His eyes shot towards mine and his lips parted in shock. "You do?"
Of course I do. I have since forever, I mean it's been so long that I can't remember. How come you didn't even realize? Or did you just hide it from me? You just pretended that you didn't know right...gosh Ayo. "Yes." I nodded my head bashfully.
"You know I kind of thought that you did?" He raised a brow.
"How?" I furrowed my brows and crossed my arms across my chest.
"Let's play a game. Not exactly a game, just truth."
"Truth?"
"Like truth or dare, just truth." He explained and it immediately clicked.
I nodded. "Alright then. You go first." I buried myself under my blankets and only peeked out a bit from the top.
"Why don't you go first, ladies first." He smiled cheekily.
I shook my head no frantically.
"C'mon," He urged slightly pulling the blankets.
"Alright, how or when did you know you liked me?" I nervously asked, still hoping that Ayo wasn't playing with me.
My heart was beating so fast in my chest, my head playing different scenarios were Ayo would spring out a 'sike' or something of some sort and I'd die of embarrassment and live as the 'girl that wasn't loved back'. Maybe I'd write a book about that afterwards, or sing about it if I don't die from heartbreak.
"It was the day you were leaving, or well days before that. It was actually the day I found out you were leaving."
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Flashback (6 years ago)
I huffed away from my parents' room, tears streaming down my face. I made sure my slippers stomped as loudly as they could against the wooden floors as I shouted how unfair they were till I got to my room and slammed the door shut hoping to God that their ears ringed.
Ayo was seated on my bed drawing in our sketchbook when I entered. He dropped the materials in his hands instantly and watched me sit down and cry.
He approached me warily and forcefully dragged my hands away from my face. "What's wrong Feyi?" He casted a look of concern at me.
"Oh my God Ayo, I don't want to go!" I shouted as my crying grew louder. He pulled me into his legs and wrapped his arms around me.
"Where are you going?" He asked softly rocking me back and forth.
"I really really really really don't want to go Ay, tell them that I would run away if they make me go. TELL THEM!" I screamed again and he intensified his tight grip on me.
He pulled my hair away from my face. "What's going on tea, tell me."
"My parents want us to move, they're saying that dad got a job in Abuja and we have to move. I have to leave you here, they're saying all sort of upsetting things. They want me to go to another school that is not Chrisland and I'll have to leave you alone. Ayo, I don't want to go." My voice cracked and he still held me. "I really really- really really cannot leave you alone and they're not listening to me, they just want to separate us."
I hiccupped and realised that snot was running down my nose. I was about to use the sleeve of my shirt to rub it off when a tissue was pressed against my nose. I blew into it and a bottle was replaced by it at my mouth.
"Take it easy Feyi, drink it slowly." Ayo cajoled me as he held the bottle in his right hand.
After drinking the water and relatively calming down a bit, Ayo placed me on the bed and sat directly in front of me, our knees touching. He ran his hands across my face collecting my tears and placed a kiss to my forehead.
"You're okay Feyi, you're okay." He took my hands in his and rubbed his thumb along every one of my fingers.
"I'm not okay Ayo, I'm never going to forgive them for this." I huffed.
"I understand that tea, but mind telling me what's wrong? Slowly this time. Just take it easy."
His thumb rubbing my fingers was easily calming and I was almost no longer crying. "We're moving to Abuja because dad got a transfer and I don't want to-"
I was cut off by Ayo placing a finger against my lips. "Shh, don't say anything else."
Silence enveloped us for a while before he continued talking.
"You said you're moving right, that's not a problem. Ah-ah, let me finish what I'm saying. I know that right now, you're indefinitely upset and angry and you feel like they're making a huge mistake taking us away from each other but it might not be so. I know I know I'm going to miss you a whole lot but it's a good thing. See, you'll make new friends when you go to your new school and everyone is going to love you because you are tea. You're a very amazing girl and everyone is going to love you, everyone is going to want to be your friend but we will still be bestest friends.
You're going to have your parents with you and I know you hate them right now but you'll find yourself loving them all through and you remember that you're always in my heart tea. I don't know if we'll be talking on the phone at all but if we're not, just find a way to talk to me, you could be writing it down or telling it to the stars at night but just remember that I will always be here when you get back. Hmm, Feyi?"
