MERIDA
"I don't know anything about the Nightshade fern,"I said in a very small voice hesitantly.
He was staring at me now, and I could see a glint of concern in his eyes. The way he had shouted minutes ago proved just one thing. It meant that he cared about me.
This was the first time anyone was going to show me so much care.
" I thought you knew the difference between both flowers, though they kind of look alike."
" I- I don't know," I stammered.
He exhaled." But your aunt and uncle said you knew the difference, like I explained before, the Nightshade fern is of two types. The first is extinct and the one they said you added to your parents' drink is very difficult to find. But I know that something about the story isn't adding up."
I glanced up at him as he continued.
"Your fingers are supposed to be stained if indeed you pluck one of the flowers."
" Oh." That was the only thing I could say.
" I will make them pay for making you suffer." He said to me and walked through the window where a table was holding a bottle of half-filled whiskey. He poured just a small amount on a flute and gulped it all down.
"But I'm serious you have to see a physician."
I was just standing there staring at him, so quiet. My mine was spinning around what he said.
I knew that Aunt Ophelia could be wicked, but setting me up was quite impossible.
" After seeing the physician you will have something to eat and have a good sleep in our bedroom." He said and I blinked rapidly.
" Our bedroom." I stuttered and stood staring at him frozen at a spot. Having a good sleep in' our' bedroom. Does it mean we will have sex, and he will have me whenever he wants ?
I glanced around to the magnificent bedroom and the swinging chandeliers and then at the king-sized bed where we would sleep together from now onwards.
He walked to the bedroom and came out.
"I have prepared a hot shower for you. Don't be scared. You are safe."
I followed him into the bathroom with slow steps, and he switched on the shower. I was looking so scared, the bathroom was so big and more beautiful than the one at home with a lot of shampoos and soaps.
He was staring at me with a kind smile, the way one would smile at a little child and immediately feel safe with him.
I knew he was kind of older than me and I felt he was the big brother I never had.
" You should bath now and carefully. I want you to be glittering when you are done." He said sarcastically and winked, then he left, leaving me to bathe in peace.
I pulled my clothes off slowly, tugging on the sides where my blood stuck to my dress. I was about to step into the shower when I glanced behind me and almost jumped out of my skin.
I thought he had left but there he was leaning against the doorway.
" I wonder why you're always scared to say anything as if your tongue was tied. I wish you could speak to me. I'm not Ophelia."
Then he turned around and left. I got into the shower and the water touched my bruises. I winced, but I knew it was good for them.
I didn't realize how long I had been taking my bath. I was probably lost in my thoughts when I had someone cleared their throat.
" Merida, you are spending eternity taking your bath." I had his voice booming from the bedroom and I imagine him glancing at his watch because I noticed he does that a lot.
" I'm almost done." I said, turning off the shower and stepping out to find him sitting at the edge of the bed. His brows rose up when he saw how tight I held the ends of the towel, and he looked like he wanted to laugh.
" Rosita couldn't get you any panties. You have to walk around today without them." Then he handed me some folded clothes and I cringed at his words.
His lips turned up like he wanted to laugh when I stepped into the trousers first without pulling the towel and wore the shirt on.
"Let's go." He said, and I followed him without a word down the hallway.
Everywhere was so quiet because it was already nighttime.
We came before a small office, and he pushed the door open. There, staring under a microscope, was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. A youthful appearance made her look even more beautiful.
" Merida, this is Doctor Julietta."
I kept my eyes staring at my feet when the doctor smiled at me.
" Nice meeting you Merida." She said and I nodded.
Lukan glanced at his wristwatch and pulled out his phone.
"Make sure you tell her everything, Merida." He said, scrolling through the phone as he went out.
" I have an injury." I said in a whisper.
" A fresh one ?" She asked.
" An old one."
Julietta cocked an eyebrow." Wolves have healing abilities. Why hasn't it healed yet?"
"It's because I don't have a wolf."
She exhaled." Let's take a look then."
I lifted my shirt, showing her even my back, and I saw anger dancing in her eyes.
" Who did this to you and how long is the injury?"
" I don't know how long."
"You better don't lie to her, Merida." I had Lukan, yelled from outside the door and I jumped out of my skin.
I swallowed hard and decided to see the truth.
"I was bruised every time and I have lost count how long they stayed on my body." When I said those words out I felt at peace with myself.
Aunt Ophelia and Uncle Garrick had threatened me never to tell a soul about this.
"Merida." I heard Lukan's voice again and Doctor Julietta smiled.
" You have to get used to my son's anger, it is just his way of showing that he cares."
