Gina
Thesunshoneaswe stood at the entrance booth to the carnival. Brandon passed the worker the money for two wristbands. I grinned once the piece of plastic was wrapped around my wrist. “I haven’t been to a carnival since I was a kid,” I said as I tilted my face to the sun, absorbing warmth while Brandon got his wristband on. “You know, people are going to talk if they see us together,” Brandon said as we walked through the entrance and entered the carnival grounds. “What do you want to tell them?” I sighed and ran my hand through my hair. Since I agreed to go to the carnival, that had been all I thought about. We needed a believable story in case someone saw us together. Especially if news of anything we were doing got back to Amalia. “We were working on another listing and decided to take a break together. You and I are still colleagues.” Brandon smirked as he looked down at me. “Technically, I’m your boss. That’s more of a scandal.” “You look like the thought of a scandal excites you.” “If Amalia were entirely removed from the situation, it would. However, we have to consider Amalia.” “We do.” I looked around the carnival, taking in the scent of funnel cake and popcorn while children ran around screaming. Their parents chased behind them, looking exhausted and carrying collections of cheap toys won from game booths. “What do you want to do first?” Brandon asked, his gaze locking on one of the rides that flipped you upside down and spun around. “That looks like fun.” “You’re going to scream like a little girl,” I said as I led the way to the ride. Brandon laughed and followed me. When I looked over my shoulder at him, there was warmth in his eyes. It had been long since any man looked at me that way. It was nice to feel like I was the only woman in the world that existed. He made butterflies erupt in my stomach. Brandon’s hand landed on the small of my back. He could pass it off to anyone who looked at us as moving me out of the way of someone else. Instead, his thumb drifted up and down the small of my bare sparks flying against my skin. I adjusted the hem of my crop top as his hand slid a little lower. Finally, his fingers drifted along my waistband. Tingles raced through my body. For a moment, I thought about hauling him off into a corner and having my way with him instead of getting on the ride. However, I was determined to think with my head and not my body.“You’re going to get us in trouble if you keep doing that,” I said softly as I looked up at him.
Brandon gave me a cheeky smile before his hand dropped. “Nobody is going to be able to see us in the cage they put us in.” I glanced around the carnival, looking back up at the ride. There were colorful cages that you sat in, and from where I stood, I couldn’t see through them at all. Nevertheless, excitement flooded through me at the thought of being able to be alone with him. “Fuck,” I said, my gaze locking onto Amalia as she weaved through the crowd with her boyfriend. They looked like they couldn’t be more in love.“What?” Brandon asked, his body stiffening beside me as I stopped. “Is something wrong? Are you alright?”
“I’m fine, but Amalia is right over there.” My voice was barely more than a whisper as I took his hand and pulled him behind one of the little buildings. Brandon grinned as he pinned me between his body and the wall. He rested his forearms on the wall, his head dipping to mine. I wondered if he could hear the rapid beating of my chest against my ribcage. “Well, it looks like we’re alone now,” he said as he leaned closer. His lips brushed against mine in a soft kiss. When he pulled back, the heat in his gaze made me think about everything else we could be doing now. “You know, I was thinking we could stay here for a while.” Brandon kissed me again, longer this time, capturing my bottom lip between his teeth. I moaned softly, my hands sliding up his torso. My fingers weaved through his soft hair as he deepened the kiss. When he pulled away, there was a goofy smile on his face. The rest of the world faded away as I lost myself in him. The scent of his cologne wrapped around me, and the heat from his body warmed mine. “Let’s go on a couple of rides, grab a funnel cake, and then head out.” I grinned and kissed him again. “I think I have something else I would rather spend my afternoon doing after that.” Brandon smirked and kissed me again. “I can arrange that.” When I got home later that night, exhaustion took over my body. I had a great time with Brandon at the carnival. It had been years since I last spent hours on the rides, laughing and having a good time. Going to carnivals was one of those things that stopped happening the older you got. Brandon started making me feel like having fun and acting