Leon wrenched his hand free from my grip and jammed the silver blade toward my chest. The barest warning of danger flickered through my mind, and I managed to turn at the last second. Instead of the blade burying in my heart, it slid deep into the meat between my shoulder and collarbone. A scream tore from my throat as I rolled off him and fell to the asphalt. He scrambled to his feet and bolted. I was still holding my shoulder when he disappeared into the forest.
Carter and Douglas came skidding around the corner, their weapons drawn. They saw me on the ground, a knife sticking out of my shoulder, blood spreading from the wound. Carter took a step toward me, but I waved frantically at the forest.
“He went that way. Dammit, hurry. He’s getting away,” I growled.
Douglas shook his head. “Kira, you need a medic–”
“It’s a shallow wound, I’ll be fine. Go after him. Move!”
Reluctantly, they sprinted into the woods. What the hell was going on with my body? It had to be whatever he’d put in my drink because I’d never experienced anything like it. That, along with the agony from the silver in my shoulder, was driving me mad. There was more blood than there should have been. I wasn’t sure if the blade had nicked an artery or if the silver was preventing my blood from clotting. Either way, it added a new wave of fear.
Wyatt sprinted toward me, his hair in sweaty disarray. His face was still as chiseled as it had been all the years I’d known him. He was opening his mouth to chew me out, but when he saw the wound, all thoughts of chastising me vanished.
“Holy shit, Kira. Are you okay?” he asked as he dropped to his knees beside me and cradled my head.
The smell of him hit me: musk and man, pine trees, sawdust, and whiskey. A single thought burst through the pain. Heat. I was in a heat so powerful and beyond explanation. I tried to understand what was happening to me, but it was as if my thoughts were thrown into a blender at the highest speed. All that was left was my inner wolf howling and snapping as it blocked out all coherent thought. A growl purred out of my throat as I turned and clutched at Wyatt. Running my hands through his messy dark hair, I gazed into his green eyes. It was like a fire had been lit between my legs, and all rational thought took a backseat to desire. All I wanted was to have him inside me. The thought of Wyatt filling me, thrusting into me, had saliva pooling in my mouth. Nothing had ever made me feel so animalistic, at least not for a long time. I didn’t just want him; I needed him. My very nerves begged to have him, and the warmth between my legs engulfed me in flames that I knew only Wyatt could quench. Like water in a desert, Wyatt was what I needed to survive.
His eyes widened in shock as I pawed at him, clutching his shirt and yanking him toward me, my injury forgotten.
Chapter 2
Kira’s pheromones pulsed off her in palpable waves that overwhelmed my senses. It was so strong and unexpected that I was at a loss for words until she lunged at me, yanking at my shirt. There was nothing but lust and need in her eyes.
“Kira?” I shouted at her, trying to snap her out of whatever daze she was in, but it was useless. Her hands continued their path over my chest.
“What the hell?” I gently tried to push her away, but she batted my hands like she would an annoying gnat and leaned forward to kiss my collarbone.
With a heavy force of will, I pulled away. “Hey, Kira. Stop.”
I grabbed her wrists, but she was strong and highly trained. She flipped her hands out of my grasp and pawed at me again. The scent of her was quickly draining my self-control. Kira was always searching out danger, taking on the most treacherous assignments and ops, trying to prove herself and generally being a pain in my ass. She got under my skin, irritated the crap out of me, and was the only person who could ever get my control to slip. My calm, carefully cultivated demeanor cracked when she was in the vicinity. And this was not helping.
Kira leaned close, eyes half-lidded with desire. “Fuck me, Wyatt,” she moaned.
Shock and surprise had me gaping at her even as my traitorous body responded. Despite my best intentions, I was hard in an instant—partly from her words but mostly from the pheromones and the thick smell of her heat surging around me. For the barest second, I had the urge to rip off her clothes, yank my cock out, and take her right there on the pavement in front of the goddess and anyone else who might see.
