I feel so suffocated. I feel like someone was drowning me in the water but I can still breathe. It felt as if I were being choked, but nobody's hands were around my neck, nor was there any tight cloth restricting my breathing. It felt as if I were dying, but I was very much alive. My eyes are dull while looking at the casket of my Mother. She was sleeping peacefully there while me... while I was suffering from the loss. But I couldn't do anything... I was raped, rescued and my Mom died. Why am I so unlucky? This is the second time that my Father laid his hands on me and what is most terrifying is that he tried to sell me. I couldn't look at anyone's eyes because I was so scared of them... I'm scared of people. I was happy back then... I was living my new life with happiness and met River to turn out that he was just using my body... but I work there so he had a point that I was just a Slave. Then this thing happened. It was like a tornado. A storm rolls in, destroys everything
Trigger Warning. I puff the cigarette in the air and sip the beer again. I didn't get to sleep, nor, to eat. I don't want to do anything anymore. I just wanted to die. The wind breeze makes my hair fly as my eyes glanced at the lights coming from the building. I dropped the cigarette and stomped on it, before dropping the empty beer. I walked to the end of the rooftop and climbed up there. I smiled to myself because I can now rest. I held the railings tightly as I looked down and saw how tall it was. My past will still haunt me even if I did survive. This time no one can help me to fight, fight my own fears. My father and his son are still on the run and I'm so scared that they will find me again. My Mom also left me, she was my whole world but she left. The person I love is using my body and blaming it on me because I was just working. And the fact that He was our enemy, months of finding who the real leader is and I was with him that whole time. I'm sure he was planning to
Present. I cut the steak with tiny bits as I use the fork to eat it. I'm having a date with Meggay's brother. Kenneth. A man who owns many bars in metro manila. He had so many tattoos, with blue eyes, a white skin, long eye lashes, A thick eye brows, a pinkish lip. He also had a muscular body and he liked wearing sweaters or sleeveless. "How was your day?" He asked. I looked at him and smiled softly, he gave me a small smile as he sipped his red wine. I saw River. Found out that I still love him. Still haunted by the past. Kenneth was so gentle with me, if I didn't want things he wouldn't force it, he was like Meggay but the difference is he was smiling while Meggay was cold. He gave me a bunch of sunflower every single day with a note 'take care. Enjoy your day.' He would often hug me when he felt that I'm in a distressed mood. He likes shopping with me. He would also ask me if I want anything and he will buy it for me. He likes giving me a kiss on the forehead. He didn't to
I snorted and scratched as I looked at the Roses on my Table. "Yieee! Olivia has a stalker!" Savannah screamed and cried. She was even jumping like a child. I scolded her and took the Roses and threw them in the trash. Savannah stopped midway when she saw the flowers in the trash. "Why did you throw it?" She asked confusingly. I knew that it was her favorite flower but for me it was a trash. "Whoever gave it must be an idiot! Is he bringing the worry back to me!?" I said annoyed and took alcohol to put in my hand. "Care about which?""My Dad likes giving me a rose..." I stopped when I realized what I meant. I cover my mouth while looking at the flowers. My eyes widened in shock. "Is he back again?!" She shouted. My stomach twists and my head suddenly aches. "No... no..." I said while backing away. My body trembles and my stomach twists more. I dash to the bathroom and puke everything I eat this morning. The memories slowly occupy my mind and I hug myself while trying to calm
Trigger warning, eh.The room fell silent when Kenneth entered my office. River's eyebrows shot up in surprise, causing me to cough."Oh, I'm sorry. It looks like you two were talking," Kenneth said, scratching his head."We are done talking anyways," I smiled, but my smile faded when River spoke."We are not done talking.""Excuse me?" I asked, and we glared at each other before Kenneth intervened."I'm just here to give you this flower!" he said, and my eyes landed on him. He showed me my favorite flower and smiled at me.I took the flower and smiled sweetly. This guy, really."You throw my roses in the trash can, but you accept his flowers?" River scoffed, making me chuckle a bit.Kenneth raised an eyebrow and smirked. "You gave her roses?! Are you nuts? She doesn’t like those flowers!"Kenneth looked at me as if examining me. "Are you okay? I'm sure you’re about to cry again. Want a hug?" he murmured, making me smile and nod.He approached and hugged me before I heard his soft lau
"Good morning, Architect De Honor!" greeted the fourth-year intern."Good morning, handsome!"I smiled sweetly and waved at him as I headed to my office here at Cite. My day was off to a great start, and I hoped nothing would ruin it.It's rare for my day to be this good, so don’t let those pesky animals ruin it.I was still smiling as I checked the blueprints. With my short hair, I just tucked it behind my ear.I could feel everything that was weighing me down is finally lifted up because of Meggay's gift. She really wants to protect me from everything and she wants me to heal from all the things that haunts me down up until this time. It's been so many years, the feelings that bottles me up is finally done. It's already done.Speaking of, here comes Satan."Nice day, huh?" I asked with a smile, twirling the pen in my fingers."So, don’t ruin it," I added."I'm too handsome to ruin your day.""You're so handsome that just seeing you ruins my life," I shot back."So, you admit that I'
Slightly smut.I squeezed my eyes shut as I tapped my legs repeatedly. I fidgeted with my fingers and bit the inside of my cheeks. I was so nervous.River was in front of me, looking at me softly."I don’t really know how to talk about this... I’m so scared," I murmured while looking down. I heard the shuffle noise as I felt the warmth that came into contact with me."Hush, I'm here... I'll always be here for you. So, don’t be scared," he whispered to me.Tears started to build in my eyes as I heard those words. It gave me a warm feeling that I hadn't felt in seven years. The feelings I had built up inside me were showing like a weakness, but as the first tear dripped down, thousands more started to flow. It was like a waterfall.I sobbed loudly, like a child who had her candy taken away. The feelings bubbling inside me were uncontrollable."H-he used drugs, he injected me and fucked me multiple times. Front and back," I said slowly, sniffing against his chest.No matter what my frien
"You want me to wear what?" he shouted in disbelief. I snickered and covered my mouth to stop myself from laughing.My breasts were showing, but his face was pale."Come on! I just want you to wear that!" I said while looking at him."No! I'm a grown man! When it comes to a maid costume, it’s you who needs to wear it, not me! I'm not a woman!" he shouted in disbelief, so I laughed again, this time loudly."You're such a pussy!""I don't have a pussy!""Fine! I will also wear a maid costume!" I said while trying to make him wear it.He crossed his arms and looked me in the eyes, but I just rolled my eyes and stood up before giving him a peck on his soft lips."I know you have a maid costume here because of how you like role-playing," I said, looking around.I went to one of his rooms and looked for a maid costume. It all made sense because he liked sex and role-playing.When I found it, I threw one to River. I put the white headband on and a little bit of red lipstick. I put on fishnet