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Explaining to them what happened, every time someone would enter the place through the door, I can’t help but have my eyes looking at that direction. “So that is what happened…” Nodding my head, Francis soon shows up having a frown on his face. “This place is not a zoo. Can you please leave?” “Francis… for saving Kianna. You have my thanks” Seki mumbled as she faced Francis. But she receives no reply. Making her punch his shoulder slightly with a smile. “What? You wanna treat me like a stranger?” “I thought you were mad at me” “Well, I still have a bit of hate for you… you see” I can’t help but giggle. But somehow… I feel like it was my fault. Both Seki and him were on good terms before but then… Hah… I have lots of things to apologize but I don’t even know if it is needed- I was surprised when I almost lost my balance. A pair of hands caged me in his arms. I can feel his hair touch my cheeks. But even if I don’t see his face… I know who he is. This very scent… this warmth
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I do not wish to involve my mother and grandparents about the situation we are at now. That is the reason why Drake and I decided not to stay close in where they are. But after all the things that happened, I don’t think that I can stay the same as before. “Are you worried?” “Yeah… I miss them too. I am sure they are worried about us as well but…” Caressing my hair, he pull me close to him as I lay the back of my head on his shoulder. “I’m sorry…” “Why are you apologizing again?” “Because… I mess things up. When we are planning to have a happy secluded life… I should have-“ “I should have listened to you too, Drake. The reason why we are in this situation is all because of me. Sorry for dragging you in this mess-“ His finger then blocks my lips. “If you are blaming yourself, stop. We are at fault… the two of us” Giggling, I really want to give him a happy life. The one he deserves… “Maybe I should try asking my father for help” “But you hated him… don’t do something you h
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‘My lovely daughter… forgive me… I am sorry that I am your mother…’ I want to forget those things that I saw in the memories of fourth. It was just so painful… She did live a safe life but those around her didn’t… Many people died… Many people was hurt… Many people loses something important to them… Many people got their lives ruined…. And…. and it was… all because of… Me… “Why is it like that?” Not just my mom… not just Serena and Seki… even my Grandmother and Grandfather… all of them… Seki hated me because I was the reason why she almost lost Shaun’s life… while Serena… she died blaming me for losing her eyes… the only one that stayed by my side there was Drake… but even there… they took him away from me. Just to keep me alive… he died for my sake even though in that memory… I… I don’t love him. Scared of dying… and thinking that the lives that others had given would be a waste if I die… I lived a long life yet… is that even living? Every day I blamed myself. To be able
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“What are you planning to do now? Kianna?” With my grandma asking me that, I can see how worried she is. Of course, she would not let me go there by myself. Of all, I know that she is having a hard time now. That she can’t even pull herself to stand up after all the stress that she has been through. “I asked for help from those people that I know, slowly, we are collecting data about things that can be used as evidence against Marco. We have been doing that for some time now. Even the death of my father… The one whom we are thinking of as the main culprit in all of this… and about mom… I think it was him” Smiling at my grandmother, I hold her hand. “I will save her” “Are you planning to head there? In the place that they gave you?” “Grandma… how did you…” Shaking her head, she holds my hand so tight. As if she is trying to stop me. “You will stay here. I can’t lose you as well… Kianna” “But I need to go to save Mom” “It is dangerous” I know of all that she is just saying tha
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Hera POV Where am I? This is not funny at all! Who is that fucker that would dare kidnap me in broad day light??!! And of top of that… how can they do this in front of the airport??! Is the security here that bad? Shit… Ahh!! This is crazy!! “Hmm!! Hmmp! Hmmp!! Hmmm! Huff!!” No matter how I try to struggle and shout, nothing seems to escape my mouth. This damn tie… I think I can remove it if I use the small cutter on my watch… But as soon as I realized it, I was not wearing my watch at all. What? Did they even remove my watch?! Gosh, this is ridiculous. If it were not for that bastard, I would surely be on my way proceeding with my perfect plan of leaving this country! Then I wouldn’t be here getting kidnapped But because that bastard appears… here I am, stuck in this… fucking mess! It was all his fault! This is all because of that bastard!! I will fucking kill hi- Thud Not being able to finish my thoughts, I was surprised when a loud thud suddenly appeared. What was that?