I squeezed my eyes shut and tried to pull myself together. I managed, though barely, to reign myself in. Opening my eyes, I tightened my grip on her wrists and pinned her to the ground. Kira’s hips bucked in the air as she tried to rub her crotch against me. What the fuck was going on? This was out of character for her. Had I not been able to see her face, I would have assumed this woman was not Kira.
I remembered the video feed, remembering seeing that jackass slip something into her drink. Could that have caused this? There was no other feasible explanation. Whatever he’d given her had forced her into an insanely intense heat.
The knife was sticking out of her shoulder, the weapon’s silver cloying in my nostrils. Panic and anger roiled within me as blood oozed out of her at an alarming rate. He’d not only poisoned her but almost killed her. Who knew which veins or arteries the knife might have hit? It must have hit something important to produce so much blood.
Again, Kira pulled her hand from my grip. Her arm shot forward, fingers grabbing and gently caressing my crotch through my pants.“Please,” she whined. “Give it to me. I need it.”The sensation of her hand on me, rubbing and massaging, nearly had me losing control. My mind flipped and short-circuited. If we were anywhere else, at any other time, would I be able to stop myself? I imagined how this would go if she were unhurt and acting this way in a quiet secluded area. I imagined her pulling my cock out and taking it into her mouth. Ripping her dress away and pulling her body to mine as I worshipped her nipples with my lips and tongue. The fiery heat of her pussy as I plunged into her. The echo of our moans and screams as we fucked.“No,” I hissed to myself, shaking my head again. “No.”It took all I had to ignore her pheromones, her words, her actions, and focus on what needed to be done. The mental images I’d allowed myself filled me with guilt. She was seriously hurt, and here I wa
Jayson was still going on. “I can’t believe this. I’ll make sure my father gets you fired. He knows people. Powerful people. You’ll–”“Dammit, will you shut up? Here, take her.” I twisted a bit to offer her to him.Zoe shook her head. “Don’t. She’s losing too much blood.” She turned and snapped at Jayson. “Whatever she’s been poisoned with must be highly toxic. Look at her.”He glanced at Kira’s morbidly pale face, and his expression softened a bit, but not enough for my liking. He shrugged. “Yeah? Fix her. You’re a fae, right? I want to get home,” he said sulkily. Then he winced in disgust. “Gods, she reeks of his scent. I’ll have to give her a bath when we get home to get the stink off her.”Flaming anger flashed across Zoe’s eyes. I had the sense that if I hadn’t been there as a witness, Jayson Fell might not have made it home alive.Through clenched teeth, Zoe said, “I’ll do my best, but I don’t know a lot about healing spells. I think I can slow the bleeding.”Zoe placed her hand
Two IVs were attached to my arm. I glanced up at the bags. One looked to be some basic hydration solution, while the other had a dark purple color—likely some healing potion a fae had cooked up. Careful not to hurt myself, I tugged both tubes out of my arm. I hated seeing those things protruding from me. I could only imagine how I looked with tubes and wires covering my sweaty body as I moaned in my sleep. I despised looking weak. Feeling better than I had since taking that sip of wine, I decided it would be fine to try to look more like myself.Easing up onto the pillows behind me, I glanced around at the familiar surroundings. I was at my family’s home. Outside the window, the massive forest of the Eastern Wilds stretched beyond my father’s property. The Eleventh Pack’s land wasn’t huge like some of the other packs’, but it was still beautiful. I was glad I was here rather than at a hospital or operative clinic.A few bottles of water stood on the nightstand next to my bed. Greedily
I blamed the drug. It had messed with my head and forced me into heat. If a fat, tottering old man with one leg and fungus on his face had found me instead of Wyatt, I’d have been all over him as well. It had nothing to do with Wyatt himself. That made sense, and it’s what I told myself. What I repeated over and over, swearing I’d never have another unholy thought about Wyatt until the day I died.Once I was mostly under control, I checked my nightstand and found my phone plugged in and ready. When I checked the home screen, I had to blink and double-check, then triple-check the date. I’d been out for three days? Holy shit. If that was true, then my mating ceremony was the next day.I sagged back onto my pillows. Jayson and I had finally picked a date a few weeks before, but it might have been postponed due to my accident. I had a very faint memory of him being at the parking lot where Wyatt had found me. I closed my eyes as I tried to remember if that had been real or part of some fe
