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The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 1
Mason's povSaturday 3rd July 2021*****************************This painting will be the death of me. I just can't seem to get the colours right of the dog's fur. I've done paintings for this client before because I do commissions so I know I have to get it right to keep her business. The painting I'm doing now is of her Great Dane that I've actually met when I dropped off the last painting. It's a tan colour but I can't get the right shade and I have to leave soon to go to the club."I can do this tomorrow," I say to myself as I stand up from my little stool and put away the supplies. I change into some clothes that aren't covered in paint and get my bag with everything I need. I'm meeting Will and Cole in the subs room tonight so we can chat before we go and find a Dom for the night. Well Cole has his husbands Nathan and Marcus, so he's already got some people for the night. The club we go to is called Club Sin, it's a gay bdsm club where kinky guys can indulge in their dirtiest
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 2
Damon's povSunday 4th July 2021*****************************I don't enjoy going to see Orion but it's a necessary evil. If I stop going Marcus will kick me out of the club and then I'll have nothing that I enjoy. I enjoy hurting people. That's really the only thing that makes me happy. I'm diagnosed with a severe form of Antisocial Personality Disorder. Which means I'm a psychopath. I lack empathy and remorse which means I have no issue in manipulating people for my own gain. All Orion's words of course, I don't see how that's a bad thing, I think more people in the world should be selfish to get on top. I used to also be very angry and could never control my anger but Orion gave me antidepressants that can apparently control it, although the lack of empathy can't be fixed. A few years ago I wouldn't have cared about my impulsive anger but when I found Orion I quickly realised the path I was on would just lead me to prison for the rest of my life. I'd already been behind bars fo
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 3
Damon's pov Tuesday 13th July 2021*****************************Mason is great. We had another scene last week where I inflicted a lot of pain on him and he loved it. I got so hard hearing his screams as I used a whip and a cat-o-nine all over his body. He looked amazing with the red marks across his skin.Tonight I'm meeting him again. We're going to the main club to watch the show and then going to my playroom for another rough night. I've just showered in my playroom and I'm going to get some leather pants on soon so I can meet the sub at the armchair I usually sit at. I told him to make sure he cleans his ass because I fully intend to fuck it again, I love the tightness around my dick. I hear a knock on the door of my playroom just as I pull my leathers up. I walk over and open it to see Marcus in regular clothes."Hey Damon, I'm not at the club tonight. Lacey is in charge so if you need anything go to her. Behave, I'm still in my office for a while so she can get me if you do
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 4
Mason's povWednesday 14th July 2021*******************************Damon said he would take me as his sub! He called me this morning and said he will make a contract with me but he has to talk to me about it first. It's almost time for him to pick me up and take me to his house so I'm dressed in nice jeans and a button up shirt as I wait. I've also done an enema in case he wants to fuck my ass again. The doorbell rings and I quickly open the door to see Damon in a casual suit. It's fitted to his body perfectly. "Good afternoon slave," he says in his dominant voice. "Hello Master," I say and lower my eyes to be respectful. "Come on," he says firmly and I lock the door then follow him to his car. I sit in the passenger seat and steal a glance at his sharp features as he starts the car. He's so beautiful in a very masculine way. "Stop staring at me," he says coldly and I look away. "Sorry Master," I apologise and he nods in acknowledgment. I stay quiet for the rest of the car jou
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Mason and Damon’s contract
Frame agreement for a Dominant / Submissive relationshipThis document specifies the responsibilities and duties of Damon Zhang {the Dominant} and Mason Dharma {the Submissive} as part of a consensual BDSM agreement. This agreement is private and shall not be disclosed in any circumstances to anyone other than both parties and Marcus Carlisle, even if it is not legally binding. The Dominant I, Damon Zhang, request of Mason Dharma the acceptance of my dominance and guidance. I ask for ownership of your mind and body in return for my care and protection. Through this agreement, we may strengthen our bond and increase intimacy.I vow to provide care and guidance and utmost respect of your body and mind. I shall not breach your limits or break the trust you have in me. I shall respect the use of your safewords (yellow to slow down, red to stop) and act accordingly when used.To this end, I will keep my physical, emotional and mental attitudes to the best of my ability.I want you to t
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 5
Damon's pov Saturday 17th July 2021*******************************Tonight we're doing rape play like Orion suggested. We're going to the club first then I'll take him to the playroom and we'll do our role play. He seemed just as eager to do it as I was so I won't hold back unless he safewords because I know Marcus will be listening and watching though the cameras. "You promise me you won't take this too far," Marcus warns before I go into the main room."I won't take it too far. I'll listen to his safewords and not go over his limits, although he doesn't have any," I say and Marcus nods."Just please be careful," he says with a serious look. "I will I promise," I say and he lets me go into the main room. Mason is already kneeling beside the armchair so I sit down and look at my slave. "Good evening slave," I greet because he knows he can't speak without me speaking first. "Good evening Master," he says respectfully. The lights dim and I look to the stage where the show is star
