MERIDA
"I don't know anything about the Nightshade fern,"I said in a very small voice hesitantly.
He was staring at me now, and I could see a glint of concern in his eyes. The way he had shouted minutes ago proved just one thing. It meant that he cared about me.
This was the first time anyone was going to show me so much care.
" I thought you knew the difference between both flowers, though they kind of look alike."
" I- I don't know," I stammered.
He exhaled." But your aunt and uncle said you knew the difference, like I explained before, the Nightshade fern is of two types. The first is extinct and the one they said you added to your parents' drink is very difficult to find. But I know that something about the story isn't adding up."
I glanced up at him as he continued.
"Your fingers are supposed to be stained if indeed you pluck one of the flowers."
" Oh." That was the only thing I could say.
" I will make them pay for making you suffer." He said to me and walked through the window where a table was holding a bottle of half-filled whiskey. He poured just a small amount on a flute and gulped it all down.
"But I'm serious you have to see a physician."
I was just standing there staring at him, so quiet. My mine was spinning around what he said.
I knew that Aunt Ophelia could be wicked, but setting me up was quite impossible.
" After seeing the physician you will have something to eat and have a good sleep in our bedroom." He said and I blinked rapidly.
" Our bedroom." I stuttered and stood staring at him frozen at a spot. Having a good sleep in' our' bedroom. Does it mean we will have sex, and he will have me whenever he wants ?
I glanced around to the magnificent bedroom and the swinging chandeliers and then at the king-sized bed where we would sleep together from now onwards.
He walked to the bedroom and came out.
"I have prepared a hot shower for you. Don't be scared. You are safe."
I followed him into the bathroom with slow steps, and he switched on the shower. I was looking so scared, the bathroom was so big and more beautiful than the one at home with a lot of shampoos and soaps.
He was staring at me with a kind smile, the way one would smile at a little child and immediately feel safe with him.
I knew he was kind of older than me and I felt he was the big brother I never had.
" You should bath now and carefully. I want you to be glittering when you are done." He said sarcastically and winked, then he left, leaving me to bathe in peace.
I pulled my clothes off slowly, tugging on the sides where my blood stuck to my dress. I was about to step into the shower when I glanced behind me and almost jumped out of my skin.
I thought he had left but there he was leaning against the doorway.
" I wonder why you're always scared to say anything as if your tongue was tied. I wish you could speak to me. I'm not Ophelia."
Then he turned around and left. I got into the shower and the water touched my bruises. I winced, but I knew it was good for them.
I didn't realize how long I had been taking my bath. I was probably lost in my thoughts when I had someone cleared their throat.
" Merida, you are spending eternity taking your bath." I had his voice booming from the bedroom and I imagine him glancing at his watch because I noticed he does that a lot.
" I'm almost done." I said, turning off the shower and stepping out to find him sitting at the edge of the bed. His brows rose up when he saw how tight I held the ends of the towel, and he looked like he wanted to laugh.
" Rosita couldn't get you any panties. You have to walk around today without them." Then he handed me some folded clothes and I cringed at his words.
His lips turned up like he wanted to laugh when I stepped into the trousers first without pulling the towel and wore the shirt on.
"Let's go." He said, and I followed him without a word down the hallway.
Everywhere was so quiet because it was already nighttime.
We came before a small office, and he pushed the door open. There, staring under a microscope, was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. A youthful appearance made her look even more beautiful.
" Merida, this is Doctor Julietta."
I kept my eyes staring at my feet when the doctor smiled at me.
" Nice meeting you Merida." She said and I nodded.
Lukan glanced at his wristwatch and pulled out his phone.
"Make sure you tell her everything, Merida." He said, scrolling through the phone as he went out.
" I have an injury." I said in a whisper.
" A fresh one ?" She asked.
" An old one."
Julietta cocked an eyebrow." Wolves have healing abilities. Why hasn't it healed yet?"
"It's because I don't have a wolf."
She exhaled." Let's take a look then."
I lifted my shirt, showing her even my back, and I saw anger dancing in her eyes.
" Who did this to you and how long is the injury?"
" I don't know how long."
"You better don't lie to her, Merida." I had Lukan, yelled from outside the door and I jumped out of my skin.
I swallowed hard and decided to see the truth.
"I was bruised every time and I have lost count how long they stayed on my body." When I said those words out I felt at peace with myself.
Aunt Ophelia and Uncle Garrick had threatened me never to tell a soul about this.
"Merida." I heard Lukan's voice again and Doctor Julietta smiled.
" You have to get used to my son's anger, it is just his way of showing that he cares."
I blinked in surprise." Your son ?"
