Nervously, I smoothed my dress for the hundredth time. The color was a deep crimson, almost the color of blood. Zoe had picked it out for me. It was the second dress she’d chosen. The first had been a bright white dress with lots of tulle and satin. I’d gaped at it in horror. It took nearly an hour to explain to her that white dresses were only worn at human and fae weddings. Shifters—wolves at least—never wore white for weddings. There was no reason behind it; it was simply tradition. Red, violet, and other dark colors were used for these ceremonies. I’d never seen Zoe as confused as when I’d explained that to her.Honestly, I understood where she was coming from. The entire thing was confusing even to me. Official mating ceremonies weren’t necessary per se. It was a show, a public display of what was supposed to have already taken place in the heart. Fated mates were so intrinsic and sacred that the Moon Goddess Heline herself sanctioned them. The only thing Jayson and I had to do t
He’d drugged my wine as seamlessly as a human magician made a coin vanish.I gritted my teeth and forced myself to focus on what was important: my ceremony. When I looked at Jayson, I almost faltered. He didn’t have the customary runes and symbols painted on his face. I kept walking but wondered why. Maybe the Ninth Pack wasn’t as traditional as others. Still, he was dressed in some of the nicest clothes I’d ever seen, and as I approached, he stepped forward to face me. My worries quickly faded.We stood facing each other for several awkward seconds. Traditionally, the male mate spoke first, but Jayson was looking around, almost as if he was uncomfortable. Had I ever attended a Ninth Pack mating ceremony? Did they do things differently? Maybe.Inwardly rolling my eyes, I decided to take the reins and get things started. I was sure the goddess would overlook such a small change to protocol.Pulling my shoulders back and lifting my chin, I began. “I, Kira Lana Durst, bring myself to bes
Steadying my legs, I lunged forward, grabbing Jayson’s sleeve and tugging him around, making him look at me.“Jayson? Please, we can fix this. Don’t do this. It wasn’t my fault. Please.” The last word came out like a pitiful whine. I was ashamed of the way I was begging, but I couldn’t stop myself.Jayson’s lip curled up in disgust. “Don’t touch me, you filthy whore.”He yanked his hand from my grip and vanished into the forest. His words slammed into me. All I’d ever tried to do was bring pride to my family and pack. Being rejected like this, in public, was almost more than I could take. Some of my packmates were still shouting at the Ninth Pack, but everyone was moving away into the surrounding woods. I was left in the clearing, disgraced and on my knees. Humiliation cascaded over me, followed by shame, horror, and a sick feeling swelling within me.A pair of eyes caught my attention. Striking green and incredibly intense. Wyatt. Pity and hurt radiated from his gaze. Pity for me.It
“No, it’s not. I was born first. I’m tabbed to be the next leader of the Eleventh Pack. Kira’s an alpha, too, though. Super rare in a female, and even though she can’t shift, she constantly made sure my parents knew she would lead the way. Kira’s always known I had no desire to be the pack alpha, that I had other dreams. She took the entire burden of my parents’ expectations onto her shoulders. She was determined to find a match that would strengthen the packs, either by combining us with another or creating a powerful alliance that would keep me from having to take the mantle.”Kolton was very intelligent and had also been born an alpha. With Kira’s shifting ability suppressed, he was expected to take over. Kolton wanted that about as much as most people wanted a root canal. It all made sense now. Kira had latched onto the idea of mating with Jayson to bring pride, power, and prestige to her pack and save her brother from a life of misery. It made what happened the day before sting a
“You almost died a few days ago,” I said, taking a step toward her. “There is no reason for you to be going on missions when you’re not fully healed. You need to recover physically…and mentally,” I added with a shrug.Her eyes flashed. “What I do, and how I choose to recover, is not your business, Wyatt.”“It is my business when I’m always running around and saving you from danger.”Kira grabbed her sandwich and hurled it in my direction. I dodged, and the sandwich hit the wall with a sad little thump and slid to the floor, leaving a trail of peanut butter in its wake.“I guess you haven’t heard the good news. You won’t have to worry about saving me anymore. I’ve just been terminated as a Tranquility Operative. Effective immediately. I’ve been fired.”My eyes nearly popped out of my head. What? The council fired Kira? The words didn’t make sense. All the ribbing about having to be her white knight and swooping in to save her was mostly my way of getting under her skin. Kira was the be
As I prepared for the day and tried to ignore the physical ache from my rejection, a bitter sense of loss settled in my heart when I looked at my Tranquility ops gear in my closet. I’d never wear it again. The one thing I was really good at, the one thing that made me whole, and now it was gone, too. That hurt almost as much as letting down my family. If I still had my job, at least I could have buried myself in work. Catching bad guys was a surefire way to get my mind off everything else.I’d tried that as soon as the mating ceremony fell apart. Within hours of Jayson rejecting me, I called my superiors and asked to get back to work. I had hoped I would get a new case, a new project that would preoccupy me. Instead, they terminated me over the phone. There had been no build-up, no fake apologies. Just a couple sentences about cutbacks, a week’s severance pay, and a boot in the ass. I’d put my life on the line for the council for years, and then Jayson’s bitch of an aunt pulled a few
Zoe’s mouth dropped open. “Kira, there’s no way to fix it. Jayson, piece of shit that he is, rejected you. You’ve given all you could for your family and pack. You don’t owe them shit. Why do you even want to make these people happy? Honestly, the only people who seem to understand how hard you’ve tried are Kolton and Wyatt and his band of lone wolves. Everyone else is demanding a pound of flesh from you.”I groaned at Wyatt’s name. He was where everything had gone wrong. I couldn’t even think about him without getting depressed.I held a hand up. “Let’s please not talk about Wyatt. And let’s not discuss Kolton, either. He’s getting all these ideas about dropping out of school. He’s close to giving up his dreams of starting his own business to stay here and take over as alpha. You and I both know that’s the last thing he wants. He’ll shrivel and die inside if that ends up being his fate. Gods, it pisses me off and breaks my heart.”Zoe’s face softened. “I know, but…” She shrugged. “Be
The crowd applauded again, but I barely heard them. I was staring at Von Thornton, my bowl of ice cream forgotten.“I’m here for this special program to announce that there has been a bit of a wrench thrown into the production of season thirty-one. A wrench that, on first inspection, could have proven disastrous, but upon closer study, may be the greatest and most exciting wrinkle that’s ever happened.”Von stood, smoothed his immaculate suit, and walked to the edge of the stage. “Our female star has, unfortunately, had to withdraw from the show.”A murmur of disquiet ran through the crowd. Zoe gasped and put a hand to her mouth. I’d never heard of a female contestant stepping down. I wasn’t as huge a fan as Zoe was, but the show was an omnipresent part of life, an institution almost everyone followed—even if unwillingly.Von held up his hand to silence the crowd, then flashed another bright smile. “Easy, everyone. This isn’t my first rodeo, as the humans say. An exciting opportunity