It had been a month since I moved here, one would think I'd have settled in a bit, but I still wasn't used to this place.
After getting a call back from the school I knew I had to loosen up a little bit though, because that meant this was going to be my home for a while... At least until I felt some threat and had to be on the move again.I sighed and looked at the window as the curtains shifted a bit due to the wind outside. At least here I had some peace and quietness...no sharing roommates and all that.I got up and closed it then turned around with another sigh. This was for now my new home now, this cosy little flat that was in the middle of the small town.I took my new phone and my keys then headed out, maybe taking a walk would refresh my mind a little bit.Havana was a small town, everyone here seem to know everyone one another and they were so kind. Since it was a bit far from the city I decided to stop a little and see what it could bring for me. I mean, they wouldn't look for me here, at least it would take them a while to find me here if they looked.The wind started to blow a bit harder and I put my hands in my pocket. God! Why didn't I put a jacket on. Now I was feeling how hard the wind was a little bit...I quickly walked inside a pub and closed the door behind me, making it to actually make noise. I honestly hated these places that rang a little bell when you walked in, I mean I know they did it so they'd know new costumers are walking in, but it was way too loud for me.The warmth in here took me in making me smile a bit and forget about the loud bell on the door, it was cosy in here. I looked around and saw a group of men sitting in the corner drinking and then on the other side it was empty. I smiled and walked in further to find myself a sit.I took in one breath and let it out. I could use with some coffee right now.I saw a woman stand from the group of men and go to talk to the bartender. They exchanged a few words and laughed a bit then looked at me. I quickly looked away.Were they talking about me? Or did they feel my eyes on them?I shook my head a bit and tried not to put too much into them. They laughed again and I closed my eyes and tried to calm down a bit."hello..." a person said making me open to my eyes. It was that bartender smiling at me."would you like anything to drink?" she asked and I looked around again, that lady she was talking to was not here anymore.My heart skipped a bit, did I imagine that or did it really happen?"ma'am??" she said talking me away from my thoughts.I swallowed, "umh... Sorry yeah... Do you have coffee?""yes we do...""could you actually make it hot chocolate. It's a little bit cold outside."With the smile still plastered on her face, she responded, "hot chocolate coming for you."I sat there and listened to those men on the corner laugh and talk about me. I rolled my eyes even though they could not see me. It was so sad that they didn't know I could hear them coz they were trying to be descreet a bit about it.My chocolate arrived and I drank it a bit and tried to pay attention to something that was not the voices that were talking about me. But with who I really was. It was hard. I could still here them talking about what I looked like and who would score.Some people were disgusting.I finished up my coffee and quickly went to my pockets to check for my wallet and my heart almost stopped when I couldn't find it.Then I remembered that when I left my place I only took my phone and my keys.How could I be so stupid!I stood up and searched my pockets even more to see if I won't find anything.. And I didn't.I looked around me to try and find someone who I'd talk to and ask them to pay for me.. But the only audience I saw was those men with their eyes looking at me as if I was some dinner they were ready to have.That made me want to puke immediately.I sighed and lifted my hand up. The lady that was serving me came, "do you need anything else?"My face was probably red from the embarrassment, "so... I feel so stupid for this. I just noticed that I left my wallet in my flat. Could I possibly leave me phone here and maybe go get it." I said the last part taking my phone which was on the right.."it's alright.. I got it." a voice said and I turned around after a few seconds to check who it was but only their scent hit me. It was slightly sweet I could smell the ambergris or labdanum, like they were combined with vanilla, tonka bean, flowers and some herbs.... It was a bit exotic and mysterious. God whoever that was smelled really good.I fully turned around when I heard the door bell and then the person was gone. In front of me was a R100 note.I looked at the bartender and she took it with a smile on her face, "you can wait for your change." and then she left me there dumbfounded.I looked back at the door again hoping to see the person who left the money but I couldn't. Even with the glass door it was evident from here that they were gone and I wouldn't be able to identify them if they were in front of me. Darn it!!!The bartender came back with change and handed it to me, "it wouldn't have been a problem also.""I'm sorry did you see who that was...? I missed them a bit."She shrugged and the boys in the corner called for her. She smiled, "enjoy your evening."I took my phone and got out. I looked around a bit hoping to see a person I didn't even know. One I couldn't even describe by their physique or what they were wearing because the only thing I knew about them was how good they smelled.When I failed to find the person I was hoping to see I walked back to my apartment.As I went to sleep my mind went back to the scent. The vanilla... Sometimes I hated my senses coz they were too much, but this time I kinda didn't. This smell made me feel a bit welcome