When I saw my phone light flash indicating that I have a message I might have put my hopes so high that when it was not who I expected, they were crashed into tiny little pieces... But I tried to read Jeremy's message with an open heart. JEREMY : I could imagine how long it took you to find a crazy, smart, idiotic and cute friend like me.... Lucky you that I found you in a lesbian bar... Don't worry I'll not buy you a drink anymore... Haha good morning and enjoy your day. It's my first day at work and so is my sister's. I'm a little nervous about her and I turn to be an idiot when I'm nervous. This is proof that I'm alive. My Monday started without a message from a certain girl and I was pushing myself a million times not to text. Because I didn't want to be more desperate than I already acted the last days..But seeing this message from Jeremy made me laugh at how stupid he was thinking he was funny.I took my bag and headed out but called him instead of texting him.He answered bu
"it's been a week if not two...""I'm sorry what?""you're still sad... Did your boyfriend break up with you?" Matt asked and I furrowed my brows at him, "what?""I have been keeping my distance and didn't want to piss you off coz you kinda seem pissed already... And I haven't seen your boyfriend at all this week. So.."He left that sentence short. And I still looked at him confused. What the fuck was he saying? That he was now creepily stalking me and checking how I felt?? Watching my every move seeing who comes here for me and who doesn't? What was wrong with him? "Matt.. Could you please...""Ally... Umh... You ready for our date tonight?" Letty asked walking in and I looked at her a bit confused. Today she honestly screamed gay. She was wearing a military green suit with a white shirt. It looked really good on her. "it's Thursday..." she said as if this was supposed to mean something to me. But I swallowed and nodded my head a bit going along with whatever she was doing, "yeah..
We went to her car and after getting in I realized that I didn't have my bag with me. I left it in Letty's car. Anzania started the car. 'ahh shit!' I said and suddenly someone next to me cleared their throat, "is everything okay? We can just sit here you know. We don't have to drive at all. I'd like to just talk." she said switching off the car. I furrowed my brows at her, "did I say that out loud?""yeah... Are you good? I mean besides what's happening... Here."I nodded my head, "yeah.. I just realized that I left my bag in Letty's car... We can go it's okay.""do you need it? Do you know where she stays?" she asked and I looked at her, "I know.. But I'll just call her later and ask her to bring it tomorrow. It's just that I wanted to finish my work but I can do that tomorrow at school.""alright..." she said starting the car again and driving out of town. Then I remembered her telling me that she lived a little out of town. I guess I can say it was good leaving this place even i
The shower water was gloriously hot for once, and I spend an indulgent amount of time just letting it run over my body, washing away the day's grime and my thoughts after the conversation I had with Anzania. I soap myself up thoroughly, and massage my breasts a bit to work out some tenderness caused by my sports bra. My thoughts ran to her to how she said my name and I knew where this was stupidly going to lead. I haven't been with anyone in over 8 months and being in this position made me wish... My phone started ringing taking me away from my thoughts. Really? Who on earth was that? I grabbed the towel and wrapped it around my body then got out. It stopped ringing immediately and I rolled my eyes. I decided to just concentrate on getting me dry and getting dressed. Whoever that was will have to wait for me. After putting on my sleeping shirt I went to check my phone. It was her. My heart skipped a bit as a little fear hit me. Was she mad that I missed her call? Were we going
"so what were you thinking?" the girl without a uniform asked. I wanted to tell her how disappointed I was that she wasn't wearing her uniform but she'd think I have lost it. Heck I thought I had lost it already because if how I was feeling and everything.I looked at her and smiled, "I was thinking I want a chilled evening with any noise."She smiled too, "well..." and started the car, "then you shouldn't mind a little movie date at my place..? We could grab something to eat or order in."I brushed the palms of my hands together, "I wouldn't mind. Let's order in."She started driving, I couldn't help but notice how clean the car was inside, it even smelled a bit different. Like cleaning materials and not the ones you use to clean a place after you have deposed a dead body.We drove in comfortable silence until we were back in the woods where the weird fast animal passed.She looked outside a bit before looking at me, "hey.. I meant to ask, why did you stop me from going out yesterda
Waking up cuddled up to someone felt so strange for me. I haven't done that in the past year.So I almost jumped out of my skin when I felt a body against mine.. But I immediately stopped when I her scent hit me. I stupidly smiled as Events of last night took place in my mind. How soft her lips were on mine. I touched my lips a bit questioning if it really happened or I wanted it to happen so much that I imagined it to reality. "hey.." she whispered behind me and I cursed at myself in my head for moving to touch my lips."should I move?" I asked thinking maybe I was laying on her too heavily. "no... I mean are you comfortable? Coz I'm good like this.." I couldn't help but smile at that. She was sweet for thinking about me while I actually was thinking about her comfortability."I'm good too.. But I think our bodies are going to be painful.. We should get up and workout of whatever."I head her giggle, which has smnow become my favorite sound. I thought her laughter was cute but he