" Yes," she said, smiling, and handed me some pills and a bottle of ointment." This ointment has a
drop of Willows tears in it, it's good for your injuries."
" Why?" I asked in a cracked voice." Willows tears are..."
" I know. It's because your injuries aren't ordinary."
LUKAN"What do you mean by her injuries won't heal easily."I said bursting into the room and from the corner of my eyes I could see Merida flinched.My fist rolled into a ball by my sides and my eyes were blazing. I was so angry that I was even surprised. This was the kind of anger that came because one cared so much about someone.I shook my head , I was only doing it because I felt pity towards her, I said to myself.Julietta's head shot up quickly and she gave me a sidelong look which I recognized immediately and turned away. I knew something terrible was going on."You will have to apply the Willows Tears on the injury." She said in a very small voice her eyes fixed on mine as she walked to her desk." Come Merida, let me take you upstairs." I said, taking her hand .Upstairs in our bedroom ,I made her lift her shirt up and unscrewed the small bottle , the greenish paste-like substance stared back at me, it had no smell .I scoped just a little amount and placed it on the injury
CHAPTER 7MERIDAI watched him as he walked out of the room with an air of a nonchalant attitude around him. He was the Alpha so what was I even expecting from him. Rosita felt hurt by his words but I guess she was already used to it. I felt so small that I wanted to sink. I never expected him to speak that way. Well he was funny actually for me to get along with him I have to do my very best not to get him angry. I was still staring at the door when Rosita called my attention. "Do you want me to escort you to the dinning?"she asked and I blinked several times to understand what she was saying. Back home at Frostclaw pack, no one escorted me anywhere except when I was about to be given some lashes. I could count how many times I ate in a week.she must have seen how surprised and flushed my cheeks were and she smiled at me. "I can show you to the dining room if you don't want me to go with you." Rosita said again in a very small voice.I struggled to my feet and managed a smile
MERIDAIt was the singing of the birds and the harsh sun rays that woke me up.I couldn't even remember how long I had slept or when I had slept off. I stirred , turning to the other side of the bed suddenly feeling so cold .I grabbed the duvet and pulled it over my head , trying to go back to sleep. My stomach rumbled , reminding me how little I had eaten last night and I almost cried out, the hunger that was chewing at the other side of my stomach grew more teeth and increased its tempo.Just then I suddenly sat quickly as if pricked by a needle I broke out in cold sweat. Aunt Ophelia....I said to myself , my eyes darted around the room and for a moment I forgot that I was no longer in Frostclaw pack.I was somewhere , safe somewhere where no harm could get to me and where I could no longer be reminded of how unworthy and useless I was.I slapped my temple softly and exhaled in relief."You are up so early."I heard a voice say and I quickly turned to find Alpha Lukan standing b
LUKANThe car gilded slowly before it stopped in the parking lot, I glanced at my watch and realized I was fifteen minutes late."If they can't wait they can go home." I muttered to myself as I took the steps up to my office."Good morning sir." My receptionist greeted me with a low bow , I gave no reply and walked away when I saw my PA but I pretended not to see her . She came out of an office smiling sheepishly obviously engaged in a gossip." Good morning Alpha Lukan." She said half running after me and trying to keep up with my long strides."I sent you two emails and you never gave a reply, " I said, taking another bend."I did , but I was waiting to congratulate you." She said in a rasped breath and I stopped in my tracks."Congratulate me for what?" I asked lines of anger etched on my
LUKANI stood staring down at the pack below, one hand thrust into my pocket and the other holding a tumbler.My mind was far away and it went back to the discussion I had with my mother , Julietta .I took another sip , savoring the taste , the cold liquid ran down my throat , warming itThinking about Merida , I felt there was so much I needed to know about her.It seems she was a shadow , like she just wasn't existing and when I turned away she might just vanish.I exhaled and poured myself another glass of vodka .I guess they were still a lot of things that I just didn't know about her , it seems there were many things I might never know about her"Why does it seem like mother knows so much about her ?" I muttered to myself taking another sip.The
MERIDAI still couldn't believe he could do such a thing to me even when he left , I was still feeling embarrassed.My stomach rumbled again and with the little strength I had left , I pushed the door open , my eyes meeting the spiral staircase which made my eyes water.I took a step at a time and the smell of freshly brewed coffee flew into my nose making me salivate. I told myself this morning that I could stuff myself with just enough food .As I came to the dining hall I momentarily forgot about Alpha Lukan and I wanted to grab every piece of fried chicken that was on the table.There were dessert and appetizers , coffee and toast , just anything to make one go crazy.Back home I never had any of this and I wanted to start eating right away. I was still in last night's clothes and I really wanted something to eat. I knew I was supposed to have showered before having breakfast , but I was about to faint from the hunger that was crawling at the sides of my stomach. "Merida."I hear
