Buzz buzz buzz
My cell phone is buzzing.
Alarm.
6:15
Got to get up.
Okay. Let's get dressed. Breakfast's in fourty minutes.
I'm wearing a skirt today, I don't care. I have to enjoy the warm days before the snow hits the fan. So to speak.
I love fashionable clothes and I'm always bothering my mom to go shopping for them.
I just get four to five months a year of semi-warm weather to wear real clothes. The rest of the year is too cold for trying.
I'm wearing an tight short short short black skirt and mid thigh high black boots. Blue floaty blouse and a black motorcycle jacket.
To complete the look, a messy bun, soft make-up but thick eyeliner.
The lipstick is nude.
"That will do."
7:05 I'm ready.
Get my gym bag, toss my books into a big black tote bag and go downstairs.
"Mom, can we go see Jessica this weekend..."
"Hi Ziig." Ogi says.
"Oh... I did not hear the doorbell. Hi." I smiled.
"...Can we?" I address my mom again.
"Don't you have a game this weekend?" She asks.
"Argh... Yeah." I say and then whisper "I need highlights. Soon."
"I'll make the appointment to next weekend. Sit. Eat."
"Thanks. "
"So, Little Wolf here was talking about his driving skills."
"Was he?"
"Yeah. I learned to drive when I was fourteen, so almost four years of doing it."
I chuckled.
My mom stared with threatening eyes.
"Sorry..." I mouthed
"Okay. Eat. Don't be late. I got to go to my Classes too. Teach the kids about the culture and heritage. Ziigwan behave. That skirt is too tight and too short... thank the great spirits your father is not here to see that."
I laughed.
"I know. Thanks the great spirits."
Ogi was quiet.
I start eating, otherwise we will be late.
"Do you always dress like that? 'Cuz yesterday you were with normal skinny jeans." He asks.
"Why do you care? And how did you notice?"
"I memorize stuff. I don't know." He blushed a little.
"I just want to enjoy the weather while I can." I say "At least I got a coat. Are you going to school with just a t-shirt?"
"I'm hot. I'm always hot. It's annoying."
"Annoying? I wish I was not always cold. Stupid weather."
His car was awesome. I thought it would be a really old Land Rover. It is not. 5 year-old tops.
"Okay. Thanks for giving me a ride today. It was nice of you." I say sliding into the front seat.
"Sure. At what time does you practice ends?"
"4:35 I'm usually ready. And yours? "
"About that time too. That prick will try to undermine me today." He explains.
"I'll be there. We will practice at the same gym. Don't worry I got your back."
"You understand that I literally could tear that boy apart? " he chuckles.
"Yeah I got it, wolfy. That's exactly what you should not do." I warn him.
"What should I do, Z? Please enlighten me." He says sarcastically.
"Don't be like that. Just say to him something like 'are you scared of me, Cookieboy?' Or ' I don't need to insult you, I'm better than you.' Or better, be his teammate... mind blowing, ah?"
"Shut up, Little Flower. You're too thin to mock me."
"Thank you. Still the sweetest King ever." I laughed at his face.
I turn the music on. Crossing my legs and taking off my jacket.
I smiled when I realized he increased the strength on the wheel. Grabbing it so hard that the knots on his hands were almost white.
Put my sunglasses on and sang along with the radio.
"Comme on comme on put the radio on..." Dancing a little too.
"Finally a grin. I thought you lost your teeth during the night. Chill, it will be okay. Those stupid blondes will be all over you by 5:30. I'll make sure of that. Bros before hoes." I laugh out.
"You are not my bro." He rolled his eyes.
"Jeez. Okay. I know. You know what I mean."
"I know. I wish you were with me yesterday. At least I wouldn't hit that clown."
"He's not a clown. His family, you know, they are conservatives. I'll talk to him."
"Are you dating him? Is that what this is about?"
"What? No. No. I used to tutor him. He's just scared. We all are, right? High School..." I made a face.
He was grabbing the wheel too tight again.
"Well, maybe I think he's kinda cute..."
He groaned. Scaring me.
Ha! Catch you. "What was that? "
"Nothing." He replied obviously upset.
"Calm down. I'm joking. He is not my type."
"What's your type?"
I wanted to say. Big bad wolfs with piercing eyes and the whitest teeth.
"Not that blonde. I guess. Interesting and at least mildly smart."
I toned it down a little.
"What about you? Tell me. I could pair you up with someone. I know every girl at senior year."
"I don't like any of those girls. You know. There's rules for me to follow."
"I know. I wish I could help, but there's no one else besides us at this age." I explain.
We arrived. It's show time.
Obviously I was feeling like a million bucks.
