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To Love Again
To Love Again
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Chapter 1

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last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-02-11 21:36:14

I smiled softly as I placed the batter in the oven. Anthony liked to have healthy dessert with every meal, and with how absent he'd been at dinner lately, I wanted him to find everything to his taste.

As I wiped my hands clean with a towel, I heard my phone ring. I really didn't have the time for a conversation now, I thought to myself, but changed my mind when I looked at the screen. It was Chloe on a video call.

“Hi, Marissa girlll!!” Her voice rang loudly from the other side of the phone, and I cracked a smile.

“Hi, Chloe. I'm–”

“No! Don't tell me you're busy or any of that stuff. I need you to come with me to Regal tonight.”

“Chloe, I can't do that. Anthony is going to be home soon, and I'm trying to put everything in place for him.”

She rolled her eyes at my statement.

“I saw that.” I said.

“Yea? I intended for you to see it.” She drawled.

I gave her a look that said I didn't like where this was going, and she rolled her eyes again.

“Chloe!!!!”

“Okay, okay. Go ahead and choose some man over me.”

At that, I laughed. “First of all, you're not actually playing that card. Secondly, the “some man” is my husband, and you know I'm not choosing him over you.”

She pouted before responding, “Yea, I know, but I just really wanted my friend with me.”

“Chloe, you always have someone latching to your shoulders when you have to go anywhere. What happened this time?" I asked calmly.

“Good point. This weird guy I met last month was supposed to go with me, but he cancelled at the last minute.”

“So you're going to use me as a replacement for your weird guy?”

“Exactly!”

I laughed again. “It's just a party, Chloe. You could miss it.”

She gasped dramatically. “Miss it!? You know that's not an option, Rissa girl. I work hard, and I deserve to party hard.”

This time, it was I who rolled my eyes.

“I saw that!” Chloe said.

“Of course, you did. Look, Chloe. I've got to go. I've got Anthony's wheat cake in the oven, and then I have to set the table.”

Chloe snickered. “What in the seven heavens is wheat cake, Marissa?”

“Something you have no idea about because you never eat anything healthy.”

“Well, we used to eat all the unhealthy stuff together before.” She said wistfully before continuing in her excited tone, “Anyways, I'm going to go get ready for the party. Bye!” She hung up before I could respond.

Sometimes, Chloe's energy could be overwhelming. She and I were direct opposites, but I loved her. We had done everything together since we were teenagers, and I couldn't imagine losing what we shared. With a smile on my face, I took out the cake from the oven half an hour after, and began setting the table. Anthony would be home anytime now.

As I placed the pretty china plates on the table, my memory flashed to plates being thrown at the wall, but I shook it off. Happy thoughts, only. We'd agreed that this was a fresh start.

After setting the table. I went upstairs to dress up for dinner, and decided to stay in bed for a couple minutes while I waited for him to be home.

I was startled awake by my sleep alarm. It was 10:00pm. Three hours past the time when Anthony had said he'd be home.

I picked up my phone and sent a text, “Hi, baby. Where are you?”

The response came less than ten minutes later. “Got held up at the office. See you tomorrow.”

Just like that. Again.

I'd gone to all that trouble to make dinner, and was this all he had to say? At least, other times, he was kind enough to let me know that he wouldn't be coming home.

I lay on the large bed, and blinked back the tears that threatened to fall. They weren't going to fix anything so why bother?

Without giving myself time to think about it, I put a call through to Chloe. She answered on the third ring. There was music blaring in the background. 

“Hey, girl!” She shouted above the music.

“Hey, where did you want me to go with you again?”

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Regal Club was a place for elites who liked to party. There were posh cars parked outside. The potters wore suits that made them look like businessmen. A heavy-looking bouncer stood at the entrance. Two scantily but expensively dressed women sauntered in, giggling excitedly. I certainly didn't belong here, but it was exactly what I needed.

Chloe stepped out in her small black leather dress and six inch stilettos. She looked like a movie star as she walked towards me. She wrapped me in a hug, and made loud smacking noises as she kissed both my cheeks.