like a child again was okay. Then, finally, there was no more wondering what my partner would think if I allowed myself to have fun. He encouraged it in a way that several of my exes never had. I’d just finished changing into biker shorts and a soft-cropped tank when there was a knock at my door. I pulled it open to see a crying Amalia in my doorway. She pushed me into my apartment, her words jumbled together as she tried to speak. Amalia dropped down onto my couch, burying her face in her pillow. I could smell the alcohol rolling off her in waves as I shut the door before joining her on the couch. “What’s wrong?” I asked as I lifted her feet and sat down. I pulled her feet back into my lap and massaged her calves. “You smell like a dive bar.” “Jaxon dumped me.” I sighed and tried to find some compassion. It wasn’t that I didn’t feel for my friend. I did. Breakups were miserable, and if I could keep her from going through another one ever again, I would. Except Jaxon was an ass. I had met him on more than one occasion, and each time he had been one of the rudest people I’ve ever met. “I’m sorry to hear that,” I said as I grabbed a throw pillow and put it over her legs, making myself comfortable. “Maybe it’s for the best, though. I know that you believe that everything happens for a reason.” Amalia lifted herself off the couch long enough to look at me. “I don’t know what reason there would be for him breaking up with me. We were having a great time at the carnival. Then after we went home and he fucked me, he told me we were over. I didn’t even have my clothing on yet. My hands clenched into fists against the fabric. “What an asshole. He’s never been good enough to deserve you.” “But I loved him,” she says, her words slurred. “I thought that he was the one and we would get married. I thought that we were going to have babies together and that we could name them things that rhymed with Jaxon.” I bit down on a laugh, making a soothing noise as I rubbed her back. “Everything is going to be okay.” Amalia sobbed and flipped over, sending the pillow flying. “Can you call my dad? I want to go home.”“Are you sure? You can stay here if you want,” I said, still running my hand up and down her back. “The couch is pretty comfortable. Or you can have my bed, and I can take the couch.”Amalia sat up and shook her head. “I want to go home. Can you call my dad while I throw up?”Amalia got up and stumbled to the bathroom as if nothing had happened. She groaned as she fell into one wall before sinking to the ground and crawling the rest of the way to the washroom.It had been long since I had last seen her this drunk. She was better off without Jaxon, but the next few weeks would be hell while she got over the relationship.Amalia tended to fall in love hard and fast when we were in university. She would think that she was head over heels for these men, and then when they broke her heart a few weeks later, she would spend nearly a month mourning a relationship that never was.I sighed and sent a message to Brandon while Amalia retched. When she finally stumbled back into the living room,
Gina laughed and arched one eyebrow. “That’s all that you got out of the conversation?”I sighed and stepped back, needing some space from her intoxicating smile to think clearly. “I know that this isn’t an ideal situation. But I don’t want to keep being that guy that sneaks over to your apartment in the middle of the night.”Gina bit her bottom lip. “I don’t know. It is risky enough. You think that sneaking around and trying to date without Amalia finding out, especially in a town this small?”“I think that it’s worth a shot.” I shrug and look at her, wishing that everything was more accessible than it has to be. “I’m tired of sacrificing my happiness for what I’m supposed to do.”“It will cause a massive scandal once people find out. You’re a lot older than me. My boss. My best friend’s father.”“I’m a man interested in an intelligent, ambitious, and stunning woman. That’s all that Mateoers.”Her frown softened slightly. “I think we need to get to know each other better before we te
GinaWhenIwalkedintothe office on Monday morning, I froze. Mateo was sitting at my desk, one of my pictures in his hand. He spun from one side to the other in my chair, his lips pressed together in a thin line.He looked up and saw me, his frown only deepening. Mateo put the picture back down on my desk and got up.“Morning, Mateo,” I said, dropping my purse off under my desk. “Odd to see you here. I thought that you liked working from home.”“I do,” he said, not offering anything else as he tucked my chair in before I could sit down.“Alright. Well, is there something that I can help you with? I have several listings to get up on the website, and I can’t do that if you’re blocking my desk.”The corner of his mouth twitched as he looked down at me, his dark eyes narrowing. “I have something that I need to talk to you about. I was warned that you don’t hold your tongue, but I didn’t think you would start with me this early morning.”Other employees started to enter the building. Shelby