More tears were about to spill but I kept them at bay. I nodded before flinging myself against Ayo and wrapping him in a bear hug. Our legs were tangled together and we stared into each other's eyes as we faced ourselves on a pillow.
"I'll really really really really miss you Ayo, you're the most awesome person I know." I whispered.
"You're the most awesome person I know too Fey," and my heart stuttered.
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"I almost cried when you started crying but I had to stay strong for you Feyi," He frowned.
"I'm kind of embarrassed now" I grumbled.
"No you shouldn't be, I literally had to hold the tears in me. And then when I realised I liked you was when I didn't want you to leave, when you started crying. I didn't want to ever see you cry.
It literally broke me knowing that you were leaving, and for 6 years at that. When I say I didn't have friends, know that it was the truth. I was devastated but it was for the best. I couldn't just drag you away from your parents like that."
"They wouldn't have minded. I literally told you that you were my only option to staying, they'd have let me."
"But still, looking back at it, it wasn't such a bad experience."
"Your turn!" I raised my brows and dropped them quickly.
"Alright" He drawled as if it were a game show. "Do you see us lasting in a relationship?"
I blinked. "I mean some people already think we are dating, I don't think we wouldn't last. I don't really know to be honest." I gazed at Ayo who was already looking at me.
"True true. I do see myself being in a relationship with you. But we are taking things as you want." He nodded.
"Why at my pace?"
"Because I know you're not ready yet, no matter how much you think you are. And I'm just about ready to jump right into being your man."
I laughed heartily. "I see. So, slowly eh?" I looked at him from beneath my lashes.
Currently, Ayo and I were seated at the headboard of my bed, facing each other. And that made leaning in to him very easy. Ayo must have caught unto my intentions, he roamed his eyes along my face silently searching for any hint of doubt.
He must have seen nothing for I felt his lips on mine in the next second, bliss. Ayo kissed me in such a soft promising manner, his lips held mine, moulding against mine ad his hands roamed the entirety of my face.
I was glad I didn't have a previous kiss to compare this one to. Just the thought of it being Ayo that was kissing me made it a whole lot better. A hum of satisfaction left my throat and Ayo didn't pull back, but rather he held me tighter against him and made me feel like we definitely couldn't take this any slower.
THE END
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Yes really, I'll just be updating bonus chapters.
This chapter happened before the ‘confession’ Enjoy “Feyi Feyi Feyi.” My door slammed shut and I jumped from the impact. Ayo’s tall body slammed unto my bed and I almost fell off. “What the heck?” I pulled out my earphones and glared at Ayo. He smiled cheekily and pulled my cheeks. I quickly tugged my face away and almost cried from the pain that flared the area. “I missed you.” “You saw me an hour ago!” I exclaimed and rubbed my hand across my face. Lord help me with this boy. “And I miss you already!” He pouted. “Yes of course, why are you such a baby?” “I’m only your baby. ‘Girl you’re so beautiful to meeee, can’t you seeee’” He belted out the Tiktok sound and wiggled his brows. “Stop it.” I drawled in annoyance, not missing the skip in the beating of my
“Stop staring at me!” I huffed and narrowed my eyes. “You shouldn’t even be here,” I added in a grumble.My room was in a great and beautiful mess, by that I mean hopelessly scattered. My clothes were strewn around in my frenzy searching for a good outfit and as usual, I picked out one dress or skirt to a ratio of 5 shorts and sweatpants. I hate to say this as much as I hate math but I do not have clothes, or so my mum says.I had been searching for one hour and even a dose of happy songs blasting from my speakers did not remove the scowl etched unto my face. I was pissed and had roughly 10 minutes to get into an outfit and take another shower because there wasn’t electricity in the whole of this country and I was sweating buckets.I blame Eko electricity for my dilemma because I’d have an outfit if not for their interest in toying with electricity. I mean, have you ever been to
