Lilliana’s POVThe souls of water running jolted me awake as I turned on the bed, my eyes opened and was immediately drawn to the table in front of me.The room was filled with the delicious aroma of the tasty food I was staring at, my stomach growled and it was at that moment I remembered I didn’t eat anything before going to bed last night.Sighing, I groaned as I tried to get out of bed and the sound of the bathroom water running came again.I didn’t need a soothsayer to tell me that Nikolai was in there and he was also the one that prepared the table with the delicious meals.A smile tugged at the side of my lips as my mind drifted to the past when I’d spend the night in the master bedroom with him and in the morning we’d have our showers together.Things seemed perfect then, it felt like nothing could go wrong until everything went wrong and a really big part of me wanted those times back.“What the hell are you thinking about?” I said to myself as I shook my head to get the thou
Lilliana’s POVPanting, my eyes flew open as I almost jumped out of bed, my heart raced and looking around, I realized that Nikolai wasn’t in the room.What is going on with me? How could I have had such a nasty dream?Groaning, I rubbed my legs together and realized how wet my pussy was due to the wet dream I’d had.The room felt hot, almost like someone was intentionally squeezing the air out and choking me so hard that I felt like I was getting strangled.I stood up from the bed to open the windows but nothing I did was relieving me of the intense heat that I was feeling.I knew what I was supposed to do but the last thing I wanted to do was fuck myself to the thought of Nikolai doing it.“You know what, I’ll just take a shower, a long, cold shower and that will get rid of every silly thing I’m feeling.” I said to no one in particular.Quickly, I made my way to the bathroom and turned the bath on as I relaxed but the cold water wasn’t helping.My nipples hardened under the cold wat
Lilliana’s POVWalking towards Nikolai has never made me so nervous like I was right now. We soon got to the dining room and Nikolai was at the far end of the table, his usual seat.My steps became heavier and our eyes met for a brief moment as soon as I showed up in the room.My heart pounded so hard that I thought I was going to pass out and it raced so fast that it felt as though it was going to race out of my chest.“It’s just Nikolai,” I reminded myself as I tried to calm my raging heart, “I hate him, I hate him, I want him.” My mantra doesn’t seem to be working as I approach the table.My throat felt dry and Nikolai too has never looked so good. His face was ruggedly handsome and the way his firm mouth curled as if on the edge of laughter threatened to push me over the edge.Something is going on! I’ve never been this affected by him after what happened between him and Jenna.His lips looked firm and sensual and I wanted nothing more than to put mine on it, I wanted to kiss him
Lilliana’s POVMy lips parted to release a moan as the fingers trailed a path down my body. My back arched, almost leaving the bed as his knees separated my legs.“Fuck.” I moaned when I felt his hot breath between my legs, igniting my feelings and letting pleasure spread through me like wildfire.It felt more than good and I kept wanting more even though I could feel his tongue lapping away at my juice.His fingers teasing my clit, biting on it while his fingers gently caressed it. Hell, I wanted his tongue to go deeper, I wanted to feel his length inside me.“Ni—“ I stopped myself when my eyes flew open. My chest heaved, my breathing paced as I felt beads of sweats on my forehead.It was a dream. I should’ve known, it was too good to be real.I was sweating and when I rubbed my thighs together, I could feel the moisture of my juice in my panties.My toe curled and nothing I tried to stop the throbbing of my pussy worked, I couldn’t stop thinking about the dream and the more I though
Lilliana’s POVUnable to control my body, I felt myself melting as I got lost in his eyes with different lustful thoughts racing through my mind.I still couldn’t believe that I was reacting to him like this, I shouldn’t be so putty in his hands not after everything he has put me through but it was hard.It was hard to not get weak knees just by staring at him, it was hard to not feel my panties getting wet just by the way his arms wrapped around me, holding me tightly and pulling me into him.My body felt so hot and the heat I felt in my cheeks intensified, it must have amused Nikolai because I didn’t miss the small smirk that played across his lips.His muscular arm slowly trailed a path down my back and I felt my pulse quickening. I wanted to pull away.I wanted to fight the feeling but it was a game that I was losing. His lips were firm and sensual and they called out to me.“L— Let me…. Go…” I stuttered, my walls breaking as the seconds ticked by and I wanted to look away from hi
Nikolai’s POV“Oh my— it’s midnight!” Lilliana shrieked when she picked up her phone. I had no idea how much time had passed until she just said it.Things were going smoothly and honestly, at this point, I didn’t care if it was midnight or past midnight as long as I was with her.It really didn’t feel like midnight, it was almost like any other night except that I was spending this night with Lilliana and it was perfect.I was talking to her, making her smile and hearing the sound of her laughter that seemed to make me go out of my mind.Picking up my phone, my eyes widened when I saw that it was five minutes past 3AM and I couldn’t help but wonder how time flew by.It was just evening the last time I checked the time, how is it past midnight now?All of the time I spent away from her had made me forget how much it felt like time used to pass when I was with her and a reminder of that feeling made me feel like the most stupid man on earth for letting it all go, for hurting her the wa
Lilliana’s POVI was taken aback, I never thought that I would ever see Nikolai break down in front of me. Tears welled up in my eyes but I was too determined to hold them back.My body shook and my knees went weak as I sat slowly on the bed with Nikolai still kneeling in front of me.“I know, I don’t deserve any more chances, I’ve messed up too much but please, Lilliana.” He begged, reaching out to hold my hand but I pulled it away.I was scared, scared that I’d be forced to forgive and give him the last chance he’s asking for if I let him touch me.I’ve never really been able to control myself whenever Nikolai was involved and seeing him like this was doing things to me.It was as though I was in a haze, like he was a mirage and none of this was real. It was as though Nikolai wasn’t here and I was making things up in my head.I knew I wasn’t making anything up when I felt his hand and something wet on my feet. Gasping, I looked down to see Nikolai holding onto my feet really tightly
Nikolai’s POVUnable to sleep, I tossed and turned uncomfortably on the couch. I’d left the room last night because Lilliana had asked me to.Usually, I’d be on a mat sleeping right next to the bed but since she made it clear to me that she didn’t want to see me, I had to respect that.My heart raced, it was another day and my eyes had been opened most of the night because her words kept ringing in my head.‘I don’t know if I have any more chances to give.’ I played her words back in my head and I groaned.It was killing me, not having her in my life was killing me but I had no other choice. I caused her so much pain, I should be able to take the pain that would come from her possible rejection.My eyes closed as the clock ticked, it was morning already but it was still dark. Realizing that I wouldn’t be able to sleep no matter what, I left the huge living room in the private wing and made my way to the only bedroom there.Carefully, I opened the door to check on her like I usually do