His parents, however, were adamant that he needed to finish his education in the Eastern Wilds and stay close to home. They wanted him ready and willing to take over as pack alpha. I thought that was dumb. Kolton and Kira had no autonomy to do as they liked. Their parents were treating them like little kids.
Kolton slapped his book closed and rubbed his eyes. “Okay, I need a break. I’m going to go cross-eyed if I study anymore. Want a snack or something?”
I stood and stretched. “Yeah. Then I need to check on some stuff with some of my guys. I’ve been here for days. I should make sure they’re good.”
I was a lone wolf, but over the years, I’d grouped up with a small group of guys. We were all the same—guys who’d lost their packs in some way and were now on their own. I was the de facto leader of the group, but Kolton’s parents had taken us in a long time ago. Back in the day, that had been a minor scandal, but we’d done our best to prove we were worth it. Most shifters looked down on lone wolves with disdain, which was one of the reasons I didn’t make my opinions overtly known to anyone but Kolton. We would never be official Eleventh Pack members, and that was fine with us, but the support of a pack kept us safer than we’d be on our own.
I followed Kolton down the hallway to the living room but came up short when I saw Kira sitting on the edge of the couch. Zoe was painting swirling symbols on her face. Kira looked so serene and calm that I couldn’t help but see how beautiful she was.
Another flush of anger burst in me. I’d been here for days, slept on the couch in Kolton’s room every night, waiting for Kira to wake up, to be okay, and Jayson hadn’t stopped by once. The guy couldn’t even be bothered to check on this beautiful woman who was supposed to be his fated mate. I gritted my teeth but kept my face impassive as Zoe caught sight of us.
“Hey, guys,” Zoe said. “How does the lovely bride look?”
Kira opened her eyes, and irritation flashed across her face when she saw me. Before I could answer Zoe, Kira said, “Save it. I don’t need to hear your opinion, Wyatt. It means less than nothing.”
Taking a calming breath, I said, “I’m glad I hold a place of such high esteem. It’s too bad your soon-to-be mate doesn’t care enough to stop by. He apparently isn’t concerned about your appearance, either.” I shrugged nonchalantly. “From the looks of it, he doesn’t give a damn if you’re alive.”
Kolton snorted a laugh, but Kira glared daggers at me. “Shouldn’t you be out there checking on your little band of misfits?” She arched a curved eyebrow. “Aren’t you supposed to be working today? Or did the Tranquility Council kick you out of the operatives?”
I crossed my arms and looked at the ceiling, pretending to make some very careful calculations before looking at her again. “Oh, yeah, that’s right. The operative schedules got all mixed up when one of our agents allowed herself to get drugged and nearly killed. If only one of the operatives had shown up and told everyone to abort the mission. Man, things would have turned out way better if they’d all listened to that guy’s gut instinct.”
Zoe’s cheeks puffed up. “Okay, maybe we should talk about something a little less–”
“What exactly are you getting at Wyatt?” Kira demanded.
I gave her a mock look of surprise and confusion. “Who? Me? I’m just saying you’re a magnet for trouble, and I constantly have to swoop in and save your ass.”
Kolton whistled through his teeth, knowing I’d stepped on a hornet’s nest. Everyone was well aware of her background. Kira was a fierce operative, with tons of awards and accolades to prove it, but her fearlessness had put her in dire predicaments more than once before—enough that even she had to know it was a problem. She tended to get very defensive about it. The irritation on her face was quickly skyrocketing to full-blown rage.
“Okay, guys, I still need to do her nails,” Zoe said, stepping in before an explosion of curses and shouting started. “We’re about to watch last season’s rerun of The Reject Project. You can stay, but then there needs to be a truce. Got it?”
Kolton made a derogatory noise with his tongue. “That’s like watching cock fighting. The whole show is barbaric. Zoe, how do you not get sick watching it?”
I was with Kolton on that. The show was too much. I’d actively refrained from watching it my whole life because it was not my cup of tea, but it seemed Kolton and I were in the minority.