When Ogi parked the car on the school's parking lot I took a deep breath " Piece of Cake. We even have first period together. Come on, Wolfie let's ignite rumors. You look hot and have no zits on your face."
I laughed as I gathered my stuff to go.
He sight " yeah."
All eyes on us, as we walked past those gates.
"Zig." I heard Molly call.
"Come meet the girls" I tell him, dragging him.
"As if I got a say..." he complain, but walked with me.
"Hi girls, this is my friend King. King meet the girls." I paused " This is Molly, my best girlfriend."
"Hi" she says blushing a little.
"That's Britney, Tiffany, Madison and Katie." I finished.
" Hi King" the say almost in unison.
Ugh... Disgusting... they're all swooning.
First ring. We all start to go in.
"Guess who's having English now." Molly says.
"You don't mind me seating with him, today, right?"
"Sure, but one time thing." She smiled.
"Deal!" I promise.
He started to relax and by the end of first period he was talking to other people.
"Have a nice day, Ogi. Meet you at lunch. If you need to." I touched his arm and paused " I get if you have to sit with the basketball team." I say to him when we get up and walk to the corridor.
"We'll see how it goes the next two classes with you-know-who." He replied.
"Okay." And before I walk away I plant a kiss on his cheek.
Wow. He's right. He's literally hot.
"What?" Molly murmured.
"Come on M, don't need to loose credit by getting late to class." I rushed her.
"He's totally checking you out." She says looking back.
"Oh please. We are friends since we were both in diapers. He's my Ogimaa, my king. We're like brother and sister." I stated.
"Hum hum, right." She replied.
And the morning dragged itself till lunch time.
"Thank the greats, I'm starving." I say to Molly.
We only got like, 30 minutes to eat.
"Romain mix with spinach please, Miss Daisy. Thank you." I ask one of the lunch ladies.
"How are you little leaf? Good start at school?" She asks.
"Yeah. Our Little Ogimaa is attending senior year. Have you seen him?"
"Yeah. He's with the basketball team over there." she points discretely "He's not that little anymore, ah?"
We laugh. "See you tomorrow. Thank you. Baamaapii." I smiled.
"Baamaapii Miinwaa kaawaabmin" she smiles back.
I payed. Me and Molly sit with Britney and Katie.
"Zig. Oh my gosh. You must tell me everything about that red cookie." Britney says, getting hit by Katie.
"Brit, please, don't say it like that. Sounds wrong." Katie says.
"Biatch, please. I know the guy since birth, but I don't see him since I started to study here. So... five years ago. He's probably a different person." I tell them and myself.
"Britney, aren't you with Hunter now?" Molly asked.
"Yeah. I'm just asking for a friend." she laughs.
"Well, I got nothing to give you. He's a good guy and always respected me growing up. He went to Canada for 5 years with his parents and now their back." I confessed.
"Lucky us." Molly sighs.
We all laughed. And suddenly they're all looking behind me and just stared.
"Ziigwan, can I talk to you?" Said a painfully recognizable voice.
"What Cole?" I say without turning back.
"In private..."
"Ugh. Okay. I'm finished anyway." Untrue. I didn't eat much. Not that I eat much.
I get up and walk to place my tray in its proper place.
"Talk." I say to him.
"Z, I didn't meant to. You know that. You totally ignore my text and calls and come on. I was at a party, in a big city, she was a College girl. I mean..." he fails to apologize. In the door of the cafeteria.
"Cole, I've made my peace with it. Of course I am not dating you anymore but as a gesture of goodwill from you I want to ask you for something." I gaze him.
"Okay. Name it. If you forgive me and be friends with me again." He negotiate.
"Okay. You are civil and political correct with King Thunderbird. Deal?" I asked.
"What? No way. The guy punched me." He almost yelled.
"Who started it?" I look deep into his eyes. Those green distracting eyes.
"Fine. But it was more like a joke." He defended.
"He's not like me. He was offended. Got it?" I tell him.
"Okay. Deal. I even try to be his friend, if that make you happy." He tells me.
I get closer to him and whisper in his ear "Good. Now you can watch my ass as I walk away." I say and go to class.
I walk past the cafeteria opened doors and took 10 more steps. I hear a husky voice.
" Tutoring him. Ah? Liar."
"How did you hear that?"
"I also heard the ass part. Not good."
"Come on Ogi, I'm not a kid anymore." I defended myself.
"Yeah, neither am I. You didn't have to ask him that..."
"Okay. You are creeping me out. How did you heard my conversation with him. You were not near us. Were you?" I ask not believing it was real.
"I got my ways." He says dryly.
"Are you going to Algebra now?" I ask.
"No, but I'll walk you." He smiles.
