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The Search 13-Little
Ashlynn POV. "Eliot, come back here," I say running after him, he's really trying his luck with me, I don't want to punish him, he kept running through the living room. "You can't catch me," he yells at me, as he kept on running away from me, why is he even running, I'm not going to punish him for running away from me. "Eliot, please baby, we need to eat," I inform him as he keeps on running, with me following him. Finally, I managed to catch him, I hugged him by the waist, he's the same height as me, I can't really pick him up and carry him, instead, I dragged him with me to the kitchen. But Eliot was still being fussy, the game wasn't over for him, he wanted to keep on playing, trying to get away from me. "Not hungry! Nu wanna eat!" He announces to me, but I decided to ignore him instead, I kept on walking sitting him on a chair, and looking at him with a big frown on my face, trying to sound firm. "Don't you dare leave this chair," I warn him, but he shakes his head no. "If
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 14-Talk
Ashlynn POV. "Stop, stop," I say pushing my mate off me, although we're both in our big headspace, I wasn't ready to have sex yet, it's not like I've been saving myself, life got lonely, but the thing is, I wasn't ready right now. "Fine, princess," he says getting off me, but then he pulled me into his lap, playing with my hair making me feel safe in his arms, I felt the urge, the need to regress, but I'm still fighting that feeling, fighting it off. "Eli, where are we exactly?" I ask him trying to get my mind off the whole regressing business."You're in my lap sweetie," he answers me, whispering the words in my ear, landing a kiss there. "I know, but I mean where are we on the map?" I ask him. "You're right here, in my heart," he says making me giggle, he's cute. "I'm for real," I say with a giggle, making him giggle too, I made Eli giggle, it felt like an accomplishment. "What? My pretty mate doesn't like my cheap romance talk? I learned them all off old cheesy movies, you d
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 15-Night
Ashlynn POV. The rest of the day passed like that, cuddling and hugging, I tried to ask him more about his life before we came here, and what pack he was from, but he wouldn't tell me. I asked why he was over at Micah's place, but he said he was there for me only, but when I tried to get more information about where he was born, and "how did he live his life, I got nothing, absolutely nothing, he won't answer any of those personal questions. "At least tell me what's your favourite colour," I beg him, I want to know something, anything about him, even if it's just his favourite colour. "I like orange," he says with a smile, finally I got one piece of information out of him. "Do you want to have dinner?" I ask him, I hoped Eli wasn't as picky as little Eliot. "Yes, princess, come on, I'll cook you tonight," he promises me, getting out of the bed, holding my hand we both went down to the kitchen to have the dinner ready, he didn't look any picky while picking the ingredient for the
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 16-Swim
Ashlynn POV. "Baby, wakey wakey," he says begging me, but I wasn't going to obey him, I don't want to wake up, not after last night's dream, it felt like shit. "I don't want to wake up," I say with a groan, I don't want to wake up, why is he trying to even wake me up. "Please get up princess, I want to see your pretty eyes," he begs with me, with a groan, I opened my eyes allowing him to see them, hope he's happy now. "Happy?" I groan at him. "Very, now please get up," he begs with me, he didn't sound little but I had to make sure I'm not neglecting my little boy, I sat up and opened my arms for him, little Eliot would come and sit in my lap, he'd hug me, but big Eli pulled me in for a hug, placing me in his lap, he's clearly big. "You can take care of yourself for the day Eli, if little Eliot needs me, I'll be in bed," I say pushing him off and going back to sleep. He allowed me to sleep in for another hour or so, but after that, I was wakened up by my mate again, this time he
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 17-Phones
Ashlynn POV. I splashed my mate another time, he was giggling, splashing me back, he loved playing, and I did too, my little side was yet again fighting with me, little Ashlynn wanted to come out and splash in the water, to play and mess around this place. But I can't let her out, unlike Eliot, I don't have two different personalities, I don't count them as different, they are both parts of me, and little me is my safer place, my safe haven, the one that Amber broke and scarred, that part needs to stay hidden until I'm fully healed only then she's allowed out. "Ready to get out?" I ask him, the water was fun and all, but it's time to get out of the water. "Nu, me playing, you play with me," he demands of me, we've been playing for long now, I'm getting tired and hungry, I just want to get out of the water to rest a little, the water won't go away. "We can take a small break honey, drink water, have lunch," I say knowing some time has passed since we got in the water. "I don't wa
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 18-Wolves
Ashlynn POV. I ended the call with my brother, I kept on assuring him I'm safe, but he kept on asking me where I'm, why didn't I say anything? Where am I again? I assured him I'm safe but didn't specify any more of the situation, how do I explain to my brother that I was kidnapped and is now on a private island somewhere in the pacific ocean.I groaned, why did I even call him, I got my bum chewed by him for disappearing and threatened by a spanking once I get back home as if Eli would him to spank me, or baby Eliot, I hoped not though. Now that the call was over, I tried to check who Eli was talking to, I know it was a breach of his trust, but I wanted to see for myself, I don't know what got into me, but thankfully the phone didn't work like the ones I'm used to, it was a sign from the god to let it go. "Eli," I say going back to look for him, I should just ask him, no need for my bitchy self to come out right? I went on the search for him, he was in the kitchen, sitting in the s