"You couldn't have forgotten me..." he stared blankly. "right, Ayo" I silently hoped that my forever and ever best friend would not forget me. I left for just 5 years, actually 4 years 8 months and 25 days, not like anyone was counting. Or was I really as fat as ugly as I was told by the girls back in Abuja? Ayo had always told me that I was like tea, the sweetest thing ever, the fairest of all and literally the most beautiful thing to exist and I would blush, as far as my dark skin could, and we were just friends. Ayo was sitting there in all his glory, Aloha shirt that wasn't buttoned, white Nike sweatshorts and sunshades on his hairline. His hair was in waves that reached his neck and the black colour glistened in what looked like oil. Oh, to run my hands through that. "...Feyi," I snapped as I heard my name being called. Ayo's gaze was on mine as mine were on his. I blushed again, he definitely noti
"But I brought you breakfast in bed!" Ayo grumbled and pouted. "It's only fair." "Yea, and what's so special about that?" I sipped my tea and wiped the back of my mouth with my hand. He pulled at my legs again and whined. "You are so so special and, and stop glaring at me like that..." I kept a passive face. "And I had to make you breakfast. I strolled to the bakery to get a fresh loaf, I fried the eggs too, and made you steamy hot tea." "Okay," I gestured for him to continue. "And what else?" "So funny story, when I was preparing the first set of eggs that I fried," my eyes widened and he quickly continued. "The shell broke into it when I cracked it into the bowl, I guess it was a soft egg so I just washed that out after unsuccessfully trying to get them out. Then I tried making new ones, and these were hard because they cracked just fine into the bowls. Then the worst
I spent the next two weeks visiting my family members in Lagos and have Ayo drive us around town. I stayed 3 days over at my uncle’s house and played PlayStation and GTA with my cousins all day and lived off pizza and greasy food. I also took some of their clothes when I was leaving and they called to playfully yell at me after I had left that I emptied their wardrobes and I just laughed. I visited my favourite places in town like the ice cream store, an amusement park, the haunted house, the cinemas and lots and lots of street food restaurants because I couldn’t eat some of my favourite dishes when I was away at school. We had also visited the Lekki Conservation Centre. The monkeys were really naughty and tried to swipe at my water when I was drinking it. I took lots of pictures of the birds and the vegetation and I had another monkey that tried to snatch my camera from my neck. Ayo chuckled and laughed loudly while I scowled. He
Ayo: The sun is for the light, The Moon is for the night, And you are for the rest of my life Feyi: Yea, no. The rhyming words are amazing but this isn't even cheesy, talk less of cringy. Ayo: I'm not trying to woo you Fey, trust me. I could do that without the use of the internet 😉. Just showing you horrible pick up lines I found on some lame website Feyi: Suuurrreee Ay, show me the better ones you can come up with... Ayo: Alright, get ready to fall into my arms baby. Feyi: Don't call me baby😬 Ayo: Of course 😂. I have 4 percent battery remaining. I chose to message you. Did I choose wisely? Feyi: For one, your phone is never below 50, and two, this is more horrible than the first one. Can I get a yes? Ayo: Nope. It's actually pretty good. Because my phone is on 49 percent and that's as good as it b
“Stop staring at me!” I huffed and narrowed my eyes. “You shouldn’t even be here,” I added in a grumble.My room was in a great and beautiful mess, by that I mean hopelessly scattered. My clothes were strewn around in my frenzy searching for a good outfit and as usual, I picked out one dress or skirt to a ratio of 5 shorts and sweatpants. I hate to say this as much as I hate math but I do not have clothes, or so my mum says.I had been searching for one hour and even a dose of happy songs blasting from my speakers did not remove the scowl etched unto my face. I was pissed and had roughly 10 minutes to get into an outfit and take another shower because there wasn’t electricity in the whole of this country and I was sweating buckets.I blame Eko electricity for my dilemma because I’d have an outfit if not for their interest in toying with electricity. I mean, have you ever been to
This chapter happened before the ‘confession’ Enjoy “Feyi Feyi Feyi.” My door slammed shut and I jumped from the impact. Ayo’s tall body slammed unto my bed and I almost fell off. “What the heck?” I pulled out my earphones and glared at Ayo. He smiled cheekily and pulled my cheeks. I quickly tugged my face away and almost cried from the pain that flared the area. “I missed you.” “You saw me an hour ago!” I exclaimed and rubbed my hand across my face. Lord help me with this boy. “And I miss you already!” He pouted. “Yes of course, why are you such a baby?” “I’m only your baby. ‘Girl you’re so beautiful to meeee, can’t you seeee’” He belted out the Tiktok sound and wiggled his brows. “Stop it.” I drawled in annoyance, not missing the skip in the beating of my
