“Oh shit!” I groan. “Why does my stepsister have to be the prettiest girl I have seen in…ever?”
“Man! You’re right but she’s your step sister! It’s not like you are actually related. We can check her out. We just need to not be assholes about it,” Ryder says as we plop on either end of my bed.
“I don’t think she likes me very much,” I sigh.
“I don’t think she likes any of us very much. But think about it. The girl has been raised by a human, living with humans and never met her father or any of her own kind. This is a culture shock. Not to mention the obvious differences between California and New Hampshire or leaving the only mother she has ever known behind,” Ryder replies.
“I won’t be creeping on her, but I want to make sure she settles in here. I feel like shit that we have to meet under circumstances like this, but Dad didn’t even know she existed until two weeks ago,” I grumble as I fluff my pillow and then lean back.
“Yeah, she is a natural beauty, but you know my stance. I won’t mess around with pack members, especially pack members who I have close ties with, not unless they are my mate, even if I find them very attractive,” Ryder says.
We have been over this before. Ryder has someone or maybe more than one person, I don’t know, who he finds really attractive, but he won’t talk about who or go for them because they are a pack member and he doesn’t want to mess things up or complicate them.
“I wish you would just tell me about it. Get it off your chest and maybe you’ll feel better,” I sigh, knowing this is going nowhere as always, but the tension in the air is thick.
Ryder’s eyes flick up to mine and I swear they flick to my lips just briefly, but as always, I don’t dare read too much into it. Sure, I would like him to kiss me. I have been attracted to him since around the time we hit puberty, but he is my best friend and into girls, so I am not getting my hopes up. Besides he has that whole not messing around within the pack unless it’s his mate policy. It is why he has only had a couple of girlfriends and they were humans from neighboring towns.
“It will make more trouble, trust me,” he groans, leaning back and running his fingers through his hair which makes the hem of his shirt rise, revealing a sliver of flesh between his shirt and the top of his jeans.
I have seen him shirtless a million times, heck I have seen him naked dozens. But that thin sliver of flesh is taunting me. It teases me with the knowledge of his six pack abs and the hint of his treasure trail that leads to his…no! I can’t think that way!
“We should offer to help her unpack,” Ryder says, sitting up suddenly and startling me out of my thoughts.
“Huh?”
It takes me a moment to pull my head together, “oh, did you mean we should offer to help Elena? But we already did and she didn’t seem too keen on it or on me, unfortunately.”
I feel my cheeks heat.
“You can admit you find her alluring. I do. She doesn’t have a wolf. She could be one or both of our mates,” Ryder says.
“Since when does the goddess mate someone to two men who aren’t related? If we were twin brothers then I could see that, but we aren’t brothers or mates, so she is not likely to be mated to both of us,” I argue, frustrated that as nice as that could be, it is not likely the case.
“It has happened before,” he whispers, leaning forward and rubbing his brow. Then almost too silently to hear he adds, “it is probably my only hope.”
Huh? What is he talking about? Women throw themselves at him all the time, even more than they do me, but he keeps them at bay with his policy. The same policy that makes me hold back from confessing that when I say “I love you, man.” It means so much more than being a best friend.
We aren’t mates and barring a miracle will never be, so why am I so damned attracted to my best friend?
“Did you notice the amount of sadness there is in her heavenly blue eyes?” Ryder asks.
“Did you notice the firm set and tick in her jaw and the way she looked at me as if I were repulsive when I smirked at her?” I retort.
“Oh! So, you knew you were smirking and flirting with her, did you? And then you went and nicknamed her, calling her ‘Ellie’, which was sweet by the way,” Ryder shoots back. “You don’t always realize when you are flirting or the mixed signals you give off, bro.”
“Mixed signals?” I ask, confused and annoyed that he notices things I am unaware I am doing.
Sure, he’s my best friend and sometimes he seems to know me better than I know myself. But I am better off changing the subject.
I can hear Elena leave her room and pad down the hallway and ask about towels.
“She is about to shower. Maybe we should offer to give her a grand tour of the house, so she knows where everything is, not just the bedrooms, bathrooms and linen closet, after her shower,” I suggest.