here. It was kind to me...As the days went by I tried to look for the mysterious person who helped me so that I could thank them for their generosity. I went to the pub a few times but didn't get the scent again.I remembered that schools were opening in two week and I knew I'd have to start working soon. So since I'm still a little bit free, I needed to get things that I'd need.So the following day I went shopping for some good and decent clothes.On my way to the flat I went past the pub and this time I made sure that I have money to pay. I couldn't afford embarrassing myself again.I got juice today though, and noticed that the place was almost full. There were people in the chairs and families it was even more cosier.The door started making noise and the loud voices came again. God these guys!!I watched as the people who were sitting in that corner got arranged and were moved to another table.. The 4 boys with that woman sat there in the corner and started ordering. Woow so they were redulars there, even the people moved for them. It must be nice being them.One of them moved from there and I was so shocked when he came to stand in front of me."hello..." he said and I took a sip on my glass before responding, "hi...?"He just stood there and stared at me. I ached my brows at him trying to stay calm, "can I help you..?""oh yeah... Do you perhaps know some good movies that are currently playing?"I could quickly recall this from from a few days ago. He was definitely here and he was one of those who said they could take me to bed and show me a good time. Wooow.I shrugged, "no.. Unfortunately I don't know.. Sorry..""would you like to see one with me..?" he asked and I ached my brow. Was this him honestly trying to bed me? Really?I cleared my throat, "no I'll pass thanks.""come on.. You'll probably love it. I'll make sure no one is killing anyone. Wouldn't want to scare you.""like I said no.. I don't like movies. Sorry.""so.... Okay... What do you like to do?""sit... In peace... alone. Get it?"I heard the rest of his friends chuckle a bit and turned to see them looking at us. They were a bit far, they couldn't have heard that. I looked at this guy and that's when I noticed the walkie talkie he was holding. So he had them listen to what he was saying." could you leave me alone..." I said and he smiled, "come on... You can't...""I said leave me alone please, unless you want me to report you at the police station.. This is harassment."He smiled and shifted his jacket on his waist and that's when I noticed a badge. A police badge.I sighed and lifted my head up, "oh God. You even get harassed by the police in this place.""I wasn't harassing you.. I was just trying to ask you out..""and I said no.. So could you please leave me alone to enjoy my juice."He clicked his tongue, "but I'm not done talking to you."I took in one deep breath, took out R30 and put it on the table then collected my things then stood up, "Wooow just when I was enjoying my time alone..." then I left him there.Of course after closing the door I could hear the darn bells make noise meaning he followed me."hey... Are you okay.." another voice asked and I was a just already pissed, "leave me alone please.." I said without even looking at the person that talking. I kept walking and they followed."look I'm sorry.. I know these guys can be asseholes... Worse when they see a beautiful woman like you. I tried to stop him and let him leave you alone but..." she spoke and I turned to actually see that it's the woman who's always with the assholes as she calls them. That kinda pissed me off even more."people in this town don't know english...huh? Doesn't anyone here understand what a simple 'leave me alone' means?" I asked looking at her and I saw her frown before she lifted both her hands up. "I do understand... Look I'm really sorry I followed you.. I just wanted to make sure that you're okay.""I'm fine... I can take care of myself..."She smiled and walked backwards, "of course you can...sorry again..." and she turned back around and the breeze went from her to me.Then that vanilla scent hit me... My eyes went wide open. God I didn't just become a bitch to someone I have been looking for for a while.I turned around to look at her and she was out of site.Fuck!The buildings felt very unfamiliar as if I have never set foot here before. Or maybe it was because today things were different, instead of quiet classrooms there were children today running down the corridors while others were crying outside.This was going to be fun. I haven't taught for over 9 months, I really hope I still had my mojo.I walked in the reception and the principal smiled at me, "Miss Bush... How are you this morning?"I shifted my bag to my left hand and took my hand to shake his, "Principal.. I am great thanks and how are you?""great.. Let's go in so I can do the introductions. They honestly can't wait to meet you."We walked in the staff room and all eyes were on us... Or should I say me...?I scanned them all within seconds and then my eyes were back at the principal who was talking."... As we all know that we were in need of a 3rd grade teacher, we found her. Allison Bush is new in town and also here at school obviously.. So please make her feel at home.. And a
The week went by petty fast and I was loving it at work. Before I knew it it was Saturday and I was at the pub again. Right at this point I had a plan on how to get ahold of her if she didn't come again. The bartender knew her, so I'd communicate with her and find out her name and all that. I knew that was a bit stalker(ish) but a girl has to do what she has to do. The door made noise and I looked at it. Two guys walked in laughing, my eyes darted behind them and that's when I saw her outside. She was standing there looking at me. She then turned around and I realized she was not going to come in.Fuck! I took out my wallet and left a R50 note then quickly walked out. Really? So she has been seeing me and not getting in because I was here?I looked to my left and she wasn't there, then to my right and saw her walk up to a car. Today she wasn't wearing uniform, dissapoited me a bit because I loved her in a uniform.. She looked really good. But this was great for me. She can't use an
