Eira’s POV
March 14th, 1725 was the day I had long awaited. Today was the day I become Luna. Werewolves were expected to find their wolf once they turned twenty-two and today was exactly that day. I was going to wolf out during the official mating ceremony between me and my betrothed - the Alpha. “ You look gorgeous today, Lady Eira,” the maids who helped me with my makeup and dress complimented. “ That's thanks to you all though,” I appreciated. “ I'm super excited for you! You've waited so long for this day so how do you feel? Excited or nervous?” Mrs Belinda, the head maid asked. “ Both, I think,” I answered nervously. I was excited to finally be married to Alpha Axel but nervous because I was to wolf out in front of the entire pack. The thought of everything that was to happen this night under the full moon came with a new type of pressure but it didn't matter if that was all it takes to be with Axel. “ Sure, you are! Who wouldn't be?!” She exclaimed and laughed in excitement. “ You'll be fine so don't think too much about it,” she patted my head warmly. I walked down the aisle with a bouquet of flowers in my hands, my silver white gown brushing against the ground whose path was arrayed with moonflowers. My tiara reflected the perfect radiance of the moonlight - everything was perfect, with purple wisteria surrounding the venue. It was an outdoor ceremony. “ How do I look?” I whispered to Alpha Axel the moment I stood facing him on the raised platform. My face was flushed just from the thought of him complimenting me. “ Why are you asking such a dumb question? The maids aren't there for nothing, of course they'll do justice to your face. Besides, I wouldn't marry you if you were ugly, not even if it was my father's wish,” he answered harshly. “ I'm sorry, I didn't mean to get you angry,” I apologized, feeling extremely guilty. I was quite aware how much Axel hated talks like this yet I proceeded to ruin his mood. “ Whatever,” he shrugged. “ You can proceed, High priest Friene,” he ignored me. The high priest began the mating ceremony and soon it was time for me to wolf out. Everywhere went silent… What was happening? “ My lady, why don't you try again?” High priest Friene whispered into my ears. My eyes went to the gossiping crowd and the doubting nobles. I had attempted to change previously but how come I was still in human form? “ A-Alright,” I stuttered. Fear had gripped my heart at the thought that I hadn't transformed even though everything from the mood to the auspicious time was set. The intimidating eyes of Axel made it worse. It was somewhat like anger with a mix of disappointment and yet with a glimmer of hope that I wouldn't embarrass myself or him. “ Maybe I didn't concentrate properly last time,” I comforted myself in my head. I would get it right and make Alpha Axel proud. Trying again for the second time, I felt the aura people often exuded while wolfing out but just as instantly as it came, it vanished. I had once again not transformed and by this time, the crowd was beginning to get disappointed and saying all manner of harsh things. Tears had begun forming in my eyes, why me? I had long awaited this day, so why? Was I wolfless? There's no way I was if that was the case, I would be the first wolfless werewolf in the pack. No, I have to be positive. “ Alpha A…” I looked at Axel wanting him to comfort me so badly, to tell me that it was alright and to feed me with what I wanted to hear so badly. “ I can't believe my father really wanted me to end up with someone as mediocre as you,” he slapped his hand across his face as he scoffed. The tears I had been holding back gradually slipped from my eyes. “ At least, now I have a reason to not fulfill my late father's wish. The pack doesn't need a nobody who is wolfless to be their Luna,” his words hurt like a knife stab. “ Axel, just give me another…” I cried. “ You don't know your place yet, having the guts to call me by my name,” he snapped. “ The wedding will go on, just not with you. Lilith, will you be my bride?” He proposed to Lilith who stood in the crowd. Lilith was the Beta’s daughter and the girl whom Axel had been seeing behind my back. Her calm and innocent face quickly had a smirk on it, like she has anticipated it. I was well aware for all the years that I and Alpha Axel were betrothed that they were dating behind my back but I convinced myself so badly that I could and would change him once we got married but I was wrong. “ It will be a pleasure, Your Highness,” she bowed before getting