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Kianna POV “So you came… good to see you again… Kianna…” Standing not far from me is the man who ruined my life… “Or should I call you…” there, a small mocking grin escaped his lips… “…my dear little sister?” I can feel his gaze so cold. Looking at me as if I am the most despicable person in the world. He also looks so agitated and restless for some reason. Does he truly want to kill me that much? Shouldn’t I be the one to look at him like that? How vile of him to do this to me. Not just in this time but in every other… life… Did he really choose to live a life like this? Live as if… he would die id he didn’t make me feel miserable? “Just as I thought… you are still alive” My hatred towards him… I know it will never subside just like that. I hate him… I hate him more than I hate myself… “Marco” “Are you gonna cry now? Just so you know, I am not into those cry babies. I hate their noise. It makes my head hurt so bad…” “Where is my mom?” “You guess” Smiling at me with such a
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In life, did you ever have the chance where you have to choose between two things? Like… what do you like the most? Chocolate or vanilla? Or even the tricky question of who is your favorite among your parents? Your mom or your dad? For me… who was a child, the problems I always had were just about my outfit. What dress I would like to wear, what shoes would I want to pair my clothes with, or even what food shall I eat for snacks… Such simple things like that… Why… why is life so cruel? Why is the world turning like this? As if all the fairytale I have lived as a child was taken away for me. Is… is this the price? Is this the payment for being born as a Hinsen? “Think about it, my dear little sister. You only have one bullet. This bastard or that bitch? Who would you want to kill?” He then told the other people to leave. As if he can say they have no use now that they deliver Drake to him. Both of them are dear to me… yet… both their eyes are saying how they would be fine if I w
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Hera POV I can’t move my body… I want to get out of this place. Really… dying because of being drowned? This is not even a beach but a small closed aquarium! Those fuckers! I am not a freaking fish! Damn it! But… Is… is this my end? Is this it? Not by fighting bad guys or stabbed by another knife? Just… this? Why do I feel like… I have lost so many chances. Even in my last time in this world… all I could think about it his face… that damn Marco. That fucking face… Why did I even like that kind of guy? He is a clean freak… he is annoying… he always bothers me… he always finds ways to find me no matter how much I try to run away… he is one hell of an annoying guy! And he… He was there when I need someone to lean on… he was there to comfort me… to love me the way I wanted to be loved… he… protects me… and that guy… he did his best to save me… I am not crying. I am not a crybaby you know… but somehow… I am not really sure if this water falling to my cheeks is made of the waters ar
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Right in front of me, I could see far away the figure of Drake standing at the end of the aisle.If I could, I would run to where he is... but that would be funny. How can a slow walk of the bride be a bride running to her groom?That was quite cute but... I can’t help but giggle with what I was thinking.Still, it helps me calm down as I took my step walking closer and closer to where he is.The sound of the piano was so wonderful that I even wonder where that familiar playing was from. But right now, I don’t find the urgency to find out the answer for that.For my mind was filled with nothing but hopes that the carpet I was walking on would bring me quicker to where Drake was.Somehow, Drake’s eyes was locked on mine, that even after I stopped my walk, he didn’t leave his gaze off me.A hand then offered his hands to me. It was grandpa.Dad is not here so grandpa offered to be the one to walk me down the aisle. And I could wish nothing else but this.“You look much more beautiful to
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The feeling of losing something important.... the feeling of not being able to do anything for it...I can’t help but feel useless...Those things that I have, I am grateful. But to those things that I let go...I feel like, I am an asshole...Did I really make the right choice?Kianna...She’s been with me ever since. I truly care for her but... I thought... casting her away would be the right choice for her to forget her feelings for me.But... every time... I wonder if I have made the right choice...She was there when I needed her but when she needed me... I cast her away. I push her and avoid her...“Are you finally awake?”“Hmm...”“What’s the matter?”I look at myself in the mirror. Indeed, I also want to ask that to myself. What is the matter with me?“Kieffer, are you all right? Do you want to go to the hospital?”Slightly laughing, I shook my head.“No need Mom, I am fine”No, I am not. I have so many troubles in my head that I want to clear up. It is not like I could say th
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In the end, I failed to see the photo he took. But he was so happy, I can tell. Well, I would admit, me too… I feel so happy now that we two were able to have this much fun.“Yes, that would be all for today”I mumbled as I shut close the folder I had in my hand. All the files regarding the situations that happened are now updated. I think we’ve fixed almost all of it... well, maybe aside from some minor things. But it shouldn’t be a trouble at all.Letting out a deep sigh, I can’t help but miss my date with Drake. I wonder what he is doing today...Opening my bag, I pick up my phone but...“Huh? This isn’t my phone...”It was Drake’s...Did I end up picking up his phone before heading out? Now that I think about it, our phones were charging closely with each other...“Maybe I did pick it up by mistake... I should call him- no... I should call my phone that is probably with him right now...”I giggled as I realized how clumsy it was to not realized that I took the wrong phone with me.
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I do have that question for myself as well.Now that the world finally knows I am dead, would it be… right to announce the truth?That is something I am still not sure.And also… What would happen to the company now… I mean… Dad is not around and my brother- No, what I mean is Marco… he is not even my brother…“Kianna…”Patrish mumbles for the first time.“Whatever it might be… please tell us if you plan something big again…”Smiling bitterly, Patrish looks at me.“We are not just your friends, we are a family too. So we were really hurt when we learned about your death. We are hurt more than you can ever think of…”“Patrish…”“I understand what happened but still, we didn’t like what you did. We are happy that you are back but we feel betrayed…”I nod my head. I know that. I already knew it would be like that and I understand that it was but my fault.“I am really sorry… I know that what I did is wrong. Sorry… really”…After that conversation, I never hear Hera’s voice again. She ref
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“Kianna? You are…”“Alive?”Looking at their surprised face, I am not sure of where to start. Should I say hello? Or should I explain things first? I… really don’t know.I can feel my hand turning numb. Joined with my heart that was beating so loud, I couldn’t take it… My head is in a mess. As if I am a device full of things with no storage left. And about to turn weird any time soon.Patrish, Scott, Kyler, Exequiel, and Warren. They all came here to see Hera. And also because of the fact that I send them a message to come here…“Thank you for coming here today…”Patrish could not help but put her hand on her lips. Covering it as she did not remove her eyes from me.“Wait wait wait… I don’t understand… Kianna… is that really you? This is not some kind of a joke, is it? If it is, guys it is not funny at all. Quit it right away!” Exequiel mumbles as he has his hands holding his hair.Still is not sure of what was happening.Still can’t process what the whole situation is all about.“Yes