“Come on, girl!!! Time to partyyyyy!” She said, and pulled me inside. One of the things I loved about Chloe was that she knew when to ask questions and when to just leave you to process your thoughts.

Inside, the lights swirled in different colors and bodies blended together on the dance floor. I wasn't much of a dancer, so we headed to the bar. Nothing like a few shots of vodka to clear your head and muddle it up at the same time. After a few shots, Chloe suddenly jumped to her feet and pulled my arm.

“Come on, girl. What's a party without some dancing?”

Perhaps, because the drink was already getting to my head, or perhaps because I just wanted to throw all care to the wind, I let her pull me into the sweaty crowd, and danced as terribly as I knew how to.

The music suddenly switched from upbeat tempo to slow and sensual and there was a loud shout of approval from everyone on the dance floor. Chloe was already in some tall guy's arms. Seeing as I couldn't do the same, I squeezed my way out of the dance floor.

As I walked back to the bar with a happy smile on my lips, I heard a familiar laughter and felt my heart plummet to the ground. I stopped in my tracks, and turned around abruptly praying that I was wrong, but I wasn't.

Seated on a sofa in the lounge was the last person I'd expected to see here. There was a girl sprawled across his lap, and his hands lay casually over her breasts. She said something into his ears, and another laughter erupted from his throat.

He hadn't laughed at anything I said like that in a while. I felt the first trickle of tear threaten to drop from my eyes as my feet dragged slowly towards them. My heart seemed to constrict in my chest, and I feared that I would fall to the ground.

“Anthony….” I said in a barely audible voice. He raised his head to see who it was, and in that moment, our eyes locked.

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    For a moment when Anthony raised his eyes to mine, I saw complete shock, and then there was fear, but all of that disappeared in a moment, and I saw his face register anger.“What the hell are you doing here?” He asked. “Are you following me?” The girl in his laps slowly disentangled herself from him, and settled next to him on the chair. With the music still blaring, I knew that I'd have to shout for him to hear me, but I feared that if I tried to shout, I'd break into wracking tears. How dare Anthony do this to me? How dare he try to make a fool of me like this. Here he was with another woman when he'd said that he got held up at work, and he still had the guts to ask what I was doing here? Oh, the nerve of this man.With a resolute thought on my mind, I pushed down the tears that were at the back of my eyes and turned on my heels. I grabbed my purse from the counter where Chloe and I had been sitting, and staggered my way out of the club.I'd just made it outside the door when I

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 3

    A week later, I walked into what had been my house for three years, and tried to slow down my heartbeat. No matter how hard I tried, I'd never been able to make the place into a home. In the last week, Anthony had called me several times, and threatened me with a divorce if I didn't return to the house. He'd even come to Chloe's door, but she'd called the cops on him. I needed the time to process my thoughts and she'd understood.I'd timed my arrival perfectly knowing that Anthony would be at work now. I needed a few hours of peace before facing him. I'd made up my mind. I wasn't going to leave him, but he had to swear to me that this would never happen again.Chloe had not liked my decision, but there was only so much that she could do. Anthony was my husband. He was flawed, yes, but he was still my husband.With this in mind, I headed straight to the kitchen, kicked my shoes off, and began making dinner. Food made every conversation easier.When the front door opened two hours later

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 4

    When Chloe opened her door that morning, I stood there with my bags and a forlorn look on my face. It felt like I'd lost a part of me.She covered the few steps that separated us and gathered me into her arms. “It's okay, baby. You're okay.” She said and rocked me as I sobbed.When my sobs reduced to hiccups, Chloe let me in and went back for my bags. We spent the day in front of the TV watching romcoms and crying over the silliest things as we ate every snack in Chloe's fridge.Later that evening, we went out for dinner. Chloe had made it her life's mission to ensure that I didn't sulk over Anthony, and I had in fact decided on the same thing. It didn't matter how much it hurt, I deserved better.As we ate and chatted away, my phone suddenly rang. I looked at the phone screen and it was my mom. I knew better than to ignore her calls. She knew how to be dramatic over the littlest of things.“I'll be back in a bit” I said to Chloe and stepped out.“Hello, mom.” I said warily.Her shril

