Clara
I’m nestled between the two men who practically shoved me into this car and I’m still in disbelief.Tonight was supposed to be a successful night for all of us. Usually, auction night ends with a glamorous party where all the families celebrate together. It’s a beautiful event and I’ve been looking forward to it for years. I couldn’t wait to be one of the beautiful women who would join their new families and live happily ever after.Somehow, I doubt there will be a celebration this time around.Things were going remarkably well for me before that…I don’t have enough insulting words in my vocabulary for him. That piece of filth ruined everything for me. Being the highest bidder gives him rights over me. He’s not one of us, so he doesn’t understand that I’m not some woman he bought at an auction. I’m supposed to be a connection between two influential families. My children would carry two surnames.What becomes of me now?I’ve never been this terrified before in my life. I’m without support. I’ve been sold to a ruthless family that has no positive relations with my family. I’ve heard rumors about them. The Makárovs. The problem is that I can’t remember exactly what I heard. I only know that they have a bad reputation.And now, I’m their property, as that man said.My fists are balled on my lap. I want to cry but I bite my bottom lip until I taste blood instead. I won’t cry in front of these people. I am a Morelli. I don’t show weakness.I’m hoping deep inside of me that this can be reversed somehow. This has to be some kind of practical joke. My father won’t allow this. I’m sure he’s going to do something to put an end to this madness and bring me home, where I should be. Once things get back to normal, it’ll be easier to perform another auction. Maybe I’ll be included in the next one.Things will be resolved quickly when I get home.Through the tinted windows, I see the city I live in a blur. I don’t know where they’re taking me exactly but the more distance they put between my family and me, the more anxious I get. I can’t help but wonder how my mother is acting. Is she worried about me? Is she happy that I’ve finally been whisked away? It’s hard to say.Maybe she’s glad this happened to me. It’s a disheartening thought.Before I realize it, they’re driving into an underground garage. I stare out the window and take not of the numerous cars. There’s barely any parking space left. The driver parks the car close to the wall either way, and then the men on either side of me exit the vehicle.They stand by each door, waiting for me to get out. I’ll admit that I don’t have the strength to do that.They don’t say a word to me. They don’t command me to get out. They’re just standing there. It’s unnerving.I’m starting to contemplate staying in the car until all of this blows over. It would be a good plan. I don’t want to go up there to face God-knows-what.I put my head in my hands and steel myself for what’s to come. Despite my wishes, I know I can’t avoid this situation forever. Someone will come for me eventually and then it’ll be more humiliating.So I get out of the car.We walk straight toward the elevator. There are two security guards wearing dark sunglasses by the elevator. They press the button for us as we approach and then the doors open, reminding me of how the jaw of a predator would open. I step right into it, a man on either side of me.They press the button to the very last floor. The music in the elevator is calm and relaxing, a sharp contrast to the emotions raging inside of me. Waiting to reach the designated floor is almost torturous. I keep trying to imagine what will await me there but my imagination fails me. I close my eyes, wishing for it all to be over.The doors open. The men step out and I have no choice but to follow them into an enormous living room. What catches my attention isn’t the decor—I’ve seen many penthouses before and they all look like this. It’s the fact that it’s empty.Another man in a black suit approaches us. He says to me in a steady voice, “Mr. Makárov is ready to receive you, Miss Morelli.”I almost scoff in disbelief. He’s ready to see me? He’s acting like I’m paying him a visit or something. My anger knows no bounds. I follow this new man all the way to the second floor of the penthouse and then down a spacious corridor.His room is right at the end.The guard is ahead of me. Once he reaches the door, he opens it and gestures for me to walk inside. I hesitate. I wish I hadn’t, but I do. The man who bought me is in there and I’ll be coming face-to-face with him. He’s probably going to explain to me exactly what happened tonight and why he did such a thing. I’m hoping he’ll tell me that it was a misunderstanding and that I can expect to be home by tomorrow morning. That’s what I’m hoping for.I start walking toward the open door, my head held high. As soon I step into the room, the door closes behind me.My buyer, who was standing by the fireplace with a drink in hand, turns his head to look at me. Without the hat on, it’s clearer to make out his face. His eyes are spectacularly green, even from a distance. His hair is raven black and brushed back neatly. All in all, taking into account the fact that he’s dressed like a gentleman, he doesn’t look as bad as I thought he’d be. He looks to me like someone who can be reasoned with.