That weekend ended up being one off the best. We mostly spent it at her place cooking if not ordering in. Honestly I didn't want to go, but Monday I had to be at work and I needed to set the papers for the exams the kids were going to write.On Sunday she drove me home and I couldn't stop the smile that kept on reappearing on my face."so... I'm back to work tomorrow.. But I can see you when you visit Sophie right?""yes, and oh Got I bet Letti and her brother have been trying to get ahold of me because I was a mess."She shook her head and stopped right in front of my flat, "I'm so sorry I made you a mess... You didn't deserve that.""hey.. You're here now so that doesn't matter. It's water under the bridge.""can I walk you up?"I nodded my head and we both got out of the car. It was funny how I went to her place on Friday without any clothes and wore hers all this time. Then I come back home to... My thoughts came to a freezing moment when I saw who was standing next to my buildi
When Monday arrived, I planned on having a conversation with the principal again and also on clearing out my desk and leaving nothing there.So as soon as I arrived I went to the office that everyone shared and went to my little corner. I took everything that belonged to me and would be important to put it in my bag, as for the trash I put it where it belonged. My table was very clean you'd swear it was not occupied at all. "Allison?" that annoying voice said and I ignored him. "dude you're leaving?" I ignored him again. "Allison don't leave please. God they will kill me. Please. I swear and I promise I will leave you alone. I won't talk to you. I get it. I crossed the line. I am sorry.. Allison please.. I'm so sorry." he said sounding like he was really panicking. At first I thought about what he said. They were going to kill him? Who? The principal? "Miss Bush? Is everything okay here?"Even though there was only the three of us in here and I wanted to discuss Matt, I asked fo
I looked at them both wanting to scream. What the hell was going on? Another part of me wanted to leave but another one was so happy to see Brandy alive. I couldn't bare the thought of her being dead, and not that she was here in front of me I was so happy, but then again I was so conflicted because of what Anzania said.Should I leave? Should I not? My heart was inconclusive."Hey..." Brandy said again and I slowly walked towards her and pulled her into a hug trying by all means not to cry.I thought she was gone. I saw the plane and it wasn't good. How was she here?"You have no idea how happy I am yo see you right now. I never thought I would." she said and I nodded my head, "I never thought I would see you too. I'm so glad you're okay.""Yeah, thanks to Kaycee. I honestly didn't believe it when I first got her text." My sister said and I looked at the Kaycee she was talking about. She slowly lifted her hands up, "I'll give you guys sometime, but please Allison don't leave before I
I went to take a shower and I cried in there. I let my tears out and allowed myself to feel the pain. Last time I felt like this was over two years ago when I thought Anzania was dead. But then I didn't have a chance to cry like this. So now I cried. I turned on the water and put it on cold then cried silently.All the little memories I shared with my sister these past 21 months were running through my head and the more I thought about that the more I got sad. I knew I'd never have that again. I'd never see her again. The more I thought about it the more it broke me.I was startled when the water stopped. I was so tired to even lift my head up to see what was going on.I felt a towel on my body, and someone lifting me up. I didn't fight, I just let her.She laid me in bed and then started drying my whole body, she put lotion on it and put me in shorts and a shirt."We are still waiting. Please don't lose hope." she said and I shook my head, "she sent me this text while boarding. She i
My hand was shaking. My head began to heat and my heart was beating so fast on my chest.Sound started to be louder. I could hear the dor that was walking outside. I could hear kids laughing from the distance. I could hear the train moving. Everything that was far from me seemed to be so close. Yet everything that was so close to me seemed to slowly parish. I could see people's lips moving but heard no sound.That was until I felt my body hit the wall.I looked around me and quickly pulled away when I saw Cecelia standing in front of me. She was touching me and trying to say something.I pushed her off me and started to walk but quickly felt something push me against the wall again. It was her.She moved her lips but I couldn't hear her.I heard someone cry and looked around. I couldn't see who it was. I heard someone sing and looked but couldn't see.Who were they? Where were they?"Allison... Allison. Oh God." I finally heard call sounding like she was so far from me. I slowly turne