“That is a wonderful idea,” Ryder says, looking at me with a grin. “Maybe we can show her the gym and private training room where your dad taught us advanced fighting moves before the rest of the trainees for the last few years.”
“The extra training has given us an edge and she will need to train even without a wolf. She will need to be able to fight,” I reply.
“I bet you want to see her in training clothes, all sweaty in a tight tank and little shorts,” Ryder teases.
“Well, now I know for certain you do, because I bet you are picturing her in your mind right now,” I snort.
Ryder hits me with a pillow and laughs, “shut up! You are just as bad!”
He isn’t wrong. As soon as he mentioned training clothes my mind went to exactly the same place. Of course, my mind takes it up a notch and I picture him sparring with her, teaching her to fight, sweaty, shirtless and glistening as they both grapple on the mats in our private training room. That image is not helping me keep my cool and I hear snickers from Ryder. My cheeks heat…if he only knew.
“You should get your head out of the gutter, Prince Charming,” he laughs. “She just finished her shower and we don’t want to scare her with your boner when we go offer her the tour.”
“Fine! Did you finish preparing for the chemistry lab tomorrow?” I ask about one of the two classes we have together at our college which is a few towns over from our pack territory.
“Yeah, I did the reading and took my notes, lab partner,” Ryder says, mocking a serious and studious student’s behaviors.
“Umm, hmm?” I question with my brow raised.
“Okay, you got me, I read your notes and copied most of them. I don’t really like that class or know why I took it. It isn’t relevant to my degree or being a Beta,” Ryder sighs.
“Then why are you taking it? Science lab is required, but no one said it has to be chemistry,” I ask.
“I needed a science lab class, that’s all,” Ryder says in a tone that sounds a bit on edge.
I drop the subject.
“Let’s go ask Elena if she wants a tour of the place,” I suggest.
“I’ll offer to give her a tour of the pack as well, maybe sometime in the next few days,” Ryder says.
The pair of us go and knock on Elena’s bedroom door and I hold my breath, hoping she will actually agree. When the door opens my breath hitches. How can anyone make slipper socks shorts, an oversized sweatshirt and damp hair look enticing? I don’t think anyone else can, yet she does.
“We were thinking that you might want the grand tour of the house. Could Ryder and I do that before you go to bed?” I ask, uncertainly.
She raises her brow at me and seems to be sizing me up and trying to figure me out. I never feel this nervous or jittery around girls, then again, they are usually throwing themselves at either me or Ryder or both of us.
“I’ll give you a tour of the entire pack sometime in the next few days,” Ryder says.
“Sure, I suppose I should get to know my new home a little,” she replies.
We make our way through the house with her between the two of us as we point things out and then we finally get to the best parts of the house.
“Through here is my favorite space,” I announce. “At least it’s my favorite besides my bedroom. This is the gym.”
We enter the well equipped home gym that has professional grade equipment throughout. She looks around and seems impressed.
“And through this door is the training room, where your father has given us extra training or we sometimes come to spar with one another outside of the usual training,” Ryder says, leading the way to the training room. “You will start training after your father or one of the two of us assess which group you should train with. Even without a wolf, or maybe especially since you don’t have one yet, you need to know how to fight and defend yourself.”
“I already know some fighting techniques,” Elena replies.
“Really?” I ask, in disbelief.
“Yup. I took some self defence classes at my old highschool, but also took Kung Fu and Judo classes for years,” she replies. “Do you want to try me?”
“Sure. Let’s spar. Ryder can watch and referee us,” I reply.
She pulls the hoodie off and the sight of her in the tight tank underneath is enough to distract me. She isn’t wearing a bra…Yeah, it is very noticeable. I pull my head together and square off with her. We circle one another looking for an opening. I notice her every movement. The way she shifts her weight before stepping to the side is the best opening she gives me, so I wait for the shift and aim for her legs, but she dodges and spins on me, surprising me with an elbow to my ribs, but I dodge her grip as she tries to get me into a hold.