I blinked in surprise." Your son ?"
" Yes," she said, smiling, and handed me some pills and a bottle of ointment." This ointment has a
drop of Willows tears in it, it's good for your injuries."
" Why?" I asked in a cracked voice." Willows tears are..."
" I know. It's because your injuries aren't ordinary."
LUKAN"What do you mean by her injuries won't heal easily."I said bursting into the room and from the corner of my eyes I could see Merida flinched.My fist rolled into a ball by my sides and my eyes were blazing. I was so angry that I was even surprised. This was the kind of anger that came because one cared so much about someone.I shook my head , I was only doing it because I felt pity towards her, I said to myself.Julietta's head shot up quickly and she gave me a sidelong look which I recognized immediately and turned away. I knew something terrible was going on."You will have to apply the Willows Tears on the injury." She said in a very small voice her eyes fixed on mine as she walked to her desk." Come Merida, let me take you upstairs." I said, taking her hand .Upstairs in our bedroom ,I made her lift her shirt up and unscrewed the small bottle , the greenish paste-like substance stared back at me, it had no smell .I scoped just a little amount and placed it on the injury
CHAPTER 7MERIDAI watched him as he walked out of the room with an air of a nonchalant attitude around him. He was the Alpha so what was I even expecting from him. Rosita felt hurt by his words but I guess she was already used to it. I felt so small that I wanted to sink. I never expected him to speak that way. Well he was funny actually for me to get along with him I have to do my very best not to get him angry. I was still staring at the door when Rosita called my attention. "Do you want me to escort you to the dinning?"she asked and I blinked several times to understand what she was saying. Back home at Frostclaw pack, no one escorted me anywhere except when I was about to be given some lashes. I could count how many times I ate in a week.she must have seen how surprised and flushed my cheeks were and she smiled at me. "I can show you to the dining room if you don't want me to go with you." Rosita said again in a very small voice.I struggled to my feet and managed a smile
MERIDAIt was the singing of the birds and the harsh sun rays that woke me up.I couldn't even remember how long I had slept or when I had slept off. I stirred , turning to the other side of the bed suddenly feeling so cold .I grabbed the duvet and pulled it over my head , trying to go back to sleep. My stomach rumbled , reminding me how little I had eaten last night and I almost cried out, the hunger that was chewing at the other side of my stomach grew more teeth and increased its tempo.Just then I suddenly sat quickly as if pricked by a needle I broke out in cold sweat. Aunt Ophelia....I said to myself , my eyes darted around the room and for a moment I forgot that I was no longer in Frostclaw pack.I was somewhere , safe somewhere where no harm could get to me and where I could no longer be reminded of how unworthy and useless I was.I slapped my temple softly and exhaled in relief."You are up so early."I heard a voice say and I quickly turned to find Alpha Lukan standing b
LUKANThe car gilded slowly before it stopped in the parking lot, I glanced at my watch and realized I was fifteen minutes late."If they can't wait they can go home." I muttered to myself as I took the steps up to my office."Good morning sir." My receptionist greeted me with a low bow , I gave no reply and walked away when I saw my PA but I pretended not to see her . She came out of an office smiling sheepishly obviously engaged in a gossip." Good morning Alpha Lukan." She said half running after me and trying to keep up with my long strides."I sent you two emails and you never gave a reply, " I said, taking another bend."I did , but I was waiting to congratulate you." She said in a rasped breath and I stopped in my tracks."Congratulate me for what?" I asked lines of anger etched on my
LUKANI stood staring down at the pack below, one hand thrust into my pocket and the other holding a tumbler.My mind was far away and it went back to the discussion I had with my mother , Julietta .I took another sip , savoring the taste , the cold liquid ran down my throat , warming itThinking about Merida , I felt there was so much I needed to know about her.It seems she was a shadow , like she just wasn't existing and when I turned away she might just vanish.I exhaled and poured myself another glass of vodka .I guess they were still a lot of things that I just didn't know about her , it seems there were many things I might never know about her"Why does it seem like mother knows so much about her ?" I muttered to myself taking another sip.The
MERIDAI still couldn't believe he could do such a thing to me even when he left , I was still feeling embarrassed.My stomach rumbled again and with the little strength I had left , I pushed the door open , my eyes meeting the spiral staircase which made my eyes water.I took a step at a time and the smell of freshly brewed coffee flew into my nose making me salivate. I told myself this morning that I could stuff myself with just enough food .As I came to the dining hall I momentarily forgot about Alpha Lukan and I wanted to grab every piece of fried chicken that was on the table.There were dessert and appetizers , coffee and toast , just anything to make one go crazy.Back home I never had any of this and I wanted to start eating right away. I was still in last night's clothes and I really wanted something to eat. I knew I was supposed to have showered before having breakfast , but I was about to faint from the hunger that was crawling at the sides of my stomach. "Merida."I hear