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 19-Caught
Eli POV. Things are messed up here, really messed up, where do I even start, I was lost, I'm lost in this world, I had no one, I had nothing to me, my whole life is a series of misfortunate events, and now my mate, my own mate is mad at me, how do I tell her I'm no danger to her or anyone else, but me. I looked at my mate my beautiful mate, I saw the fear in her eyes, I wanted to wipe that look away, to assure her no danger would ever touch her with me around. But Ashlynn doesn't believe that she took a step back away from me, she's hiding from me, it broke my heart seeing her afraid of me, I took a step toward her, but she took one back, for each step I took she took one back, until I got down on my stomach, keeping my head down, I wanted to scream, look I'm safe. This was the exact reason why I didn't want to show her what I really am, what my wolf is like, I was hunted, and almost killed a couple of times, until I decided to live a life of humans, I stopped showing my wolf form,
Last Updated : 2023-01-12The Search 20-Island
Eli POV. "Please, Ashlynn, please talk to me," I begged her, I shouldn't have drunk the alcohol, Ashlynn was right, we only like the taste of it, but for me, it meant a bit more, for me, it did affect me a bit more than all wolves. Like I told Ashlynn, I was raised by humans, but that doesn't mean I lived a happy life with those humans, they were years of hell that I lived through with them, the abuse, the drinking, the alcohol. "You're rogue," she says, she has shifted back after I finished my story, she was in her wolf form the whole time, ready to protect herself, I even told her about what Micah said, the chance to get back to her brother's and his mate pack, to live with them if she agrees. "I'm not one by choice, I promise you, I promise you, princess, I'm the same wolf you've been playing on the sand with," I promise her. "I...I..." she says and takes off running away from me, why did she run, did she have to run, I was down on my knees, trying to ignore my instincts of ru
Last Updated : 2023-01-12
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The Search 50-Peace
Aspen POV. "I'm gonna bite you then you'll be mine, okay?" Ashlynn asks me, we're finally in our new place, the one we just wanted to get to turn out, you can't leave the city but you can take over it. "Fine baby, I know how this goes," I assure her, she's worried about doing this, she's been worried about biting me for a month now. She does want me, but she's worried since I'm not a wolf, and I almost died from a wolf bite, her bite might kill me, but it's what kept me alive, thinking about them, my connection to them both, I don't want to die, I'll never die and leave them behind, without anyone to take care of them, they could only take care of each other for so long, they need me and I need them too, I might need them more then they need me. "Okay, but tell me if it hurt," she says getting close to my neck kissing it, licking it, marking her territory before she finally biting me, connecting our souls to each other. I could feel her inside me along with Eliot, I could feel them
The Search 49-The end.
Eli POV. "We're here to win the war," my mate says, I smiled at her, she's right, we're going to win this war, we're going to take what's ours again, and then we can finally get the chance to move in somewhere and live our happy life. "We glad to have you, let's go," Marco says, he's with us? I expected him to scold us, to tell us he's going to call Aspen and tell him to come and get us. "Are you for real?" I ask him, it's not that I don't want to fight, or not that I'm sure we're going to win, but him being so sure about us coming, that means something is really bad, there's no other explanation, especially that I know Marco. "Yes, let's go," Marco says in a cold voice, telling us to get going, we were in the cars, but we weren't going home, home is our safe place, Aspen always kept is a safe place, I didn't expect to go there, but we didn't go to the club either, the club is a big war zone, where are we going then? "Where are we going?" I ask Marco getting worried now, is Aspen
The Search 48-Rescue
Ashlynn POV. "We need to save him now!" I say worriedly, he's in danger! If rogues are taking over the city, he could end up dead any day now, I know he said not to come, but I'm not going to sit back and let my mate get hurt. "What happened!" Eli asks worried too, he didn't read the email, only I did so and I know what's waiting there. "Rogues all over the city, a war between two mafia bosses have them working for them," I say showing him the screen and the two clubs' logos, daddy's club logo! "He sent us away..." Eli says, he sent us away to keep us safe, but he's the human one between us three, he's the one who might get in trouble, who could get hurt and might die, not us! We're too far away from mortality. "We can't stay away anymore," I finish the sentence for him, we can't stay away anymore, he needs us. "We need to get going," Eli says offering me a hand, ready to leave this place and go save our mate, he needs u and we're going to go and get him."Go where, you two free
The Search 47-News