on the platform. “ Your Majesty, you can't just…” I cried as Lilith gracefully walked past me to his side. “ I, Alpha Axel, reject you, Eira Beaumont, as my mate. For the sake of the pack, I hope you accept this rejection and keep whatever honor you have left,” he rejected me instantly without a second thought. “ I-I, Eira Beaumont accept your rejection,” I mumbled, clenching my chest as I let the tears flow. I felt our mate bond break, everything was happening too fast. “ The biggest mistake was someone as lowly as you ending up as my mate and my dad favoring you. In that regard, the Moon Goddess must have done me dirty,” he spat. Taking a few shaky steps back, trying to assimilate everything that had happened, I turned around and dashed out of the mating ceremony. Yes, I was at fault. I had ignored all Axel’s gestures and attitudes towards me, filling myself with the hope that things would get better as time went by. It was always a one-sided love I didn't want to admit. What was luck? I was lucky to have found favor in the old Alpha’s sight and to have coincidentally become Axel's mate but that was only because I was unlucky. I had lost my mom at eight who was a worker in the palace and by twelve, I lost my dad who was a royal guard and the closest to the old Alpha. Left without a single family member, the old Alpha took me in and treated me rather well and even went ahead to betroth me to Axel when I was fifteen. Things had started looking up for me and I felt I could win Axel's love with my sincerity but I was wrong, I was merely not up to his standards. I found myself in front of a stream after a while of running. Sitting down, I cried profusely not holding back. I would permanently bear the scar of being the unlucky and wolfless one.Eira’s POVTwo months later “ Can you help with cleaning the vases if you're done with your kitchen duty?” Mrs Belinda asked me. “ Sure,” I answered with a smile. Two months had passed after my failed wedding with Alpha Axel and as much as I had reassured everyone close to me that it was alright, I knew they took precautions around me to make sure nothing triggered me. To be honest, it hurts to be in the very same palace I would have been the mistress of, as a maid but it's not like I had a choice. I for one knew that Alpha Axel wouldn't have hesitated to kick me out when our mating ceremony fell through but his late father's words had a play in my stay. And as much as the old Alpha was dead, the ministers respected the wishes he left behind. I probably wouldn't have been able to move on if not for cooking. During my rainy days, I would often cook to relieve stress and of course, all Lilith did was make life harder for me. She did her utmost best to ruin me which
Eira’s POVThe day of the banquet I still found it unreal that Alpha Axel would assign such an important task of preparing and supervising the cooking for such an important day event. “ For the first time, Alpha Axel doesn't seem to be blind. He finally looked past your previous relationship and recognized your talent,” Lara squealed in excitement still living in the bliss of such an appointment. “ I appreciate how happy you are for me but at this rate, you'll get the appointment revoked,” I sighed, tired of explaining to her not to voice out every thought. “ Alright, no need to get mad. I will do my best to ensure that my mouth doesn't put you into trouble after all, you've worked your butt off for this,” she drew an invisible zipper in front of her lips. “ Thank you,” I muttered. How exactly was I going to explain that I didn't cook so eagerly and earnestly to get kitchen duty or spearhead any special event? That was just me channeling my frustrations and p
Eira’s POV I stared at Nina, Lilith’s minion who had dashed out from nowhere and claimed the food I cooked was poisoned. “ What do you mean the food's poisoned?” Axel took the words right from my mouth. “ I watched when Eira was cooking and I noticed how she suspiciously added something, so I decided to check it out once she had gone out. I found out that she added poisonous mushrooms instead of the usual non-harmful mushrooms,” she heaved, her expression that of fear and panic. Someone was trying to sabotage me because I knew I would never poison Lilith not even if I don't like her. She opened a small cloth and showed them some button mushrooms with was the mushroom I used in the soup. Wait… those weren't the mushrooms I bought. These were destroying angels, just then, my heart began to beat faster and faster. Someone was framing me. “ These are the mushrooms I found in the kitchen. They are destroying angels and you can ask any top chef here, they'll be able
