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52. He’s not Afraid Anymore

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last update Terakhir Diperbarui: 2025-04-26 23:48:30

Josh felt that he was very powerful right now, as he had a lot of control over both Ashley and Sharon.

"Calm down. Sharon must be having fun right now. She's my business anyway, you don't need to think about us. Also, as I said earlier, you don't need to bother or think about finding a deal for that matter. And yes, I'm sure you wouldn't badmouth me to your mother."

Josh finished his speech with great satisfaction. From now on, to him, Ashley's threats were just empty bluster with no power. Because in the end, the girl would be able to do nothing but stay in this marriage with him. Even if Ashley was desperate to destroy Josh's reputation to his family, in the end, the one who would get into trouble would be herself, not Josh. From the articles he read in the document hidden by Ashley yesterday, it was enough to show that the rumors circulating about the relationship between Ashley and her parents were not good, it was almost one hundred percent true.

It made Josh guess what steps Ashley's parents might take if the girl ruined the big plans her parents had made to bond with Josh's family.

The expression that spontaneously appeared on Ashley's face was even less okay this time. She didn't realize that a very deep frown had now adorned her forehead so clearly. Depicting that the girl was thinking very hard.

Instead of saying another urgent sentence, she was silent and busy digesting Josh's words that sounded very confident. How could he just believe that she wouldn't badmouth him to her mother? Shouldn't he be skeptical and worried, because this meeting could be an opportunity for Ashley to tell her mother about his scandal—even though Ashley herself obviously wouldn't do it. Or, perhaps, the man was too afraid, so that's why he wanted to stay home and make sure Ashley kept her mouth shut?

“Is it possible... you didn't go because you wanted to make sure that I wouldn't talk about your relationship with your girlfriend to my mom?” Ashley asked in a careful tone, not with an arrogant intonation like she had done before.

Josh laughed in a low tone, "No. I told you, I knew you wouldn't. Either with me here, or not. So, stop whatever plan you have to get me out of here. I'm still going to see your mom because I want to."

Ashley was getting confused. How could Josh change by having such confidence, while yesterday the man was still filled with anxiety. The most plausible possibility Ashley could think of was that Josh was just pretending that he was no longer worried.

What tickled her logic the most was Josh's girlfriend's attitude. I don't know what Josh had said to his girlfriend that made her agree to Josh's delay. Right now, Ashley really wanted the girl to bring out her wild, explosive nature like that moment, so that Josh could leave the house right away.

However, a sudden thought flashed through his head. With Josh around, maybe her mother wouldn't be able to intimidate her as much as she used to.

Because there were certain moments where Ashley felt the most uncomfortable and tormented, namely when she had to be in a situation just alone with her mother. No one would believe how she had treated her all these years. No physical violence had ever happened to her, but it was her sanity that had been played with. There was a time when Ashley questioned whether the relationship between a mother and daughter was really that complicated.

With Josh between the two of them, it doesn't seem like a bad thing. Josh might even be able to help her through the situation that will happen later more easily.

Finally, with much deliberation, Ashley decided to stop urging Josh to leave immediately.

"By the way, how did you know that I was planning to go see Sharon? Are you guessing?" Josh asked.

My ears are still healthy and can hear well, it's only my hands and feet that are hurting, Josh,“ she sighed, ”You said that when you called your girlfriend earlier," Ashley finally answered lightly, without any urge to provoke an argument. Apparently, she was quite used to this kind of conversation.

“Ah, that's why you suddenly said that to your mom? That I was going away—for business?”

Ashley let out another short sigh, “That's all I could think of because it was so sudden.”

“Thank you,” Josh said sincerely.

Ashley looked at Josh who was looking at her. Then looked away because she felt awkward.

"Thank you for helping me. But today you don't have to lie to your mom. I won't leave as long as your mom is here."

At the moment Ashley wasn't sure if her decision to let Josh stay at home when her mom wanted to have a private chat with her, was the right or wrong thing to do. Either it would save her from whatever her mom had planned, or it would get her in trouble next time. She really didn't know.