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 5

    “You!” I yelled, and the man's head shot up.Sitting comfortably behind the desk was the man from the restaurant almost two weeks ago who had knocked me down, and then gone on to tell me to “look after myself” as though I'd told him I was sick.But today, there was no laughter or warmth in his eyes. He looked at me briefly, before asking, “Is anything the problem, Miss Colton?”It was then that I realized it. He didn't recognize me! My God! I'd just almost thrown away an opportunity that I'd spent years hoping for because of a small thing that the man hadn't even remembered.“Not at all, sir. I apologize.” I said, and he motioned me to sit.Then the questions began. Unlike I'd expected, Mr Kingston didn't ask me questions about my academic qualifications or my experience (of which I had none), but he asked me practical questions instead. He asked what I would do in certain practical office situations and listened intently as I struggled to respond to them.“Alright, then, Miss Colton.

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 6

    Marissa's POV I go on staring at him with my mouth still hanging open. Without sparing me a glance, Mr Kingston pushes my phone to me, and continues dictating orders, but I am too stunned to hear anything. “.... travel plans for the first week in July. Did you get that? Marissa? Marissa!" His impatient voice jars me back to reality.“Yes, sir. Yes, yes." I answer, struggling to gather myself together.“Did you hear anything I said?" He asked incredulously.Err, was I supposed to? Did it occur to this man that he'd just played some serious knight in shining armor role for me?“Erm… I.. I'm sorry.” I stammered.He shook his head, and started all over. " I said that you'd need to come with me to New Orleans for the Karl&Sons contract signing, so I would need you to clear your schedule and make travel plans for the first week in July.”I swallowed. I'd been asked at the first stage of the interview if I minded traveling. I'd said no. The truth was, I did, but I'd simply been eager to b

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 7

    Jordan's POVI got out of the backseat of my Chevrolet in a bit of a hurry. I was late as hell, and I was very quite sure what was going on in my mind right now was no joke. I knew that mom would have a lot to say about it. I'd honestly tried to be a bit earlier today, but the work just always seemed so much. I went through the back door of what was known by most as the Kingston mansion, and hurried to my room in a quick rush.I had a quick shower, and donned a black pair of trousers and a grey cashmere sweater. Mom has said it was okay to look a little casual. I tussled my hair, and selected a cologne that the girl from LA last summer had said smelled like home- whatever that meant. It didn't take me any time beyond what I had already planned to use. When I briefly glanced through the time once I was done, I saw that I had only been inside there for ten minutes. As I walked down the stairs and towards the living room, I saw Evangeline's face brighten from her seat at the table. She

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 8

    Marissa's POVThere was a knock at the door.“Coming, coming. Who is it?" I asked, as I ran down the stairs in my grey pants and white shirt. I wasn't expecting anyone, so this was most likely Chloe's visitor, but she was in the bathroom so I had to get the door.I really hoped whoever it was didn't mind waiting alone before Chloe came down. I didn't have the time to talk to anyone or keep them company. I was running late. The knock came again just as I yanked the door open. My face fell. No, no, no. Not now.The woman at the door ran judging eyes over me from head to toe before pushing her way inside.“Hi, mom." I said quietly. She walked around the small living room, observing everything before turning back to look at me. My eyes darted to the wallclock beside the staircase. I really didn't have the time for this. “I see you found yourself a new place." She said.“It's Chloe's place." I responded. “Of course, it is." She scowled. "God knows I never did like that girl." She said,

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 9

    Marissa's POVOh, God. Hadn't I been through enough problems in my life? Why did I have to get such a crazy boss on top of everything?A dinner party? We were cancelling a board meeting and an important meeting with potential investors for a dinner party? I was to go with him to his goddamn dinner party?I sighed deeply before responding in a tired voice.“I don't think I want to go to a dinner party with you, sir. However, I will reschedule both of your meetings for this afternoon and let you know the new dates. ““Oh, no, no, no, Marissa. It's not optional. You have to go with me.”I rubbed my fingers over my forehead. I could feel the beginning of a headache. “Why do I have to go, sir?"He seemed taken aback by my question, but he responded still. “Well because I'm going to be meeting a number of my business partners there, and you'll be meeting them too over the next few months. I'd like for you to be familiar with them before then.”His response sounded like it should make sens

