For a moment when Anthony raised his eyes to mine, I saw complete shock, and then there was fear, but all of that disappeared in a moment, and I saw his face register anger.
“What the hell are you doing here?” He asked. “Are you following me?”
The girl in his laps slowly disentangled herself from him, and settled next to him on the chair. With the music still blaring, I knew that I'd have to shout for him to hear me, but I feared that if I tried to shout, I'd break into wracking tears.
How dare Anthony do this to me? How dare he try to make a fool of me like this. Here he was with another woman when he'd said that he got held up at work, and he still had the guts to ask what I was doing here? Oh, the nerve of this man.
With a resolute thought on my mind, I pushed down the tears that were at the back of my eyes and turned on my heels. I grabbed my purse from the counter where Chloe and I had been sitting, and staggered my way out of the club.
I'd just made it outside the door when I felt someone grab my arms and spin me around.
“You didn't answer me, Marie. What the hell are you doing here? Are you cheating on me? Did you come here to meet your lover? Shouldn't you be at home cleaning up and sulking over the fact that your husband didn't come home to dinner?”
With every word that he uttered, I felt my anger begin to mount. These past few years, I'd let this man walk all over me, but not anymore. Now, I just wanted to get home without letting him see how much his infidelity had hurt me. I turned on my heels again and walked towards my car, but he grabbed my arm once more to pull me back.
Without thinking, I swung my other arm back and landed him a sizzling slap. I'd shocked him. I could see it. I'd shocked myself too, and as soon as it was over, I regretted it. I took a few steps back in fear. There were people around, but that hadn't stopped him from hitting me before.
I saw his lips pull back in a snarl, and braced for impact, but right in that moment, Chloe rammed into him from behind, sending him off balance and onto the floor.
“Don't you dare lay your hands on my friend!” She yelled.
At this point, people had begun to gather. Some were even recording. Grabbing my hand, Chloe pulled me out to the parking lot, got into her car, and zoomed off, leaving a stunned Anthony struggling to get back to his feet.
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“I'm listening, Rissa. What happened back there?”
We'd both been silent on the drive to Chloe's place, but I'd seen her itching to ask me questions. When we stepped into her cozy apartment, I just knew that this wasn't one of those days when Chloe left you to process your thoughts. This time, she would want to know.
“I'm still waiting.” She said impatiently and I could hear the beginnings of annoyance in her tone.
“I don't know where to start.” I responded shakily.
“Well, maybe start from the top. What the hell, Marissa? That bastard was about to hit you before I got there. And you looked scared to hell. And what was he even doing there? First, you tell me you can't hang out because your husband's coming home, and then you suddenly call me to ask where I'm at, and did I ask anything? No. But with what I saw there just now, you've got a lot of explaining to do, girl.”
I tried hard not to cry, but when I started talking about all that had been happening, it was as if a dam burst open.
“Our first year together went by so fast! It felt so good, but these past two years, he's just been a total asshole, Chloe. He snaps at everything, throws hurtful comments at me, and stays out most of the time. I don't know why, but this entire time, it never even occurred to me that he was cheating.” I finished on a sob.
Chloe held me in her hands, and was quiet for a full minute before asking, “And when did he start hitting you?”
I froze for a second, but I let myself breathe. This was Chloe. I could talk to her. “A little over a year ago.” My voice broke as I said this.
She was quiet again, and before long, she got up, went into the kitchen, and came out with a glass of water for me.
I'd known Chloe so long that as she stood away from me looking out her window, I knew there was a storm brewing inside her.
“Come on, now, let's hear it.” I said to her, and saw her hesitate for a moment before finally deciding to speak.
“Over a year, Rissa?” She exploded, “That bastard has been hitting you for over a year? And he's even been hurting you longer than that. What the hell? Is that how it is between us now? You keep stuff like that away from me? Is this your definition of being best friends?”
I swallowed before responding. “I told you some of it.”
“Only a handful of times, and never about him hitting you. And even all those times, you still always defended him!”
“I love him!” I heard myself yell. “And I was too ashamed to tell you about it. You never liked him, Chloe, and I just couldn't admit to myself that I'd made a terrible mistake. And.. and the last time we had a fight, he promised me that we were starting on a fresh slate. I know it was stupid of me to believe him, but I just… I don't know, Chloe. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry.” I said and broke into fresh sobs.
