As panicky as I was when I got to my apartment I went straight to my laptop and traced myself back to the five last places I've been to, Germany, France, Egypt, Mozambique and Swaziland before coming here to South Africa.. It was clean. It has always been clean. There was no animal attack or what so ever. So they couldn't be here.
I sat on my bed and looked out the window. The moon was slowly coming together. It was maybe a month until it was full. So they couldn't have been here. But then again, we were special, we had the ability to turn to werewolves anytime. We were trained, at least they were trained to transform when they felt like they were in danger... I ran away before they could do that for me.I closed my eyes and tried not to think about them. If they were in my mind my heart grew dark.I needed to calm down.So I started to mentally count down from 20 until I reached 1.Then suddenly I shifted my mind to something better.. Someone better than my family. Anzania. God! She said we have to go somewhere tomorrow... I was so happy I get to get out of whatever I got myself into with Matt but I was nervous coz I didn't know what the other girl had planned in mind... And oh my God I stupidly didn't give her my numbers again even though she hinted on me that she could text me if she had it.What the hell was wrong with me?But then again, the animal thing freaked me out because of the line of animals that are out there hunting for me at this moment for the stunt I pulled when I was a teenager, and I couldn't give her my numbers.I sighed a little frustrated when I remembered that I told her I work at school and not which school. How could I be so dumb though? The number thing and also the school thing? Was she ever going to find me?I decided to just go take a bath and sleep. I couldn't eat after the images I saw, and also, I couldn't wait for tomorrow even though it was not clear.My eyes closed and a smile formed on my face as a cute lady ran in my mind. She was something good to look forward to, probably a good distraction too...Friday I was wearing my blue jeans, white tanktop and white sneakers. I had no idea what Anzania had planned so I decided to be comfortable. I took a Jean jacket also so that they wouldn't ask if was cold since I only had a tanktop.I started walking to school and I got there very well. I took my things and quickly went to class trying to avoid Matt."so... Who's ready to do some speaking today.""meeee.." all my kids started screaming in class and I couldn't help but smile. I loved how confident they were."okay Phili.. Please come in front of the class and tell us what you will be doing this Saturday and Sunday."The little man got up from his chair and came to stand in front of the class then started speaking.My class went amazing until it was break. I stayed in since I made myself a lunchbox and got a few fruits from some of the kids. Kaycee on the other hand gave me a chocolate. You'd swear she wants to get me fat because yesterday it was donuts.A light knock on the door took my attention away from the food as I lifted my head to see who was there.Of course it was Matt.He walked in with a smile on his face, "hey.. I hope I am not disturbing you."God!I gave him a small smile, "no Matt.. I actually was planning on going out to look for you when I was done with my lunch." that was a lie."oh really? What's up?""so I can't make it to what you had planned today, I'm so sorry.""oh.. That's a bit sad, is everything okay?""umh... Something came up actually and I honestly can't come with you. I really need to take care of this."He sighed seeming bumbed, "ah... I guess I could say I understand... And maybe I can still hope for it then to happen some other time."I swallowed and nodded my head as my mouth gave this man a little hope, "maybe some other time yeah. I'm sorry again about now."The weight that got lifted off my shoulder after talking to Matt, made me so happy I could even now see me and Anzania somewhere in a nice place eating, laughing and just having fun.Suddenly I was looking forward to this afternoon without feeling bad.After school I collected my things and checked the time. It was exactly 13:30 and she wasn't here.I took my bag and went to my class since it had a view to the main gate and the parking lot, so I'd see her cute old car when it arrives.Since I was just waiting I decided to mark on the paper for my kids and just grade them. I couldn't sit here and wait for someone I had no idea if she even knew I worked here. God I really sucked at this. It was like the more I wanted to be closer to her the more things happened to keep us apart.. I was hoping she wouldn't take a week to find me.I was startled by a knock on my door and I lifted my head up hopeful but was disappointed when I saw Matt standing there."you good?" he asked and I gave him a smile, "I'm perfect. See you on Monday?"He hesitated a bit and opened his mouth but then closed it. He looked like he wanted to say something a little bit."bye Matt.." I said kicking him back to reality and he smiled a bit, "alright bye." then he closed the door.Just then I heard a car outside and I lifted my head up. I smiled when I saw the familiar maroon 1949 Ford Coupe. I shook my head a little bit as I watched her jump from the driver's side to the passenger's side and open the door. She was still wearing her uniform. God she looked really hot.She looked around a bit and reached for something inside the car then closed it before going towards the reception.My heart was beating so fast on my chest. I could already smell her. It was amazing.After what felt like forever but was only a few minutes, there was a light knock on my door.I got up and hurried to the door then took one deep breath before fixing my hair and then opening door.She had a marron lollipop in her hand and was smiling already, "with this I literally ask you to give me your numbers.. I almost didn't arrive here."I pulled her in while laughing and looked at my wrist watch, it was 14:00. God! time moved very fast."shut up... Hi.. And I am totally about to give you my number."She searched herself and couldn't find whatever she was looking for then said, "shit.. My phone is in my car."I took my pen and then went to stand in front of her. She ached her brow at me making me smile. She was cute.I lifted my hand up and took her empty left hand then opened it. With confidence, I started writing my numbers there.She giggled in between and I laughed at her, "you're so cute."I caught her rolling her eyes, "you suck I'm not 9 years old... And please take this lollipop coz I got it for you."I turned around and started putting my papers in my bag, "what are we Anzania? 