MERIDA I blinked , the sun on my face and I squinted. My leg sting from the pain which drove through meLemuel stood awkwardly beside me, he glanced at an angry Lukan and then back to me, as though unsure whether to help me up or not. "Lukan!" I gasped, my voice cracking , this was the first time I was calling him by his name.He stood there, staring down at us, his eyes narrowed, his jaw clenched. There was something funny in the way he looked at Lemuel, as if the very idea of us together made him angry.I tried to scramble to my feet, but my leg throbbed, and I winced, I stayed put. “I... I tripped,” I stammered, trying to explain. “It was an accident.” Lemuel quickly nodded, his face pale. His cheeks flushed “Yeah, she fell. I was just—”“Just what ?" Lukan's voice was cold and low.He didn’t seem interested in Lemuel’s explanation, nor mine. The way he looked between the two of us, there was something else swirling in his mind—something I didn't think was possible. Jealo
LUKAN.I took a sip from the wine flute , from the corner of my eyes , I could see Merida stealing glances at Lemuel. My wolf gave a silent growl and I wonder what's with all this nonsense. I really don't want to feel that I was probably getting jealous .Hell no !But she was already getting used to Lemuel in just two days , I looked away angrily trying to hide my anger though.Lemuel's and Zayna's chatter filled the air , they were also getting ready to become mates . I almost laughed , it feels so absurd.I clicked against the empty wine flute with my fork drawing attention to myself. Everyone stared at me and the hushed discussion paused.Better .I cleared my throat and looked around for sometime , Merida stared at me before looking down at her food."I have some very important news to share with everyone." I announced and from the corner of my eyes I could see mother beaming . " All preparations have been made,"I said after a few seconds. "Preparations?"Lemuel asked and he exch
ELIZABETHThe room was filled with flickering shadows as the fire in the hearth cracked. As Merida tried processed everything I had said.Her eyes widened and her face went pale as I sat across from her. This was more than just her past it was the reality that had strapped my soul together for years. "You deserve to know everything Merida. . But its difficult to hear what Im about to tell you." I said my voice trembling a little, as I looked around the room ,at everyone listening to me.Julietta handed her a mug of tea and she nodded while her fingers clenched around it. The tone of as "Your parents Naomi and Nathaniel were the most honorable wolves I ever knew." I said my voice was so sorrowful"The love they had for you and your sister , Nahla was greater than life itself. Bit love was insufficient to shield them from the packs evil. "Merida opened her mouth to speak but she remained silent. "There was a struggle for power ."I added. “Some believed Naomi’s bloodline was too
ELIZABETH 𝑭𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒉𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌I remembered the night of Lukan and Nahla's bonding ceremony clearly as if it had been burned into my soul. Deep crimson and royal gold colours which stand for strength and unity were used to decorate the grand hall. Music, laughter and the lovely scent of roses in bloom filled the air. In order to witness the ceremony that would bring two influential families together, every member of the pack was present and dressed to the nines. Lukan was a commanding presence in the middle of the room, his dark eyes searching the crowd for Nahla. A silence descended upon the hall as she eventually emerged. Nahla's smile was more brilliant than the chandeliers above and her silvery gown shone like moonlight. It was a hopeful smile that offered joy for the years ahead. My sense of obligation to them as their aunt had always been very strong. I made sure everything went according to plan . Bit something about that evening seemed strange, that I couldn't place my
ELIZABETH I could remember vividly when I was a little girl,our family had long held dinner as a sacred ritual a time to forget about problems and just spend time together. Tonight Julietta insisted reminded me of that.The table was exquisitely arranged with candles illuminating the food spread. Lukan sat next to Merida and they occasionally smiled as though they were trying to reassure one another. Nahla sat beside me, she had a small smile on her lips but her eyes betrayed everything as she kept stealing glances at Lukan.I sighed, we had discussed about this before coming here today, I can't blame her though. She was still in love with him. Always the gracious hostess Julietta clapped her hands together. "All right everyone start eating! Dean dont argue over the mashed potatoes. " In mock indignation Dean gasped. "Just once ,Mother ! Just once and I'm permanently branded. " T