BrandonAmalialeanedbackinher chair, tilting her face and closing her eyes as she soaked up the sun and the salt air. It wasn’t often that I got to see her this relaxed as she lounged by the ocean.We tried to make time to get lunch together once every couple of weeks, but with both of us having careers, it could be hard to find the time. She had her career, and I had mine.Throw sneaking around with Gina into the mix, and I had even less time than I used to spend with Amalia.“Okay,” I said after our food was delivered. “How is work going? Do you have any shows coming up?”“I’ve signed on for New York Fashion Week next year.” Amalia took a bite out of her lobster roll and shrugged. “Other than that, there’s not a whole lot going on. I’m building a new line, but some designs aren’t coming together quite right yet.”“I’m sure you’ll figure it out. New York Fashion Week is huge, though. We’ll have to have a party to celebrate. Congratulations.”“I don’t think that I want to do anything
GinaOver the last two months, hiding my relationship with Brandon has been getting harder and harder. Nevertheless, we do our best to keep our relationship a secret.However, Amalia has nearly caught us a few times.I snuck out Brandon’s window more than once and ran to my car parked down the street. The next day I would have to listen to Amalia telling me about her theories on her dad’s dating life.She was sure he was seeing someone, which made me feel worse. Amalia would lose her shit if she found out that I was the mystery woman sneaking out in the middle of the night.It was getting too stressful to hide it from her, but it was too late to turn back.I’m falling for Brandon.Hell, I’ve already fallen. He had me at hello, and I’ve been enamored by him every moment since, even though it would have been better for the both of us if I wasn’t.I sighed as I leaned over the sink in my bathroom, my stomach tossing and turning.I had been holed up in my apartment for the last week, feel
“I don’t know if this is the kind of thing you can get over.”He took my jaw in his hand and tilted my face up to his. His lips are soft as his mouth brushes against mine in a tender kiss.It was easy to lose myself in Brandon instead of thinking about everything else in our lives, so I did. I nipped his bottom lip, deepening the kiss. His tongue tangled with mine as I moved to straddle his lap.My arms drape over his shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft hair at the nape of his neck. Brandon’s hands slid beneath my shirt, his fingers setting fire to my skin as he worked his way up to my breasts.He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples as I rolled my hips. My back arched as his hardened cock pressed up against my core. I rolled my hips again, trying to build the friction between us and relieve some of the tension building.Brandon groaned, his tongue sweeping through my mouth as he pulled my shirt over my head. His head dipped forward, and he sucked a nipple into his
Mateo shook his head. “There has to be more to it than happiness. Let’s pretend that the potential career damage isn’t a factor. Have you ever thought about what your daughter will think about this?”“Don’t drag Amalia into it.”“You need to weigh all the options and stop thinking with your dick.”My hands clenched into fists as I bit back the words on the tip of my tongue.“Consider what you’re doing,” Mateo said as he stood up. “The cleaners are only here once a week. You’re lucky that they found it before someone else did.”I crossed my arms and arched an eyebrow. “Do I need to worry about you?”“Me? Telling people about your little office affair? No. I may not support your actions, but you have been in a better mood since you started seeing Gina. And I like her. She’s got a backbone.”Mateo grinned and left the office, closing the door behind him. I sighed and ran my hands down my face when he was gone.Keeping my relationship with Gina a secret would be more complex than expected
