All night I spent agonizing over what I am going to ask Kiba and what his answers will be. I thought about just trying to get a favor from him instead of information but I really want that information of the night 10 years ago. No, I need the information. What really happened between him and my mother, did he really sell them out, how did my parents even get together?
I am not sure if he can supply all of the needed answers but he does know them better than anybody else does. He might even know my grandmother if he had ties close to the witches back then. It is nice to know that Scarlett is my cousin but I constantly wonder about other family that I did not know about in the past. Are there others out there or are we all that is left of my family?
As dawn draws nearer, I find it impossible to sleep so instead I get up to see if exercise will help to clear my mind. I know that I did yoga the other day but I want something a little more intense this time around. Yoga was
After talking to Skoll for a while I have a slightly new outlook on who Kiba is. While he is still just as dangerous as I originally thought, at least I know that he is not completely heartless. I am not entirely sure why he sold my parents out even though I heard what he said in the cottage before but that just does not add up with the man that Skoll just spoke of. Of course, he could have been sent to try to throw me off before I go to meet with his Alpha. When Dante finally wakes up, I head back into our bedroom to take a shower before our meeting. I want to have him thrown off but I do not want to make him sick after I have been sweating for the last couple of hours. Dante throws the covers off when I walk in the bedroom and rushes up to me like he is nervous. "Is everything okay? I woke up and you weren't here. You NEVER get up before me." He says half jokingly and half worried. "I am fine. I was just having problems sleeping so I decided to go and get a
Once we are finally finished with our shower we get ready to go meet Kiba. Kevin said that he is at the house that we loaned him expecting us. The walk is not a long one but we stop for coffee on the way. I am happy to say that I can finally order my own coffee without having to rely on somebody else. As we finish our walk, I sip happily on it until I remember what all I am hoping to learn today.Kiba answers the door right away and motions us in. As we walk in I can smell leftover takeout from the night before in the kitchen. None of those men can probably cook so they must have been living off of takeout ever since my heat started. Whoops."I would assume that you want to know what all I know about your parent's death since you won the tournament." Kiba says getting to the chase right away."Yes I would. By now, I am sure that you know who she is but I want to know more about what happened to them. Did the witches really kill them and why would they do that? W
"So, are you saying that instead of letting us live in your protection, you sent us out on our own with nobody to help us if things were to go wrong?" I ask indignantly."That was not my intention. I thought that if your location were to be kept a secret then you would all stay safe. I am still not sure how they got into my office to find the location but somehow somebody snuck in and found out where you were. I did not find out until it was too late and we could not help. I told everybody else that I gave up your location to keep the rest of the pack safe and to hide the fact that somebody managed to sneak into my office. I have a reputation as a fearsome, heartless alpha and I wanted to keep it that way so I just let everybody think that I sold your family out instead of having to admit that I had failed. I know that it wasn't the right thing to do but I could not let the pack think that I was growing weak. If that happened then I would not be able to find out who broke int
When we get back at the pack house Natalie is already there waiting for us. Unsure what all Dante has told her through mind link I let him begin. "Natalie, I am glad you got here quickly. I have an idea that I want to run by you but I want you to know that it is completely up to you and there is no pressure whatsoever to try and get you to choose either way." Dante says.Natalie, understandly, looks nervous at his statement but follows us inside nonetheless. I smile at her in what I hope is a reassuring way and run to get us all some drinks. When I get back I hand her a glass and sit down on the sofa across from where she is sitting."How are you feeling today?" I ask her politely."Not too bad. A little nervous at this point but before that I was feeling better than I have for a while. My morning sickness hit later in pregnancy than normal but luckily, I am starting to feel a little better today." She says rather nervously."Well, I wanted you to stop by
Kiba has decided to extend his stay for up to a week longer to get to know Natalie better. Previously, I would have been thoroughly upset about this but now the news actually makes me smile a bit. To see him finally get a chance at some type of happiness and for her to be able to potentially have a whole family makes me feel like something is finally going right.I can't help but wonder when it will be time for me to make the decision to have pups of our own. Being surrounded by friends and family that are all having their own babies makes me want to embark on our own journey soon. Still, now is not quite the time. We have to figure out what is going on with the witches and see if we are going to be able to raise our kids in peace or not. I do not want to worry about if my children will have to grow up similar to the way that I did. That was not ideal for any wolf pup and without my witch blood who knows how badly it could have turned out?My grandmother also mad
Since we have not had a regular pack dinner for a while with me having had my heat and the tournament it seems like a good time to have another one. Of course, there is an extra pack here but we might be able to watch how Kiba and Natalie's interactions have changed over the last couple of days. They have been spending lots of time together but we have not been with them to see how it has been going. Scarlett is excited to come over and see what all has changed as well since she has not been around much. Apparently her pregnancy has been making her extremely sick lately so she has been stuck in her house. I planned to go see her tomorrow but she said she thinks that she can make it to the dinner as long as food is involved. As Dante and I head out to get some food for the dinner tonight, I can't help but wonder what is going on with Lovette. Nobody has really seen or heard from her recently as she has been staying with a psychiatrist while they figure out
Dinner is going to be a hit tonight. We got the steaks cooking and we are also making plenty of sides as well as what everybody else is bringing. Kiba is coming over to help us cook the meat since he is not back with his own pack yet. As I change my clothes into a light sundress, I look into the mirror and see an amazing change before me. Even though I exercise constantly I have gained quite a bit of weight since coming here. I am by no means overweight but I finally do not have bones sticking out from being underweight anymore. I have gained lots of muscle in places that I did not know I could gain muscles either. Even my skin and hair seems to be healthier lately. When I first came here my hair hung down a little on the lifeless side and my skin just looked worn all of the time. With the lotions that Scarlett got me and the hair products that I got from the salon I do not even look like the same person as before. Now, I would almost guess that I look more on the vibrant si
The pack dinner lasted late into the night and ended with all of us in the rec area playing games. Dante and I won all of the team games that we played. Overall, we all ended up having a fantastic night even if we did all get to bed extremely late. Now, it is time to get back to our lessons and making sure that the pack is prepared for attacks by either wolves or witches. Granted, we have not told them that we are preparing for witches as well but hopefully some of the training that we have been giving them will help with that as well. So far, Lovette is still not cleared to come back here as the therapist thinks that it might trigger her to back slide to where she started but I am waiting impatiently for the day that she can attend classes again. She was a natural and I am sure that without the distraction caused by Akela she will thrive even more than before. While I am teaching combat style lessons to the females and younger wolves, Dante is also increasing