9 year Olds?"She laughed when she realized I used her joke on her.I went to her, took the lollipop and handed her my bag, "you are such a gentle woman." then I went past her and walked right to her car. I went to open the door for her in the driver's seat and she laughed, "talk about being a gentle woman huh?"She then opened the passenger door and threw my bag at the back, "come hop in with this stranger."I couldn't help but smile and literary follow her lead. She also got in on the other side and then turned to look at me, "second of all... How did you find me...? Because I had to make sure I give you my numbers first thing before we could communicate other things today since we really have a hard time getting each other."She started the car and smiled showing me that dimple of hers again, "I'm a cop Allison, if I want something, I make sure that I get it... Give me some credit."My heart skipped a bit when my name escaped her lips and she said all that. God, I was strongly liking someone I hardly even knew.My plan since I ran from home has always been the same. Move and keep moving.. Never make friends with anyone or even get close to people. But right now it seemed like it was going to be different here in St. Lucia. A certain cop was making things very difficult for me. She couldn't leave my mind and I could smell her even when I was laying in my bed, miles away from her.I was a bit conflicted, whether I should start what my heart wanted me to start or whether I should just ignore it and move to another place instead.. But that was a little difficult to decide on... That was so hard now that I thought about it, worse coz she was sitting in front of me with that guffy smile of hers showing me the beautiful dimple she has."so... Who's Allison?" her voice kicked me back to my surroundings and I laughed, "I wasn't aware that I was called in for an interview."She poked me, "idiot..."I bit my lower lip, "umh.. Well I'm Allison Bush, 27 years of age, a teacher and was born and raised i
Sitting down on my unmade bed I started rethinking about the hug that made me feel a lot of things and I could immediately smell her again. God I was losing it. I was losing control. I smiled a bit. When last did I feel like this? Never! Not even once in my life. Not even with the person my family picked for me.Growing up ended up not being really rosey for me, considering that I was not so perfect. Everything about me was just a disappointment. I mean my family tried to be understanding and supportive with my sexuality but when I was 14 they were conflicted about a lot of things when it came to me.They found out about my sexuality when I was 12 and they were surprisingly very supportive. I had a crush on this girl and I told my dad I was going to marry her when I get older. That's how I simply 'came out' and he told me I could marry whoever I wanted. I guess I could say I was lucky to have understanding people like them. But that all changed soon as I was 14 and turned into somet
I fully regretted prying on their conversation after finding out who Ava really was to Anzania.. But then another part of me had so many questions. I wanted to know what happened between them? Why did they break up .... Was it because Alex slept with her? Did he even sleep with her during or after the break up..?My mind was honestly full of questions I had no answers to. Questions about someone I didn't even know. I felt so stupid for letting her occupy my mind like this. Already feeling jealous yet there was nothing happening between us.A cup of hot chocolate was placed in front of me, "girl... You owe me some explanation..."I looked at Sophie puzzled and she laughed before looking at the group of cops over there, "her... And yet you say you don't have friends.."I shrugged, "yeah I don't..""but you hugged her and she literally yelled at me to take care of whatever you wanted... Oh and she told me tell you she paid in case you left your wallet at home."I rolled my eyes, "she's s
This Café, Lucky's, was right in the city center. It was apparently a café during the day and a lesbian club at night. Also, on Saturdays it had karaoke night which made me smile the second I walked in and saw that on the screen. It was a very famous brand known for its authentic taste and quality ambience. This place had very comfortable furniture where people could sit for hours without being tired at all. The lighting was so beautiful. Sophie lead the way and I followed her in and sat on a comfortable couch. A guy came and asked what we wanted. Sophie told me to try the Sex On The Beach drink while she tried something else. I didn't fight against that. People started coming in and the vibe was very nice. Our drinks came and the music was playing nicely. It was really just chilled. "so.. How long have you been staying here?" "6 years now.. I'm thinking of changing you know but I'm kinda scared of starting over in a place where I don't know anyone at all. Like how would that be
After laying a very drunk Sophie in bed and making sure to close the door, really hoping that no one walks in because it wasn't locked.. I went to my room on the floor below and quickly got in. Today was a long day but it was also beautiful for me. I talked with two people who were probably about to become close friends to me. So moving from zero friends to possibly two in one night was a good thing for me. I took out my phone and was so shocked at the 3 missed calls and 6 messages I had. Four messages were from two unknown numbers while two messages and 2 missed calls were from Anzania.God! Why the fuck did I put my phone on silent again? Oh, so that she would not distract me all night. I quickly opened her messages."I hope you're home... I honestly would love to see you.." then one missed call.. That was two hours ago..An hour ago another message from her came in saying:"can I see you before I drive back home... I'm done at the station.." and it was followed by a missed call