“My dad asked me a while ago if it would be okay for him to start dating again,” Amalia said as she looked at me.A wave of panic raced through me. Does she know that I’m seeing her dad?“I think he’s ready to get out there and try again. It makes me feel better about maybe moving away from Silverlake. I didn’t want to leave him here alone, but if he’s ready to start seeing someone, maybe he won’t be as lonely as he has been.”“You’re okay with him dating again?” I swallowed the lump in my throat and hoped I didn’t look guilty.“It’s not the easiest shit I’ve ever thought about, but I know Mom would want him to move on again and be happy.”“What if you don’t like the woman he’s with?”Amalia shrugged before lifting her hands and swaying to the music. “I don’t think I get much of a choice in it. My dad isn’t the kind of man who would date a woman if he didn’t think it was serious.”I nodded. “That makes sense. He seems pretty rational.”“He is.” Amalia grinned and stopped dancing long
“That’s for me to decide.”I nodded and took a deep breath. “I do love you, Gina, and if you want me, I’m in this for the rest of our lives.”“I should be mad at you,” she said as she stood up and approached me. She reached up to cup my face with her hands. “But I love you for putting aside your happiness for your family.”“Does that mean that you’ll take me back?”Gina smiled and leaned into me as I wrapped my arms around her. “Of course.”I grinned and stood, picking her up and spinning her around in a tight hug. She laughed and wrapped her legs around my waist.“I love you, Gina.”“I love you too.”When I captured her mouth in a searing kiss, all felt right with the world. Her hands sank into my hair, holding me to her as I carried her across the beach and into the house.I nipped at her bottom lip, and our tongues tangled as I took her down the hall. She moaned as I spun and pinned her against the wall, rolling her hips and grinding her core against my hardened cock.With a groan,
BrandonAmaliawatchedmeasI carried plates of food to the kitchen table. I sat in front of her before taking my own and sitting beside her. She sighed and picked up her fork, moving the roast potatoes around the plate.“You know, she loves you,” Amalia said.“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” So instead, I focused on slicing my chicken into small pieces. I didn’t want to be having this conversation right now.“And I know that you love her. What I’m struggling with right now is why you still haven’t told me I will have a sibling.”I nearly choked on the chicken I had just put into my mouth. I reached for my water glass and took a long sip before looking at Amalia. She leaned back in her chair and crossed her arms.“Where the hell did you hear about that?”“Gina told me. I’ve been talking to her a lot the last couple of days. Did you know that she’s thinking about leaving Silverlake? She might move back to the city.”I froze, my entire body stiffening as I looked at her. While I k
Gina“You’regoingtohaveto talk to me sooner or later,” I said as I stood beside Amalia in a coffee shop. It had been nearly a week since the breakup, and she had ignored every call.I tried going to her house when I knew Brandon wasn’t home to see her. During the first visit — when she didn’t think I was coming — she had answered the door.Talking to her since then had been nearly impossible.Amalia sighed as she approached the counter. She gave the barista a small smile. “Two large mochas, please.”I smiled, but my stomach was tossing and turning. I felt like I was going to be sick. This was the first chance that she had given me all week.“I don’t want to throw our friendship away over this,” Amalia said as she looked at me.“Then there’s something else you should know before we get into everything,” I said, knowing I couldn’t keep the baby a secret.Amalia needed the whole truth before deciding whether to forgive me.As soon as our drinks were made, Amalia led the way to a booth in
“And what did you do? You hurt me anyway.” Amalia’s eyes were glassy as she glanced away from me. “I want you to end it with her.”“Then I’ll do it.”The words hurt me to say. It felt like I was ramming a knife through my chest, but my daughter was the only family I had left. I wasn’t going to alienate her. If breaking up with Gina was what it took to keep my daughter in my life, then that is what I had to do.“You’re too old for her. What the hell happens when you get even older? Will she spend the last good years of her life changing your diaper?” Tears tracked down Amalia’s cheeks. “And what about you? Are you going to spend the next few years trying to keep up with someone as young and ambitious as Gina?”As much as I hated to admit it, Amalia was making all the points that had spent the last several weeks circling through my mind. I knew that there was no way I would be able to keep up with Gina forever.That was supposed to be a problem when we got older.“Break up with her, Dad