Ashlynn POV. "If you don't sit down and be a good girl, I'm calling Jordan, I don't care that you are mated and old now, I'll call him and he'll come to get your ass little sis," Keiran threatens me, it's rare for him to threaten me, he hasn't done so in so long, but right now he's doing so, threatening me with Jodan, Jordan wasn't here, he's in his pack with his mate, but if we call him, maybe he'd come. "He can't have my bum anymore, it belongs to Aspen," I sass back to my brother, he's also the alpha and I'm on his land, I should be more respectful, but I'm not and I won't I still get the chance to annoy him. "Then should I call him? Tell him that you're being a naughty little thing?" he says, that got me to pout, I don't like this plan, I prefer him calling Jordan, Jordan isn't as scary and I'm used to him, I can talk him out of spanking me, but Aspen, he told Eli to give my bum three smacks and then send me to bed early. All I did was drive Eli crazy, bullying Kiara into gett
The Search 46-Worse
Aspen POV. "Baby, are you there? Are you safe need me to go and get you?" I answer Eli worried about him, is he still in the airport, is he back at home? What's going on with him? "I made it to Ashy's place, but please don't be mad," he says right away, I growled, I was angry at him, but not so angry, he's safe back at Ashlynn's place, away from here. "Didn't I say to wait for me?" I say, happy that he disobeyed me for once, but also trying to say it's not okay to disobey me. "Sorry daddy, Ash is sorry too aren't you?" he says, I could hear a small hit sound and then a grunt before finally, Ash's voice came on the line. "Sorry for leaving without telling you so daddy, I was really mad at you, still am," Ashlynn says, I'm okay with her being mad at me, as long as she's talking to me and staying safe, there. "Guys," I say to them both, it's better to keep them safe, but secrets are clearly not the way to go, if we keep on hiding things from each other, we're gonna keep on fighting
The Search 45-Baby
Eli POV. "Now can you please untie me," I ask the alpha, I don't expect Jacob to untie me, he'd keep me tied forever now. "Untie him, boys," alpha Cameron ordered her kids who just shared a look but didn't move to untie me, I had to take things into my hands, I could untie myself all along, they need better ways to keep me in place, I pulled the rope away and got up. I only looked at the alpha, waiting for her to take me to my baby mate, she's getting her bum kicked, for leaving like this. "Can we go see Ashlynn now?" I ask her, she nods and starts to move toward the house, her house, they had me tied up in a small room, we left this room and got out, she had a car waiting for us, how far away were they keeping me from the main house. The two guys got in their own car, while I ride with the alpha, the drive wasn't the longest but it was long enough for the alpha to talk to me. "Would you keep my baby safe?" she asks me. "Of course, she's mine, she's my baby now, I would always ke
The Search 44-Interrogation
Eli POV. "And why are you here?" the first guy asks me, I looked at him, trying my best not to growl, or glare at him, I need them and not the other way around. "I'm here to see her," I say yet again, we've been going over this for over an hour now, I've made it to her pack, but I didn't have any access to get in yet. After I ended the call with daddy Aspen, I got on the plane as fast as possible, if he got here before he was going to tan my bum, and knowing that if I wait for him, he'd find out that Ashlynn isn't here with me, and if he finds that out, he was going to beat my bum a second time for that, I should have stayed with her or maybe just call him right away, now that I'm here not daring to use his name to gain any privilege to get in the pack, I thought using my mate's name would be enough but it clearly wasn't. "I'm here to see her," I repeat to the guy, who I still don't know his name, why did he do this, why can't they just call her siblings they know who I'm, they kn
The Search 43-Attacked
Aspen POV. "Boss, you need to calm down, you're scaring her," Marco tries to tell me, he just drove my baby girl home, and I'm the one who got to sit here and worry about scaring her too much, pushing her too far, about making things much worse than they were. "She was attacked in my club, on my ground, this is the worse thing has ever gotten to, they are on my land, in my club!" I snarl at him, I felt the need to hit, scream, and throw a tantrum, but I'm too old for tantrums and I'm not the little one around here. "I know boss, we would never allow anything like this to happen again," he promises me, but it's too late, she was hurt and angry at me. "She knows what our real work is now," I say with a sigh, I don't know which got me angrier, her being attacked, or her finding out what my real job is. "She was close to finding out, she's living in the same house as us, she's a dominant wolf, she would have just asked Eliot and he'd tell her," Marco says, although he had a point, I
The Search 42-Mad
Eli POV. I knew exactly how Ashlynn felt, I was lied to also, and it's not a nice feeling, to have your own mate hiding things from you, and for what? I'm not going to say I'm ashamed of my work, I love my work, I did it, I knew what I was doing the whole time, but now that she's here with us, I want to come clean to her, to confess my job and make sure she's okay with that. "She's really mad at you," I tell Aspen, who just nods his head, I love him, I really do, and have been in love with him for years now. But Ashlynn is what completes us, she's our missing link and without her, we don't feel complete. "Do you think if I told her right away she wouldn't be mad? She would've just joined us here?" He asks me, although he made a point, I wasn't sure. "For wolves, it's different when I saw Ashlynn, I knew right away she's mine," I say but that kind of got him sad, he looked at me with sad eyes now. "So you forgot about me? If it's Ashlynn what you need Eli, I won't stand in the w