“Ah,” he says, taking a huge gulp of his drink. “You’re here. Finally.”“Listen,” I say, stepping forward. He moves from the fireplace, leaving his glass behind, and moves behind the huge Parnian desk. I know it’s Parnian because my father has the same one. He starts paging through a file and I’m momentarily at a loss for words before he shoots me a question look.“This is a mistake,” I say clearly. “I don’t know if you understand the significance of auction night for someone like me—”“I do,” he answers briefly.“Then you understand that this can’t be happening?” I ask, a slight edge to my voice. I’m trying to remain calm but his nonchalance infuriates me. “You understand that you’re making a grave mistake?”“I don’t make mistakes,” he says, finally looking up at me. “This right here, isn’t a mistake. I bought you at that auction for a very specific reason, and you will be a doll and do as you’re told.”I scoff with indignation. “Excuse me?”He takes a stack of papers stapled together from the file he was paging through and puts it in front of me. I try to read the front page but it’s in Russian. I don’t speak a word of Russian.“What’s this supposed to be?”“Our marital agreement,” he says in that same calm tone. “You’re supposed to sign it.”It takes me a full minute to recover from this. I step away from his desk. “Are you crazy? You do realize that you sound like a lunatic, don’t you?”“I bought you for the same reason an Italian would buy you,” he tells me. “I want you to be a part of my family. You will be a good girl and sign the contract for me.”“I can’t even read it!” I argue, even though it’s not the only reason that would impede me from signing a contract with him. “I’m not marrying you. That’s ridiculous!”“It’s not about what you want. It’s about doing as you’re told.”“You can’t make me sign that!” I exclaim. I’m standing nearer to the door now. I start to shake my head. “You weren’t even supposed to be there!”“I had an invitation, so I had every right to be there.”“You’re a liar.”“How do you think I got through the front door?” is his question. “You really have to start paying attention. Now, you can sign this document willingly, or unwillingly. Either way, it doesn’t matter. By the end of this night, this document will be signed. The state you’ll be in is entirely up to you.”“I won’t sign it.”“Sergei, Misha,” he says loudly. The door behind me opens and the two guards from earlier walk into the office. I try to run but fail. They catch me before I even take a step. They effortlessly carry me back to the desk, where he pages to the very last page.“You can’t do this!” I yell.He ignores me and opens a drawer, retrieving a sharp looking blade from within. My eyes bulge when he tells them to hold my hand still. I can’t even flex my fingers. I can’t do a thing to stop them.He drags the blade across my thumb and I bite my lip so I don’t cry. They then bring my hand down and press my bleeding thumb to the little square box right underneath.“There we go,” he says, a darkness descending upon his face. “Welcome to my family, Clara Morelli.”I watch the waves crash into the shore while the ocean breeze rustles my hair. I take a deep breath, drawing the salty air into my lungs and holding it in hopes that it’ll become a part of me. There’s nothing as therapeutic as this. The sun is deliciously warm today. Most days, it’s burning hot, but today, it’s just perfect. I’m lounging in the hammock in the porch of our beach house. I do this every morning as soon as I wake up because it helps me dispel my troubled thoughts. Whenever I think about all those traumatic events of the last couple of months, I feel like I’ll never truly move on from them, but when I come out here, my hope is renewed. Things will get better at some point. As long as I’m seeking help and am surrounded by my loved ones, I’ll be perfectly fine. I close my eyes, take another deep breath, and then reopen them when I hear someone approaching. I turn my head to look at the door and see Igor leaning against the door with a cup of tea in his hand. It’s for me
IgorGetting home is my only priority at the moment, and as soon as I step through the elevator, I feel relieved. The first person I see is Anastasia. She rushes toward me with tear stained cheeks. “Igor. For the love of God. Don’t do anything stupid.”“Where is she?” I demand. “Where’s Clara?”“You can’t kill Leo,” she says, following me all the way up the stairs. “Remember the promise your father made you make. You’re supposed to stick together no matter what. You’re supposed to forgive each other.”I ignore her and start opening doors while calling her name desperately. I have to see her. Fuck, I have to hold her. I have to make sure she’s okay before I go looking for that traitorous fucker. “Igor!” Anastasia exclaims, trying to get my attention. A door on the other end of the corridor opens, and she peers out. I race toward her, and when she sees me, she rushes toward me. I drop my bag and gather her in my arms. “Clara,” I say her name. Like a prayer. “My love.”She’s sobbing.