"God. You're too good looking. Those girls don't stand a chance." I laugh.
"I cannot believe you took more time to get ready than me. And I put make-up on." I shake my head to express my surprise."I didn't want to get out of that shower. It felt too good. Sorry." He scratched the back of his hear laughing."Can we go to the Diner? Tiffany begged me to go." I ask him."Ugh. Do we have to?" He say with pleading eyes."What about... we get a milkshake real quick. Stay for 15 minutes tops. Just oblige me, Myeengun. I promise you will like it." I try to lure him."Fine. Let's go. I guess you need to eat something after that non-existing lunch you took." He sullenly said."What? I had a big breakfast."When we arrived, I saw the tension in Cole's face. He smiled anyways."Hi guys. Look what this kitty cat dragged in." I say to the group.A big group.Britney and Hunter were eating each other faces. Tiffany and Katie were talking to each other. Molly, Cole, Tucker and Logan were in a separate
"What's going on?" I asked him "Tell me. Just tell me.""How did you know that those women were dead?" I asked again."I can't tell you, Ziig." He says finally."What? Why not?" I ask him."I just can't.""Look. Is really weird that you came back and suddenly you think you're my bodyguard." I paused, shifting my weight to my left leg. "I don't need that kind of treatment. We're friends. We will always be friends. I care about you and you care about me. I got it, but why are you acting like you need to protect me from your own father? Are you keeping up?" I'm starting to fume."No. You should go downstairs now.""You're obviously kidding me... " I storm out.Downstairs, I asked the trio. "what is going on?""The sheriff is a friend and called me to make sure you and Ogimaa were okay.Are you okay?" Mr Binesi asked."Yes. Ogimaa helped me and all our friends at the Diner. We're just shocked. Nothing really ha
Buzz buzz buzz6:15Alarm.Seriously, I was out last night. As my head hit the pillow I probably started to snore.I was so tired. It was such a long day.Buzz buzz buzz6:20Alarm.Let's get dressed. Jump out off bed.Breakfast's in thirty minutes. I got a lot of make-up to put on my face today to try to conceal those bags and darkness under my eyes.I'm dressing simple today. Skinny black jeans, ripped over my knees and under my butt. Red tank top. Black wedge boots. Black satin duster jacket.A black choker and my hair down straight.Smokey eyes and red lipstick.Grab my black tote bag. I didn't even took anything out yesterday. Well, I got no time.Run downstairs and literally swallow the breakfast.7:00"Sorry mom. It was the make-up." I say while eating."Slow down. You have to eat properly. He'll wait 5 minutes. He won't die." My mom laughs."You're ri
"Ogi, what tha funk are you talking about? That's a Hollywood movie, not real life. Wake up.""Just calm down or else you will act suspicious in front of all these people.""Let just get to next class. I'll be fine by then." I rush past him.The rest of the afternoon went smoothly.It's Wednesday and usually the practice is thougher on hump day. Today was not, well it was business as usual, but strangely it was easier for me.I think I'm faster and don't get that tired. Maybe it's just the adrenaline from recently been a victim of Ogi and life."I'm so hungry. my stomach is eating itself. Urgh." I cry out in the locker room."I would tell you to go to that Diner, but you know..." McKenzie said.McKenzie is that typical bitchy girl, that is always rolling her eyes, saying 'Whatever' and 'Loser', undermining everyone that is, in her mind, a threat."Jeez, McKenzie, you're going to hell for sure..." I snap back."Oh,
"You're on edge..." Ogi tells me when we get to the car."McKenzie... is just... Urgh!""You're afraid that people notice your pull towards me. They all already have. Just stop fighting it.""I have no idea of what you are talking about... I mean. We're friends." I say stoically."Well, we don't need to be more than friends... just you keep lying to yourself and that's when your pain grows. Meaning. I got used to it and manage to function without much-needed closeness, but you... you'll find it an impossible task if you deny it even exists." He tells me calmly."When did you become a philosophy master?" I ask."I had to deal with a lot in the past six years. That's it." He shared."I see. So, how weird it would be if I place my hand in your neck?" I ask afraid of sounding desperate."That's an interesting choice, but okay. I wouldn't be offended. Neither would I look too much into it." He says.I immediately place my lef
Buzz buzz buzz6:15Alarm.Get immediately out of bed. I'm fresh as a leaf today. Guess that nap wrapped in Ogi had some positive effects.Great.What am I wearing today? Oversized white shirt, white skinny jeans. Camel cardigan and ankle boots. Wavy beach hair, light make-up but purple lipstick. Purple tote bag.I think I've overdone it today, but I don't care. I love it.Me: Can you come inside? I'm a tiny, little late. Sorry!Ogi: O.k.. C'ya soon.And I'm freaking late. Urgh!7:00"Mom, I'm late." I yell, descending the stairs."I know. Sit down.""Ogi is already here." I smile."And got some awful news." My mom adds."Indeed. I was just telling Mrs. Woods that Sheriff called my father last night to inform that a person that was found dead in Covill motel. it's a man, late 50's. Animal attack." He says."Oh my. That's terrible. Horrible news. What is going on? Rabies?"