It goes on for a while with one of us or the other advancing and the other blocking , dodging and returning the attack, but in the end I beat her and manage to knock her to the mat. I reach my hand out to pull her up, panting and give her a quick hug and pat on the back.
“You are good, really good. I didn’t expect that from someone without a wolf. I think even without a wolf you will be fine with the fifteen to eighteen year old group. We will need to give you some extra training on fighting against opponents who are in wolf form, but I think you will pick it up well enough and when your wolf finally manifests you will be just that much more powerful in a fight,” I admit.
She really is impressive and surprised me. Why does she have to be my stepsister? I’d want her for a chosen mate if it wouldn’t cause a stir.
“Shit! Not many people make Noah pant like that, but I bet you make a lot of men pant like dogs when they need to face off against you and not just because of your impressive fighting skills,” Ryder says with a wink and smirk.
Elena snorts, laughs and shakes her head as she says, “good try, Ryder! You are such a flirt!”
I stare as she scoops up her sweatshirt and strides out with a lighter step than she entered the space.
Elena:I wipe the sweat from my brow and grab myself a glass of water in the kitchen then down it. “Do you have any reusable water bottles I can use as mine, or should I buy myself one?” I ask as my father enters the kitchen.“I’ll buy you your own, but for now, you can have one of mine. I often have them all over the place. I drink a lot of water, especially when I have a really vigorous training schedule, but your brother has helped alleviate that a bit,” he replies and hands me a stainless steel water bottle with the pack’s symbol and his name engraved on it.“Stepbrother,” I correct. “Noah told me I will be training with other teens around my age, but that he needs to give me extra training in how to fight against a werewolf in wolf form.”“You must be pretty good if he said that. I was planning on evaluating you over the coming weekend,” he says with his brows raised. “I’m impressed. Just hours here and you are already showing how deep the family genes run.”“Thanks,” I say, tap
ElenaRolly met me after third period, panting and out of breath after running across the school. We had fourth period together for French class and then for fifth period he had art while I had wellness, which is more like a werewolf sex education and nutrition class from what the syllabus looks like. From what I have learned once your wolf manifests, your appetite increases a lot and protein is absolutely essential. You can not be a vegetarian as a werewolf. If you try, your wolf will make hunting more of a priority. Now it’s lunch and Rolly came to get me. He is accompanying me to lunch and we are chatting about our French homework. We enter the cafeteria and he guides me through the lunch line. The food options are way better than anything they had at my school in California and it is all provided at no cost since it is a pack school. “Hey, sis!” Olivia greets, coming up behind me as Rolly and I go to a corner table. “I’ll sit with you two today. If Bea and Hunter want they can j
Noah“Shit! Your dad is really running us through all the hardest drills today,” Ryder groans as he wipes the sweat from his brow and reaches for his water bottle.“He’s always pushing us, but it might be easier if you weren’t imagining Elena fighting in a tank and no bra last night,” I chuckle.“Don’t lie. You were thinking about it too,” Ryder retorts.“I will not confirm nor deny the allegation,” I say with a chuckle. “Let’s go to my place where we can work out a bit more and maybe go over some of those tougher moves.”“Sure why not,” Ryder replies. “Meet me at my truck in about ten minutes. I gotta piss and tell my dad where I am going because he wants to talk to me about something tonight.”“Okay, I’ll go wait by the truck,” I reply with an amused snort before heading out to Ryder’s truck. If Ryder only knew how I truly feel…no, I can’t.“Noah!” Melanie calls out, bearing her cleavage. “Aren’t you getting tired of waiting around to find your fated mate? I could be your chosen, or