Chloe walked the short distance towards me and gathered me in her arms. “Easy, baby. It's okay, now. You're okay.” She said in a soothing voice. “I could have helped, you know.”
‘'l know. I'm so sorry.” I said again, and she held me closer.
“It's okay. You don't have to be sorry. I've got you.”
That night, she tucked me in bed and got in with me. The last thing that crossed my mind before I went to sleep is that I was indeed lucky to have a friend like Chloe.
A week later, I walked into what had been my house for three years, and tried to slow down my heartbeat. No matter how hard I tried, I'd never been able to make the place into a home. In the last week, Anthony had called me several times, and threatened me with a divorce if I didn't return to the house. He'd even come to Chloe's door, but she'd called the cops on him. I needed the time to process my thoughts and she'd understood.I'd timed my arrival perfectly knowing that Anthony would be at work now. I needed a few hours of peace before facing him. I'd made up my mind. I wasn't going to leave him, but he had to swear to me that this would never happen again.Chloe had not liked my decision, but there was only so much that she could do. Anthony was my husband. He was flawed, yes, but he was still my husband.With this in mind, I headed straight to the kitchen, kicked my shoes off, and began making dinner. Food made every conversation easier.When the front door opened two hours later
When Chloe opened her door that morning, I stood there with my bags and a forlorn look on my face. It felt like I'd lost a part of me.She covered the few steps that separated us and gathered me into her arms. “It's okay, baby. You're okay.” She said and rocked me as I sobbed.When my sobs reduced to hiccups, Chloe let me in and went back for my bags. We spent the day in front of the TV watching romcoms and crying over the silliest things as we ate every snack in Chloe's fridge.Later that evening, we went out for dinner. Chloe had made it her life's mission to ensure that I didn't sulk over Anthony, and I had in fact decided on the same thing. It didn't matter how much it hurt, I deserved better.As we ate and chatted away, my phone suddenly rang. I looked at the phone screen and it was my mom. I knew better than to ignore her calls. She knew how to be dramatic over the littlest of things.“I'll be back in a bit” I said to Chloe and stepped out.“Hello, mom.” I said warily.Her shril
“You!” I yelled, and the man's head shot up.Sitting comfortably behind the desk was the man from the restaurant almost two weeks ago who had knocked me down, and then gone on to tell me to “look after myself” as though I'd told him I was sick.But today, there was no laughter or warmth in his eyes. He looked at me briefly, before asking, “Is anything the problem, Miss Colton?”It was then that I realized it. He didn't recognize me! My God! I'd just almost thrown away an opportunity that I'd spent years hoping for because of a small thing that the man hadn't even remembered.“Not at all, sir. I apologize.” I said, and he motioned me to sit.Then the questions began. Unlike I'd expected, Mr Kingston didn't ask me questions about my academic qualifications or my experience (of which I had none), but he asked me practical questions instead. He asked what I would do in certain practical office situations and listened intently as I struggled to respond to them.“Alright, then, Miss Colton.
I smiled softly as I placed the batter in the oven. Anthony liked to have healthy dessert with every meal, and with how absent he'd been at dinner lately, I wanted him to find everything to his taste.As I wiped my hands clean with a towel, I heard my phone ring. I really didn't have the time for a conversation now, I thought to myself, but changed my mind when I looked at the screen. It was Chloe on a video call.“Hi, Marissa girlll!!” Her voice rang loudly from the other side of the phone, and I cracked a smile.“Hi, Chloe. I'm–”“No! Don't tell me you're busy or any of that stuff. I need you to come with me to Regal tonight.”“Chloe, I can't do that. Anthony is going to be home soon, and I'm trying to put everything in place for him.”She rolled her eyes at my statement.“I saw that.” I said.“Yea? I intended for you to see it.” She drawled.I gave her a look that said I didn't like where this was going, and she rolled her eyes again.“Chloe!!!!”“Okay, okay. Go ahead and choose so
“You!” I yelled, and the man's head shot up.Sitting comfortably behind the desk was the man from the restaurant almost two weeks ago who had knocked me down, and then gone on to tell me to “look after myself” as though I'd told him I was sick.But today, there was no laughter or warmth in his eyes. He looked at me briefly, before asking, “Is anything the problem, Miss Colton?”It was then that I realized it. He didn't recognize me! My God! I'd just almost thrown away an opportunity that I'd spent years hoping for because of a small thing that the man hadn't even remembered.“Not at all, sir. I apologize.” I said, and he motioned me to sit.Then the questions began. Unlike I'd expected, Mr Kingston didn't ask me questions about my academic qualifications or my experience (of which I had none), but he asked me practical questions instead. He asked what I would do in certain practical office situations and listened intently as I struggled to respond to them.“Alright, then, Miss Colton.