Zoe folded her hands in her lap and gave Kolton a sickly-sweet look. “Well, Mister Wolfboy, the show has been on for thirty years, which means I’m obviously not the only one who likes it.”
“You’re saying that because it’s been on since before we were born, it’s moral?” Kolton asked with an incredulous look.
Zoe laughed. “Who said it was moral? You could argue p**n is immoral, but millions of humans and creatures watch that.”
Kolton pointed at her. “So you admit that the show is like torture p**n or something?”
“No. I know I used big words, so I can see how you got confused. I was comparing moralities. What I’m saying is that the whole world is mesmerized by it, not only wolf shifters. The Reject Project is the highest-rated show in every demographic. If you’ve got something that even fallen angels want to watch, you know it’s good.”
“But–”
Zoe held up a hand to stop Kolton. “Now I will admit, if you think too long about some of the stuff that happens, it is awful. I mean…I don’t like watching people die, but they all signed up for it, and it’s more of a cultural thing. In the past, wolf shifters went through similar trials to find their mate, and lots of them died. It’s part of why you all do the blood test thing now. It’s a show, and that’s that. Watch it or don’t. I, on the other hand, love the drama. It’s sort of romantic. A bunch of rejected alphas competing to win the heart of a rejected female. The whole thing where the Moon Goddess comes and blesses their new union at the end.” Zoe sighed and smiled, her eyes glassy. “It’s dreamy. And honestly, if I knew I was going to find a lifelong partner, I’d think long and hard about taking part in the dangerous missions and tasks they go through. It’s exciting to watch.”Kolton laughed and shook his head. “Okay. You do you. I’m gonna grab something to eat.”He was gone bef
Nervously, I smoothed my dress for the hundredth time. The color was a deep crimson, almost the color of blood. Zoe had picked it out for me. It was the second dress she’d chosen. The first had been a bright white dress with lots of tulle and satin. I’d gaped at it in horror. It took nearly an hour to explain to her that white dresses were only worn at human and fae weddings. Shifters—wolves at least—never wore white for weddings. There was no reason behind it; it was simply tradition. Red, violet, and other dark colors were used for these ceremonies. I’d never seen Zoe as confused as when I’d explained that to her.Honestly, I understood where she was coming from. The entire thing was confusing even to me. Official mating ceremonies weren’t necessary per se. It was a show, a public display of what was supposed to have already taken place in the heart. Fated mates were so intrinsic and sacred that the Moon Goddess Heline herself sanctioned them. The only thing Jayson and I had to do t
He’d drugged my wine as seamlessly as a human magician made a coin vanish.I gritted my teeth and forced myself to focus on what was important: my ceremony. When I looked at Jayson, I almost faltered. He didn’t have the customary runes and symbols painted on his face. I kept walking but wondered why. Maybe the Ninth Pack wasn’t as traditional as others. Still, he was dressed in some of the nicest clothes I’d ever seen, and as I approached, he stepped forward to face me. My worries quickly faded.We stood facing each other for several awkward seconds. Traditionally, the male mate spoke first, but Jayson was looking around, almost as if he was uncomfortable. Had I ever attended a Ninth Pack mating ceremony? Did they do things differently? Maybe.Inwardly rolling my eyes, I decided to take the reins and get things started. I was sure the goddess would overlook such a small change to protocol.Pulling my shoulders back and lifting my chin, I began. “I, Kira Lana Durst, bring myself to bes
Steadying my legs, I lunged forward, grabbing Jayson’s sleeve and tugging him around, making him look at me.“Jayson? Please, we can fix this. Don’t do this. It wasn’t my fault. Please.” The last word came out like a pitiful whine. I was ashamed of the way I was begging, but I couldn’t stop myself.Jayson’s lip curled up in disgust. “Don’t touch me, you filthy whore.”He yanked his hand from my grip and vanished into the forest. His words slammed into me. All I’d ever tried to do was bring pride to my family and pack. Being rejected like this, in public, was almost more than I could take. Some of my packmates were still shouting at the Ninth Pack, but everyone was moving away into the surrounding woods. I was left in the clearing, disgraced and on my knees. Humiliation cascaded over me, followed by shame, horror, and a sick feeling swelling within me.A pair of eyes caught my attention. Striking green and incredibly intense. Wyatt. Pity and hurt radiated from his gaze. Pity for me.It