But at least, it made her cut down on her list of lies to tell. For the time being, the lump in her heart wouldn't be as heavy as she thought.

Josh was seen moving towards the bedside table near Ashley to put down the empty glass he had been holding. He then reached for the plastic bag containing the girl’s medicines that he had deliberately placed on the nightstand so that Ashley wouldn't have to look for them like she did in the morning.

“You need to treat your wounds first,” Josh said as he took out a responsibility—sized bottle as a wound cleanser and a small bottle containing red liquid to be applied to the wounded skin.

Afterward, he went over to Ashley and prepared both medicines. He took the gauze soaked in the clear liquid and rubbed Ashley's wounds very gently.

“Does it hurt?” Josh asked while glancing at Ashley who was silent.

"Not really. I can bear it," Ashley replied lightly. It was painful when the surface of the wet gauze touched the wound, but she still had to clean it to prevent infection. Besides, the effect of the medicine she took earlier was now getting stronger in her body. So she was not in as much pain as she was a moment ago.

“I'll continue then,” Josh finished the rest of the wound that he needed to clean. His hand movements were smooth and more careful than before. Once all the wounds were exposed to the cleanser, he moved on to the thick red liquid in the smaller bottle. He took the applicator, dipped an appropriate amount into the bottle, and tapped it to Ashley's wound.

This time, Ashley's reaction was different. She seemed to flinch as the liquid hit her wound. Josh, who saw Ashley wincing in pain, stopped instantly.

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   53. Worst Surprise

    “Does it hurt?”“It hurts...” Ashley groaned with a grimace. Her eyes were closed tightly as she couldn't bear the onslaught of pain that felt like thousands of sharp needles digging into her skin.Josh couldn't bear to look at the girl. "Should I stop? What if this medicine doesn't need to be applied? I think drinking medicine is enough to treat it from the inside?" he asked hesitantly, not really understanding medical issues like this. He even knew the order in which the topical medicines were to be applied because he had read the written instructions on the package yesterday.Meanwhile, Ashley, whose medical knowledge was also not better than the man's, did not know what to answer.As soon as the stabbing pain faded a little, she even told Josh to continue administering the medicine. "Don't. They gave it to me because I have to use it. Just apply it, but not too much, and—maybe you can do it quickly so that the pain can happen all at once? So that I don't have to hold it in for too

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   54. Double Trouble

    Ashley was sitting on the sofa in the living room when her mother came in. The spot where she was sitting had its back to the corridor that connected the rest of the room to the main entrance, so when the woman walked in all she could see was Ashley's shoulder leaning against the sofa.“Your mom came and you didn't even bother to greet her,” the woman walked over with a sharp sentence.“I'm sorry, Mom,” Ashley tried to stand up as soon as possible.But just as she was trying to lift herself up with her hands clinging to the sofa's arms to support her weight, her mother had already arrived in front of her.“What happened to you?” The woman looked at the condition of Ashley's body that was filled with wet scratches and blue bruises around her. "It’s okay. No need to stand up." Her tone of voice was still sharp, but her originally annoyed expression became a little softer. She took a place on the single sofa that was quite far away from Ashley.Meanwhile, Ashley, after hearing her mother

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   55. Unexpected Lunch

    Ashley's scratches are indeed quite severe because they are quite numerous, spreading across her hands and legs on her right side. It is natural to make anyone who sees it cringe or even think it is disgusting. Plus imagining that after the wounds healed, the scars would probably be even more horrifying.Meanwhile, Ashley's mother, who witnessed it all, felt the need to put an end to the unpleasant attitude that Josh's mother was showing towards her daughter."It doesn't matter. Go to our family dermatologist once your body feels better. She'll help your wounds dry properly and make them heal without any marks."“Without a mark?” Josh's mother was surprised and quite curious about the statement she had just heard. How could such a large number of wounds heal without a mark? “Is that really possible?”“Of course,” Ashley's mother answered flatly but firmly, "She is a renowned expert in her work. That's why she became our family's specialized doctor. I can recommend her to you if you ar