"Ogimaa, you had six years to get used to it. I'm seventeen and thought I knew all it was there to know about myself. I'm sorry if this is not easy for me to swallow." I pause " I don't even know if you're not having a psychotic episode and I'm getting convinced of something that is not real."He starts to come back to the car and strip his clothes."Shit." I let out "what if someone sees?""If you don't believe it yourself, even with your family background... Do you think a tourist will believe his or her eyes?""No." I simply reply.He was only with boxers shorts.I don't think anybody is around here anyways. This is a pretty remote access to the woods and the car is really close to the trees."Okay. Here goes nothing." He declares "Take the car keys, my flower."I run to his side and store the keys inside one of my many pockets, zipping it."Okay, just let me kiss you first."I look up to him and
"Your mate was born on a snow moon and Great Spirits Moon. First full moon of the year. He's not white, is he?" My father asked as it was nothing."He's dark brown, almost black. And you?" I ask with shaking hands and voice."I'm plain grey. Like the wonderful Canis Lupus. Just bigger. We thought you wouldn't be like me, since your mom is not Anishinaabe. Looks like she is. Not pure of course, but not as far as it looks." He pause " Pure was an awful word to use. I'm sorry my love." And kisses my mom's hand."That's why we're only having this conversation now?""Yes. Until now, you didn't need to know." He answers "Your mom told me 5 or 6 years ago that little wolf was acting strange. I told her who he was. She also expressed concern about you and him. I wrongly dismissed any imprinting on you. I thought you didn't have enough Anishinaabe blood to be his mate.""Both Grandma and Grandpa are Chippewa descendants, I didn't know that." My mom adds.
Fortunately everyone said exactly the same thing and Logan was with me when I entered the kitchen area, so it was fast to take everyone's statement of the happening.I told Ziigwan to call her mom, she was probably getting worried about the fact that she's not home.I called my mom. She told me that she was going to meet Mrs. Woods at her house to calm her down. I guess not having her husband in town and her daughter being at a crime site would do that to a person."Okay, mom, I love you." She tells her mom before hanging up.
The basketball practice was awesome and any stressful stares or glances died on the court.We are a team. No matter what. In that basketball court we are a team.I'm taking forever taking my shower. I need to clear my head of all the carnal thoughts about her.I stand under the freezing water, steaming when it hits my burning skin, sending vapour to the air.I feel rejuvenated and fresh as a spring leaf.
"Piece of Cake. We even have first period together. Come on, Wolfie let's ignite rumours. You look hot and have no zits on your face." She jokes."Yeah." I simply said.Everyone was looking at us. At her obviously because of her look. At me because I am new and I am walking with her."Zig." I heard a girl call her."Come meet the girls" she tells me, dragging me.
It was a bust. When I got there it was nine pm and she was just laying in her bed in her phone. I could listen to her breathing and heart beat.I returned to my parents house and try to get some sleep. I slept like a pup.At seven was at her house craving to see her. I was talking to Mrs. Woods and trying to calm her about my driving skills when I hear her trotting those stairs."Mom, can we go see Jessica this weekend..." She yells.And ap
It's finally September and today is the first day of school. It's too hot, but I know that no one but me is wearing just a t-shirt and jeans.Civilians are always cold.At least I am living as south as I ever heve for the last five years.It's time to prepare my mate for the next-generation of our Band.Haven't seen her in two years. She was beautiful in her room dancing to a stupid pop song. She d
The Ceremony was beautiful. The speeches too.Cole Cook talked about coming together as a community and learning from each other.The Dean was proudly saying that the problem we had last year with drug use was finally eradicated.I just remind everyone of th
Grand Marais Gunflint Water Tower at GunFlint trail.Again and this time literally in the forest. No houses around the Tower, only half a mile away and the tall trees block any noise."Fourth killed by a animal attack..." Ogi adds.We're in his c
I would like to say that we didn't hook up.I would like to but I can't because we did hook up.Stupid inner wolf. This time was deeper. I felt loved. Passion and loved.He made it on purpose. He's sneaky.
Ogimaa Binesi called and texted several times and I ignored him a little.I searched for Eric West online. I got a lot of people, but not him.It's a popular name.The guy intrigued me. I won't lie.