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  • To Love Again   Chapter 60

    I woke up to small kisses being scattered across my face. The feel of his whiskers against the smooth skin of my face felt hot as hell. I smiled as I blinked my eyes open.“Someone's up early."“You look like an angel when you sleep" his voice still sounded a little groggy.As he reached for my lips with his, I rolled away from his reach, forgetting that my small bed was just spacious enough to accommodate the both of us. I landed hard on my butt, and a belly rumbling laughter exploded out of his chest.“It's not funny." I said with a pout but he wouldn't stop laughing.After a short while, I found myself struggling to keep my own smile in check. I liked the sound of his laughter. It was raw, and genuine. It occured to me that I never saw him like this when he was dealing with the outside world, just when it was the both of us. Mysterious billionaire to the rest of the world, crinkly eyed, laughing man to me. I felt my smile grow bigger.As his laugh ebbed, I picked myself off the gro

  • To Love Again   Chapter 59

    The credits rolled on our third romcom of the night. There was a saccharine pop song playing over black and white stills of the happy couple who in the real world, truly would make a terrible match.I turned to say something to Jordan and found him slumped against the head of the cushion. His head was tilted back, and his lips were slightly parted. There was a quiet rhythmic snore from deep within his chest that made me smile.He was out cold. Looked like this knight had decided that the damsel wasn't in any real distress and had chosen an easier battle: sleep.I smiled, reaching over to brush a stray lock of hair from his forehead. His breathing didn't even hitch. Careful not to wake him, I went quietly up the stairs, got an extra blanket and threw it over his still, peaceful form.My fingers lingered at his shoulder, tracing the hard line of muscle beneath his t-shirt. Even in sleep, he looked like he was ready to spring into action at any moment. The muscles in his arm were taut, I

  • To Love Again   Chapter 58

    The court hearing between Kingston Enterprise and Anthony Smith of Smith Assurance rocked the internet like a storm. The Kingstons took up the case with a vengeance that Anthony hadn't expected. The hearing didn't last long. Anthony was being accused of several counts of misdemeanor with evidence that made it impossible for him to wiggle out of the situation this time. Even his shiny suit lawyer stuttered as he tried to defend his client.Good. I don't know how they'd hoped to win against the entire Kingston family with such glaring evidence incriminating Anthony, but whatever it was, they learnt quickly why the Kingstons were considered one of the most formidable families in all of New York, and perhaps, even the United States. They had connections in all the places that mattered.The ruling was for Anthony to pay a fine of one million dollars for damages against the integrity of Kingston Enterprise. He and his lawyer made it clear that they were going to appeal, but the truth was in

  • To Love Again   Chapter 57

    The air was alight with joy. There was loud music playing from a state of the art sound system, and an old man stood at the grill seemingly enjoying what he was doing. Children ran about excitedly, and adults exchanged smiles and hugs. There was a table filled with cupcakes and food close to the man at the grill and everyone had a glass of wine or a bottle of beer in their hands.It was beautiful. It was the sort of beautiful chaos that I thrived in. I looked on with a smile on my face as the couple danced happily and the woman laughed at something her husband said.Brenda Lynn's 20th wedding anniversary was going perfectly and I couldn't help the contented smile that played on my lips at the sight of the fine job I'd done.I walked back into the kitchen with the empty tray in my hands. I'd taken out the last batch of canapes to add to the already full table. Already, a few guests had come in here to compliment the chicken skewers and one little girl had asked if I would make her a gi