When I saw my phone light flash indicating that I have a message I might have put my hopes so high that when it was not who I expected, they were crashed into tiny little pieces... But I tried to read Jeremy's message with an open heart. JEREMY : I could imagine how long it took you to find a crazy, smart, idiotic and cute friend like me.... Lucky you that I found you in a lesbian bar... Don't worry I'll not buy you a drink anymore... Haha good morning and enjoy your day. It's my first day at work and so is my sister's. I'm a little nervous about her and I turn to be an idiot when I'm nervous. This is proof that I'm alive. My Monday started without a message from a certain girl and I was pushing myself a million times not to text. Because I didn't want to be more desperate than I already acted the last days..But seeing this message from Jeremy made me laugh at how stupid he was thinking he was funny.I took my bag and headed out but called him instead of texting him.He answered bu
"it's been a week if not two...""I'm sorry what?""you're still sad... Did your boyfriend break up with you?" Matt asked and I furrowed my brows at him, "what?""I have been keeping my distance and didn't want to piss you off coz you kinda seem pissed already... And I haven't seen your boyfriend at all this week. So.."He left that sentence short. And I still looked at him confused. What the fuck was he saying? That he was now creepily stalking me and checking how I felt?? Watching my every move seeing who comes here for me and who doesn't? What was wrong with him? "Matt.. Could you please...""Ally... Umh... You ready for our date tonight?" Letty asked walking in and I looked at her a bit confused. Today she honestly screamed gay. She was wearing a military green suit with a white shirt. It looked really good on her. "it's Thursday..." she said as if this was supposed to mean something to me. But I swallowed and nodded my head a bit going along with whatever she was doing, "yeah..
We went to her car and after getting in I realized that I didn't have my bag with me. I left it in Letty's car. Anzania started the car. 'ahh shit!' I said and suddenly someone next to me cleared their throat, "is everything okay? We can just sit here you know. We don't have to drive at all. I'd like to just talk." she said switching off the car. I furrowed my brows at her, "did I say that out loud?""yeah... Are you good? I mean besides what's happening... Here."I nodded my head, "yeah.. I just realized that I left my bag in Letty's car... We can go it's okay.""do you need it? Do you know where she stays?" she asked and I looked at her, "I know.. But I'll just call her later and ask her to bring it tomorrow. It's just that I wanted to finish my work but I can do that tomorrow at school.""alright..." she said starting the car again and driving out of town. Then I remembered her telling me that she lived a little out of town. I guess I can say it was good leaving this place even i
I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at
I extended my hand towards her but she pulled away, "you can't touch me. You know what she is, she will know."I felt like screaming. I knew she was alive, because she was right here in front of me, but I still wanted to confirm it by touching her so I could feel if she was real. This somehow still felt like a dream. Like I'd blink and this would all be an imagination. "Princess..." she said and I shook my head cutting her off, "stop, please. Stop calling me by that as if everything is okay because nothing is okay. I thought you were dead."She nodded her head and looked around us, "I'm sorry. I'm sure you have questions.""Yeah, the first one being where the fuck have you been?" I whisper yelled out of frustration and that got us a few pair of eyes from people who was at the restaurant. I watched as the woman who has been stalking me walked towards us, she tapped Anzania on the shoulder and left.Anzania sighed, "I have to go.""Really Anzania? I haven't even...""I know," she cut
"Anzania told me not to go ahead with the wedding." those were the first words I let out to my sister the second we both sat down.She looked around us and then back at me, "what? How?"I sighed, "I don't know how but I know she is since the text I received. Though it took her a whole fucking year to contact me, she did. I don't know whether to be mad or happy.""We are so close with the plan you can't be happy that Anzania is back and asking you to ruin it.""She just said not to marry Cecelia.""The plan includes you marrying Cecelia. Or did you forget what we talked about?"I sighed not knowing what to do. Of course my sister said I should marry Cecelia in community of property so that what is hers can be mine and what's mine can be hers.. I had nothing under my name so I was good with that.I sighed, "part of this was me making them pay for taking Anzania away from me.""And what happened to you when you were a kid. Or did you forget that? I don't know how many times I've stopped
"Are you ready for whatever is behind that door?"I sighed and opened my coat revealing how half naked I was and how much that meant I wasn't ready. She arched her brows, "really?"I shrugged, "I mean I can turn Wolf if that's what you're asking. I just might have to wrip off these in a non attractive way." "Did you come here to seduce me to have sex with you or to apologize." I shrugged, "I kinda did apologize already. So I came here to do both. There's no crime in that is there?" We heard the figure move and she sighed, "really...? They are leaving." "Go check who they are. I can't leave looking like this." She rolled her eyes but left me there. I ended up cleaning the rest of the room and even fixing her bed. I cleaned up the living room too and then she walked in. "What the fuck?" she exclaimed and I looked at her confused, "who was that?" "Not Anzania.. It was Marry the one who was in the meeting I had at the beginning of the week."Ahh so she was the one who smelled like