MERIDA I blinked , the sun on my face and I squinted. My leg sting from the pain which drove through meLemuel stood awkwardly beside me, he glanced at an angry Lukan and then back to me, as though unsure whether to help me up or not. "Lukan!" I gasped, my voice cracking , this was the first time I was calling him by his name.He stood there, staring down at us, his eyes narrowed, his jaw clenched. There was something funny in the way he looked at Lemuel, as if the very idea of us together made him angry.I tried to scramble to my feet, but my leg throbbed, and I winced, I stayed put. “I... I tripped,” I stammered, trying to explain. “It was an accident.” Lemuel quickly nodded, his face pale. His cheeks flushed “Yeah, she fell. I was just—”“Just what ?" Lukan's voice was cold and low.He didn’t seem interested in Lemuel’s explanation, nor mine. The way he looked between the two of us, there was something else swirling in his mind—something I didn't think was possible. Jealo
LUKAN.I took a sip from the wine flute , from the corner of my eyes , I could see Merida stealing glances at Lemuel. My wolf gave a silent growl and I wonder what's with all this nonsense. I really don't want to feel that I was probably getting jealous .Hell no !But she was already getting used to Lemuel in just two days , I looked away angrily trying to hide my anger though.Lemuel's and Zayna's chatter filled the air , they were also getting ready to become mates . I almost laughed , it feels so absurd.I clicked against the empty wine flute with my fork drawing attention to myself. Everyone stared at me and the hushed discussion paused.Better .I cleared my throat and looked around for sometime , Merida stared at me before looking down at her food."I have some very important news to share with everyone." I announced and from the corner of my eyes I could see mother beaming . " All preparations have been made,"I said after a few seconds. "Preparations?"Lemuel asked and he exch
LUKANThe ballroom emptied in chaos,voices whispering and eyes watching as Merida and I made our way to the car. I kept my face blank, my emotion locked away. I had done what I wanted to do and now I felt at ease .Kara and Zayna were gone, their betrayal had been exposed, and the rest of the pack that weren't present would hear every detail by morning.The air inside the car felt heavy.Merida sat quietly beside me, her gaze fixed out the window. For amoment, I wanted to speak, to say something that would lighten the weight pressing on us. But what could I say? She was in shock, everyone was in shock.Behind us, Lemuel, Dean, and Julietta followed in another car.The convoy moved through the streets to the packhouse , the soft hum of the engine the only sound. My mind was far from the quiet road, replaying the night's events.In few minutes , we arrived at the Packhouse, the scene before us was shocking. The everywhere buzzed with activity. Guards whispered among themselves, and mai
LUKANThe atmosphere in the room felt so thick and stifling.Everything had happened so fast and sudden and the worst part was that Zayna was dead Her lifeless body lay sprawled on the icy, blood-soaked floor, her face calm in death was the stark reminder of the happiness she once had. The heavy weight of shock and grief hung heavily in every corner of the hall. Some women were already beginning to sob a d some were too scared to leave the hall.My wolf stirred restlessly within me, a mix of fury, sorrow, and an urgent desire for revenge, to have Beta Thedeus punished for all the nonsense he had caused. Something in me wanted to find the culprit myself and deal with them. They tried to kill me and because of that Zayna was dead even though she didn't deserve any of this.Even though I was feeling really angry, I knew I had to stay calm. There was a big problem coming, and it wasn't too far from where I was but I had to stop it.“You!” Beta Thaddeus's angry voice shattered the ten
LUKANThe ballroom felt heavy with the tension and everything I had revealed, no one could say a single word it felt like the world had suddenly come to an end . Beta Thedeus and his bastard son felt like vanishing together with every member of the council who had supported him.The chandeliers twinkled above, showing the tension that filled the hall. Everyone was waiting patiently for my words, their gazes filled with curiosity, suspicion, and a hint of fear. Glasses held half drunk in their hands, eyes casting dirty looks at Beta Thedeus and his daughter Zayna.In the crowd, Zayna's expression was one of forced composure, and her shaking hands showed how scared she was, she was never expecting any of this She was clearly weighing her options, her eyes flicking between me and the assembled pack members.I approached her slowly, the sound of my boots sending sounds on the marble floors that made her shiver . “Zayna,” I started, my tone firm and precise. “I have something to ask
