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105. Sacrifice

Author: Bee Diaz
last update Last Updated: 2023-12-31 01:20:55

There were more endless hours of waiting.

At this point, I've started losing hope. I've already cried and screamed, and now there's nothing left of me to pour out into the world.

I’m missing Alex and Dimitri like crazy. I fear I’ll never see them again. I’m starting to actually acknowledge the fact that I’ve been beyond stupid for not having told anyone in the family about my suspicions. Yes, Boris knows, but has news of my disappearance gotten out yet?

What’s even going on out there? What’s being said?

It’s impossible to know what Leo made up. He could’ve said that he never saw me, and then I’d be screwed. I didn’t encounter anyone when I reached the penthouse; it was just him.

I’m hungry and thirsty. My back is killing me, and the pain behind my eyes hasn’t subsided yet. I close my eyes for a few minutes each time, but I open them when I feel myself falling asleep. I don’t want to be caught off guard. I want to see whatever it is that he’ll do to me.

The door opens, and I sit upr
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