Eira’s POV My heart pounded hard against my chest as I sprinted across the dense forest, my own ragged breathing echoing in my ears. The air was thick with the scent of pine needles and damp earth, and the sound of my hasty footsteps mingling with the rustling of leaves. I could hear the sound of horses chasing after me. “ Find her and kill her!” The general’s voice echoed through the near silent forest. Tears streamed down my cheeks as fear gripped me. I didn't want to die, at least not now. “ Could I really outrun them?” I pondered as I ran as fast as I could. Lara had given me a map but there wasn't any time to look at it. “ Captain! I've found her!” One of the knights yelled and the next thing I heard was a wheezing sound. I fell to the ground as my leg gave in and an arrow went past my face and stuck into a tree - that had been the wheezing sound I had heard. My breath became more unsteady as I panicked, I stood up still dazed by what had happened, my
Eira's POV Disjointed images flickered behind my eyelids - a grimy alleyway, the sting of a fresh wound, a kind face hovering above me. Then, blinding white, hushed voices, and the overwhelming warmth of a hand wrapped in mine. A throbbing pain pierced through my shoulder, dragging me back to reality with a gasp. My vision drifted, the sterile room tilting at an alarming angle. "Easy there, Cleo," a gentle voice soothed.Cleo? The unfamiliar name sent a jolt through me. Faint memories surfaced - a cheerful fishmonger, a grand palace, bewildered faces staring down at me. I was in the Imperial Infirmary, that much was clear from the hushed tones and the starched white sheets. I had fainted due to my wounds after the revelation of my true identity. The Emperor and Empress had a worried expression on their faces. Was my condition really that bad? I sincerely didn't want to worry them more than I already have. Overwhelmed, my vision blurred, the room tilting once
Eira's POV I was lying on the bed, scrutinizing the detailed ceiling with a mixture of worry and excitement . This was the night; the one where I was to be presented to the empire officially as its princess. It has been a month since I had arrived in this gilded cage, learning grace in etiquette, dancing and history for thirty days. The idea of standing in front of the imperial court whose members would expectantly stare at me made shivers run down my spine . Yet, I felt a bit thrilled to be in this situation. “Princess Cleo,” Mona’s voice, soft and kind, pulled me away from my thoughts. “Are you hearing what I am saying?” I blinked at her worried expression. Mona, who was my maid-in-waiting, had become something more than just a servant to me. We grew close nearly instantly, she was sincere and yet not easily swayed. I could tell she genuinely liked me for who I am not my title. In many ways she had become both an advisor and my reference point, you could say we had be
Eira's POV My eyes rested on the Grand Cross son. He had wine red hair and intimidating amber eyes with a tall muscular body - he had a medium build so he was just right. He stood beside the Grand Duke's son. His tan skin complimented his hair and eye color so perfectly. Mom must have noticed my fascination which made her clear her throat to get my attention. “ Cleo, this is Kia Charlemagne, a Grand Commander and the son of the Grand Cross. And this is Anakin Valois, the son of the Grand Duke as well as a Grand Commander,” mom introduced. Grand Commander? At their age? My jaw dropped slightly. Kia looked barely older than twenty-four and same goes for Anakin. How did they achieve that at this age? My eyes settled on Anakin. I hadn't taken a proper look at him because I was so lost in Kia’s handsomeness - not that I mean anything by that. On the other hand, Anakin was the total opposite of Kia. He was slender and had a feminine look to him, maybe that had so
Eira's POV This was getting awkward, especially for me. With the gaze of the whole empire on I and Kia, I regretted my choice. I might have been able to endure this if he didn't look at me with those piercing eyes of his like that. “ Just kill me,” I muttered. “ Huh? You want me to dance with you? What makes you think I'd agree to that?” He snapped. I knew I shouldn't have acted impulsively. “ T-that's…” I stuttered. How was I going to explain him that I didn't even pre-plan what just happened!? “ First, you have me become your personal guard and trainer just because you're the princess and now you want to make me your dance partner. You've got to be kidding me,” he scoffed. I knew my parents had ruined his image of me. “ Well, I'm here for the sauce,” Anakin watched in amusement rather than help resolve. What was I really expecting from him? He was clearly acting exactly how I had assumed he would. “ Are you going to use your position or the