Elena What do I feel about what I just witnessed? I can’t even begin to grasp the mixture of feelings, the confused emotions and war between my thoughts and feelings. Both men are extremely attractive, but Noah is my stepbrother. Both have fated mates somewhere and it would be ridiculous to admit anything about how I feel about either one. Maybe they are fated mates and gay relationships are frowned upon so they hide it? I don’t even want to begin exploring how sexy I thought the kiss was and how I want to see more but my brain won’t stop replaying what I just witnessed!I need to get a hold of myself! All of these men are off limits! I am wolfless, I won’t have a fated mate and they each have one, somewhere. But my mind and body react to them each and while Liam is hot, he is definitely the kind of fuck-boy I have always avoided, worse because he is expected to lead the pack one day and seems a bit spoiled. I could picture him kissing Ryder or Noah, though, or all of them exchangin
ElenaI stare as sunset gives way to a dark, starlit evening. My reflection in the airplane window becomes clearer in this dark landscape.I’m disheveled. My long dirty blond hair is pulled into a messy, loose braid with tendrils that have fallen free flying this way and that. My blue eyes are puffy and raw red from the tears that have now dried despite the deep pit inside me. It feels like I am losing a piece of myself, leaving that which matters most behind.Erica, my mom…I know she isn’t the woman who gave birth to me. But she is the woman who raised me. My biological mother died when I was an infant. Erica didn’t want to tell me it was my fault, but somehow, I feel that it was. Erica has been my entire family for seventeen years. It was just the two of us in the suburbs of Los Angeles. All I have known was our life in the southern California sun together and now that is shattered and I am heading to a stranger in the cold North-East. Two weeks ago, Mom told me she had breast canc
ElenaMy heart skips a beat. I am not THAT girl. I don’t fawn over guys when they throw a seductive smirk my way. Besides, it’s pointless to show any interest. He's a werewolf and I am wolf less. He has a mate somewhere and with no wolf that will never be me, plus I don’t even know who he is.“I am Ryder James, you brother’s best friend and Beta heir,” the raven haired man drawls.“Er-hm! Step brother,” the other man corrects with a cough. “Elena, I am Noah. Pleased to meet you,” my devastatingly handsome stepbrother says after rounding the truck he just got out of to shake my hand and pull me into an awkward hug.Noah Wyld…my stepbrother. He has brunette hair like his mother and our half sister. But his eyes are a warm brown and his face looks like it belongs on a superstar. His demeanor is relaxed and his style matches. He is wearing jeans and a flannel shirt with a brown corduroy jacket. His eyes are heavy lidded and he wears a soft half smile. You wouldn’t know it to look at him
Elena What do I feel about what I just witnessed? I can’t even begin to grasp the mixture of feelings, the confused emotions and war between my thoughts and feelings. Both men are extremely attractive, but Noah is my stepbrother. Both have fated mates somewhere and it would be ridiculous to admit anything about how I feel about either one. Maybe they are fated mates and gay relationships are frowned upon so they hide it? I don’t even want to begin exploring how sexy I thought the kiss was and how I want to see more but my brain won’t stop replaying what I just witnessed!I need to get a hold of myself! All of these men are off limits! I am wolfless, I won’t have a fated mate and they each have one, somewhere. But my mind and body react to them each and while Liam is hot, he is definitely the kind of fuck-boy I have always avoided, worse because he is expected to lead the pack one day and seems a bit spoiled. I could picture him kissing Ryder or Noah, though, or all of them exchangin
Noah“Shit! Your dad is really running us through all the hardest drills today,” Ryder groans as he wipes the sweat from his brow and reaches for his water bottle.“He’s always pushing us, but it might be easier if you weren’t imagining Elena fighting in a tank and no bra last night,” I chuckle.“Don’t lie. You were thinking about it too,” Ryder retorts.“I will not confirm nor deny the allegation,” I say with a chuckle. “Let’s go to my place where we can work out a bit more and maybe go over some of those tougher moves.”“Sure why not,” Ryder replies. “Meet me at my truck in about ten minutes. I gotta piss and tell my dad where I am going because he wants to talk to me about something tonight.”“Okay, I’ll go wait by the truck,” I reply with an amused snort before heading out to Ryder’s truck. If Ryder only knew how I truly feel…no, I can’t.“Noah!” Melanie calls out, bearing her cleavage. “Aren’t you getting tired of waiting around to find your fated mate? I could be your chosen, or