I could cut the tension in the air with a knife, but I couldn’t stop myself. I hated relying on anyone or asking for help. The fact that Wyatt, of all people, had found me and called for help stuck in my craw and made it impossible for me not to try knocking him down a notch or two. My anger wasn’t even directed at him, really, but at myself for having fantasized about him.Kolton rolled his eyes. “I took Wyatt on a run, then came by to check on you. Chill the hell out.”“On a run?” I asked. “Now unofficial pack members go on runs?”“Oh, stop. Both of you,” Dad said. “Can’t we all just be happy that Kira is okay?”“Right,” Kolton said. “I mean, shouldn’t you simply be happy that Wyatt saved your life?”I scoffed at him. “Zoe saved my life, not Wyatt.”“Uh, well…” Zoe cleared her throat. “I wouldn’t have really known anything was wrong if Wyatt hadn’t called Jayson. Then Jayson called me a few seconds later and demanded I get him there fast. You would have bled out and died. So, um, Wy
The unrest between the packs did not inspire confidence. Dad was right when he said there was no way the Eleventh Pack could defend against a full attack by something like the Fourth or Fifth packs, or gods forbid, the First Pack. That thought sent a shiver of fear through me. I would do whatever was necessary to make sure we were strong enough to fend off an attack.“Kira, sweetie, do you want to go practice on your hair and makeup for tomorrow?” Mom asked, pulling me out of my thoughts.“Yeah,” Zoe said with a smile. “I’ve got some ideas. When I’m done with you, Jayson will want to rip your clothes off.”Dad grimaced and walked away. “My cue to leave,” he said over his shoulder.“Sure,” I said. “Let’s give it a shot.”I followed my mother and Zoe back into my room. I wasn’t excited about the mating ceremony at all. Jayson was fine, but not who I’d have chosen for myself—not by a long shot. All I could do was put the worry out of my mind and let Mom and Zoe fuss over me. Tomorrow wou
His parents, however, were adamant that he needed to finish his education in the Eastern Wilds and stay close to home. They wanted him ready and willing to take over as pack alpha. I thought that was dumb. Kolton and Kira had no autonomy to do as they liked. Their parents were treating them like little kids.Kolton slapped his book closed and rubbed his eyes. “Okay, I need a break. I’m going to go cross-eyed if I study anymore. Want a snack or something?”I stood and stretched. “Yeah. Then I need to check on some stuff with some of my guys. I’ve been here for days. I should make sure they’re good.”I was a lone wolf, but over the years, I’d grouped up with a small group of guys. We were all the same—guys who’d lost their packs in some way and were now on their own. I was the de facto leader of the group, but Kolton’s parents had taken us in a long time ago. Back in the day, that had been a minor scandal, but we’d done our best to prove we were worth it. Most shifters looked down on lo
Zoe held up a hand to stop Kolton. “Now I will admit, if you think too long about some of the stuff that happens, it is awful. I mean…I don’t like watching people die, but they all signed up for it, and it’s more of a cultural thing. In the past, wolf shifters went through similar trials to find their mate, and lots of them died. It’s part of why you all do the blood test thing now. It’s a show, and that’s that. Watch it or don’t. I, on the other hand, love the drama. It’s sort of romantic. A bunch of rejected alphas competing to win the heart of a rejected female. The whole thing where the Moon Goddess comes and blesses their new union at the end.” Zoe sighed and smiled, her eyes glassy. “It’s dreamy. And honestly, if I knew I was going to find a lifelong partner, I’d think long and hard about taking part in the dangerous missions and tasks they go through. It’s exciting to watch.”Kolton laughed and shook his head. “Okay. You do you. I’m gonna grab something to eat.”He was gone bef