When Chloe opened her door that morning, I stood there with my bags and a forlorn look on my face. It felt like I'd lost a part of me.She covered the few steps that separated us and gathered me into her arms. “It's okay, baby. You're okay.” She said and rocked me as I sobbed.When my sobs reduced to hiccups, Chloe let me in and went back for my bags. We spent the day in front of the TV watching romcoms and crying over the silliest things as we ate every snack in Chloe's fridge.Later that evening, we went out for dinner. Chloe had made it her life's mission to ensure that I didn't sulk over Anthony, and I had in fact decided on the same thing. It didn't matter how much it hurt, I deserved better.As we ate and chatted away, my phone suddenly rang. I looked at the phone screen and it was my mom. I knew better than to ignore her calls. She knew how to be dramatic over the littlest of things.“I'll be back in a bit” I said to Chloe and stepped out.“Hello, mom.” I said warily.Her shril
A week later, I walked into what had been my house for three years, and tried to slow down my heartbeat. No matter how hard I tried, I'd never been able to make the place into a home. In the last week, Anthony had called me several times, and threatened me with a divorce if I didn't return to the house. He'd even come to Chloe's door, but she'd called the cops on him. I needed the time to process my thoughts and she'd understood.I'd timed my arrival perfectly knowing that Anthony would be at work now. I needed a few hours of peace before facing him. I'd made up my mind. I wasn't going to leave him, but he had to swear to me that this would never happen again.Chloe had not liked my decision, but there was only so much that she could do. Anthony was my husband. He was flawed, yes, but he was still my husband.With this in mind, I headed straight to the kitchen, kicked my shoes off, and began making dinner. Food made every conversation easier.When the front door opened two hours later
For a moment when Anthony raised his eyes to mine, I saw complete shock, and then there was fear, but all of that disappeared in a moment, and I saw his face register anger.“What the hell are you doing here?” He asked. “Are you following me?” The girl in his laps slowly disentangled herself from him, and settled next to him on the chair. With the music still blaring, I knew that I'd have to shout for him to hear me, but I feared that if I tried to shout, I'd break into wracking tears. How dare Anthony do this to me? How dare he try to make a fool of me like this. Here he was with another woman when he'd said that he got held up at work, and he still had the guts to ask what I was doing here? Oh, the nerve of this man.With a resolute thought on my mind, I pushed down the tears that were at the back of my eyes and turned on my heels. I grabbed my purse from the counter where Chloe and I had been sitting, and staggered my way out of the club.I'd just made it outside the door when I
I smiled softly as I placed the batter in the oven. Anthony liked to have healthy dessert with every meal, and with how absent he'd been at dinner lately, I wanted him to find everything to his taste.As I wiped my hands clean with a towel, I heard my phone ring. I really didn't have the time for a conversation now, I thought to myself, but changed my mind when I looked at the screen. It was Chloe on a video call.“Hi, Marissa girlll!!” Her voice rang loudly from the other side of the phone, and I cracked a smile.“Hi, Chloe. I'm–”“No! Don't tell me you're busy or any of that stuff. I need you to come with me to Regal tonight.”“Chloe, I can't do that. Anthony is going to be home soon, and I'm trying to put everything in place for him.”She rolled her eyes at my statement.“I saw that.” I said.“Yea? I intended for you to see it.” She drawled.I gave her a look that said I didn't like where this was going, and she rolled her eyes again.“Chloe!!!!”“Okay, okay. Go ahead and choose so