Eira's POV “ I want to get scarfs,” I pointed at a shop that sold all types and designs of scarfs. “ Alright, we'll be outside waiting for you or would you prefer us to help you pick out scarfs for you?” Kia asked. I hated how he acted like my personal guard even though he was. Why can't he be less professional??? “ Oo! Oo!!” Anakin raised his hand like he was the one Kia was asking. “ I can see you have a splendid taste in things, Cleo and the winter is approaching. But given your inexperience in shopping, I think it'll be a good idea for me to follow you in,” he cleared his throat. “ Absolutely, not,” Kia hit the back of his head. “ Cleo will decide that and I don't think if she had to take anyone it would be you,” Kia snapped at him. “ Prin…Cleo, what's your decision?” Mona nearly added my title. “ Yes, what's your decision? Should we…” “ Just stay outside and don't you think of coming in with me. I'm talking to the both of you!” I raised my
Eira's POV We walked into the main streets and at least I and Kia were finally paired up. Mona and Anakin walked behind us arguing all the way. “ Is there any place in particular you'd like to go to, Your Highness?” Kia asked. Why was he still addressing me formally? “ Erm…” “ What am I saying? I doubt you know anywhere. Aren't you always in the palace?” He asked rhetorically, not once making eye contact with me. “ You don't really have to put it that way,” I sighed. Besides, he was one to talk like he wasn't from a similar family background with me. “ If you see anything that you like as we're walking, you can tell me so we'll get it for you,” he informed. I thought after winning him in today's sparring session that he'd treat me more like a friend or at least treat me like he would treat his fellow knights but here he is treating me like something fragile and naive. I hated it. “ Can I do that as well? I know a lot of great places we can buy thi
Eira's POV I ended up wearing something casual, well at least that's what the other maids and Mona claimed. This was anything but casual. They had picked out a matching pair of a cross-button shirt and a slim fitting trouser. The cross-button shirt came with a cape and badges of all kinds, it was also laced with gold chains hanging from it's breast pocket. I wore a white glove to match my seemingly casual look. “ When you said casual, this wasn't what I had in mind,” I whispered to Mona as we headed outside. “ You said you wanted casual, not something cheap,” she answered. “ Besides, how in the world did you convince yourself that you were going to find cheap clothes in your wardrobe? Have you forgotten that you're supposed to be the princess?” Mona nagged. “ Maybe I should just get that then while I'm in the market. Cheap clothes are perfect for outings,” I stated, living a low profile life once in a while wouldn't be that bad. “ Don't think of doing an
Eira's POV Three months later Months had passed by since I began training with Kia and Anakin. I honestly was out doing myself, who knew I'd have a talent in fighting? “ Are you ready for today? You do know that today is D-Day,” Mona said walking behind me as we headed towards the training ground. “ Honestly, I'm freaking out inside and your question isn't exactly helping to calm me down,” I said, taking a deep breath. “ I know I'm not helping right now but you've really improved. With your current ability, you're definitely a lot stronger than the lower ranking knights. Your current strength is on par with Class III knights which rather impressive. No one shots up the ranks this easily,” she analyzed. She certainly knew a lot about knights. “ I doubt my skills are up that level though,” I sighed, depressed. “ Do you think you'd be able to win?” Mona kept bombarding me with questions. “ Take a good look at me and ask me that question again,” I squ