ElenaRolly met me after third period, panting and out of breath after running across the school. We had fourth period together for French class and then for fifth period he had art while I had wellness, which is more like a werewolf sex education and nutrition class from what the syllabus looks like. From what I have learned once your wolf manifests, your appetite increases a lot and protein is absolutely essential. You can not be a vegetarian as a werewolf. If you try, your wolf will make hunting more of a priority. Now it’s lunch and Rolly came to get me. He is accompanying me to lunch and we are chatting about our French homework. We enter the cafeteria and he guides me through the lunch line. The food options are way better than anything they had at my school in California and it is all provided at no cost since it is a pack school. “Hey, sis!” Olivia greets, coming up behind me as Rolly and I go to a corner table. “I’ll sit with you two today. If Bea and Hunter want they can j
Elena:I wipe the sweat from my brow and grab myself a glass of water in the kitchen then down it. “Do you have any reusable water bottles I can use as mine, or should I buy myself one?” I ask as my father enters the kitchen.“I’ll buy you your own, but for now, you can have one of mine. I often have them all over the place. I drink a lot of water, especially when I have a really vigorous training schedule, but your brother has helped alleviate that a bit,” he replies and hands me a stainless steel water bottle with the pack’s symbol and his name engraved on it.“Stepbrother,” I correct. “Noah told me I will be training with other teens around my age, but that he needs to give me extra training in how to fight against a werewolf in wolf form.”“You must be pretty good if he said that. I was planning on evaluating you over the coming weekend,” he says with his brows raised. “I’m impressed. Just hours here and you are already showing how deep the family genes run.”“Thanks,” I say, tap
Noah“Oh shit!” I groan. “Why does my stepsister have to be the prettiest girl I have seen in…ever?”“Man! You’re right but she’s your step sister! It’s not like you are actually related. We can check her out. We just need to not be assholes about it,” Ryder says as we plop on either end of my bed. “I don’t think she likes me very much,” I sigh.“I don’t think she likes any of us very much. But think about it. The girl has been raised by a human, living with humans and never met her father or any of her own kind. This is a culture shock. Not to mention the obvious differences between California and New Hampshire or leaving the only mother she has ever known behind,” Ryder replies.“I won’t be creeping on her, but I want to make sure she settles in here. I feel like shit that we have to meet under circumstances like this, but Dad didn’t even know she existed until two weeks ago,” I grumble as I fluff my pillow and then lean back.“Yeah, she is a natural beauty, but you know my stance.
ElenaMy heart skips a beat. I am not THAT girl. I don’t fawn over guys when they throw a seductive smirk my way. Besides, it’s pointless to show any interest. He's a werewolf and I am wolf less. He has a mate somewhere and with no wolf that will never be me, plus I don’t even know who he is.“I am Ryder James, you brother’s best friend and Beta heir,” the raven haired man drawls.“Er-hm! Step brother,” the other man corrects with a cough. “Elena, I am Noah. Pleased to meet you,” my devastatingly handsome stepbrother says after rounding the truck he just got out of to shake my hand and pull me into an awkward hug.Noah Wyld…my stepbrother. He has brunette hair like his mother and our half sister. But his eyes are a warm brown and his face looks like it belongs on a superstar. His demeanor is relaxed and his style matches. He is wearing jeans and a flannel shirt with a brown corduroy jacket. His eyes are heavy lidded and he wears a soft half smile. You wouldn’t know it to look at him
ElenaI stare as sunset gives way to a dark, starlit evening. My reflection in the airplane window becomes clearer in this dark landscape.I’m disheveled. My long dirty blond hair is pulled into a messy, loose braid with tendrils that have fallen free flying this way and that. My blue eyes are puffy and raw red from the tears that have now dried despite the deep pit inside me. It feels like I am losing a piece of myself, leaving that which matters most behind.Erica, my mom…I know she isn’t the woman who gave birth to me. But she is the woman who raised me. My biological mother died when I was an infant. Erica didn’t want to tell me it was my fault, but somehow, I feel that it was. Erica has been my entire family for seventeen years. It was just the two of us in the suburbs of Los Angeles. All I have known was our life in the southern California sun together and now that is shattered and I am heading to a stranger in the cold North-East. Two weeks ago, Mom told me she had breast canc