  • To Love Again   Chapter 56

    I didn't go straight home. I headed instead to Jordan's single storey home in SoHo. I rapped on the door repeatedly until he pulled it open in a tank top and knee length shorts. He was sweaty and breathing fast, telling me that he had most likely been exercising.“Hey." He said, a little surprised.“I texted you last night." I said, my hands folded against my chest.“Okay?"“I texted you this morning too."He ran his hands through his hair. “Okay, and?"“What do you mean okay and? Why aren't you responding to my messages?" I exploded.“Because last night you asked if we were good. I didn't want to lie that we were and I didn't want to start a fight by saying that we weren't so I thought I'd let off steam and call you after.""And today?”"I've been working.”“That's not okay." I said plainly. “If you have a problem with me, we talk about it, and we trash it out. You do not ignore me to let off steam and then call me after. That's not okay.""Okay. “ He said, shoving his hands in his f

  • To Love Again   Chapter 55

    I had never seen Chloe as nervous about an outing as she was while she prepped for dinner with the Kingstons.Her hands shook as she tried to wear her earrings and I took them out of her hands. She brought me her makeup bag and asked me to do it because she wasn't sure she could do a good job. She was about to change her mind about the blue dress that we'd picked out days ago when I stepped in. I insisted that she looked perfect and helped her out finishing touches to her look.“They're going to love you." I said as I hugged her goodbye.“They better, cos they're stuck with me either way." She said in that typical Chloe way.Caleb was waiting at the door with a bouquet of flowers which she oohed and ahhed over, then handed to me to put in a vase. When they left, I breathed a sigh of relief.I loved Chloe, but on days like this, I realized why she went to parties during our college years and I stayed at home. I was just a tired girl who preferred to binge watch romcoms in her pajamas t

  • To Love Again   Chapter 54

    When I opened my eyes, Jordan was watching me expectantly. I couldn't bring myself to say the words so I simply shook my head. His eyes registered confusion.“No? Why?" He asked.I took a deep breath, and tried to explain. “I just… I don't think that we're ready for that next step.”“Next step? You and I have had dinner together a number of times so why's this any different?”“Because this isn't just another dinner with just the both of us. This is dinner with your family. It's different, Jordan.”Of course it was different. He said it wasn't now, but I was sure even he knew that it was. I wasn't ready just yet for that next step. I could see it in his eyes that he was upset by my response, though.“But you've met everyone in my family. It won't be like meeting them for the first time."“Jordan, you have to try to understand me. It's just different.” I said in an exasperated tone."I'm trying to.” He said, “But Marissa, this isn't just about dinner with my family. It's about how you'v

  • To Love Again   Chapter 53

    I stared at Chloe with excitement evident on my face. She seemed so happy as she spoke, barely pausing to breathe.“Can you believe it, Rissa? We're official! Like actually t official! Like he went all out. Rented out the entire restaurant, got the ‘be my girlfriend' plate and had a band come in to play! It felt so surreal! Like a movie.”"I'm so happy for you, Chloe! Oh my God!" I responded excitedly.I was. I truly was. After her last breakup during our junior year at college, Chloe had been in such a dark place. She'd cried day and night, and I'd been so angry at the bastard who'd been behind it. He wasn't worth the energy she'd expended on him and the relationship.When Chloe finally came out of that heartbreak, she'd told me she was taking some time off boys. She spent senior year focused on everything else except the dating pool. During that time, I'd met Anthony and had been starry eyed about him.When Chloe had finally returned to the dating pool, she'd seemed to stick to a sp

  • To Love Again   Chapter 52

    I didn't want to talk to Jordan right now, at least, not about what I was sure he'd come here to talk about. Wasn't it interesting that all this time when I'd been overthinking the way that being around Jordan made me feel, this had never occurred to me?I'd never even let myself think far enough to the point of considering what the press would do to me if they found out. Not that there was exactly anything to find out anyway.“We need to talk, Marissa." Jordan repeated when I didn't look up at him.“I don't want to talk." I responded, still not looking up.“Good. You can listen to me then."I rolled my eyes at his statement. “I don't want to listen either."“Marissa." He said, sounding frustrated. “Don't be like this."“Like what? Annoying? Uncooperative? Haven't I earned the right to be?"“Marissa…"“My name is scattered across different blogs and magazines, and I'm being called a gold digger, an opportunist, everything you can think of. So I ask you again, Jordan, haven't I earned

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