There were more endless hours of waiting. At this point, I've started losing hope. I've already cried and screamed, and now there's nothing left of me to pour out into the world.I’m missing Alex and Dimitri like crazy. I fear I’ll never see them again. I’m starting to actually acknowledge the fact that I’ve been beyond stupid for not having told anyone in the family about my suspicions. Yes, Boris knows, but has news of my disappearance gotten out yet?What’s even going on out there? What’s being said?It’s impossible to know what Leo made up. He could’ve said that he never saw me, and then I’d be screwed. I didn’t encounter anyone when I reached the penthouse; it was just him. I’m hungry and thirsty. My back is killing me, and the pain behind my eyes hasn’t subsided yet. I close my eyes for a few minutes each time, but I open them when I feel myself falling asleep. I don’t want to be caught off guard. I want to see whatever it is that he’ll do to me. The door opens, and I sit upr
IgorI grip my phone tightly in my fist. “What do you mean she’s gone? Gone where?”“That’s what we’re trying to figure out,” Ivan replies, flustered. “Ivan,” I say through my teeth. “You’re not making any sense here. You’re telling me that the driver dropped her off in the garage, and she went up. But nobody saw her in the apartment. And it’s like she’s vanished into thin air?”“Yes, that’s about it.”I sag against the couch, then decide that there’s no way I can sit when this is happening. I run my fingers through my hair, feeling more frustrated than ever. “Is it possible that she stepped out for a bit without telling anyone?”This is reminding me of when she first went missing all those years ago. I was so lost, and hopeful, too. I kept imagining her walking through the door, saying that she just went shopping or something. I had no idea that she’d already found out about everything and left me, feeling betrayed. This is reminding me of that day, that’s for sure, but this time,
To my immense surprise, a smile curves Leo’s lips instead of the opposite. He’s supposed to be terrified that I know his secret, but instead, he’s smiling at me. “Have you lost your mind?” he asks in the most unconvincing voice that I’ve ever heard in all my life. “Is that it?”“You won’t fool me,” I announce. “I know it’s you. You’re behind every single bad thing that’s happened to this family for some time now. You’re not a friend, Leo. You’re a foe. You’re an enemy. You’re the one who ordered someone to hit Igor’s car, and then, you shot Luke in hopes to clean your tracks. And then, when Igor survived the crash, you paid that shooter. And just when we were going to look into, he shows up dead in his apartment. How’s all of this supposed to be a coincidence?”There’s that smile again. Honestly, it scares me. I know what he’s capable of. There’s no reason why I shouldn’t be afraid. “Those are some really filthy accusations, Clara. I’ve sacrificed a lot for this family. I’ve risked
I exit Boris’ building with my heart in my throat. The situation is getting out of control. If Leo truly is behind all of this, then I have my work cut out for me. I’m supposed to be working with him (and Ivan, of course) to find out who is behind all of this. Now, I’ll have to work against him. The five security guards are all around me, forming a half-moon shape. Technically, I’m protected from anyone who might want to attack me, but I don’t feel safe. How can I, when I’m living in the same house as the person who wants to destroy Igor? It’s him who’s behind all of this, and the faster I come to terms with this, the more sense everything makes. We’re just stepping outside when a car screeches to a halt in front of the building. Before I can even register what’s happening, they’re pushing me back, trying to shield me from what’s happening. They draw their weapons, and I realize that my head is spinning, and things are happening in slow motion right before my eyes. “Take her bac