I felt a little bit empty and out of place. I went straight back to sleep when I got home. I was going to face everything tomorrow. And to be honest tomorrow couldn't come fast enough. I was dreading it, but the fact that I spent two to three hours in the mountain talking to my ex who was supposed to be dead kinda lead to my night being short and the morning arriving sooner than I anticipated. I felt like screaming when I woke up. I felt like running away and also funny enough, I felt like I didn't even know Cecelia. She laid there looking so beautiful and so innocent. I couldn't believe everything that Anzania said but then again what did she have to lose? 'You Allison, she stands losing you.' a little voice said inside me. Anzania stood a chance of losing me if she didn't say all these things to me. I'd marry someone else who wasn't her. So she was driven by jealous and didn't want to see me happy. But why would it take her so long to come? Why would it take her me accepting th
On the way back I couldn't stop thinking about Marry and about what Anzania said. They were in a relationship. I didn't know what Cecelia Was capable of.I looked at her as she scrolled through her phone. What was she capable of? What was she planning behind my back. I mean she told me the plan but it benefitted me. Sophie, her dad and her brother were going to die and she was going to inherit everything. Why did Anzania say the things she said...?I hated how much these questions were pilling up instead of reducing. The more I met up with Anzania the more questions I got without any I had getting answers."Hey..." she whispered taking my hand and I slowly pulled away from her.She swallowed, "look. I know Marry can.."I shook my head cutting her, I didn't want her to lie to me."You don't have to explain anything to me Cecelia.""But you're mad..."Our stop got announced and I got up getting ready to get off when the train stops. I went out and she followed me."You're mad at me." S
"When you suggested we drove to Hamburg I thought the initial plan was for us to spend time together and play music and all that stuff. But no, you just wanted to sleep." Cecelia said as we took the first break out of nowhere.I yawned and wiped sleep off my face, "yeah I had high hopes too, but your music is so boring.""What do you want?"I took her hand in mine, "if you're going to play some classic love song please also throw in some hip songs you know."She pulled away from me, "you called me boring... And my music."I laughed and kissed her cheek, "you're a very beautiful wam with a boring taste of music. Mix it up a bit."We went back in the car and I drove the other half. I have to say she enjoyed my music. She even told me that it wasn't as bad when we got to Hamburg.We took a shower and fell asleep. That was a lot of driving for 10 hours...Sunday we woke up later than we usually do but I didn't care because we were not home, we were on vacation. I turned around to look at
I extended my hand towards her but she pulled away, "you can't touch me. You know what she is, she will know."I felt like screaming. I knew she was alive, because she was right here in front of me, but I still wanted to confirm it by touching her so I could feel if she was real. This somehow still felt like a dream. Like I'd blink and this would all be an imagination. "Princess..." she said and I shook my head cutting her off, "stop, please. Stop calling me by that as if everything is okay because nothing is okay. I thought you were dead."She nodded her head and looked around us, "I'm sorry. I'm sure you have questions.""Yeah, the first one being where the fuck have you been?" I whisper yelled out of frustration and that got us a few pair of eyes from people who was at the restaurant. I watched as the woman who has been stalking me walked towards us, she tapped Anzania on the shoulder and left.Anzania sighed, "I have to go.""Really Anzania? I haven't even...""I know," she cut
"Anzania told me not to go ahead with the wedding." those were the first words I let out to my sister the second we both sat down.She looked around us and then back at me, "what? How?"I sighed, "I don't know how but I know she is since the text I received. Though it took her a whole fucking year to contact me, she did. I don't know whether to be mad or happy.""We are so close with the plan you can't be happy that Anzania is back and asking you to ruin it.""She just said not to marry Cecelia.""The plan includes you marrying Cecelia. Or did you forget what we talked about?"I sighed not knowing what to do. Of course my sister said I should marry Cecelia in community of property so that what is hers can be mine and what's mine can be hers.. I had nothing under my name so I was good with that.I sighed, "part of this was me making them pay for taking Anzania away from me.""And what happened to you when you were a kid. Or did you forget that? I don't know how many times I've stopped
"Are you ready for whatever is behind that door?"I sighed and opened my coat revealing how half naked I was and how much that meant I wasn't ready. She arched her brows, "really?"I shrugged, "I mean I can turn Wolf if that's what you're asking. I just might have to wrip off these in a non attractive way." "Did you come here to seduce me to have sex with you or to apologize." I shrugged, "I kinda did apologize already. So I came here to do both. There's no crime in that is there?" We heard the figure move and she sighed, "really...? They are leaving." "Go check who they are. I can't leave looking like this." She rolled her eyes but left me there. I ended up cleaning the rest of the room and even fixing her bed. I cleaned up the living room too and then she walked in. "What the fuck?" she exclaimed and I looked at her confused, "who was that?" "Not Anzania.. It was Marry the one who was in the meeting I had at the beginning of the week."Ahh so she was the one who smelled like