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   56. The Mothers

    Once they had finished eating all the lunch dishes with some small talk, Ashley's mother finally brought up Josh's departure. She wanted to set up a scenario where Josh could leave while also taking his mother out of the house. So that she could have a little time to talk about private matters that neither Josh nor his mother could hear."Why didn't you go? Ashley said that you had some very important office business.""That's right. What business is it that you have to go anyway? They should know that you're on leave, right?" Josh's mother was quite anxious due to yesterday's incident which worried her quite a bit.Josh knew his mom was worried about him acting up and going back to Sharon. But he tried to answer as nicely and calmly as possible, "It's about the project that's going to be launched next month. The office is quite busy so I had to step in. After all, they need my approval and some opinions. But I can postpone it. There's no way I'm leaving while knowing my mother-in-law

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   57. Red Villa

    Josh drove straight to the restaurant as soon as he dropped his mother off.The evening air was sticky on his skin, but somehow his heart was beating faster. There was something about meeting Sharon today that felt different.Sharon was waiting for him inside the restaurant, sitting in the corner with sunglasses covering half her face and a wide-brimmed hat. As soon as she saw Josh arrive, she smiled broadly as she lifted her new bag onto the table, as if to show off a treasure.Josh chuckled at her behavior. He too put on a mask, sunglasses and a hat that almost completely covered his face, trying his best to remain unrecognizable, just like their previous agreement and plan—to go undercover.“Your new bag?” Josh pulled out a chair and sat across from her. “It's beautiful.”Sharon nodded coquettishly, twirling the bag around so that it was visible from all angles. "Thank you. I'm so glad I bought it," she said, her voice light but with a hint of a spoiled tone in it.“It's good that

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   58. Seeing The Old Woman Again

    Josh came home the next morning, his face tired but still forced a faint smile. Ashley had expected it. There was no need to explain. When the door opened and the sound of Josh's footsteps could be heard, Ashley only glanced briefly from between the kitchen doors.He was heading out, a small bag slung over his shoulder, sandals already on.“Where are you going?” asked Josh, his voice heavy as always, but this time there was a curious tone he couldn't hide.Ashley buttoned up her jacket. "To the family dermatologist. I want to start treatment for these wounds," she said with a faint smile, pointing to her still slightly bruised cheek.Josh put the car keys down on the table with a loud noise, as if accidentally venting a small annoyance. “I'll drop you off.”Ashley immediately shook her head. "You don't have to. I can do it myself. Besides, you look tired. Get some rest."“I can, really—”“No need, Josh.” Her voice sounded firmer than she would have liked. It made Josh pause for a mome

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   59. Another Mother

    After cleaning herself, treating her wounds, and taking her medication, Ashley let out a long sigh. There was one important thing she had to do today.Ashley stared at her phone screen hesitantly for a long time. Before finally pressing the “Mom” contact and pressing the call button. She waited for the phone to connect.Her heart was beating lightly when her mother's voice came from the other side. In a low voice, almost a whisper, Ashley said, “Mom,” she said softly as she heard her mother's voice on the other end. "Today I'm going to see Dr. Kim for a consultation on the treatment of my injuries. After that... Can I stop by to see her for a while?"She didn't mention names, there was no need. Between them, it didn't take too many words to understand who she meant. A few seconds of silence passed, before her mother finally replied in a soft yet cautious tone, "Alright. I'll have them arrange access for you today."Ashley breathed a sigh of relief. There was something warm and bitter

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   60. Goodbye Sharon

    Two weeks have passed since the warm but awkward meeting between Josh, Ashley, and their two moms. Many things have changed since then. The wounds on Ashley's body are slowly healing, both physically and mentally. Mrs. Kim finally declared Ashley healthy, and the news brought a wave of new plans-including the long-delayed honeymoon.Josh's mom, with her typical enthusiasm, decided to give a special gift: a honeymoon trip to Paris. Everything was organized in perfect detail, from the first-class flight to the luxurious hotel overlooking the Seine River. Ashley herself could hardly believe it was all happening so fast. But, on the other side of the city, Josh faced a more complicated dilemma.The night before departure, Josh sat in his car, staring at his phone screen that displayed Sharon's name. He took a deep breath before finally pressing the call button.When Sharon picked up, Josh could almost feel the anger simmering from the other side of the line, even before a word was spoken.