His eyes shot towards mine and his lips parted in shock. "You do?" Of course I do. I have since forever, I mean it's been so long that I can't remember. How come you didn't even realize? Or did you just hide it from me? You just pretended that you didn't know right...gosh Ayo. "Yes." I nodded my head bashfully. "You know I kind of thought that you did?" He raised a brow. "How?" I furrowed my brows and crossed my arms across my chest. "Let's play a game. Not exactly a game, just truth." "Truth?" "Like truth or dare, just truth." He explained and it immediately clicked. I nodded. "Alright then. You go first." I buried myself under my blankets and only peeked out a bit from the top. "Why don't you go first, ladies first." He smiled cheekily. I shook my
Ayo: The sun is for the light, The Moon is for the night, And you are for the rest of my life Feyi: Yea, no. The rhyming words are amazing but this isn't even cheesy, talk less of cringy. Ayo: I'm not trying to woo you Fey, trust me. I could do that without the use of the internet 😉. Just showing you horrible pick up lines I found on some lame website Feyi: Suuurrreee Ay, show me the better ones you can come up with... Ayo: Alright, get ready to fall into my arms baby. Feyi: Don't call me baby😬 Ayo: Of course 😂. I have 4 percent battery remaining. I chose to message you. Did I choose wisely? Feyi: For one, your phone is never below 50, and two, this is more horrible than the first one. Can I get a yes? Ayo: Nope. It's actually pretty good. Because my phone is on 49 percent and that's as good as it b
I spent the next two weeks visiting my family members in Lagos and have Ayo drive us around town. I stayed 3 days over at my uncle’s house and played PlayStation and GTA with my cousins all day and lived off pizza and greasy food. I also took some of their clothes when I was leaving and they called to playfully yell at me after I had left that I emptied their wardrobes and I just laughed. I visited my favourite places in town like the ice cream store, an amusement park, the haunted house, the cinemas and lots and lots of street food restaurants because I couldn’t eat some of my favourite dishes when I was away at school. We had also visited the Lekki Conservation Centre. The monkeys were really naughty and tried to swipe at my water when I was drinking it. I took lots of pictures of the birds and the vegetation and I had another monkey that tried to snatch my camera from my neck. Ayo chuckled and laughed loudly while I scowled. He
"But I brought you breakfast in bed!" Ayo grumbled and pouted. "It's only fair." "Yea, and what's so special about that?" I sipped my tea and wiped the back of my mouth with my hand. He pulled at my legs again and whined. "You are so so special and, and stop glaring at me like that..." I kept a passive face. "And I had to make you breakfast. I strolled to the bakery to get a fresh loaf, I fried the eggs too, and made you steamy hot tea." "Okay," I gestured for him to continue. "And what else?" "So funny story, when I was preparing the first set of eggs that I fried," my eyes widened and he quickly continued. "The shell broke into it when I cracked it into the bowl, I guess it was a soft egg so I just washed that out after unsuccessfully trying to get them out. Then I tried making new ones, and these were hard because they cracked just fine into the bowls. Then the worst
"You couldn't have forgotten me..." he stared blankly. "right, Ayo" I silently hoped that my forever and ever best friend would not forget me. I left for just 5 years, actually 4 years 8 months and 25 days, not like anyone was counting. Or was I really as fat as ugly as I was told by the girls back in Abuja? Ayo had always told me that I was like tea, the sweetest thing ever, the fairest of all and literally the most beautiful thing to exist and I would blush, as far as my dark skin could, and we were just friends. Ayo was sitting there in all his glory, Aloha shirt that wasn't buttoned, white Nike sweatshorts and sunshades on his hairline. His hair was in waves that reached his neck and the black colour glistened in what looked like oil. Oh, to run my hands through that. "...Feyi," I snapped as I heard my name being called. Ayo's gaze was on mine as mine were on his. I blushed again, he definitely noti