As much as I made an idiot of myself by telling Anzania to not avoid me. That seemed to be the case when it came to her, I was acting like an idiot. The following week started and I couldn't see her at the pub again. God! I probably sent her away. I mean I was not talking the way a normal person could talk. I probably sent her away.I went to work that whole week feeling a bit down. I mean I get it, the other girl was attractive and she smelled so nice. What was it that I just couldn't get away from on her? Why was she always on my mind? Was it the stupid laughter? The kindness or the biting inside cheek and how nervous she was around me?I had no idea what it was, but my being just wanted to be around her. I yearned to see her more.On Thursday after school I went to the office and grabbed my bag, ready to leave."hey... Just the person I was looking for.." Matt said walking in and I ignored him thinking he was talking to someone else.Soon I felt a presence next to me and some stro
As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me. I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark. I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! Sh
My plan since I ran from home has always been the same. Move and keep moving.. Never make friends with anyone or even get close to people. But right now it seemed like it was going to be different here in St. Lucia. A certain cop was making things very difficult for me. She couldn't leave my mind and I could smell her even when I was laying in my bed, miles away from her.I was a bit conflicted, whether I should start what my heart wanted me to start or whether I should just ignore it and move to another place instead.. But that was a little difficult to decide on... That was so hard now that I thought about it, worse coz she was sitting in front of me with that guffy smile of hers showing me the beautiful dimple she has."so... Who's Allison?" her voice kicked me back to my surroundings and I laughed, "I wasn't aware that I was called in for an interview."She poked me, "idiot..."I bit my lower lip, "umh.. Well I'm Allison Bush, 27 years of age, a teacher and was born and raised i
Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet
I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's s
This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at
I extended my hand towards her but she pulled away, "you can't touch me. You know what she is, she will know."I felt like screaming. I knew she was alive, because she was right here in front of me, but I still wanted to confirm it by touching her so I could feel if she was real. This somehow still felt like a dream. Like I'd blink and this would all be an imagination. "Princess..." she said and I shook my head cutting her off, "stop, please. Stop calling me by that as if everything is okay because nothing is okay. I thought you were dead."She nodded her head and looked around us, "I'm sorry. I'm sure you have questions.""Yeah, the first one being where the fuck have you been?" I whisper yelled out of frustration and that got us a few pair of eyes from people who was at the restaurant. I watched as the woman who has been stalking me walked towards us, she tapped Anzania on the shoulder and left.Anzania sighed, "I have to go.""Really Anzania? I haven't even...""I know," she cut
"Anzania told me not to go ahead with the wedding." those were the first words I let out to my sister the second we both sat down.She looked around us and then back at me, "what? How?"I sighed, "I don't know how but I know she is since the text I received. Though it took her a whole fucking year to contact me, she did. I don't know whether to be mad or happy.""We are so close with the plan you can't be happy that Anzania is back and asking you to ruin it.""She just said not to marry Cecelia.""The plan includes you marrying Cecelia. Or did you forget what we talked about?"I sighed not knowing what to do. Of course my sister said I should marry Cecelia in community of property so that what is hers can be mine and what's mine can be hers.. I had nothing under my name so I was good with that.I sighed, "part of this was me making them pay for taking Anzania away from me.""And what happened to you when you were a kid. Or did you forget that? I don't know how many times I've stopped
"Are you ready for whatever is behind that door?"I sighed and opened my coat revealing how half naked I was and how much that meant I wasn't ready. She arched her brows, "really?"I shrugged, "I mean I can turn Wolf if that's what you're asking. I just might have to wrip off these in a non attractive way." "Did you come here to seduce me to have sex with you or to apologize." I shrugged, "I kinda did apologize already. So I came here to do both. There's no crime in that is there?" We heard the figure move and she sighed, "really...? They are leaving." "Go check who they are. I can't leave looking like this." She rolled her eyes but left me there. I ended up cleaning the rest of the room and even fixing her bed. I cleaned up the living room too and then she walked in. "What the fuck?" she exclaimed and I looked at her confused, "who was that?" "Not Anzania.. It was Marry the one who was in the meeting I had at the beginning of the week."Ahh so she was the one who smelled like