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  • The Price of Hidden Sins   66. Home but Feels Like Hell

    Josh pushed his suitcase and Ashley's suitcase while she was already inside the house.Ashley had been very cold to him since their last day in Paris.Although every time he asked her what made her behave that way, she always replied with the same lines “I'm fine”, “I'm just tired”, “I'm not angry with you”, “I'm just the way I am”, “I'm not really angry, why would I be angry, I have no right to be angry”, “I'm just being normal”, “We agreed not to bother each other, so I'm more comfortable with us keeping our distance”.All the girl's words boiled down to one conclusion: she was indeed angry with Josh, she just didn't want to admit it.Whereas the previous few days they had enjoyed their days in Paris very much. There was even a moment when Josh felt that the two of them could be good friends.As the plane landed back in their hometown, Ashley could barely stop herself from screaming. Every second on the plane, he thought of only one thing: when he got home, he wouldn't pretend to be

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   65. Paris (5)

    Sharon's first night in Paris, after she arrived and met Josh, the hotel felt very different to Ashley. As expected, Josh did not return to their room that night. Instead, he stayed in Sharon's room which was located right next to theirs. Ashley lay down on her bed, but the sadness that was choking her heart prevented her from sleeping. Amidst the silence of the night, Ashley could hear quite a few noisy and disturbing sounds - laughter, small talk, and above all, the sound of Sharon who was probably enjoying her evening with Josh. Every second felt like time stood still, yet filled with anxiety.Ashley pulled the blanket closer to her body, trying to calm her mind. However, in the darkness, the loneliness and hurt continued to haunt her. It was a very hard night. Ashley thought, why did this happen to her? The two of them-Josh and Ashley-had shared beautiful moments. They had laughed together, talked about the future, and planned things. But now, Ashley felt like a stranger in Josh's

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   64. Paris (4)

    That morning, the Parisian air felt colder than usual, as if it shared Ashley's pent-up anxiety. Upon opening her eyes, she was surprised to find herself in Josh's arms, closer than ever before. Their position this time was very different-their faces were too close, almost inches apart. They stared at each other with their eyes wide open, both stunned.Josh seemed to have just realized their position. Reflexively, he pulled his body slightly, separating the distance between them. However, their gazes remained focused, as if time had slowed down. There was only an awkward silence between them. Josh, who usually looked relaxed, now looked a little uneasy. On the other hand, Ashley could only look at the man with mixed feelings-between confused, upset, and not knowing what to do."Ma-sorry," Josh stammered, finally breaking the silence. "I... didn't mean-"Ashley looked at him sharply. She could feel his irregular heartbeat, perhaps even faster than usual. "I... don't know what to say,"

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   63. Paris (3)

    Josh and Sharon spent their days in Paris full of laughter and fun.As per the list they had made long before their departure, they started exploring one tourist spot after another.Their first destination was, of course, the Louvre.They walked hand-in-hand through the iconic pyramid-shaped glass entrance, Sharon's eyes sparkling with enthusiasm.Inside the museum, they stopped for a long time in front of the Mona Lisa painting, talking quietly, joking about how small it was compared to their expectations. Josh took many photos of Sharon in front of other famous paintings.No matter that there was a ban on photography in some parts, Josh quietly stole moments - too eager to capture Sharon's contented smile.Afterwards, they walked to the Eiffel Tower.There, they took pictures at various corners of the Champ de Mars park, and then climbed to the top of the tower, getting a bird's-eye view of the entire city of Paris.Sharon hugged Josh tightly as the wind picked up, chuckling and tea

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   62. Paris (2)