“My dad asked me a while ago if it would be okay for him to start dating again,” Amalia said as she looked at me.A wave of panic raced through me. Does she know that I’m seeing her dad?“I think he’s ready to get out there and try again. It makes me feel better about maybe moving away from Silverlake. I didn’t want to leave him here alone, but if he’s ready to start seeing someone, maybe he won’t be as lonely as he has been.”“You’re okay with him dating again?” I swallowed the lump in my throat and hoped I didn’t look guilty.“It’s not the easiest shit I’ve ever thought about, but I know Mom would want him to move on again and be happy.”“What if you don’t like the woman he’s with?”Amalia shrugged before lifting her hands and swaying to the music. “I don’t think I get much of a choice in it. My dad isn’t the kind of man who would date a woman if he didn’t think it was serious.”I nodded. “That makes sense. He seems pretty rational.”“He is.” Amalia grinned and stopped dancing long
Mateo shook his head. “There has to be more to it than happiness. Let’s pretend that the potential career damage isn’t a factor. Have you ever thought about what your daughter will think about this?”“Don’t drag Amalia into it.”“You need to weigh all the options and stop thinking with your dick.”My hands clenched into fists as I bit back the words on the tip of my tongue.“Consider what you’re doing,” Mateo said as he stood up. “The cleaners are only here once a week. You’re lucky that they found it before someone else did.”I crossed my arms and arched an eyebrow. “Do I need to worry about you?”“Me? Telling people about your little office affair? No. I may not support your actions, but you have been in a better mood since you started seeing Gina. And I like her. She’s got a backbone.”Mateo grinned and left the office, closing the door behind him. I sighed and ran my hands down my face when he was gone.Keeping my relationship with Gina a secret would be more complex than expected
“I don’t know if this is the kind of thing you can get over.”He took my jaw in his hand and tilted my face up to his. His lips are soft as his mouth brushes against mine in a tender kiss.It was easy to lose myself in Brandon instead of thinking about everything else in our lives, so I did. I nipped his bottom lip, deepening the kiss. His tongue tangled with mine as I moved to straddle his lap.My arms drape over his shoulders, my fingers sinking into the soft hair at the nape of his neck. Brandon’s hands slid beneath my shirt, his fingers setting fire to my skin as he worked his way up to my breasts.He cupped them, his thumbs brushing over my nipples as I rolled my hips. My back arched as his hardened cock pressed up against my core. I rolled my hips again, trying to build the friction between us and relieve some of the tension building.Brandon groaned, his tongue sweeping through my mouth as he pulled my shirt over my head. His head dipped forward, and he sucked a nipple into his
GinaOver the last two months, hiding my relationship with Brandon has been getting harder and harder. Nevertheless, we do our best to keep our relationship a secret.However, Amalia has nearly caught us a few times.I snuck out Brandon’s window more than once and ran to my car parked down the street. The next day I would have to listen to Amalia telling me about her theories on her dad’s dating life.She was sure he was seeing someone, which made me feel worse. Amalia would lose her shit if she found out that I was the mystery woman sneaking out in the middle of the night.It was getting too stressful to hide it from her, but it was too late to turn back.I’m falling for Brandon.Hell, I’ve already fallen. He had me at hello, and I’ve been enamored by him every moment since, even though it would have been better for the both of us if I wasn’t.I sighed as I leaned over the sink in my bathroom, my stomach tossing and turning.I had been holed up in my apartment for the last week, feel
BrandonAmalialeanedbackinher chair, tilting her face and closing her eyes as she soaked up the sun and the salt air. It wasn’t often that I got to see her this relaxed as she lounged by the ocean.We tried to make time to get lunch together once every couple of weeks, but with both of us having careers, it could be hard to find the time. She had her career, and I had mine.Throw sneaking around with Gina into the mix, and I had even less time than I used to spend with Amalia.“Okay,” I said after our food was delivered. “How is work going? Do you have any shows coming up?”“I’ve signed on for New York Fashion Week next year.” Amalia took a bite out of her lobster roll and shrugged. “Other than that, there’s not a whole lot going on. I’m building a new line, but some designs aren’t coming together quite right yet.”“I’m sure you’ll figure it out. New York Fashion Week is huge, though. We’ll have to have a party to celebrate. Congratulations.”“I don’t think that I want to do anything