Eira's POV The moon shone down on the palace, giving it an otherworldly radiance which made everything familiar appear strange and enticing at the same time. I looked sideways at Mona whose eyes gleamed with excitement mixed with uncertainty as she was already half way out of the door. I never one day thought I'd be sneaking out…it felt criminal. “ I have no idea why my heart keeps pounding,” I sighed. “ Then we can just decide not to go,” I knew Mona wanted this outcome more than anyone else. “ No! I can't just stand Anakin up,” I said in a hushed tone. “ I'd actually love to see the look on his face if that happened,” she really didn't get along with him.We silently moved through the deserted corridors of the palace covered in thick carpets that muted our footsteps. The air remained still and silent except for the breeze that let themselves in, every now and then. As we drew near, a figure became visible in the darkness. “ Sir Anakin?” I calle
Eira's POV After our talk with my mom, I and Mona headed back inside. Maybe I should really consider taking Mom's advice. “ Mom may be right, maybe I should take the first step,” I said to Mona who walked behind me. “ I'll do my best to support you but just try not to be too forward about it,” Mona advised. “ Even if I wanted to be forward about it, I don't think I can drop my pride to throw myself at him like that,” I sighed. I wasn't crazy enough to do something so embarrassing as throwing myself at him. “ Heyyy! Princess Cleo, you left so suddenly. Are you feeling better?” Anakin popped out of one of the rooms as I walked through the hallway. “ I never said I was feeling terrible to begin with,” I frowned. “ A thank you for asking would have sufficed though,” he winked. “ Ahem… There's something I wanted to ask you,” I cleared my throat. “ Hmm, this is new. It seemed like you weren't fond of me for quite a while,” he picked his ears nonchalant
Eira's POV “ What? Girl talk??” I blinked rapidly in shock. “ Are you that surprised by what I said?” Mom giggled. “ But you're joking right?” I still doubted. “ Why would I? If we hadn't lost you for so long, then you'd have been used to this by now because that's one thing I've always wanted to do with you,” she rubbed her thumb against the tea cup. Her words made me wonder how hurt she must have been when she lost me. “ Now you have me with you,” I placed a hand over hers, smiling broadly at her. “ So what exactly is the center of this girl's talk?” I questioned. “ You're in love with Kia, aren't you?” Mom hit the nail on the head. Mona nearly choked on her tea while I found myself turning super red. “ Both your reactions say a lot, you know.” “ W-what g-gave you that idea?” I stuttered, still flustered by her question. My heart raced faster and faster for no reason. “ Hmm, so you don't love him?” Mom asked casually. “ No, I don't,”
Eira's POV Mom walked in after knocking, her face though wearing a calm expression seemed worried. Did she notice my attitude in the dining room? “ Mom? Do you need me for anything?” I asked, getting up to my feet. Mona on the other hand was already on her feet with her head bowed. “ No…actually yes,” she tilted her head as if she wasn't sure how to put it. “ What is it?” I asked curiously. “ Oh, it's nothing major. I just want us to have tea together in one of the gazebos in the garden,” she offered. “ Sure, I'd love to,” I beamed. My parents were always busy though they made sure to have time for me but I had a feeling it was going to be a little more than that which made me kind of nervous. “ I'll take my leave then, Your Majesty,” Mona genuflected before attempting to move. “ Ahh, there's no need for that. We'll be having tea outside so you can stay if you want,” mom stopped her. “ But, Y-Your Majesty, this is Her Highness’ room. I shouldn't
Eira's POV Their conversation went on. I was barely interested anymore after Kia’s words. “ You'll be moving in today, right?” Mom asked Kia. “ Yes. Since I'm to protect Princess Cleo, it would be best to move on here,” he answered with a small nod. “ I'm moving in too with him,” Anakin beamed, once again finding a way to latch on. “ Are you sure about that? You're not even training Cleo,” dad was a bit concerned. “ Don't overthink it, uncle. It's not a bother at all and besides, I've decided to train Princess Cleo on a certain area,” his gaze moved from my dad to me. My normal self would have shoved his face aside but I barely even had appetite to eat, talk more of dealing with Anakin. “ If you say so,” dad agreed. “ Why aren't you eating? You've been picking at your food for a while now,” Anakin was always the first to notice minor things like this. “ Didn't I tell you to go to the Royal infirmary? Why are you so stubborn? I don't really care