    Josh sighed, his eyes closed for a moment, as if holding back a burst of frustration. He walked over to the sofa, looking at it with skepticism.“It's small and hard, Ash,” he said, his tone getting heavy. "I've been exhausted since Korea. Had to spend the night with Sharon..."Josh stopped, realizing his mistake in saying the name.Ashley's face instantly changed. The look in her eyes froze.“Yes, of course,” Ashley muttered, her voice laden with bitter sarcasm. “You're exhausted from ‘serving’ Sharon, then think I should just understand?”Josh growled in frustration. “That's not what I meant!”Ashley approached, standing just a few steps away from him, her body tensed like a bow ready to shoot.“Every time I try to feel better about all this, every time I start to think maybe we could be friends, maybe even... more, you always remind me who I am in your eyes!” she said sharply."Just a formality. Someone you married because of a contract, while your heart is elsewhere."Josh returne

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   61. Paris (1)

    Josh had finally arrived in Paris.The long, tiring flight paid off a little as he set foot on the European soil, greeted with beautiful afternoon skies, cool air, and the typical hustle and bustle of the city of love.Ashley walked beside her, pulling her small suitcase.They both looked a little clumsy-not because they were not used to being together, but because each of them was still trying to find a new rhythm in this strange relationship of theirs: a loveless marriage, but with an official status to live up to.They arrived at the luxurious five-star hotel.Josh took care of the check-in while occasionally stealing glances at Ashley who looked beautiful in a beige coat and white scarf. For some reason, there was something about her that felt different that day. More calm. More natural.They took the elevator to the highest floor.Ashley stepped in first as the door opened. "Wow..." she muttered spontaneously.Josh just smiled a little at her amazed expression.Their room was eno

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   60. Goodbye Sharon

    Two weeks have passed since the warm but awkward meeting between Josh, Ashley, and their two moms. Many things have changed since then. The wounds on Ashley's body are slowly healing, both physically and mentally. Mrs. Kim finally declared Ashley healthy, and the news brought a wave of new plans-including the long-delayed honeymoon.Josh's mom, with her typical enthusiasm, decided to give a special gift: a honeymoon trip to Paris. Everything was organized in perfect detail, from the first-class flight to the luxurious hotel overlooking the Seine River. Ashley herself could hardly believe it was all happening so fast. But, on the other side of the city, Josh faced a more complicated dilemma.The night before departure, Josh sat in his car, staring at his phone screen that displayed Sharon's name. He took a deep breath before finally pressing the call button.When Sharon picked up, Josh could almost feel the anger simmering from the other side of the line, even before a word was spoken.

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   59. Another Mother

    After cleaning herself, treating her wounds, and taking her medication, Ashley let out a long sigh. There was one important thing she had to do today.Ashley stared at her phone screen hesitantly for a long time. Before finally pressing the “Mom” contact and pressing the call button. She waited for the phone to connect.Her heart was beating lightly when her mother's voice came from the other side. In a low voice, almost a whisper, Ashley said, “Mom,” she said softly as she heard her mother's voice on the other end. "Today I'm going to see Dr. Kim for a consultation on the treatment of my injuries. After that... Can I stop by to see her for a while?"She didn't mention names, there was no need. Between them, it didn't take too many words to understand who she meant. A few seconds of silence passed, before her mother finally replied in a soft yet cautious tone, "Alright. I'll have them arrange access for you today."Ashley breathed a sigh of relief. There was something warm and bitter

  • The Price of Hidden Sins   58. Seeing The Old Woman Again

    Josh came home the next morning, his face tired but still forced a faint smile. Ashley had expected it. There was no need to explain. When the door opened and the sound of Josh's footsteps could be heard, Ashley only glanced briefly from between the kitchen doors.He was heading out, a small bag slung over his shoulder, sandals already on.“Where are you going?” asked Josh, his voice heavy as always, but this time there was a curious tone he couldn't hide.Ashley buttoned up her jacket. "To the family dermatologist. I want to start treatment for these wounds," she said with a faint smile, pointing to her still slightly bruised cheek.Josh put the car keys down on the table with a loud noise, as if accidentally venting a small annoyance. “I'll drop you off.”Ashley immediately shook her head. "You don't have to. I can do it myself. Besides, you look tired. Get some rest."“I can, really—”“No need, Josh.” Her voice sounded firmer than she would have liked. It made Josh pause for a mome

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