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 6
Mason's povWednesday 21st July 2021*******************************I've finally finished this painting. It's of the tan Great Dane I've been struggling with but I'm delivering it today all finished and ready to go on display in the woman's house. It's quite big. about a metre by a metre and a half so it takes a lot of effort to get it into the back of my car. I get in the drivers seat and check the time because I'm supposed to be meeting Master at the club in an hour. He'll be so mad if I'm late. We've planned for him to whip my whole body then fuck me however many times he wants to and I can't wait. I crave his pain on my body. I drive to the lady's house and park outside before I knock on her front door. "Hello Mason," she says with a smile as I open the car door to get her painting out. "Good evening, I hope you like it," I say and she helps me get it out of the car. She gasps when she sees the realistic dog. "Do you like it?" I ask and she nods before she hugs me tightly. "
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 7
Damon's povFriday 30th July 2021*****************************Tonight I'm trying something new with Mason, I'm going to be using crocodile clips. They're small and metal and have points like a little crocodile. I'll be using regular pegs first then I'll use the metal ones to make him scream. He agreed to it and said he wants to try them so he's in the subs room now as I sit at my armchair and wait for him. Mason has made a new friend, he's called Vincent and he appeared to already be friends with Cole. I think he's Damian's submissive although when I first saw him I assumed he was a dominant. Never judge a book by it's cover I suppose. "Excuse me Master Damon," a quiet voice says beside me so I turn to look and see a sub stood. "Good evening," I greet but I don't recognise him."I was wondering if you'd have a scene with me tonight," the sub asks me. "I already have a submissive under contract so I'll be saying no for tonight," I say calmly and the sub thinks for a moment. "Wou
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The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 45
Mason's pov Thursday 20th October 2022************************************I just gave birth. I birthed a whole human. And he's so beautiful. I named him Liam because he really suits it. He looks so mischievous already. He's still crying which is normal, he was just born and that's a pretty scary thing. My body is so sore. All my muscles hurt off straining so hard. My whole crotch is numb, I don't even want to know what it looks like. I feel dirty and sweaty. Omg I'm so tired. "What time is it?" I ask Damon and he looks at his watch. "2am," he says with a yawn. "I was in labour for so long," I say surprised and Damon nods. "You did so well," he says and I feel myself smile. "Thank you. It was all worth it for this little man," I say and look down to Liam who's started to calm down. He opens his little eyes properly and looks all around him. He has brown eyes. He's so gorgeous. "He's quite cute," Damon says and I smile. "He's adorable," I say just as the door opens and the mi
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 44
Damon's pov Wednesday 19th October 2022************************************Work is all I seem to be fucking doing these days. It's constant phone calls and emails needing me to check this or call this person and it's exhausting. I can't wait until the baby is here so I have en excuse to ignore work. I have someone to take over from me while I'm off but he's useless and keeps calling and texting needing my advice. It's not that hard! My phone rings and I groan out loud from my desk. If it's him again I'm going to fucking scream. "What?" I say as I answer the phone. "Mason's gone into labour!" I hear Cole shout into the phone."Is he okay?" I ask quickly as I stand up and start packing my stuff together, my phone balanced between my ear and my shoulder. "Yes he's okay he's just started contractions and he called his midwife and she said to come to the hospital so Lacey is driving us there now," Cole explains happily as I finish getting all my stuff together."I'll meet you at the
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 43
Mason's povSunday 18th September 2022*************************************It's my birthday today! I'm 28 and my parents are on their way to come see me. Cole and Lacey are already here because I want to paint the nursery mural and build the crib for my baby boy. It's just more than a month until my due date and I'm stressing out because I've got nothing ready yet.Master woke me up with a blowjob this morning and blindfolded me to show me what he got me for my birthday. I got suspicious at the blindfold but Master assured me I'd love it, and I did! He got me a new car! My car was old and kept breaking down so he got me a red Mini! I love it so much! I can't believe he got me it but he said he's been saving and saw it and knew I'd love it. I can't lie, I sobbed when I saw it. He's just so sweet when he tries.However right now I can't drive, my stomach is way too big and I'm sore all over and very tired. My baby boy is always kicking me and stepping on my bladder which means I need
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 42