“No, it’s not. I was born first. I’m tabbed to be the next leader of the Eleventh Pack. Kira’s an alpha, too, though. Super rare in a female, and even though she can’t shift, she constantly made sure my parents knew she would lead the way. Kira’s always known I had no desire to be the pack alpha, that I had other dreams. She took the entire burden of my parents’ expectations onto her shoulders. She was determined to find a match that would strengthen the packs, either by combining us with another or creating a powerful alliance that would keep me from having to take the mantle.”Kolton was very intelligent and had also been born an alpha. With Kira’s shifting ability suppressed, he was expected to take over. Kolton wanted that about as much as most people wanted a root canal. It all made sense now. Kira had latched onto the idea of mating with Jayson to bring pride, power, and prestige to her pack and save her brother from a life of misery. It made what happened the day before sting a
“You almost died a few days ago,” I said, taking a step toward her. “There is no reason for you to be going on missions when you’re not fully healed. You need to recover physically…and mentally,” I added with a shrug.Her eyes flashed. “What I do, and how I choose to recover, is not your business, Wyatt.”“It is my business when I’m always running around and saving you from danger.”Kira grabbed her sandwich and hurled it in my direction. I dodged, and the sandwich hit the wall with a sad little thump and slid to the floor, leaving a trail of peanut butter in its wake.“I guess you haven’t heard the good news. You won’t have to worry about saving me anymore. I’ve just been terminated as a Tranquility Operative. Effective immediately. I’ve been fired.”My eyes nearly popped out of my head. What? The council fired Kira? The words didn’t make sense. All the ribbing about having to be her white knight and swooping in to save her was mostly my way of getting under her skin. Kira was the be
As I prepared for the day and tried to ignore the physical ache from my rejection, a bitter sense of loss settled in my heart when I looked at my Tranquility ops gear in my closet. I’d never wear it again. The one thing I was really good at, the one thing that made me whole, and now it was gone, too. That hurt almost as much as letting down my family. If I still had my job, at least I could have buried myself in work. Catching bad guys was a surefire way to get my mind off everything else.I’d tried that as soon as the mating ceremony fell apart. Within hours of Jayson rejecting me, I called my superiors and asked to get back to work. I had hoped I would get a new case, a new project that would preoccupy me. Instead, they terminated me over the phone. There had been no build-up, no fake apologies. Just a couple sentences about cutbacks, a week’s severance pay, and a boot in the ass. I’d put my life on the line for the council for years, and then Jayson’s bitch of an aunt pulled a few
Zoe’s mouth dropped open. “Kira, there’s no way to fix it. Jayson, piece of shit that he is, rejected you. You’ve given all you could for your family and pack. You don’t owe them shit. Why do you even want to make these people happy? Honestly, the only people who seem to understand how hard you’ve tried are Kolton and Wyatt and his band of lone wolves. Everyone else is demanding a pound of flesh from you.”I groaned at Wyatt’s name. He was where everything had gone wrong. I couldn’t even think about him without getting depressed.I held a hand up. “Let’s please not talk about Wyatt. And let’s not discuss Kolton, either. He’s getting all these ideas about dropping out of school. He’s close to giving up his dreams of starting his own business to stay here and take over as alpha. You and I both know that’s the last thing he wants. He’ll shrivel and die inside if that ends up being his fate. Gods, it pisses me off and breaks my heart.”Zoe’s face softened. “I know, but…” She shrugged. “Be