't tell Lemuel this, he would probably laugh at me. I smiled at the thought as I settled into the chair opposite Dean .Just as lunch started, one of the maids approached timidly, whispering to Julietta who reached out for a wine flute."Ma'am, your phone… It's an urgent call."Julietta answered the phone, her face shifting to a more serious expression. She spoke quietly, but her body language suggested trouble. "This can't be happening..."A pause.A long one." You can't possibly do this....it's outrageous!"Her grip on the phone tightened, and her knuckles turned white as though each word she heard drained the life from her.Lemuel looked up at her and I wondered what wa
The night was very quiet, like everything was waiting for something to happen. Lemuel and I stood on the balcony, looking down at the garden below and up at the blurry stars. I still thought about what I had told him and it was the best thing I ever did. At least I wasn't alone.My mind and heart were filled with thoughts and feelings, hoping that Lukan could still hear me and a miracle of some sort will happen and he will just wake up.I held onto the chilly metal railing, noticing how it dug into my hands. Helping me to keep calm.“I never… I never told him, Lemuel,” I whispered, struggling to speak. “I never told him how much he meant to me. And now, I fear I might never have that chance.”Lemuel turned to me, his eyes mirroring my pain. “Merida, you know he cared about you deeply. Lukan always felt things intensely, especially about you. He can be arrogant some times but he loves you."Tears flowed down my face as I shook my head. “But I never said it. Not once. I..."I stopped
MERIDAAs soon as I got home , I made a mad dash to thr bathroom and on the shower at full force allowing the hot water wash down me, it felt soothing and refreshing and I welcomed it.I had left my phone with it's broken screen on the bed and no matter how hard I try to gather my thoughts, they kept spiraling.For now I needed to be alone, to gather my thoughts.I glanced at he cracked screen, it reminded me of how my life was falling apart. I exhaled and wrapped my arms around me, suddenly feeling cold."Good evening, My lady." Someone knocked on the door and I knew it was one of the maids"What's it?""Dinner is served." She replied" I'll be downstairs soon." I said dismissing her before she could finish.I quickly changed into something cozy and joined Julietta and the rest at the dinning hall, thankfully they didn't seem to notice my late arrival as they chatted away. Truthfully I didn't feel like having anything to eat. I only wanted to be in the comfort of my room but then t
MERIDAAs the investigator walked out of the café, his figure slowly disappeared among the patrons. He seemed to be in a hurry and I wondered what just happened.I remained there, frozen , feeling puzzled and full of questions in my mind. His face showed me that there was an important piece of information he was keeping to himself. Something he didn't want to tell me.It was at that moment he was going to tell me more about my twin sister, a call interrupted us. He could have just spilled it out anyway before leaving.I wasn't seeing or hearing things, was I ?I clearly saw the name "Zayna" flash on his screen. I felt my heart race. Why was Zayna calling him? I felt a strong feeling of fear that made me uneasy and upset at the same time.I tried to calm myself down, taking short deep breath, but the worry kept getting stronger. There was something off, something I couldn't place my fingers on. I tried to relax, telling myself it was all a coincidence, that Zayna was the Beta's daug