Mason's pov Friday 25th June 2022*****************************This baby bump is going to be the bane of my life. None of my clothes fit over it anymore so I've had to buy big t-shirts and I rarely wear pants when I'm in the house. Master loves it because he has easy access to my hole and can lift up the shirt to see my ass. I'm so excited to meet my baby boy. Not long now until I can hold him in my arms and protect him from Cole trying to put him in fancy dress costumes. He's already bought my boy a dinosaur onesie. Although I have to admit it is very cute.I've not started any baby shopping yet. I'm stressing because I don't have anything yet but Master said he'll sort it and I don't need to worry. I'm planning on painting the spare room to be a jungle themed mural for my little boy to see all the nice colours when it becomes his nursery.Master has just left for work so I pour myself a cup of tea and go to the living room to watch some tv. I'm going to enjoy just having a quiet
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 41
Mason's pov Tuesday 14th June 2022********************************Vincent and Damian are finally married! It's been such a long wait but it was totally worth it because the day has been beautiful! Vincent paid for us all the fly to Italy to Vincent's home town for the wedding and it's been amazing! The hotel is gorgeous and the ceremony was in front of the sea in a courtyard! My baby bump is much more noticeable now so I wore a suit that covered me mostly and stuck by Master's side all day. For the pictures Cole stood next to me in a way that covered my stomach and I nearly cried because it was so nice of him. Damian and Vincent did the Italian tradition of cutting a log together after the ceremony. Master didn't see the point but I think it's so sweet! It's a symbol of them working together for their first day married to each other. And as Cole said it's hot to watch their muscles bulging under their shirts. Master hasn't enjoyed the day because he sees weddings as a waste of t
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 40
Damon's pov Friday 3rd June 2022******************************Today we're finding out if the baby is a boy or a girl. Mason is very excited and made us leave the house early so we're ten minutes too soon and waiting in the car before we go into the doctors office. "Do you think it's a boy or girl?" Mason asks me and I look over at him. "Boy," I say confidently and he looks mildly shocked I gave him a straight answer. "Why so certain?" "I just know," I say. "What do you think it is?""I'm not sure. I can't decide," he says gently as his hand rests on the bump on his stomach."Should we go inside?" I ask and he nods as he takes off his seatbelt. We get out of the car and I hold his hand as we walk into the doctors. Mason's wearing one of my larger hoodies so it covers his bump. He doesn't want anyone else to know he's pregnant because it makes him dysphoric so I don't mind him wearing baggy clothes.We sign in and sit in the waiting room, Mason's leg bouncing excitedly as he hold
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 39
Mason's pov Tuesday 3rd May 2022*******************************I wake up to the feeling of Master tapping my stomach three times. The bump is slowly getting bigger and more noticeable and Master has started tapping three times to say he loves the baby. It's adorable and makes me so happy to see."Goodmorning," I say with a smile and Master tilts his head down to look at where I'm cuddled against him."Goodmorning. Your parents are coming in about an hour," he tells me and I look at the clock that says 9:43am. "They are. Are you not supposed to be working today?" I ask because usually he'd be gone by now."I'm going at 12," he says and I nod."I'll make us breakfast," I tell him and he watches me get out of bed and pull on some comfortable shorts and one of his hoodies. I go downstairs as he gets a shower to make us something to eat. I've been getting cravings for omelettes so I make us each a ham and cheese omelette with a couple of slices of bacon too. When the food is nearly do
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 38
Mason's povFriday 22nd April 2022********************************I'm now about 12 weeks pregnant which is so exciting, a third of the way through! I've been getting morning sickness again which is shitty but I don't mind too much, Master is always there to rub my back and give me hugs. I'm very excited because today is my 12 week scan to see the baby, which means if everything is going okay we'll tell our friends and my family. I've started to notice my stomach isn't as flat as it was and I'm so excited to get a baby bump and be able to see the proof of my baby growing."You ready to go?" Master asks me and I nod quickly and we go out to the car. Master drives us to the doctors and I notice my foot is tapping with excitement. "We get to see our baby," I say with a smile and I look to see Master smiling too. My eyes widen in shock at the sight of my Master smiling. He rarely smiles. "Don't look so surprised, I'm excited too," he says and I can't even form words. "Keep staring and
The Sadist Has Feelings Too Chapter 37
Damon's pov Saturday 19th March 2022**********************************Tonight I'm taking Mason to the club for an intense scene since I won't be able to when he's more heavily pregnant. I'm planning on doing some shibari to make him look pretty and helpless so I can fuck him and abuse his body. The past week we've been doing research on how pregnancy and birth and parenthood work. Mason is getting more excited while I'm getting more and more nervous. There's so much to remember; I can't leave a baby alone, I have to feed it like 8 times a day, I have to change it every time it shits, it'll cry and I have to go see what's wrong. I'm worried about how I'll do it but Mason seems confident I'll be a good dad."Master," Mason wheezes and I snap back to reality and remember I'm choking him and in the middle of fucking him. My hand loosens and he takes a deep breath while I look down to where my dick is buried in his asshole. Mason coughs a few times and I move my hand from his neck and