MERIDAThe warmth of Lukan's hand in mine brought back to reality . I looked up into his delicate grey eyes which were filled with so much emotions that mirrored mine. He ran his thumb over my knuckles and the corners of his lips curled into a slight smile. "Merida I need you to listen to me." He said, his voice was steady and low I nodded for him to go on as I swallowed the lump in my throat. "You're mine Merida." He stated firmly but there was a tenderness in his voice that soothed my jangled nerves. "You will always be my mate regardless of what happens or what you may believe. It won't change anything. " I didn't realize the cracks in my heart were being filled with emotions until his words swept over me. All of my uncertainties, anxieties and confusion seemed to vanish for a moment as the weight of his words struck me. “I…” I tried to say something but
MERIDAI sat in the grand halls, my heart racing as I tried to understand what had just happened . Everything was just too much for me. Questions spiralling in my head . That woman who had suddenly reappeared today of all days on my birthday. My twin sister. Someone I barely remembered. To worsen the situation she was *Lukans first love*. I replayed the scene which happened minutes ago over and over again as my hands balled into fists and my nails digging into my palms. I still remembered Lukan's expression. His face and eyes softening as he gaze at her like one of the wonders of the world. Had he ever looked at me like that ? Is he still in love with her ? Now she was back what will happen to me ? Will he still love me just the same way ?This and many other questions ran through my head as tears threatened to spill.“Merida. . . The sound of his voice jolted me out of my thoughts. His
LUKAN Lemuel's words were still ringing in my ears as I gazed at him. It was unbelievable. I blinked severally maybe it was one of his sick jokes but it wasn't.I turned to Merida."Let’s go." I said in in a more steady voice than I actually felt. We got up from the dining table and made our way to the living room after Merida gave a silent nod. I felt like a something had gone off when I saw what was waiting for us. The room was filled with — Nahla Lemuel wasn't jokingShe was not alone, she was with someone else and she was alive—miraculously impossible alive. The woman stabding next to her recognized me to , I exhaled and looked away.A mixture of emotions made my chest tightened that I didn't know what to feel.My gaze swiftly returned to Nahla as she rushed st me, her arms circling me in a fierce tear bear hug.I closed my eyes allowing the moment to pass. We all thought the past was gone but she was here and happiness surged through me.and the memories of our time toget
MERIDA Despite the thick blankets I had wrapped around myself the cold was still in the room when I woke up and getting into my skin. Even with the heating on, the morning air still had an icy bite to it as winter quickly approached. Instinctively I reached out to feel Lukans warmth but my hand found a cold empty sheet instead. . . My heart skipped a beat. . . Lukan? I yelled softly my voice heavy with sleep.. There was no answer. I sat up massaging my arms to produce heat. There was a spooky silence in the room the kind that made me uneasy. His habit of leaving without saying anything was unusual. Still struggling with the uneasiness that was tearing at my chest I slipped my feet into my slippers and put on a cardigan. As I left our room I had the feeling that the house was empty. The corridors were deserted and the dim winter sunlight streaming in through the windows cast shadows on the floor. Though there were traces of last nights celebrations in the air like the faint scen
MERIDA I stood at the balcony of our room, the sky was without a moon tonight but I wasn't thinking about how beautiful the night was or about Lemuel because it made me feel sad. My mind was elsewhere. I was thinking about something entirely different. In this room, my thoughts and my world were centered around him. Lukan I was thinking about us. But Lukan's calming voice brought me back. "You've been looking out there for some time. What's on your mind?" I looked over and saw him standing by the door, his tie loose and shirt unbuttoned a bit. A wife smile on his thin sensual lips that made me want to kiss him. He appeared like the perfect dream I never thought could come true. There was a way he looked like me. Like I was the most important person in the world. "I was ... thinking about something. About us." I said in a small voice which was barely above a whisper. "I love talking about 'us'," he said, moving closer. "It's what I enjoy the most." I grinned, and h
MERIDAThe waves crashing against the shore was just a beautiful sight to behold. The sun was already going down in the horizon and the orange glow was pretty to watch, but nothing could beat the feeling of Lukan holding me close. That tender feeling of love made my heart soar.We had spent the evening laughing and walking around the beach and at some point he wanted us to dive in and swim but I suck at swimming and i had laughed."I wish we could stay like this forever." I whispered feeling the cool breeze brush past my cheeks as I rested my head on his shoulders."Me too." He agreed with a low, relaxed voice." To stay here for eternity." I smiled when I thought about it. "I feel the same way." Everything stopped for a moment, and it felt like time stood still. The gentle smell of salt and hope for the future was brought by the sea breeze, the waves crashing softly making a second that matched our heartbeat." Time wasn't important in this place. It was only us, the sea, and the