Lilliana’s POVMy lips parted to release a moan as the fingers trailed a path down my body. My back arched, almost leaving the bed as his knees separated my legs.“Fuck.” I moaned when I felt his hot breath between my legs, igniting my feelings and letting pleasure spread through me like wildfire.It felt more than good and I kept wanting more even though I could feel his tongue lapping away at my juice.His fingers teasing my clit, biting on it while his fingers gently caressed it. Hell, I wanted his tongue to go deeper, I wanted to feel his length inside me.“Ni—“ I stopped myself when my eyes flew open. My chest heaved, my breathing paced as I felt beads of sweats on my forehead.It was a dream. I should’ve known, it was too good to be real.I was sweating and when I rubbed my thighs together, I could feel the moisture of my juice in my panties.My toe curled and nothing I tried to stop the throbbing of my pussy worked, I couldn’t stop thinking about the dream and the more I though
Lilliana’s POVUnable to control my body, I felt myself melting as I got lost in his eyes with different lustful thoughts racing through my mind.I still couldn’t believe that I was reacting to him like this, I shouldn’t be so putty in his hands not after everything he has put me through but it was hard.It was hard to not get weak knees just by staring at him, it was hard to not feel my panties getting wet just by the way his arms wrapped around me, holding me tightly and pulling me into him.My body felt so hot and the heat I felt in my cheeks intensified, it must have amused Nikolai because I didn’t miss the small smirk that played across his lips.His muscular arm slowly trailed a path down my back and I felt my pulse quickening. I wanted to pull away.I wanted to fight the feeling but it was a game that I was losing. His lips were firm and sensual and they called out to me.“L— Let me…. Go…” I stuttered, my walls breaking as the seconds ticked by and I wanted to look away from hi
Nikolai’s POV“Oh my— it’s midnight!” Lilliana shrieked when she picked up her phone. I had no idea how much time had passed until she just said it.Things were going smoothly and honestly, at this point, I didn’t care if it was midnight or past midnight as long as I was with her.It really didn’t feel like midnight, it was almost like any other night except that I was spending this night with Lilliana and it was perfect.I was talking to her, making her smile and hearing the sound of her laughter that seemed to make me go out of my mind.Picking up my phone, my eyes widened when I saw that it was five minutes past 3AM and I couldn’t help but wonder how time flew by.It was just evening the last time I checked the time, how is it past midnight now?All of the time I spent away from her had made me forget how much it felt like time used to pass when I was with her and a reminder of that feeling made me feel like the most stupid man on earth for letting it all go, for hurting her the wa
Lilliana’s POVI was taken aback, I never thought that I would ever see Nikolai break down in front of me. Tears welled up in my eyes but I was too determined to hold them back.My body shook and my knees went weak as I sat slowly on the bed with Nikolai still kneeling in front of me.“I know, I don’t deserve any more chances, I’ve messed up too much but please, Lilliana.” He begged, reaching out to hold my hand but I pulled it away.I was scared, scared that I’d be forced to forgive and give him the last chance he’s asking for if I let him touch me.I’ve never really been able to control myself whenever Nikolai was involved and seeing him like this was doing things to me.It was as though I was in a haze, like he was a mirage and none of this was real. It was as though Nikolai wasn’t here and I was making things up in my head.I knew I wasn’t making anything up when I felt his hand and something wet on my feet. Gasping, I looked down to see Nikolai holding onto my feet really tightly
Nikolai’s POVUnable to sleep, I tossed and turned uncomfortably on the couch. I’d left the room last night because Lilliana had asked me to.Usually, I’d be on a mat sleeping right next to the bed but since she made it clear to me that she didn’t want to see me, I had to respect that.My heart raced, it was another day and my eyes had been opened most of the night because her words kept ringing in my head.‘I don’t know if I have any more chances to give.’ I played her words back in my head and I groaned.It was killing me, not having her in my life was killing me but I had no other choice. I caused her so much pain, I should be able to take the pain that would come from her possible rejection.My eyes closed as the clock ticked, it was morning already but it was still dark. Realizing that I wouldn’t be able to sleep no matter what, I left the huge living room in the private wing and made my way to the only bedroom there.Carefully, I opened the door to check on her like I usually do
Nikolai’s POVMy teeth gritted as I examined the room and when the guard told me that everyone was gathered in the safety room already, I rushed there in a bid to find Lilliana.“Where is Lilliana?!” I roared, not caring about anybody else when I looked around and she wasn’t anywhere in the room.“She’s safe, Alpha,” one of the guards responded to my question and I turned with my blood boiling as I raised an eyebrow.“She’s still in the private wing and no one can get there. We tried to get her out but she insisted she was fine.” He explained.I let out a sigh of relief before ordering all of them to remain in the safety room until everything had died down.Five hours had passed and despite the fact that everything had died down, everyone was still a bit destabilized.I’d gone to check on Lilliana and she was sleeping peacefully with her stomach down which made me smile.I needed to work, I needed to do something about these terrorists because I knew that their attack wouldn’t stop at
Nikolai’s POVTired from the drama of the night, Andre had left me to myself so I decided to retire back to the bedroom to check up on Liliana.“How is she?” I asked the guards when I got to the door and they assured me that she was fine with no reason to be worried about her.Nodding, I made my way inside the bedroom to see that she was still very much awake and her eyes glinted when she saw me, almost like she was glad that I’m fine.“I thought you were asleep,” I said, my voice low and resigned as I sat next to her, “why are you still up so late?” I enquired.“I’m going to ask you one more time and I want you to give me nothing but the damn truth,” She retorted, her eyes fiery and her pupils dilating with anger.“What is going on?” She asked and I smiled, hoping that she wouldn’t go all foxy on me if I told her one more time that it was nothing she should worry about.“It’s just…”“I’m not a child, Nikolai, I know that something is wrong, I can hear the commotion from over here but
Lilliana’s POVGroaning, I wanted to turn but the force holding me back made it impossible, my eyes fluttered open and the memories started flooding me.I felt a little sore and it was surprising considering the fact that Nikolai was unbelievably gentle last night.A small smile tugged at the side of my lips as I snuggled closer into him. It felt as though time had stopped as I took in his scent.The satisfaction, waves of ecstasy, everything washed through me as I felt more relaxed than I’ve felt in months. I wanted this moment to last forever.I wanted him to keep holding me like this and I wanted it to be just us against the world. My smile grew wider as the thoughts kept rushing through my mind.“Good Morning,” Nikolai’s gruff voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I just smiled as he held me closer, rubbing my belly and kissing my hair.“How was your night?” He asked, turning me over so that I was going to be facing him. His face early in the morning had always been the highlight