LUKANThe grand hall shone brightly under the golden chandeliers, their illumination dancing across polished marble floors and beautifully carved columns. This event was more than a mere ball—it was a display of deception organized by those eager to alter the legacy of my lineage, give my position to someone else.Laughter rose and fell through the hall, deceptively light and the sound of hushed chatters and the clicking of glasses filled the air. Council members raised their glasses in feigned joy,excited to have me discarded or so they thought.At the heart of the gathering was Beta Thaddeus, exuding his usual calm authority. His voice was measured and forceful as he addressed the assembly. “Ladies and gentlemen, tonight marks an important moment for our pack. We have long awaited the return of order. This evening, we will crown a new Alpha.” His words hung in the air like a noose tightening around me. My prolonged absence had given them thus them, feeding their ego and stupidi
MERIDAIt was late evening as my personal maids got me ready for the moon meeting and at the same time I felt fear and anxiety surge through me. It was the night of the moon meeting, a significant event, but this one felt particularly heavy. I couldn't have attended if I had a say, going to the moon meeting — a meeting where some old men will have him replaced.I felt angry and at the same time as if I was betraying him. The council would be deliberating a possible successor for Lukan while he was in coma and I wished I could tell Lemuel that there was no need going for the Moon meeting.I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror, feeling rather disoriented as a maid worked on my hair, styling it into a sleek twist that flowed gracefully down my back. Another maid stepped into the room, her face serious,very serious.“My Lady .” she said gently. “I need to inform you that Clara is unwell. She’s had a fever all day and hasn’t spoken to anyone. " She looked around her, at the maids
MERIDAThe next day was bright and full of hope,hope that soon everything would be fine.I wore a bright yellow, knee length dress and had my hair curled up, I was even planning on going to the beach today. I had told Lemuel and Dean had wanted to come with us.It was my first time of going to the beach, but I didn't tell Lemuel this, he would probably laugh at me. I smiled at the thought as I settled into the chair opposite Dean .Just as lunch started, one of the maids approached timidly, whispering to Julietta who reached out for a wine flute."Ma'am, your phone… It's an urgent call."Julietta answered the phone, her face shifting to a more serious expression. She spoke quietly, but her body language suggested trouble. "This can't be happening..."A pause.A long one." You can't possibly do this....it's outrageous!"Her grip on the phone tightened, and her knuckles turned white as though each word she heard drained the life from her.Lemuel looked up at her and I wondered what wa
The night was very quiet, like everything was waiting for something to happen. Lemuel and I stood on the balcony, looking down at the garden below and up at the blurry stars. I still thought about what I had told him and it was the best thing I ever did. At least I wasn't alone.My mind and heart were filled with thoughts and feelings, hoping that Lukan could still hear me and a miracle of some sort will happen and he will just wake up.I held onto the chilly metal railing, noticing how it dug into my hands. Helping me to keep calm.“I never… I never told him, Lemuel,” I whispered, struggling to speak. “I never told him how much he meant to me. And now, I fear I might never have that chance.”Lemuel turned to me, his eyes mirroring my pain. “Merida, you know he cared about you deeply. Lukan always felt things intensely, especially about you. He can be arrogant some times but he loves you."Tears flowed down my face as I shook my head. “But I never said it. Not once. I..."I stopped
MERIDAAs soon as I got home , I made a mad dash to thr bathroom and on the shower at full force allowing the hot water wash down me, it felt soothing and refreshing and I welcomed it.I had left my phone with it's broken screen on the bed and no matter how hard I try to gather my thoughts, they kept spiraling.For now I needed to be alone, to gather my thoughts.I glanced at he cracked screen, it reminded me of how my life was falling apart. I exhaled and wrapped my arms around me, suddenly feeling cold."Good evening, My lady." Someone knocked on the door and I knew it was one of the maids"What's it?""Dinner is served." She replied" I'll be downstairs soon." I said dismissing her before she could finish.I quickly changed into something cozy and joined Julietta and the rest at the dinning hall, thankfully they didn't seem to notice my late arrival as they chatted away. Truthfully I didn't feel like having anything to eat. I only wanted to be in the comfort of my room but then t
MERIDAAs the investigator walked out of the café, his figure slowly disappeared among the patrons. He seemed to be in a hurry and I wondered what just happened.I remained there, frozen , feeling puzzled and full of questions in my mind. His face showed me that there was an important piece of information he was keeping to himself. Something he didn't want to tell me.It was at that moment he was going to tell me more about my twin sister, a call interrupted us. He could have just spilled it out anyway before leaving.I wasn't seeing or hearing things, was I ?I clearly saw the name "Zayna" flash on his screen. I felt my heart race. Why was Zayna calling him? I felt a strong feeling of fear that made me uneasy and upset at the same time.I tried to calm myself down, taking short deep breath, but the worry kept getting stronger. There was something off, something I couldn't place my fingers on. I tried to relax, telling myself it was all a coincidence, that Zayna was the Beta's daug